This Isn't Resurgence/Confessionals

Day 16
"kilbride"

- Well there goes my chance at a perfect game ;_; nah I don't care about that. Kaeden got blasted out of the fucking universe and that makes me happy

"torrin"

- So Nuno's trying to get revenge on me (and Wes is planning with him on it), but Sarah told me about it. So I THINK I have Sarah, Zane, Tyler and Luke, which equates to...better luck next time? Either way I'd like them to go... Ok happy confessional ^_^ I'm in a happy mood :D Even though I'm sure most of these people want me out or maybe flat out don't like me, I'm glad to say I like pretty much everyone here! I know Nuno and Wes are sorta scheming against me, but they're both nice (especially Nuno, love you <3). Domonique's awesome ^_^ altho I'm sure she wants to take me out eventually. Will's nice, even tho Wes has a grudge or something against him D: Sarah's just awesome ^_^ I hope she talks to me after the game. Sam's super nice :33 lol I hope he actually wants to talk to me lol D: Szymon's nice smile emoticon even tho I don't think he likes me very much rip D: maybe I can talk to him more ^_^ Zane's awesome. ^_^ <3 <3 Luke's super nice ^_^ idk what everyone's issue is lol Tyler, needs to be online more ._. Bjorn's cool, altho idk where his head's at lol. Joe needs to be less paranoid ._., then we can be friends lol And I haven't really met Alex, Tom, or Evan...but I guess they're probably nice? idk lol go team ^_^

"torrin"

- WOW a posting challenge in the middle of the week I am NOT up for this at all!! Everyone here is like "oh no worries what is sleep lol i can skip out on school no big d" and I'm sitting here like "GOOD FOR YOUUU I CAN'T I ALREADY MISSED IT LAST WEDNESDAY LMAO If I don't compete and we lose i'm pretty much gone so this is the impossible situation. If this had been on the weekend? yeah no problemo! Even thursday night id've been able to do more but noooOOOOOO my luck sucks. Also Nuno like ignored me posting that I'd go to K1 like ok i'm just that irrelevant to him i guess

"kilbride"

- Yeah so this tribe's a shitshow in the challenge, we started outnumbered 7-3. Chalk up another loss for Kilbride.

"torrin"

- this tribe sucks at planning stuff like they're all over the place with this planning so I'm putting my foot down and I'm just gonna tell them what I'm gonna do. I will NOT let their mess phase me!!! woo i contributed and the other tribe is like 2 people right now so hopefullly things go well while i sleep and prepare for my death string of classes tomorrow

"kilbride"

- Yeah so Joe's lost his shit and it's hilarious, it paints a target on his back for being generally crazy and quick to blow up. Also I couldn't care less if we lose cause there's clearly some dead weight that needs to be cut from this tribe. I'm thinking Bjorn is next. In the long-run though, we need to be at least tied with Torrin come a merge. Being down 1 may be okay with Alex's idol in play, but being down 2 would, in my mind, be insurmountable.

"torrin"

- OP NEVER MIND ONCE AGAIN THEY IGNORE ME. I said I was going to bed but NOPE help Sarah Tyler you piece of shit! Oh but Luke do not worry close your tired eyes you must be exhausted! Head right off to Dreamland precious angel!! BUT TYLER YOU AIN'T GOING ANYWHERE SONNNNNNN

"kilbride"

- *Sighs* here comes the shadyness from Will again. Talking about cross tribal alliances...let the game begin.

"torrin"

- i swear to god Nuno must just ignore me, i don't think he's remembered a single thing I've said in the tribe chat unless I've said it twice

"kilbride"

- Here I am, I'm basically the last one standing on my tribe, I got the team on my back, and I got Nuno and Wes trying to cross tribal me telling me to drop in this challenge. Yeah no fuck that. What I'm trying to do is A) Not drop immediately because I don't want to look like their bitch and have that run back to people on my tribe that I do what they say B) Not be adamant and stay up all night working this challenge, thus painting a target on my back as this physical threat that refuses to give up. It's a tough spot to randomly be thrown in, but I gotta manage.

Day 17
"torrin"

- We won that challenge pretty easily and I actually didn't flop for once so woo Tumblr_nrlbxoizjh1r83d7lo1_500.gif

"kilbride"

- I couldnt even play the challange cause I was sleeping and school, please never do this again it sucks. The good news is, I might be able to make a powermove today at tribal. Perry, sarah and nuno want me to be safe and the plan is for them to kidnap one of the Joes majority alliance people. I worked on Dom and convinced her that that alliance exists, but I left her name out of it lol. It looks like Szymon, Will and Dom are all willing to vote one of the others out. If this works I finally wont be allianceless anymore and in a good spot in our tribe. So Torrin just kidnap someone cause you are taking way to much time. FUCKK, how the fuck does Alex know that I was targetting him, I litherally just said it in the Szy, Will, Dom alliancechat and a minute later Alex approaches me. Will is acting weird, Szy is paranoid about it. Goddammit

"kilbride"

- Bjorn tells me about an alliance between Alex, Tom, Evan & Joe. I'm in that alliance though sweetheart. However, it has been confirmed by Evan that Alex found the Kilbride idol so I could get Alex to flush it maybe? Idk but I love how everyone tells me stuff they think I don't already know lol I'm 5 steps ahead of y'all but it's cute you think I'm stupid tho heart emoticon Bjorn Annema Dom I know you are targetting me We need eachother No sweetheart you need ME, I don't need YOU. There's a difference

"kilbride"

- I've messed up big time. I'm freaking out way too much right now. This is just some silly game yet it is creating this immense mass of paranoia in me. This could have been a simple vote off of Bjorn but I've gone and made a muck of it. My concern is that I am seen as one of if not the biggest threat from the original Brawn tribe, even to my original tribemates. Which would mean I'm first to go from that group. So going forward and voting out people outside of Brawn could end up leaving me with no allies down the road. So I feel like I have to do something to stop that slippery slope now. But stupid paranoid me had to go and tell Alex that Bjorn wants him gone (me too to be honest) effectively putting me right in the spot where I'm playing both sides. I think I'm facing an impossible decision. Side with my old Brawn tribemates and vote out Bjorn, but that would leave me with one less potential ally once I'm in a jam. Or I could side with Bjorn and create this messy, clusterfuck of a vote where no one knows who the hell to vote. Or I mess everything up and get caught and get voted out immediately. I just don't know what to do.

"kilbride"

- I know Im being targetted and Im scared as fuck. I thought about what I should do and I decided to tell Will that I have the Dunan idol. My hope is that he tells it to others so that people would be scared to vote for me. Cause I think the other tribe will kidnap me after I survive this vote and we lose again. I need to make people to paranoid to vote for me I need to scare people so that the target swiches from me to someone else. Im way to paranoid right now I think this is my best option

"torrin"

- So Perry wanted to kidnap Alex and he mentioned that idea to me this morning but it looks like Tom was chosen this time. Either way I'm fine with it. Personally I wanted to kidnap a brawn because in theory, this would allow the non-brawn on Kilbride to have a majority and take out a power player in the remaining Kilbride members. However, if that doesn't go down, It might help indicate that there's been a change in the winds of the game, and people on their tribe aren't playing by original tribe lines. This is gonna be interesting!

"kilbride"

- Hilarious sequence of events today::: -Torrin thinks there's a majority of myself, Alex, Tom, Joe, and Dom. Which is true. They just forgot about Szymon LOL -Torrin kidnaps Tom, and tells Bjorn to form this counter alliance consisting of him, Szymon, Dom, and Will. -Will and Bjorn get the wheels running and form this elaborate plan to get out Alex -Szymon and Dom hilariously enough have no intention on working with that alliance, Szymon spills the beans to everyone, Dom laughs her ass off and is ready to knock out Will/Bjorn -Will and Bjorn backtrack, now push for the other to go -Bye Bjorn this tribal It's beautiful because both Bjorn and Will approached me with their concerns today, I told them what they want to here, and I saw everything unravel in front of me without ever having to worry about being in the main center of things/a target in the near future. It's a fantastic position to be approached rather than the approacher 90% of the time, so please everyone, continue to come up to me with your concerns :~) You know, I kinda see why Bjorn was first boot in Java. He's a terrible gameplayer. He lacks a social game. Completely. We promised each other to share our stories on how we both fucked up on the main, and I gave him mine, then it just remained on seen for a whole two fucking days. Then Bjorn magically tries to talk game with me and expects me to vote with him on the dime. Yeah that's not happening, also, he's feigning an idol to save himself, Will caught him redhanded when he asked for proof and Bjorn just said 'hold on !!'. BJORN WHEN YOU SEE THIS I'M SORRY LOL, BUT YOUR PITCH JUST WASN'T THAT GOOD. Also if Bjorn does end up having that idol, then I'm 99% sure I won't be the one going anyways so whatever. Okay, so I'm thinking of the round ahead. I'm telling basically everyone outside of Will to make Will feel safe, and I'm telling Will right now everything he wants to hear and then some to make him feel as if I'm a vote always on his side. I basically told him I'm not the forefront of any strategic decisions and I too was caught a bit off guard with the Kaeden vote. Was I? No not really. But Will CANNOT be kidnapped next round. If he does, one of the 6 people I wanted to move forward in this game would have to go. The others may want Dom out, and I don't want that to happen. Dom would want Alex to go, and I wouldn't want that to happen. Should the Armageddon scenario of Will being kidnapped next happen, I actually think I have to go after Tom. Hes too loose-lipped, and while that's a good shield for me to have moving forward, I know for a fact he may sink Kilbride's chances of gaining majority come a merge.

"kilbride"

- Boy oh boy this is turning out to be a very long day. I think I am over my tiny mental breakdown from earlier. My head is on a little more straight. I wish I could say that my breakdown was all strategy but that would be just more lying for today. Bjorn is trying to blackmail me. He claims he has the idol and will use it in a way to get me out. So Alex may still be a concern for me, but Bjorn is the immediate threat. He is going down. He may have a tool in the idol but I have something even better. I'm actually useful. With this many people left, we still are not near a merge and maybe not even a swap. I'm good in challenges. It's what I do. I have a use to the tribe in being the best chance to keep us out of tribals. I am probably expendable in many people's minds, just not yet. I'm going to leverage that for all I can to get out of this on top for this battle. Only then can I focus on the next one.

"kilbride"

- Ok so as far as I know, Bjorn is the target going into tonight's Tribal. He's fucking going around in circles and annoying everyone. He sent Will a picture of him getting an idol but it's the fucking Canada idol (I checked) and in Bjorn's screenshot, he has paint open. So I think Bjorn's idol is fake but still, it is sketchy

"kilbride"

- *laughs* BJORN TRIED SAYING HE HAD AN IDOL SO HE SCREENSHOTS THE ONE FROM CANADA LMAOO Does Bjorn forget he's playing with all stars and not a bunch'o'bums

"kilbride"

- Oh Bjorn you tricky son of a bitch. I'll have to admit, you fooled me for a while there with the idol screenshot. After talking with Joe though, we were hit with an epiphany. Using the screenshot of the Canada idol is very clever. Not clever enough though. Peace out Bjorn!

"kilbride"

- First off, Thomas is fucking retarded, who does he think he is, telling the other tribe that I am potentially coming after Sarah? Is he fucking stupid? That puts such a fucking target on my back, I hate this little prick so much right now and maybe even want to vote him out asap now...... dumbass motherfucker Other than that, Bjorn is a dumbass for making a 5 person alliance to get Szymon or Will out and then goes to Szymon or Will to get them to vote for me or Joe?! Bjorn you are a dumbass motherfucker and you deserve to go home, especially with Perry trying to call the shots, stay the fuck out of our tribe business, this isn't Resurgence and we are not your sheep, I can't wait to idol your ass out when I get the opportunity :- )