I'm Loyal But Not THAT Loyal/Confessionals

Day 17
"shika"

- Well RIP Joan. Honestly, I would have rather seen Martin go because he just seems odd. Strange statuses and photos that just want me to not get to know him but the merge is soon and there hasn't been a swap yet so I think there won't be a swap. I have to start thinking about the merge because if we merge at 11 with all five Shika's, Okami and Zaru will team up for a six person alliance and take us out and I won't be on that sinking ship. I'm loyal but I'm not THAT loyal.

Day 18
"dākusukai"

- So Max asked for an alliance with Okami and Zaru but he only talked to me which was kinda shady after he said he would talk to the others. Plus Austin said that Joan was fighting with them. I would not be surprised if the votes tied at tribal. He also told me he has the idol so did Tyler but show it to me or it never happened like fo real how am I supposed to believe you if you don't show it to me.

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- We merged and Joan came back and I just can't even. Martin and I are working on our plan to survive. It's called "be super nice to everyone". It involves Martin only communicating through emojis and letting me do all the talking. I'm currently picking out a fancy muzzle for him. Probably pink leather with crystal studs. Austin talked to me and he wants the Okami/his tribe to work together. I think the white tribe is full of losers but right now we need numbers to cut down the pink tribe. Eve needs to go because she is a girl. Period. Wes talked to me and he seems cool and he reminded me that Tyler probably has an idol because sean gave him 203934392 clues. Tyler is probably hiding the idol in his beard. I wonder if that's a wig too... Max is still desperate to make Joan work with us when it is BLATANTLY clear to me that Joan is doing a Rachel Riley "I'm bbaaaack bitches! and I'm out for revenge baybey!" I've based this on nothing but a vibe. Since Joan hasn't talked. At all. Except ranting about kitsunes. I mean jesus how many Teen Wolf references can this guy jam into one season? At least I think the Alpha pack is probably dead now… I'm pledging my loyalty and allegiance to Lucas and Wes - Austin and Max are psychotically paranoid and I need to work with normal people. Normal people plus Martin, anyway. I'm playing up the whole "I was a hero in HvV on the main Org, so you can totes take me at my word". Which is true enough. I mean, I want to work with them and I will. But this is just a survival mechanism for the time being. I am a strong player in a weak position and I have to think about how I can help get Martin and myself further.

"dākusukai"

- This is the lamest and shittiest tribe of pussies ever to be merged. Pussy jokes? Really? What are you, a preteen? Lucas and Austin are annoying as fuck. Tyler is a bearded douche. I equally hate EVERYONE. I'm complaining yes. So what? This game suddenly became a fag fest. It is so frustrating to be at the bottom. The Alpha Pack is crumbled after Joan's blindside and now that he is back, it makes things equally awkward. Everyone is ignoring me from the other tribes so that's not a positive. I need to think of something. Something big. Something that will drop the big ass jaws of Shika assholes and something that will knock the socks off of Zaru members. I need a blindside. It's about time. Time to wreck the ship. This is the time where titanic goes to shit and sinks. It is the climax. A climax that will have the critics rave. A climax that will win oscars. A climax that will fuck shit up.

"dākusukai"

- Ok so, after Max made the alliance thing Joe came up to me to talk about Max being real fuckin shady and I realized it wasnt just me that thought he was shady. So I told Austin and Joe about his idol and the Austin decided to confront Max about it. Then he asked me about telling Austin then he starts becoming this big entitled bitch even tho he was the one being shady in the first place. He needs to go. The best part is nobody really wants him here anyway.

"dākusukai"

- It's very frustrating trying to talk to Tyler. I messaged him twice since he said hi and he hasn't responded, despite being on. My life in this game basically depends on him to join up with Shika and he won't speak to me. Come on Tyler, please! Anyway, my conversation with Jack revealed some info. Max has the idol. I feel like I can trust Jack since he told me Max is pulling in Zaru to try and vote Shika out and Jack doesn't really trust Max. I hope Jack is telling the truth and isn't playing me. If he is and I end up on the jury, I'll remember that.

"dākusukai"

- Joan came back. I'm glad or I was but it seems he's mad over some trivial stuff like how i blindsided his ass outta here merely hours ago. Whatever. I stick by that decision. Luckily he seems more mad at max so I'm working hard to slide Martin and myself into a secure spot where he can continue to sit by my throne as a comb his wig.

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- Ok so like I was voted out and returned and I'm like WASSAP BITCHES SEXY'S BACK and I think that Max and Richie shat their pants tbfh, they think I am gonna side them but honestly fuck them, you do the damage control after you vote out somebody, not when they return into the game after slaying the hoes. I am a lone wolf now :~)

"dākusukai"

- Holy nipples Batman, we merged! Joan won RI yay. I feel like I can align with him since him and Max have some sort of rivalry so Max is the first person on my hitlist. I'm gonna talk to Wes, Lucas and Will about it and try to get them on the same bandwagon because Max is a physical threat. This is gonna be insane, let the games begin.

The ultimate success! Dakusaki, my suggestion, became the merge tribe name! Now my main focus is to beat Max in the next challenge because, to put it simply, a backstabbing bitch. I can't trust him at all so he needs to go.

"dākusukai"

- This merge came out of absolutely no where. I was expecting at least a swap before we were all thrown into one tribe. I now don’t even know more than half the people on the tribe and we are already playing touchy subjects. I am not confident that I will win this challenge but I figured most people on the tribe were from Shika so most answers should be people from Shika. All we know are each other so most of mine, and others I’m hoping, will be Shika members. With this many people though on a tribe I don’t even know where to start. There is some bad blood between Okami because Joan was voted out and has now returned. It would be easy to pick up Joan, make him feel important, and have him pick anyone he wants out of Okami. My main concern is Tyler and the idol. He got four clues over the course of the game so I’m pretty much 100% he has it. It would be better to split votes onto him and another Zaru member sooner rather than later while we have the numbers. If he can save that idol for a long time and use it when we don’t have the luxury of splitting votes it could be bad for us. Right now though I’m just going to follow everyone else’s lead because I’m sure more than one person here has labeled me as a challenge threat and wants me out. My goal is to just fade into the background in this massive tribe and wait for my opportunity to run the game.

"dākusukai"

- So now it's merge! Got to say first time in a merge of 12 people. Now that the easy stuff is out of the way, time to pull out the big guns to see what I'm made of. Jack just mention that Max wanted to join forces with us three Zaru, I'll be the judge of that, however him and I go way back when he done his Peru Survivor fanon back in 2013, I remember given up my admin right just so he can be unblock. So I'll have a talk with him and see where his head is at, and by the looks of him and Joan throw down it seems that they're either trying to make a show or actually go at each other.

"dākusukai"

- Boom, we merged - as far as it seems the ass smashing shakira tribe isn't on anybody's clear radar. I've had this let's say - alliance with Richie for a while - so that might be helpfull. Tyler is weird btw. I talked to Joe for a while and he seems to trust me - apparently Joan might be fine voting for Max, or Richie cause he's mad. Perfeeect!

Day 19
"dākusukai"

- Having to work with Max, probably wasn't exactly how I wanted to go, probably a bit a aggressive If I may recall. So coming to my crazy senses I can't work with him, he's way to shady and it's making me nervous, more nervous and more shadiness than Adin. So having to talk with Joe he really seems to want to work with me and that's pretty damn awesome now, so the plan will be to take out Okami and blindside Max, of course with him having an idol we have to the split the votes and take one of their comrades off Richie. One thing I need to do is to get Joan to vote out Richie as a way to get back at Max for voting him out. If Max plays his idol, hopefully Richie goes I mean the guys actually cute, but he was all up for having both Okami and Zaru, and theirs no way he was bulging to go to another direction so he's gotta go. If Max doesn't, Bye Bye Maxy. I'm just in orgasm right now but don't know when it's gonna shoot, I'm ready for it to come at any moment.

"dākusukai"

- Will won immunity, making Max vulnerable. If all goes as planned, the votes will be split on Max and either Richie or Martin. If Max doesn't play the idol, he goes. If he does, either Richie or Martin go. Here goes nothing…

Austin made a chat called 'Operation: Blindside Max'. God, if this works and Austin, Jack, and Tyler pull through, this will be huge. I don't have a signature move on my resume yet and this could be it. Plus, I just need to keep a good standing with people and try to play a sheep game so I can get farther. Then I can hopefully pull off another signature move. However, it'll all be for nothing if the Zaru people go with Max. I gotta pray despite not being very religious. Oh boy.

"dākusukai"

- Alright, so things are getting a little crazy. Max want's Shika gone - with Evie first. I'm not sure if he seeks great potential in that poor inactive, or what - but that's not going to happen. Secondly, my plan is to vote Max, I had a talk with Will about maybe voting for Tyler (cause possible idol + his name is tyler), but Max drives everyone insane. Also - I created the squad alliance (an addition to the Bus Loners alliance, but without Will) which contains Wes, Richie, Martin and I. Richie trusts me and Martin pretty much trusts anyone, so he's a good pick. It's nice to have a little power without going insane. Lmfao

Day 20
"dākusukai"

- Get ready for the fireworks 😈

"dākusukai"

- Joan, fucking Joan. He gets voted out by his tribe, returns from RI, gets in an argument with Max, makes you think he would jump on the ':Let's murder Okami' train, right? NAH. WHAT? THAT WOULD BE CRAZY! I talked to Joan and asked 'Would you be open to getting rid of either Max or Richie. Joan says 'GIVE ME ONE GOOD REASON' WHAT! I CAN GO DOWN A LIST! 1: THEY FUCKING VOTED YOU! 2. THEY WOULD DROP YOU AT FOUR. 3. I WOULD BE WILLING TO GO TO THE END WITH YOU! Like seriously? All because Max showed you his idol you think he's gonna be loyal? Just because he showed you the idol doesn't mean a thing. Unless he gave you the idol, he only wants you as his pocket vote. Seriously, I like Joan but if I were to rate his strategic game on a scale of 1 to 10, it would be a -2000.

Now I would say, you know what, we don't need Joan. We would have 8 people to Okami's 4, no sweat. One problem and that problem is named Evie. Like...God fucking damn it. I've spent 20 days with this chick, I've spoken to her 0 times. Why? SHE'S NEVER ON! She literally only found out we merged YESTERDAY! We've been merged for, what, 3-4 days? We need her on and we need her to know the plan so we can pull this off. If not, we may need to ditch the Max vote until we're able to make sure we can successfully split the vote on him and someone else.

"dākusukai"

- Austin created the operation blindside max chat, which is ridiculous. The "alliance" brought nothing to the table, since voting Max is obvious news. I sincerely thank you for putting a target on yourself Austin, nice meeting you. Btw, the chat contains everyone from Zaru and Shika (minus evie for now, since she's partially dead). Zaru's planning on possibly splitting the vote on richie. What they don't know is that Richie and Martin are with me. xD