She Snatched My Weave!/Confessionals

Day 36
"hevan"

- One word, devasted. Heather has this game in the palm of her hands and unless I do something DRASTIC she's just going to either win her way to the end like in CV, or have Ali and Seth blindly drag her to the end. If they were truly aware they would've realized Heather has more superior game than Tyler and is obviously going to beat ANYONE. Good job though, like saving that strategic AND physical force, nice one hunties. Hope you have fun losing to her.

"hevan"

- Wow so Seth is like lowkey an asshole. a few hours before the votes were in, i messaged him "please tell me you havent voted yet" as like a last ditch to save tyler so like i get hes busy and couldnt answer but he replied like ten minutes ago and was like "oops" like ok you could have easily just said like "sorry" and not been a prick

"notribe"

- Well I got taken out of the game. It wasn’t a shock to me, the second Jace won immunity I knew in my gut that I’d be a target. It was harsh knowing Heather did write my name down even though 10 minutes before results were posted she confessed to me. I still did my best to influence the game as much as I could before my torch was snuffed. I tried to play some psychological game on the others. By voting Ali I send the message that Heather took out someone who was loyal to her (even though I wasn’t quite as loyal hehehe), and if she argues that she did it before I could take her out I can point that out to her and maybe help out Jace if he’s sitting there with her. By using the private vote too, I was trying to make sure that everyone saw Heather being cutthroat, and maybe send a message to Ali and Seth that she has no problem cutting an ally. Arriving at ponderosa was a little bittersweet. I haven’t gotten a chance to speak with everyone but I got to catch up with Fitz and Evan and kinda get everything I needed to off my chest. Now that I’ve explained my side of the game to them it’s really helped calm me down a little from being voted out and I can relax a little more and make some true friendships. It sucks knowing that they were rooting for me to get to the end and now I can’t possibly make it there. I’ll just have to satisfy myself with the thought that I WOULD have won if I stayed wink emoticon As of now, my vote would be for Jace to win. He’s all alone now so he has to work the hardest to stay in the game, Heather has Seth and Ali wrapped around her finger so I doubt she’s in a position where she has to worry. Maybe I’m still a little upset about the vote, but as of now I think Jace would be a front-runner in my mind.

"hevan"

- Okay so thankfully Jace won immunity, so Heather will think that's the ONLY reason I'm voting her out. But like ?? She's literally the biggest threat right now so it'd be really dumb of me NOT to vote her right? It pains me to vote her out, because she is literally my best friend, and I don't want to upset her but.. if the final 3 is Jace/Me/Heather, I have no shot winning. Even if it's a final 2, I doubt I'd get any jury votes over Jace OR Heather.

Day 37
"hevan"

- And now Seth is targeting Heather. He is probably playing me so I will be cautious with what I say. Heather just really needs to get voted out.

"hevan"

- actual live footage of me https://31.media.tumblr.com/08805b33a70c9a70b91b6e318b192ba9/tumblr_inline_nhwe8ldHRt1rxujki.gif

"hevan"

- me when seth actually thinks he can win individual immunity over jace....................................................................................................... ok W O R K !

"hevan"

- So as everyone knows, Heather & I are really close and have been a power duo in this game. However.. I think now is the time it needs to end. My plan is to vote her out this tribal, as long as she doesn't win immunity, I'm planning on voting her out, to better my game tbh. She's definitely the biggest threat in this game, and the only reason I kept her last tribal was because I was afraid Tyler/Jace were working closely together, but now I don't have to worry about that anymore. Sorry boo <3

"hevan"

- bye seth http://lovemyblack.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/08/Momma-Dee-B-I-C-T-H.gif http://lovemyblack.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/08/Momma-Dee-B-I-C-T-H-2.gif

Day 38
"hevan"

- Heather's gone and now I am one immunity challenge away from winning this game. I really need to destroy the other two in this challenge and I'll be a triple threat going into FTC, physical, social, and strategic. I just really hope Heather doesn't falsely sway the jury in Seth's favor because it would be heartbreaking to lose to him.

"hevan"

- i'm fucking leaving. i don't wanna hear it. i'm–fucking–dont wanna hear this bullshit anymore this fucking asshole ruined my whole entire fucking thing. K? this is my dream too...fucking piece of shit...*sniffles* *breathes heavily* it's not the point it's not the ppoint it's ENOUGH what he does to me every GODdAMN day! OK? IT'S ENOUGH! EVERY GODDAMN FUCKINNG *SCREAMS* DAAAAAAAAAAAAY! leave me the FUCK alone *sharp intake of breathe*

"hevan"

- Adding Ali to the list of people I hate.

"hevan"

- To Heather: Us in this game http://media.giphy.com/media/K16LJ5dvbpR5K/giphy.gif Basically our whole mindset after Xavier left http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m7hv95jarE1qey9s7.gif Us premerge http://u.cubeupload.com/cagayangifs/VzsLa2.gif Us during the whole merge http://37.media.tumblr.com/d769d4c71c09ccd4c7c2d0020e29f391/tumblr_n7rgbk4VeI1tw384ao2_500.gif Us after every tribal https://31.media.tumblr.com/0e3567ff8a899aa1aa216f8d269c8c3e/tumblr_inline_nndrp5K5W41sjkvev_500.gif Probably you right now http://33.media.tumblr.com/409da46fe3a399d0ee35344d1d2192fd/tumblr_n3frcazcXN1s0fpt7o8_250.gif http://media.tumblr.com/ef543d2e1425240cd9284d1e15876ffa/tumblr_inline_n8bdf4bFtw1qcjfxo.gif You in ponderosa planning my murder http://33.media.tumblr.com/623e0414a2f59564d202f4e5a6484d97/tumblr_n4pu1kDbnL1tv3r8go1_400.gif Also you in ponderosa https://38.media.tumblr.com/fff4999bbd6d49e49327a12c865536b9/tumblr_n4nb3fiH2S1s0fpt7o1_250.gif Live footage of us at the reunion http://stream1.gifsoup.com/view3/2115132/bad-girls-club-fight-o.gif And finally, me after getting you out kiss emoticon https://38.media.tumblr.com/6831eb1e8dcaa0f43b6b19da1741c30e/tumblr_inline_nn8gttSYaT1t78bhc_500.gif Oh btw Heather... U ATE ALL THE CHICKEN BUT I DROPPED IT BOO!!!!!!! Anyways.... now a message for JACE! smile emoticon JAAAAAACE! STOP HIDING UP IN YOUR #INDIVIDUALIMMUNITY ROOM! YOU ONLY HAVE A COUPLE OF DAYS LEFT, THEN YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO BE DOWN HERE WITH THE REST OF US SCUM! NO ONE CAN SAVE YOU NOW! COME ON DOOWWN PRINCESS! IT'S THE JACE SHOOWWW! WE ALL WANNA SEE JACE, AND HIS BIG PLUMPED UP COLLAGEN INJECTED LIPS! HIS BOTOX INTENSE FOREHEAD! HIS FAKE ASS EXTENTION HAIR! ALL YOU GOT IS YOUR BODY AND YOUR FACE, AND YOU GOT NOTHIN' ELSE! THERE'S NOTHIN' ELSE IN THERE. YOU AIN'T GOT XAVIER, NO! YOU AIN'T GOT JESSY, NO! YOU AIN'T GOT TYLER, NO! WHO DO YOU HAVE? NO ONE!!!!!! Now onto Ali : )))))) The greasy ass, pathetic piece of shit wanna be me, fucken slut, who sucks dicks and doesnt even know their fucken name bitch Ali, cant come up with anything to say besides "Bae"
 * Amanda voice*

"hevan"

- Tomorrow when I wake up, I'll either be crying tears of joy because I won immunity, or tears of despair because I lost and became the day 38 boot again.

Day 39
"hevan"

- It is time to finally make sure I win a season. I'm gonna try to have a flawless Final Tribal and maybe I can win unanimously. I voted out Ali because he told me he is voting for me, and he is basically guaranteed the double Patos votes if he was sitting next to me, and I am trying to win with as many votes as possible. Seth and I basically have the same friends on the jury, so they will vote for me if they respect my game more. Tyler P is basically guaranteed voting for me, and Double Patos could be wildcard voting block. I just really want to win.