Board Thread:Survivor 32: Kiribati/@comment-34112208-20180527133452/@comment-24407701-20180527154055

Hey Ain! Yes, tbh I was very serious about going to the end with you until you turned your back on me, but that's the name of the game and I don't blame you for it. You were defintelty the front runner to win and either you or Sammy deserve both POTS and hopefully fan favourite.

I guess my responses could come across as cocky but I am just confident about the way I played the game. I own my game and I am proud of it, and I do believe I have the right to challenge Tal (as much as he has the right to challenge me) when I believe he's taking credit for something he didn't do but I think that's what makes a interesting debate however I do also understand how it comes across as cocky. I am a naturally competitive person and I'm always taken out of ORG's for being perceived as a big threat and now that I have a chance to win I'm going to fight until the last second just because I am passionate about winning.

Suprisngly the hardest thing this season was to try keep my emotions out of my game decisions. I also found it diffcult to handle being betrayed by my allies. As you probably understood yourself I got very angry and upset that you couldn't tell me the truth or own your stuff. It defintely come across bad but came from a place of feeling betrayed and hurt. I think I found it even more tough knowing people I wanted to work with were wanting to go against me. I felt defeated but in the end I knew I just had to keep fighting. I learnt from my mistakes with you and reached out to Jordan about us not speaking. Me and Sammy equally mended our bridges. Sadly, I wish we could have done that but yeah there were a few rounds you went against me! Decisions such as voting out Andrea and my last minute decision to take out Sammy were examples of times I found it hard to keep my emotions out of it.

Interestingly I was taking Sammy to the end up until I saw final immunity results and how he sold me out and let Tal walk free. After discussion with Sammy he told me if he was in my position he would be debating whether to take me or Tal. I did get quite emotional (and cried a little because I felt so bad LOL) but ultimately I came here to play and game and I was very grateful Sammy was mature enough to accept it was a game.

Overall, you are a standout player this season and so captiviating to watch every time you play. I loved working with you and if you were loyal who knows what would have happened but, I do owe you an apology for calling you out and getting heated but just know it came from that place of feeling betrayed and caring about you! Love you girl!