Board Thread:Survivor 30: Legends/@comment-24215409-20180307002014/@comment-29261560-20180307030901

I know you didn't ask me any questions or anything but I actually have one for you if you don't mind. And you can answer this after the season too if you'd like but I'm kind of curious by what you mean by me lacking a certain instinct? Because to me, I feel like my instincts were pretty spot on at times. During the premerge I had told Nick it would be smart for us to try and align ourselves with Blaine and Asa, however instead he wanted to go with Natalie and Perry so we tried solidifying that relationship earlier than the one proposed to Blaine and Asa and in response to why she voted for Nick, Asa said that Perry had talked to her first, despite us being more convincing. So had we gone with my gut instinct, things possibly could've worked out. Another instinct I had was when I knew something was wrong between the supposed final four deal Alissa had made with me, her, Fitz and Asa. Fitz and Asa would barely ever speak strategy so to me, the deal just seemed beyond fake and I had warned Alissa about that and it ended up being true...So I don't know I think I have a pretty good instinct when it comes to some aspects of this game so I am a little curious as to what I might be missing and if I'm misinterpretting that please let me know cause even though its been a while since Port Royal, I know I still have a lot to learn when it comes to these games which is what I love about them.

I also want to mention the fact that I knew when I had to put my best effort into those challenges. Did I win every single challenge? No. Because that would've obviously put a target on my back, which I feel like is something I don't need to explain to you of all people. But for the most part I scored pretty high throughout a majority of the challenges, especially the last two when I needed it the most. So I don't mean to nit pick or anything but to hear you say that's just "above average" I wanna respectfully disagree as I was one of the only people to actually win immunity more than once during the season.

So yeah, sorry I just wanted to address that. But other than that I'm so happy that I got to finally play with you, I'm sorry that you think I failed in this game but I'm gonna take pride in the effort I made no matter what. And also I'm screaming I was literally looking at the rodney bowl pic the other day and thought of you so once this is over I'll send it to you immediately.

Thanks again for being the best ORG Mom I could ever ask for <3