Board Thread:Survivor 39: Poveglia/@comment-38356764-20190605133951/@comment-38856411-20190605141724

'''Abi, you’re such a sweetheart. With all the jury members coming for my edges it’s nice to have someone who came to me with honey first instead of vingegar. I appreciate all the other jurors questions of course, but it’s nice to be approached as a friend first. I really needed that and I thank you for it from the bottom of my heart. '''

Do you feel you were as open and honest as you could have and should have been with me?

'''I would put my honesty level with you at 95%. I truly felt like the bond that you, Alex and I formed was real and genuine and we were a support network for each other that was invaluable to me in this game, and I hope it was for you as well. Everything that I told you about my personal life was honest, and you were the person who I felt like knew who I was the most out of anyone in the game. I loved all the pictures of your kids (who are super cute btw) and I felt like the person bond we had really made you one of the people I knew I could count on the most. '''

'''I really wanted us as a unit to go as far in the game as possible, but once it became clear that you were on the way out I did tell you to go out swinging as a way to make sure that you were drawing all the heat away from me. It wasn’t anything personal, but I knew full well what I was doing at the time and I was trying to save myself and myself only. Without a vote I felt like my hands were tied, and I just needed to survive the round by any means necessary. I knew that the more shit was being stirred up between you, Jordan and Natalia, the more people would forget all about me. I also knew that once I wasn’t viewed as being part of a pair, I would have more mobility in the game. '''

'''Also Alex and I had the idol hunt spreadsheet from before the swap that we were sharing guesses back and forth (and copying in all the other guesses from people), but we didn’t share it with you until a little ways in to the swap. I wanted to bring you into the fold of trust because I knew that more people looking for the idol was better, and it would be bad if you found out about it without one of us telling you, so we pretended to start it with you. '''

'''I believe in survivor you do need to have a certain amount of self interest, but my deceptions were never malicious in intent. I did it so that I could be situated better and have a better shot of making it to the end. '''

'''As a funeral director I feel like The Island Of Death is the perfect season to crown me as the winner. Don’t urn this season in to a grave mistake by voting for Jordan. Of corpse I would bury much appreciate your vote, but cadaver happens I will deathinitely always treasaure the memories we cremated together. '''