My Eyes Rolled All the Way to the US and Slapped His Stupid Face/Confessionals

Day 30
"ralfiki"

- It is day 30 and I am at the lowest I ever been in this game. Last round was so stupid in my opinion. As you guys know because i told in my confessionals, I suspected Aro of being the one who shared info with Zach linus and Joan on the Alex vote, so I didnt trust the guy and I wasnt close to him, but to vote him out when Linus and Grace are challenge beasts and when there are 3 potential idols left in the game at final 7, that is beyond stupid. I am not upset over Aro going, I am upset at how everyone kept me on the outs and how Linus or Zach told Grace I pitched for her to go home. I did gave reasons as to why Grace should go, but they were objective reasons part of what I wanted to be a debate to see what would be best for all, but Linus and Zach are dead for me from now on, like I dont care about them, i wont even pretend I wanna play with them anymore. I tried working with them and they threw me under the bus. I get the part of them not telling me about the vote because I did that in the past as well, but to go to Grace and tell her, really showed me what kind of people they are. Dead to me. And there is Rob who was my guy in this game?! Yeah, not anymore, he lied to me 5mins before the deadline saying he is voting grace and then he tells me he couldnt tell me about Aro because we seemed tight. What the actual fuck, I have been trying to make Rob see from like 2 rounds ago that Aro was the one leaking info and that he is playing on multiple sides and he comes to me with this kind of bs? I havent lived in a tree all my life, boys. Anyway, I am kinda done with this game and this is not me being a drama queen, it has been 30smth intense days and I am proud of myself from almost being voted out 3 times premerge, including on my birthday, to making it to final 7. I am sure this is best I could do and I hope they vote me out next because there is nothing worse than disappointment in people and losing interest in something. At the end of the day this is just a game and I joined because I love Survivor and I always will, so nothing can change that.

Day 31
"ralfiki"

- Linus won immunity and I am so happy because now people can see how stupid they were. Stupid, stupid, stupid. We had a great chance to take him out and they voted Aro lmao. I know I am going home, but at least I didnt vote for Aro which was the most wasted vote ever. Now linus will make final 4 for sure since he has at least one idol and Grace will also make it to final because she has everyone wrapped around her fingers. These people are blind, I swear, specially Rob, how df they I ever considered him my guy here?! I had a talk with augusto and I think he wants to help me, but I feel like this talk came too late for me. I will be rooting for him though, Augusto >>>> Rob

"ralfiki"

- "Rob: Nathan or Grace need to go out this round, but not Grace. My eyes rolled all the way to the US and slapped Rob’s stupid face, maybe he wakes up from Grace’s charms. Apparently, me and augusto are in danger which sucks, but I started this round with zero hopes, so anything that results in me not going home will be more than I can ask for. I am done targeting for Grace, she can stay and beat these stupid guys in the end. If they cant see through her lies and game play, then they deserve to lose and she deserves to win. "

"ralfiki"

- "howdy

so last time, we killed aromal in a sorta kinda last minute decision. Linus and i kinda made the call together. For a second, thinking about the dynamic, i thought i had maybe made a bit of a mistake in the timing - aro had to go, but after he mentioned that he was doing everything for me and him, i got cold feet and got kinda mad at myself for not taking grace out while i had the chance. but like, another thought hit me. Nathan and Grace KNOW they need me and linus for at LEAST this round, because if not the 3 lesser threats (Mihai, Augusto and Rob) will just take us out systematically. So heres the plan - we use Rob and Mihai, and maybe grace and nathan, to take out Augusto. ezpz its over. Next round, I'm gonna approach Rob and tell him that this is how I see it - he and I are both good players but next to Linus, Grace or Nathan, we get obliterated (which is probably true). I offer him a final three deal, prolly include Mihai on it, whos prob the biggest goat, and then create another plan. Basically, its a Linus blindside. Ill tell Rob about his idol, ill make a vote happen where hes got the majority and i DONT have the 2nd most, and we take him out without him idoling. Now heres the hardest part - figuring out who of nathan and grace is about to idol. id like to take grace out at 5 cause shes better at challenges, but if its gotta be nathan due to idols, its gotta be nathan. i think its fully believeable that grace and nathan would either go for each other at 5 or team up w me or like rob, who i think realizes a f3 of me and mihai is his only shot. Ill also preach the ""i suck at challenges take me to f4"" argument type deal. but if i can get this all done - Augusto - Linus - Grace - Nathan, I genuinely think I win. I think the votes will go:

Zach: Drew, Joan, Aromal, Linus, Nathan Rob: Alex, Grace Mihai: None

Augusto unsure, but me or Rob.

I think I have a good pitch and will have the gameplay to back it up, and I am starting to think that if my highly ambitious, barley realistic plan works out, I'll be taking home the title of 703's Season 40 Sole Survivor. it'd be an incredible shock to the viewers that dont rly know me all that well, will prove to everyone what i'm truly capable of in the game, and additionally cement me as a truly underrated player, which is how I got here in the first place.

This is botty and i dont rly care. I needed to write down my thoughts and detail how im bouta fuckin run the gambit and/or flop and die in the process.

Lets fuckin go. yuh yeet."

"ralfiki"

- "Hey so basically a rundown of all my thoughts over the past day:

1 - Linus keeps on fucking just winning everything no matter the skill type and at this point we might as well just give the dude the win at this point

2 - Mihai is still a snake but a goaty snake and I want to find a way to keep him

3 - Gus is extremely likeable and it might be worth it to toss him overboard just so we can be done with all that WaNaNi AlLiAnCe shit

4 - Hey getting people to target gus was really easy, that’s great since I’m getting called into work

5 - Hey coming off work to see everyone is voting Augusto - guess I don’t have to worry about shit whew

6 - Wait Linus is saying I’m being targeted?! And that I might go home; maybe he’ll play an idol on me...oh there’s no idol coming out at all.

7 - And...shit, it IS actually me. Fml"

"ralfiki"

- This vote was challenging for me because even though I had a close personal relationship with Nathan, I had stronger strategic relationships with other people like Grace and Augusto, and I knew that he had better options for allies like Zach. I knew that for this vote I only needed 3 more votes to send him home. Augusto & Mihai: I think that I was successfully able to reignite the ""Pink Strong"" mentality when it best suit me, and at this point of the game I knew that I needed both of them to trust me because that would situate me well down the road. I had the three person group with Grace and Linus, then a separate and similar unknown to the public 3 person group with Mihai and Augusto. I was able to convince them that Nathan had to go. For Augusto, it was convincing him that he needed a Wanani member out of this game in order to free himself up to more opportunities and that Nathan was more socially connected than Grace was. For Mihai, he told me after the Drew elimination I can get my way on the next vote. I was able to convince him that neither the Joan vote or the Aromal votes were my doing, so this time I got what I wanted and this time it was Nathan. Grace: I do not know if she had a deal with Augusto, but I was very adamant since the previous round that Nathan would be the bigger threat. I was saying this by emphasizing his current game relationships, captivating personality, and friends on the jury. I did believe that Nathan was a huge threat in this game, but my true intentions were to have Grace turn on Nathan instead of Augusto because she also knew that she needed to vote one of the two out of this game. Linus: He knew about this vote, but he could not make the same mistake he made during the Joan vote. He needed to vote with Zach to secure his trust because Zach was going to feel betrayed by me following this vote. I knew that Zach and Nathan were close, which was not good for my game. I wanted to be the closest to each person in this game so they would give me vital information and I would be less likely to be voted out. This plan went smooth as well with Nathan being eliminated 4-3 and Augusto being on the receiving end of votes. This was also good for me because with such a close call, Augusto would have been more probable to play an idol if he had it, which lessened the likelihood that he would have it. I also told Augusto about the ability to conditionally play idols because I was unaware at this time where the merge idol was. I told him to play one on himself if Nathan were to get an idol, which is a trick that he was able to use the next round because of me informing him on this ability. I think that I positioned myself well following this vote with the only person feeling burnt by me is Zach. I rarely voted with Zach, but he still trusted me because he feels like I am less of a threat than others, our strong personal connection, and the improbability he would work with other people on this tribe now that Nathan is gone.