On My Birthday Though?/Confessionals

Day 34
"shan yu"

- wow, three days without confessionals? I am becoming real "purple Marty" here... Well, situation in the game... It sucks... I have no friends left here... There is still Ahad, but I believe that he will convince others to vote me out if I don't win next immunity. Am I a bad person if I have a feeling that he convinced other to vote for Nikola instead of him? The only persons from other 5, with which I ever had any bond, was Bryce and Danny, bit they both hates me for not going with them then they needed me, also I had to vote for Danny last night... Sh*t, I just want to go and bury myself now... Well, the game is not ended, but the game where I have to win all challenges to survive, is not a good game.

"shan yu"

- Danny, you don't tell someone that you have votes on the jury. You just don't.

"shan yu"

- So, that's my plan now? i tried to talk with Danny and Jace, and i can't offer anything to them that would make them think about helping me (well, Danny said he would try to keep me over Ahad, but that's all), i even wrote to Kaeden, and got no answer from him. i didn't wrote to Bryce, because of how badly our last few conversation went.... and i talked with Ahad. we know that it's either him or me is going out tonight, and looks like we both are playing for ourselves now. at first Ahad tried to get info about how am i doing in that challenge, at that moment i was totally panicked and could tell maybe 1 song of 20. he said that knows every song except nr 4... well, i thoughtthat lucky him, he likes music, so he deserves it, but latter i remmembered how my roomate once talked about an application for the phone, which can say the name of the song... i asked him for that name, downloaded it, used it (i hope, i hadn't broke any rules?) and guess what? that application could said all names except nr 4!!! i don't believe in such coincidences, Ahad kept asking me suggestions how to do a challange from very start of the season, and now when i asked "maybe you have any ideas how i can find more names?" he said "try to google the lyrics"!!! oh yeah? if so, i have nothing to do with you. i saved you in the Ziggy's vote, and this is how you say "thank you"? i know we should have same result, but your result is eliminated now. i better play a tiebraker against all 4 others than give a chance for you to take that immunity.

"shan yu"

- Ok so i know that martynas doesnt speak english as his firts language but i mean come on how can you not get nicki minaj's song it was like a huge hit. Obviously his anaconda dont want none

"shan yu"

- oh yes, and my plan? well, it's a bad plan, but i only can to do imposible and win immunities if i manage to get in F5, i'll use my advantage here, and when i'll do my best in F4 immunity challenge.

Day 35
"shan yu"

- Well, despite that I didn't needed to use that sword of death on Ahad, I am happy by the challenge's results. I'll play a tiebreaker against Danny, and I'll give 250% on it. The better thing, is that Jace used his auction item, that means I am the only left with any auction item. If Jace would have kept it, I could be screwed, because if I am in F5, he uses it on me. Now all I need is to do a puzzle faster than Danny... Can I do it? Will see...

"shan yu"

- I love this random as hell drama between Martynas and Ahad. Unless it's all being put on for show, I think it really takes a lot off of us.

"shan yu"

- well holy crap literally its the entire tribe against me, i would love to know how i "leid" to marty but apparently i did, like right now i'm on my own and will most likely go home tonight, so i gotta go out with a bang, and this time its for real xD. So yeah right now i consider myself the underdog at this point

"shan yu"

- Ok, I'm really nervous about this vote for some reason. The way Danny is talking seems like he is really trying to catch me off guard. I swear to God, if I see my name written down three times at this next vote, there will be Hell and more to pay.

"shan yu"

- oh for fucks sake im legit super pissed, like know i feel for george and zig zig for being in such a shitty situation around your birthday like could marty be more of an ass, i seriously wish bailey, or even jake, was here cos i have no one to confide to ;'( also marty just because you gave me hints doesnt mean i have to give them to you, whichever one of us didnt win the challenge were going home so i gotta protect myself but nooooooooope my luck has to be shite

Day 36
"shan yu"

- Well, looks like majority likes blindsiding me. At first they convinced me to vote Ahad as it should be unanimous vote, and then they asked me the proof of my vote, they told me about the plan of splitting votes by giving one vote to Bryce... Well, if you are doing so, I can do something to you too... I told Ahad about that plan. If somehow he lied earlier about not having and idol, he knows who he needs to vote. If not - at least I tried...

"shan yu"

- I kinda want to give my idol to Kaeden again, but I'm afraid that if I learn some info last minute, I wont be able to play it.

"shan yu"

- Right now, I think I am in a pretty good position to win. I would compare Jace and I to Mike and Sharky from the main org. Jace and Sharky, the physical threats. Mike and myself, the strategic threats. So things are going great, Jace voted Bryce in case Ahad plays an idol, and the rest of us voted Ahad. At final 5, it gets more difficult. Danny and Martynas will vote Bryce, but we will use the idol on Bryce, and send Martynas home. At final 4, Jace will be seen as a threat by Bryce and Danny, and they will try to take him out. From there, it is up to me to decide who goes home. I can take Jace who probably has won the jury over already, or I can take Danny, who will get every Bayartai's vote. It will be a big decision, but I have to focus on what is happening right now.

"shan yu"

- Split vote time! Sorry Bryce, but in case Ahad plays an idol, I can't afford Danny or myself going home. Pray that Ahad doesn't play an idol!