Board Thread:Survivor 37: Egypt/@comment-24584422-20190130040630/@comment-32630586-20190130082421

Hiya Rob, thank you for your question and I'm really sad to see you're upset with our speeches but I can understand why lol and I'm super glad you still like us on a personal level!!!

As you probably know, I didn't know that you had a bond with Sam, Danielle, and Zach from the beginning of the game. Simiarly to David, your whole revenge arc translated to me as you being quite bitter towards them as well as people like John. So when Danielle confronted me about things you were saying about me, I thought you were trying to clear your own name, work on your jury management, and set yourself up to kind of steal the position that I was trying to gain. I also want to mention that I know that they, but with a focus on Sam, did believe and trust you more, as I did mention in my speech "'''which led to Andre suggesting that we out Sam instead of Danielle as Sam was believing Rob and we could get Danielle on our side. While I told Andre we could and should vote Sam, because Rob had destroyed Sam’s trust with me, I quickly diffused the Danielle plan by saying we could turn John and Rhi against Rob as Rob was planning on voting John." ''' So I never meant to claim that in any other way fbkds It was very obvious to me that you did a better job at getting Sam to trust you than I did which was one of the reasons I wanted him out.

Getting onto my double agent role, I completely and utterly agree that you would've been the perfect person in our alliance to get that information and help us out. But my whole reason for being a double agent wasn't necessarily to get information for our alliance. Knowing that I had effectively ruined Zach, Danielle, Sam, and Luke's position in the game as they were stuck in a minority without Anthony, they had a lot of reason to be mad at me. By voting with them every round, I was hoping that I would be able to position myself in a way that yes they may be mad at me but they were forced to trust me and not vote me as I was the only person who was voting with them each round other than the ones in their core alliance. Although the trust thing never came through, and I did try to acknowledge that in my speech by mentioning that I only thought I gained Danielle and Sams trust immediately after Zach was voted out, which I also mentioned I thought I lost pretty quickly, and secondly I thought it took me until the Rhi vote out round to gain it back from Danielle. Hoping to gain information from doing this was just an added bonus and something I would repeat a lot in our alliance so David and Andre would allow me to keep doing it, and I luckily was able to gain some information from the round Rhi went out.

Also, something I tried to highlight in my speech was I did try to keep you, David, and Andre away from aligning with Sam, Danielle, and Zach because I knew how much of a better job you guys could do than me lol. In my mind, if I was able to keep myself positioned with them and no one else, they wouldn't be able to choose anyone over me and therefore wouldn't vote me. I hope that makes a bit more sense than what I wrote in my speech and gives you insight into my thought processes. I tried my best to explain everything in my speech but I am a lil illiterate and um really not the best at explaining things so I'm sorry that I wasn't so clear about everything. I think I also made it sound like I was confident that I was doing specific things in my speech, especially at the beginning of paragraphs, but they were just my plans and I was trying to illustrate how they actually turned out by the end of the paragraph FKDS like I tried to make a lot of moves they just all didn't turn out how I expected HAHA

Also, I want to add that the conversation we had immediately after the tied vote between John and Sam, helped clear up things for me and see that you didn't need to be betrayed. I can personally say for myself that I didn't realise that it was part of your revenge arc and I originally thought you were coming to 'steal my "gig"' and were setting yourself up for the future.

okay yay now onto the fun stuff!

omg.. I was so flattered when you chose to vote me. I was like wow.. he could think I'm the prettiest, the funniest, the wittiest, and the list goes on. and not to say i'm not all those things, because, i am. but I'm gonna guess that you voted me because I was "the person who volunteered to get voted" because I really did HAHAHA my fault.

and for the tagline.. this was probably the most iconic question you could've asked and I don't think I can live up to Davids so I'm sorry in advance. But I was looking through doing my own bit of research and I saw this one that was like "Pretty is smarter than you think" by Kristen Taekman. um my own take on that is "Pretty is dumber than you think" I noticed that people really seemed to love taglines that really describe a housewives accurate journey so there u go!

I'm v excited to talk to you after the season and get to know your game a bit more because I feel like I only know a small part of your game, and that was the moves you made with us, so I feel like its gonna b a lot of woahs and omgs.. to call David out a little he somehow found your tentagaged record n saw u played some p impressive games there so I can't wait to see what this game was like for u