Wtf Is Going On?????????????????/Confessionals

Day 25
"trebizond"

- This tribal is more insane than me during my A-level exams. like wtf is going on????????????????? Im so flipping confused omg, but someone is definitely being blindsided and is going to be PISSED. A san marcos is going home im pretty sure so HOPEFULLY im safe lols

"trebizond"

- Recap of the last few days? Nadine was robbed and I feel so guilty since I could have saved her with my, technically our, idol. I knew Nathaniel wasn’t gonna flip, he’s lied so many times and gave me some excuse which was meh.

Also lol at me being the only one to vote Rhys in the revote but I don’t really give a shit I’m not about to vote one of my best friends over someone who I haven’t talked to in 20+ days just for the sake of being in majority. It hasn’t seemed to backfire anyway since me and Rhys chose each other for bad things in touchy subjects regardless.

I feel kinda not worthy to be the last Carthage since all of the others did better than me originally. The good thing is that suddenly many doors have opened and like everyone wants to work with me now?

I thought I would have to choose between San Marcos vs Toby/Matt/Sam/Rhys but then Sam and Jenna suggest an alliance with us 3 Nicole and Matt which sounded AMAZING like I want to go to F5 with these people it sounded so good and we were gonna vote Toby until all this drama happened and now everyone wants Brandon gone which is fine but I’m really worried that its all just a decoy and that at final 8 Toby/Matt/Rhys/Sam control half of the game.

Matt and Sam seemed willing to get him out but who knows what will change. 2 hours till deadline and I still am confused to what will happen which is scary since I know my name was the decoy vote for the “alliance” of 7 involved in the last vote split so if anything goes wrong I could be in trouble? Ugh this vote went from easy and amazing to scary and complicated.

"trebizond"

- So Toby's going around to everyone trying to get me out. Jenna, meanwhile, is trying to get him out. She has Benj with her for sure, and more than likely Nicole too. Matt's a wildcard, and I have no idea what Brandon will do. It's very likely I'm eliminated tonight, and if so, I probably deserve it. I really should've voted Rhys last time...

"trebizond"

- So this vote is gonna be absolutely insane. I tried to target Sam to Nicole and Benj and that blew up in my face, because Sam tried to call me out in the tribe chat. I completely ignored it because I don't play around with bullshit, and dug my heels in to get things done. Thank goodness Toby appreciates my loyalty because he fought for me to stay with his alliance to the boys. I ended up joining them in a group of five where I promised to take out Nathaniel. I'm gonna be turning on a close ally right now but I feel like Michele Fitzgerald turning on Julia to gain favor with a new alliance. If I'm not constantly fighting for my spot in the game then I won't be here, so hopefully everything goes as planned.