Game's On Jeopardy/Confessionals

Day 35
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- if everything goes to plan, Chrissa should be going. I suspect this game's a final 2 and I think I'm in a good position. I have a f2 with JR, a f2 with Mihai and I think I have one with Marc as well because he said I'm the only one who talks to him. I don't wanna jinx it but I think I have a decent chance on getting to FTC!!

Day 36
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- Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, damn it!!!!!! I was so close to not receiving any votes at all in this game and Chrissa ruined it! Ugh. The good news is, I made it to the final four! I definitely did not think I would make this far. I had low expectations going into this game and I thought I'll be just a premerge. Wow. Plus, I never recieved any votes until final 5 and I never even had a necklace wrapped around me! That's gotta be something right? There's a couple more days left and I am definitely more than ready for this.

Day 38
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- I won my first challenge!!! Even better I get to have an advantage for the final immunity challenge! WAIT!!! Final Immunity Challenge?! Well, there goes my shot at the million dollars. What can you do? It seems that a perfect world can never exist in this game. If that's the case, I'd rather go with Mihai and Josh than risk losing to Marc. I'd rather lose to my friends…

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- I'm Marc pissing off the jury members in his ROP probably

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- FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK IM GETTING VOTED OUT IM GONE !!!!

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- So I talked to Marc today. From what I got, I think he's voting for Josh. There's a catch though. He thinks Mihai is voting with him. You see, he told me that Mihai is working with him. Ummm okay, where did that come from? Having said that, I told him to vote for Mihai just in case Mihai wanted to force a tie. If Marc do what I told him and Mihai votes for Josh, IT'S GOING TO BE 2-1-1!!! However, I basically burnt Marc's jury vote. I don't care though. It's not like I have any chance of getting his vote in the first place!

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- The end of an era™ but I'm not backing down yet. Mihai said he's voting for Marc so if what's he's saying is true then Marc should be going home but I'm not winning if Mihai makes it to FTC. I'm not stupid. But my game's on jeopardy. JR would not vote me out. He has a F2 with me. JR would wanna vote out Mihai but IF I vote for Marc and Marc and Mihai voted against me I'm fucked. I'm so confused. I don't know what to do.

Day 39
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- Here's my overly insightful day 39 confessional: 39 days ago, I was just a guy doubting if he could survive the cold of Antarctica. I didn't even think I could make it this far! Man, soooo many things happened that could have forbid me from getting here. But I did it! For that I am very happy.

I'm going to this tribal council with the same attitude as I did in the past tribals. I'm going in with low expectations. I'm going in like I'm going to get voted out except this time to lose. Wow. Let me change that. These last few days, I've been losing confidence in myself in this game. Does it really matter that I might lose this game? No. I had fun throughout and I believe that's what matters. However, I need to go to FTC like I have a chance in winning. It's going to be a steep climb but I will try.