Board Thread:Survivor 30: Legends/@comment-6293216-20180305231039/@comment-27482030-20180307011809

Hey Fitz, thanks for the speech <3

I just want to say that yes, the move to New Zealand took a lot out of my time in the game, but I still was quite emotionally invested in the game. As I've said, this game was one of the most taxing for me to play on the emotional level. I want to apologize for the perceived disrespect, I had no intention to make it seem like that at all. I know the hosts and the players have put their all into making this a great season, I'm really sorry. I understand that these games take a lot of time, but a lot of people play despite having busy lifestyles and still manage to do well. The hosts had asked me to apply, and I thought that I would've been either voted off before I left or would've been able to handle it, somehow. If anything, it just seems like people are maybe upset that someone as bad as me managed to make it to the end for the third time in a row, but I digress.

I abstained from challenges for more than the fact that I was just plain busy, but rather also to draw attention away from me in terms of challenge prowess, because obviously if I kept winning immunities and then lost, I'd be likely to be the next target. I'm sure though, it would've been seen as more respectful if I at least submitted for them, that's my bad and I apologize. I can't accept the claim that I was inactive. I'm pretty sure I've cried several times because of this game, but I can agree I was definitely was on the quiet side.