It's Game Fucking On/Confessionals

Day 1
"kakalos"

- It's a new game, baby! I am so so so so thrilled to make it back after a long absence from 703 Survivor.

First impressions of my tribe, everyone has been nice so far! Got my buddy Jack, Liz who I've hosted, Brian is super nice already, Ben and I will chat later, and Karsten is sadly busy. More to come later!

"stefani"

- Well, we’ll, well, look who it is. I’m back!!!! I am beyond excited to start this game with 4 tribes, 24 people, and 1 winner being me, of course. Before we get into it, thank you so much to everyone who had any part of bringing me back. Including you James for convincing me to apply (not that it took much). Now let’s analyse the theme. Clash of the fallen. What’s good is we don’t have winners. What’s bad is that we have a lot of people who were out early in their season. That means that I have competition when it comes to pleading to stay just to make merge or jury. Because half of these fuckers didn’t make it that far in the first place. Things have changed since I last played. I’m smarter, I’m more social, I’m stronger. I have what it takes to win. I know I do. We ditched the Rawaki curse in Kiribati. Let’s get the title in Round 2. 😉

"kakalos"

- Nicole and I seeing each other again is....awkward right now.

"kakalos"

- These people are gonna be wild, the only thing to bring down my own morale would be the possibility to be the first boot. But I really am optimistic about this tribe, especially if we work our asses off!

"dion"

- OKAY its been like one hour since cast reveal and its time for nicole's opinions on everyone i'm gonna go down like in the main page order

Mytikas (omg thats hard to spell):

Aston: the first krakatoa alumni on the list!! hes a fellow kiwi which is always great in terms of like timezone for talking and what not. but then like in krak i tried to vote him out and i died that round instead LOL anyways. he's cool we can get along!! we didn't talk that much in krakatoa cause we were kinda on opposite sides ya know and he kinda flipped on an alliance i had with him. im sure he'll do whatever to benefit him lul so probably don't want to go too far with him omg its day 1 and im already thinking like that nicole wtf. anyways i won't like meta control my whole opinion on him obviously wont make that mistake again (me @ luca) also hes like ALREADY thinking about idols even tho the system hasn't even been introduced yet smh.

Cammy: a queeeeen <3 i had waffles this morning and i randomly decided to bring it up in our convo LOL and then she was like u must try chocolate chip waffles and im trying that tmr morning. shes really cool and like kinda scary cause shes really good @ everything aoifdslk. i already said this in my bbuk12 impressions but like she was my first epicmafia friend from survivor lobby lul so like she'll always have like a special place in my heart?? omg that sounds so awkward... shes a queen and scary yeah.

Charlie: i've voted him out 2 times now jaoifdslk once in krak and once in byz, i still think we're on like kinda good terms. im sad his like hunger games fan fiction died cause i was really looking forward to it. i feel like he probably wouldn't trust me immediately unless i like tell him i have a frickin idol or something?? like dear god it'll take a lot to earn back his trust. we're currently talking about vivor and how sandra is a queen (tfw i've only seen one episode of her tho LOL).

Gevonte: :o he hosted me in krakatoa he hasn't replied to my message yet so more on him later!!

Jerry: we're actually in bar together rn like in the same tribe so thats cool and we already like connected enough during the 2 days we've had together. he also takes in perfect grammar just like josie <3!! but yeah plenty of friendship and magic there. honestly idt he'd vote me out early while we're still both in bar like i know thats like an unfair advantage but yeah idt voting out ur tribemate in another game is like a good idea ever

Trey: another krakatoa alumni!! he was my closet ally preswap but then we got swapped onto different tribes and he was killed. our literal last messages to each other were: we will meet again one day and look at what happened. im so excited to play with king again. oh yeah i'm also hosting him in yosh and we're hosting tar4 together which is cool so yeah plenty of him 4 me recently. I'm so excited to reconnect w him fully and like play w him again.

Dion (my beautiful tribe):

Lexi: what a queen!! i was like besties with linus in byz so maybe i can be besties with her too!! she's like really really pretty aofjisdlk. she hosted me in krakatoa and like so she knows i can be good at this game somehow. omg so many krakatoa connections. anyways shes beautiful a queen and robbed in tibet. i'm glad to have her on my tribe and i feel like she could be like my duo woman power <3 (vagina winners as nat kiri would say :3)

Louise: i've played with her in uh bbuk12 and hawaii she was inact af in like literally both. oh and jayme told me she was inact as a host in kiribati as well during bbuk so like slightly worried about how active she'll be?? like im kinda scared of having her on my tribe cause of her lack of activeness in previous seasons. i've talked to her quite a bit so far though and like BRENDON URIE <3 _ <3 SHE JUST LIKE SIGNED UP FOR THE PRESALE AND LIKE I ALREDY HAVE TICKETS AHHH okay enough panic/brendon fangirling. so yeah slight concern there but otherwise yay

Ryan: :o the only 3 time player here!! he's cool and i think he likes me?? he hosted like my first org like ever (podorg bb1 which was over a year before byz) and like he supported me in byz kinda so like joaiflksd. anyways hes cool! i don't really like know where he stands in terms of like gameplay wise.

Sammy: :o sammy is a king!!! im hosting him in yosh atm and like he's really funny. idk i feel like i'm complimenting literally everyone but like seriously this cast is scary and amazing. i was vaguely following kiribati and im pretty sure he was gonna win if he went to f2 which is like scary af. I feel like he won't want to vote me out like real soon, i hope he tryhards in the challlenges can he can be real good. oh yeah ALSO HE PLAYS LEAGUE HES A JANNA MAIN AND HES LIKE PLAT OMG SO GOOD.

Ziggy: :o hes like from the tre part of the community and like we're played in like what 4 games together and we haven't like spoken. 2 secret series 1 champions and top shot!! he keeps asking me about byzantium and like my gameplay and like... pls dont be a gamebot i s2g... he hasnt talked about anything else he has just been asking questions about my gameplay omg...

Stefani (aka Stephanie):

Emily: queen hasn't replied to my message yet! more on her later

Felipe: :o he can be messy sometimes LOL but hes lovely and treats me like a uh.. daughter?? in bbuk11 he like targeted liz relentlessly so jaoifsdlk i dont even know what exactly to say about him. he likes me and supported me in byz so that's always cool.

Konrad: ROBBED KING OF BYZANTIUM I WANTED TO SAVE HIM SO BAD HIM AND LINUS WERE BOTH ROBBED. I LOVED HTEM SO MUCH MORE THAN THOSE BEAUTIFUL SMH IM SO GLAD KING GETS A SECOND CHANCE. Out of all of the people from byz pris and konrad deserve another ch ance for sure and pris didn't apply so good choice hosties <3

Malik: i met him all the way back in podorg bb so technically we're known each other for 2 years! but like i didn't talk to him until byz so like oaifsdlk. i'd say we're close friends now which is great!!

Matt: OMG MY KING SHOWDOWN KING <3 _ <3 JESTER OF THE KINGDOM OF THE BED <3 _ <3 highkey i tried to vote him out premerge in showdown and then like i regreted my whole life and literally REFUSED to vote him afterwards. dw i wont refuse to vote him here but like i feel like he'd like at least trust me cause of that ojaiflksd. oh yeah he promised me no frying pans thanks god <3

Matthew: aussie aussie!! he's like the only person i haven't like heard of in this game. we're already bonded over like aus nz connection but like HE BROUGHT UP POLITICS thats such a nono!! anyways that was like the one convo we've had

Kakalos (googled it and got a lot of random youtube videos??):

Ben: hasn't replied yet

Brian: omg we like connected instantly we both like FAILED to greet each other. we both dont really like school yay !! school suck!! but thats like the one convo we had together and he alredy said that he wanted me on his tribe lol so *shrug*

Elizabeth: we had an iconic rivality that spanned over 3 games (krakatoa hawaii and bbuk11) but we're actually pretty good friends LOL. so yeah i'm cool with her but she thinks im a good player and like tells me that eveyr time i talk to her so like uhhh just uhh.

Jack: hmm i've probably called all of the males kings so far but like hes the real king. i did vote him out in sinai w an idol play but like omg... <3 _ <3 hes so funny and like arrogant in the best way LOL. his videos vls r always hillarious and idek how i beat him in the sinai ff poll. he's pretty good at the game and always manages to like put himself out there as a big threat which gets him voted out like as second juror and stuff.

Karsten: no reply yet!!

Liam: ugh dear god I VOTED HIM OUT PREMERGE OF HIS OWN ORG.... LIKE... HOW DO I... EVEN TALK TO HIM... I FEEL SO BAD AND LIKE ITS SO AWKWARD but hey at least we both hate olives in pizza!!

overall this cast is like scary af and full of queens and kings joaifslkd

"kakalos"

- whew I'm back <3 As excited as I am, this cast is lit and I'm nervous. This is my second returnee season in the 8 months I've been in the community and first returnee season of the big 3 so we'll see how it goes. In all of the games I've played I've never started out on a 6 person tribe so not sure if smaller numbers to start with is better or worse than the typical 8-10?? Being the only girl on my tribe is kinda scary but I've talked with Liam and Brian so far and they're both really sweet. I know it's only day 1 but they seem like good people to work with going forward but I still really wanna talk to everyone on my tribe and be on good graces with them. This season is also One World (ironically the only 2 OW seasons I've done were this and Kiribati) and on Kiribati I forgot it was OW so that kinda fucked me over come merge but this time I don't wanna make the same mistakes.

"dion"

- WOW I MADE IT ON A RETURNEE SEASON. I don’t have time to go in depth right now but I’m shocked to have made it on. There are so many amazing players and just to even be considered is SUCH an honor! This season is going to be amazing and I can’t wait to see it play out!!!

"kakalos"

- Night 1 and I’m already stoned. Is anyone surprise? Lmaoooooo of course not. I rly love this cast and one world allowing me to talk to my friends. My tribe is p good I have made good socializing and I love Liam n vice versa so I have a loyal ally at least

"stefani"

- Getting cast to be on this season feels so good! But oof this One World twist is so stressful. I am trying really hard to keep up with everyone but I sometimes forget about others. I'll need to focus more on my tribe members because after all, they are the ones choosing my fate!

"stefani"

- https://youtu.be/H_K1iHnwkXE

"stefani"

- https://youtu.be/qp-qwqXllHM

A little comment about the confessional: This video is a bit all over the place and I might have not explained what I mean very well. Long story short, I want to be trusted and liked by my tribe, but me chosing allies this season isn't about who I like the most. My first goal is to figure out the tribal dynamics (who trusts who, who doesn't like who). Knowing where everyone stands, I can choose who would be the best ally for me, and by that I mean who would be the most useful in the long run. Surrounding myself with just the right people who I can influence will help me become someone who controls the whole game in my tribe.

"dion"

- OMG HELLO I AM SO EXCITED TO BE BACK ON 703!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is iconic and I was honestly not expecting to be cast AT ALL. i am so excited to showcase my potential this season without any irl circumstances holding me back from proving myself. this cast is kinda cute, it's not exactly what i expected but definitely something i can work with! i'm gonna go ahead and get around and speak to most of the cast and see how i feel abt my footing in this game. wish me luck!!! i'm so excited to be here<3

"stefani"

- https://youtu.be/92GtetIx_vM

https://youtu.be/lOmSdRDRgbg

This was supposed to be one video whoops

"stefani"

- https://youtu.be/I51tvqXKXbM

"stefani"

- https://youtu.be/Deg5DaPAsIs

Day 2
"kakalos"

- Highkey I've talked to Nicole and Ryan more than I have Karsten. I hope he isn't super busy because liabilities early on aren't fun...not that he's a bad person though!

"dion"

- omg its 24 hour trivia my no life powers r ready for this!!

meanwhile karsten has replied to my message! we talked about languages new zealand and china and stuff then he got tired so i guess i'll talk to him more tmr. oh yeah i also talked to liam some more and idk he still could hate me or something but obviously he wouldn't tell me that!! ziggy is still gameboting hes talking about challenge ablity now lul.

"kakalos"

- final 2 I'm gonna fucking die

"kakalos"

- http://imgur.com/a/oYZKk7B This was a glowup and you can't tell me otherwise tbh.

"mytikas"

- Woof so much so fast! I was at work, so playing catch up the past few hours has been a HASSLE. But I think everything's good for right now. This cast is fucking STACKED. And I love literally everyone here already?? It's insane, but it's surprisingly not too overwhelming. For once I feel like I'm the same league as everyone here. Just a group of mid-to-upper tier orgers here to have another shot in the limelight, and no ones particularly intimidating as of yet.

That being said, this being a Final 2 is just. Like y'all I was traumatized enough when El Salvador was a Final 2 with a SHITTY jury removal instead of just a regular ass Final 3. I couldn't forgive myself then at first, but I SURE as hell can't forgive myself if I let myself get snubbed before FTC AGAIN. I have to navigate this mountain super carefully, cause with Josephine and TYLER at the wheel? I know these bitches are gonna throw so many damn curveballs at us our collective wigs will be incinerated. SO let's pray I can stop sucking long enough to pull out a win here guys!

"kakalos"

- So I am finally here. I made it into this fucking season. I had the displeasure of being 5 hours late to the party so I am trying to play catch up and I think I'm doing an okay job at it. I've talked to nearly everyone on my tribe and I am really liking Brian. The dude has worked on movies and tv shows and I love that kind of shit. I can hear him talk about it for hours and hours and I would never get bored. Heather seems really nice too. She just talked about her major, which is criminolgy and how she is planning to get a job in that area once she graduates in october. I plan on trying to set a few things up tommorow and try to find a spot where I fit in. Gotta set up those alliances, right?

"stefani"

- So after the first night at camp, I’ve been able to talk to everyone and get a good feeling of the structure of the tribe. Malik, ride or die, final 2, BBORG13 Admins Alliance. He’s awesome and we’re already clicking and talking tribe swap, end game, you name it together. I love Emily! She’s awesome to talk to, I hope I can align with her. But of course it’s not all fucking rainbows. Malik and Emily have a bit of a grudge against one another. She fucked him over in some game, anyway that’s our instant blood that needs to heal. That looks good for me, Matt, Felipe and Konrad. Speaking of which, Konrad is awesome too. I think he would gel well with me and Malik to make a 3. Felipe was nice, but we stopped talking to me so okay. Matt the same but I liked him more. Right now, this is an awesome tribe and tomorrow’s challenge will dictate a whole lot.

"mytikas"

- Im so pumped to be back! I love my tribe so far. Cammy is my favorite. I had never met her until yesterday, but she’s amazing. Jerry I know from Main and Koror. Charlie’s amazing. Gev is hilarious. Aston is a lot of fun to talk to. I feel like I’m in a decent spot. One world is overwhelming though. 23 people is impossible to talk to everyone, but I’m gonna try. I gotta win this time!

"mytikas"

- Early mornings early mornings. My tribe is pretty interesting. Seem like a lot of social butterflies tbh. The fact that someone is on the season from season 1 is freaking awesome. He's chill. I think my tribe is going to be really active, which makes this tougher. I don't exactly know who everyone will react if we did go to tribal. It would be a major clusterfuck and I'm not even sure where everyone would fall. This is the third different ORG I've been on a starting tribe with Trey so idk if its gonna be a good or bad thing. Cammy isn't a big fan of one of my best friends on the org, so that's fun but I like her. Charlie seems super nice so he's a G. Aston really wants to play and I like him. Gevonte seems cool, seems kinda gullible for some reason tho. But my tribe could flow a lot of ways so I'm hoping I can make it through one vote. Zues wouldn't forgive me if I went first....

"stefani"

- its 2nd chance time boys! Im honestly so happy and still surprised to be cast for this game. Im here to at least do better than 15th, but knowing me something will happen and ill be killed way before then. But oh well it is a ABBA said "The Name of the game". To be the sole representative from Chaos is a little disheartening but oh well, at least I have Nicole from Showdown to help me at least. Im honestly loving this tribe tho. Emily is a queen honestly, Felipe and I have talked in group chats but not one on one so hopefully that works in my favour. Malik is nice as well, I feel like he doesn't want a repeat of BaR rebirth so seems like we gotta win immunity then lol. Konrad is a babe honestly, he doesn't like pineapple on pizza (but then again, you have to be clinically insane to like pineapple on pizza) and we just have hit if off really well so I definintely want to work with him. Matthew is sweet as well (not sure about 2 people with the same name being on the same tribe cause watch me get voted out over him lol) but i feel good! the stefani tribe colour is cute as well, seems like we gotta win cause these other tribes are strong as well eek.

"kakalos"

- Okay so overwhelming One World with 24 people aside, I think I've touched base with everyone in the game!

We're all getting along very well and that's great, but I have the feeling that after someone gets booted there's gonna be trouble.

"dion"

- it's game fucking on y'all WHEW. This season feels surreal to me idek why.... like, I just feel really really excited to play this game and see how far I can go. The cast is such a good mix of people it feels authentic as hell ugh I'm ready.....

First I wanna say iconic theme, iconic tribes, iconic color scheme.... hosts did that. I guess I'll do a tribe-by-tribe first impressions assessment whew

Dion... my tribe <3 we love Celine and we love silver yes we do. I was shook to see I was on a tribe with Sammy, love that lil irish pot o' nuggets. He's probably the tribemate that I know the best pre-game. Then there's Louise who I was actually on a silver tribe with before in Yoshorg so wig for that. She's a queen I'm glad to play with her again. Also Nicole, young queen I loosely know from EM. And Ziggy who seems like an old schooler and not very well known; honestly he is a mystery to me so I plan on getting close with him to keep tabs. The last person is Lexi who I've def seen play through VLs and I know she's strong in challenges so I'm v happy she's on my tribe tbh. I feel like I have potential to be really successful with this tribe but I won't lie I'm a little nervous to see how it plays out. Keeping my energy positive tho lol

Mytikas... orange hmmm. Not my favorite color but it's cute. I see Queen Cammy and I'm both happy and afraid lmao. I've never played with her but I always stan, I'm wary of her mist fkalsdjf. Charlie hit me up the first night to chat and I realized I kinda knew him from EM and he was v friendly so that was nice. Gevonte I'm really glad is in the cast, I wish him luck hehe. Trey & Jerry I don't know at all but I think I've seen them playing in a few games. I think Jerry won season 2 of Canadienne BB and i won season 1 so maybe that could open a door lol.

Stefani..... we stan purple and we stan Gwen yasssss lol. Seeing Queen Emily on the cast made me feel the same way seeing Cammy did lol. Another queen I stan that intimidates the hell out of me mlkfasdnjf except I have actually played with Emily before. Definitely worried because we all know she's a fierce player but I'm not ruling her out as an ally by any means. Felipe is interesting, we chatted a good amount night 1. He doesn't scream trustworthy to me honestly but I like him. Konrad I don't know much about. Malik my San Marcos bby <3 I love him and I was so happy to see him here. I made an alliance with him almost immediately so I hope he survives a while and we meet up soon. Matt from Chaos all I know is he cute :eyes:. Matthew from Kiribati, I remember he was robbed and that daddy Rhone liked him so I think I'd like to work with him eventually. TBH if I had to guess which tribe would be the weakest, I'd say this one oops.

Kakalos.... a pleasant pink. Ben I don't know well but he did vote me to win Canadienne BB1 so I stan <3__<3. Brian is fresh out of Romania so good for him I'm sure he's fired up and in it to win it. Elizabeth whew I stan her she is so nice. Jack ugh a legend, he's going to be fierce competition but I think us aligning down the road would be mutually beneficial because we're both going to be big targets methinks.... Karsten ugh whew he gets my juices flowing lmfao. We stan a cute teacher ungh I'mma make a damn fool out of myself with him ctfu. I hope he makes it far tbqh. Liam whew the king of Canada. I love him, I see him being a number for me so I'm gonna try to keep him close.

can we talk about how I'm the only third timer?????? MESS FJAKLDSJF but really if it was going to be someone, I'm the bitch to get the job done. It was already mentioned to me by a couple people in pm's falksdfhsd so I know it's going to make me a target, but I'm going to rep it with pride. I wanna make merge so bad and if I can do that, then I'm going all the fuck out to win, no mercy. I have good vibes about my chances soooooo leggo <3

"dion"

- oh boi ziggy is still gameboting and feli JUST TOLD ME MATT WAS BORING AND BLAND TF RU ON WRONG PERSON TO SAY THAT TO

"mytikas"

- Hello everyone! It's me, that guy who got 8th in Byzantium. The last day has been a whirl what with the one world theme, but I'm finally getting around to this. Gonna talk about the cast and my thoughts about them:

I'll start with my tribe! Very happy with who I'm with:

Aston- Played with this guy in Canadienne, he voted me out but I don't really care. We get on well and have similar interests, so I'm definitely up for sticking close to him. I think he can be trusted.

Cammy- Another person I'm very happy to see here. I like Cammy a lot and I think she likes me too. I've already discussed with her and Aston about forming a "420 alliance" lmao.

Jerry and Trey- Putting these guys together cos i've talked to them both a fair amount despite not knowing them before, both seem cool and people I'd definitely be open to working with.

Gevonte- Haven't talked to him much yet, but he's someone else who is nice and who I'm open to working with. He'd be my vote if we went to tribal council right now though.

Lexi- Linus's girlfriend, therefore I'm worried that Linus may have warned her about me. I know Linus saw me as threatening in Byzantium so I am slightly concerned he may have told Lexi to watch out for me. I would have been wary of her anyway, I know she's a very good player. Been talking to her a bit, she seems nice.

Louise- Haven't spoken to her enough yet. But she's from London and she offered me free cinema tix, so you know she seems cool.

Nicole- Eeeek I dunno what to think of Nicole. She's voted me out 2/2 in orgs we've played together, and she said she wouldn't do it this time but I dunno whether to trust her. She's nice to talk to though.

Ryan- Funny guy. I know him from the EM community. Another one I'm wary of, as he is an excellent social player.

Sammy- Sammy is someone I like. He's another one I know from the EM community, and I enjoy chatting to him. I hope to be able to work with him further down the road.

Ziggy- Didn't know him prior. Seems like a cool chilled dude though, we've been chatting about film.

Emily- Don't know enough about her yet, but I know that I've been told she's great fun to play with in orgs. Another player I am wary of though, tbh.

Felipe- Haven't spoken yet.

Konrad- I like Konrad, I really do. He was robbed last time and I hope he goes further this time. He seems like someone I could work with.

Malik- Omg I love Malik. He's such a sweet guy and we get on really well. He's easy to talk to and I hope we can continue to work together! We've been having some good chats already.

Matt- Another fellow Brit. We've talked quite a lot so far and I find him to be funny and chilled. Another one I wanna work with more.

Matthew- Haven't spoken yet.

Ben- Haven't spoken yet.

Brian- Only spoken a couple of messages back and forth so far. Will have more later!

Elizabeth- Was pleased to see Elizabeth here. She's someone that I got on well with in Canadienne and I feel as though we can work well together later on.

Jack- Love this man. One of my closest friends from outside the game. I wanna get the chance to run the game with him, it would be so epic.

Karsten- Haven't spoken yet.

Liam- I like this guy. His music taste is impeccable!

"kakalos"

- I chuckled at the fact that I've lasted more days in one season than Ryan did in two...he's still a king though

"kakalos"

- This challenge and Josephine both make me want to tear my hair out why am I so COMPETITIVE

"kakalos"

- Man we're killing it right now! Anything can happen though, so let's not jinx the situation.

"mytikas"

- omg.

hi.

ONE WORLD???????? what the heck!! it's actually super cool to see a lot of people that don't normally return for games. my tribe though definitely looks like a weaker tribe in terms of challenge ability. i'm also worried since i'm the only woman on my tribe that it may make me a target, as i know trey has targeted women on his previous season (whether intentional or not haha)

so far on my tribe, i click really well with aston, charlie, and jerry. aston and charlie wanna keep a solid 3 and i love it. they love weed me 2 bitch tf so we are the 420 alliance (just 420) and i'm in love with it. outside of that, i love sammy, jack, ryan, nicole, felipe, louise, matt, emily... and i just met brian and ziggy and they're both super dope. that's all i can thing of top of mind. but i feel like i am in a ok spot. i'm trying to kick ass in this challenge so i seem like they should keep me.

love u lots, cam

"kakalos"

- 've been really out of the game tbh... honestly apart of me wishes I declined the invitation to come back. I am just not feeling the urge to play which is annoying. I've never had this big of an oppurtunity in any org and I feel like I am wasting it. I am still going to play though. I am already here and I can not turn back now.

Social wise I have not been doing so well. I don't really respond to many people and people have not been really responding to me. I don't have an idea what I am going to do yet. I am just going to try and be active in my chats and hope for the best.

"kakalos"

- DEAR NICOLE

GO TO BED

LOG OFF

ANYTHING

PLEASE

THANK YOU

"mytikas"

- Fuck Trivia :)

"kakalos"

- If anyone bitches about me right now complaining just wait until I'm SUPER TIRED

also fuck trivia

"kakalos"

- Justin bullied me tonight what do I do now

"mytikas"

- Ok nah seriously, I forgot how EXHAUSTING this challenge is. And it's the first fucking one???? Even with Jack gone We're getting our shit wrecked by Liam and Nicole, I can't keep up! This could not being going any freaking worse. We're bombing horribly, we cant gain momentum, i kept fucking up early on, and I probably look like a such a Schizophrenic mess o everyone right now I'd probably be the first to go. I did NOT wait this long to return just to be FIRST FUCKING BOOT. God as my witness we are WINNING this challenge!

"stefani"

- Ok I meant to do one of these earlier, but the challenge was pretty distracting. So first coming in I was like SUPER paranoid and scared about being here, but I calmed down today and I'm in it to win it. This is what I think about everyone so far:

Mytikas: Aston - We've known each other since I hosted him on BBORG S14, and we did communicate for a while, but lost touch. Then I hosted him again in Krakatoa, and I'm just so glad he's here. He's lit. Cammy - Such an amazing girl. She says she's going to have my back, but we'll see what comes of that. Hopefully so though she's a queen. Charlie - I LOVE Charlie. I met him in EMBB and he's always so nice and so sweet I can't take it <3 ugh he's the bomb. Gevonte - He's king but we haven't spoken yet ainawignw I doubt we'd be against each other tho? I'll probably talk to him tonight before he sleeps. UPDATE: I did, we're talking about how fucking irritating the challenge is. I swear I'll scream. Jerry - We haven't spoken since Canadienne BB2 since he beat me by one vote but he's a cool guy. Idk what will happen with us this game, just hope it's pleasant. Trey - I love Trey, Trey loves me. I know he's not gonna want to vote me out and neither will I so it's like we spoke the first few minutes but haven't since. It's weird though because we got close because he crossed tribal-ed with me in another game but it was allowed LMAO so he always messaged me there! We'll see. I'm keeping my eyes open this season trust me.

Dion: Lexi - Queen <3333 fairly certain unless she feels she needs to she's not gonna vote me off. She's like that she's a loyal person so I don't see her doing it unless she wanted to switch it up for once. Louise - She was very happy to see me and it surprised me, but she loved seeing me play the last season of JPORG, so hopefully I can make a good connection here. Nicole - She's 50/50. Like she's amazing but she can be such a backstabby snake omg. Like I need to keep an eye on her. And also Liam said he can't trust her so I'll get to that with him soon. Ryan - Love him. We haven't talked in awhile but I probably should message him before it's too late. Sammy - Sammy! We had a rough patch before this but he's been so nice! We seem really good atm, but I'm hoping nothing crazy happens. Ziggy - He seemed nice! He re-friended me and we talked for a bit the first day but we hadn't talked today. Hopefully I can talk to him more tomorrow.

Stefani: My Tribe <333 Emily - Has barely talked in the tribe chat. She tried talking to me last night and I feel bad because I was too focused on something else to keep up with her. But she hasn't really picked up today, and hasn't helped in the challenge. So I feel as though she'd go if we have tribal sadly. Felipe - I love his spirit, and our conversations don't last as long as I like, but I feel they're good conversations. So hopefully we can have longer ones. Konrad - He made a joke about being the top -- as in above me on the page where our mangas are. And me and him have had a good friendship before this so from what he says I don't see him wanting me out and vice versa. I just hope he doesn't find a better buddy than I. Malik - Ew that fucking fat loser. Why does he exist I hate him. Matt - Five minutes in I love him. We're calling each other daddy and son like agonawgoangoawngon he needs to be my new buddy in the game he's great! Matthew - We had catching up to do from BBORG. but we're kinda already in a ride or die deal. Like we just knew from our convo it was happening. So hopefully me and him can make a good alliance with some people to stay safe and sound.

Kakalos: Ben - Haven't talked to yet this game but I know he's very sweet. We had a 1 second convo in the main chat. I just need to tap back into him omg. Brian - He seems like an awesome guy, but possibly a bit annoying at times too. So we'll see how this goes. Elizabeth - Queen, She was so stoked to be on and was happy to see me so I'm glad of that now next person for the opposite of glad to see: Jack - The only person I'm truly not happy to see at this moment. Everyone else idolizes him but I have a bone to pick with him. He wanted so bad to pretend to have my back in this last game we were in, he knew he was the deciding vote to keep me, got my hopes up, lied to me and voted me out and blamed me for it, when he could've just been real. So unless he apologizes I can'y fuck with him right now. But against my beliefs for once I'm gonna fake it till I make it. I can't be fake but here imma really try with people I'm suspicious of because I need to be careful about what I do here. So we'll see what happens here. Haven't really spoken to him yet but I plan to to act like we're fine for now. Karsten - We literally just came from playing a game in another community together and I love the guy. We were the runner ups and that's because I didn't vote him to win when it tied LMAO so I hope he's not pissed at me. People say we both played one of the best games this season so idk if we're going to work together again or not but I'll keep my eye on him. Liam - Ngl I didn't see him on the cast at FIRST but I'm ok with him being here. He told me while the challenge is going on that he's scared of Nicole because she's a snake and I don't blame him but I see this is good to get info from people and use it accordingly. And I'm glad he did say it just in case I need to use it later.

That's what I think but my goal is to make sure that I have good relationships all around in case swaps happen, and kill it here. Hopefully the info I gather can help me survive this game and make good alliances. Hope I make you bitches proud <3

"stefani"

- The one world twist comes with its advantages and disadvantages. Yeah, you can connect with people on the other tribe and start building a relationship and maybe form alliances but there’s 23 people to talk to! I can’t be fucked to do that. But I do have a strategy, let people come to me. I know it sounds simple but here’s the thing, people that wanna talk to you wanna set themselves up. You could easily use this information against them on their own tribe because they’re playing the game right out of the gate. Additionally, I’m trying really hard to make genuine social connections with people. I’m asking what your sister did last fucking weekend, how your run went last season. I wanna know. I wanna talk to you so you feel good with me and then I can screw you over when I’m at the merge. I’m trying to position everyone where I want them. I’m playing a lot smarter this time, not harder.

"mytikas"

- I was looking forward to trivia so much. But everyone is dominating, i'm getting crushed! Wahhhhhhhhhhh I need my tribe to come back on or we're gonna lose. If we go to tribal I dunno what the mood is for who would get voted out, but I would honestly cry if I am first out :(

"dion"

- SO I actually am so excited to be here again!!! I was truly robbed in my first season after zach murdered me and I hope I’m not murdered unjustly again! I really like my tribe and have high hopes that we get through this first challenge ok, I really like people from the other tribes too though like Matt omg I love Matt, I like Malik and jack so all is alright at the moment!

"kakalos"

- Trivia is almost over oh sweet sweet release

I'm gonna be sad that probably Stefani is sending someone home first cause everyone has been so fun to be around but in about 24 hours things will flip around

In happier news I bought Kakalos buff today!

"dion"

- HIIIIIII okay so cast impressions! if I skip over people then I just don't care about them a lot ? or s/t idk... they don't stick out

let's begin w/ the Dion Tribe:

Ryan: MY KING I LOVE HIM HE'S SO ICONIC we've already discussed making an alliance with a few others my tribe. i'm gonna make sure he finally makes jury on 703.

Louise: A QUEEN. i love her she's so iconic although sorta inactive but it's okay b/c she's Louise. I'd love to have her n Ryan in an alliance!!

Ziggy: he's so sweet I really enjoy talking to him and I think he's super down to earth. he can be a little bit awkward but his personality makes up for it. I hope we can work together <3

Nicole: she's a super kind girl and we both love Danganronpa so maybe we can bestfriends in the game tbh??? I'd like to work with her too

Lexi: lol she's so annoying i want her to be our first boot...

i cba doing everyone so i'm just doing notable people now:

Konrad: my HUSBAND, my KING, my DAD. he's soooo charming and down to earth and i absolutely love talking to him he is really so sweet and he gets so awkward when i flirt with him and it's really funny to see how he reacts to it. also his voice is sexy as fuck and i'm butter in his hands... hope he fucks me.

Felipe: our last ever conversation pregame was me calling him a braindead retarded child so y'know that was great, but we managed to talk about it and clear up the situation. he's pretty cool and i also think he's cute but idk if he'll want to work with me b/c i hate his friends lol...

Cammy: she's a QUEEN although she's been cast with one of her bestfriends in jack... idk if we're gonna work together or not but on a personal level i love her!

if i haven't listed anyone then i just don't care enough...sry.....xoxo bye

"stefani"

- https://youtu.be/mkFnflfgsIw

"stefani"

- https://youtu.be/aIh2qJVbwFw I found out one of my videos (recorded before this one) got deleted by mistake. It basically explained why I'm looking down so much in thus one :D So I've been keeping a journal this season. It is supposed do help me organise my thoughts because OH BOY THERE ARE PLENTY OF THEM. In Byzantium I had many cool ideas for my game but those ideas often got lost somewhere. My scattered brain was my downfall then. So to avoid that now, I started writing things down in a notebook. Very helpful.

Day 3
"kakalos"

- As elated as I am to win, I'm swinging at Justin for saying there was a prize for coming first and then saying he LIED

Oh who am I kidding YESSSS first place! That is a huge morale booster and I hope we can keep it up from here!

I hope Emily doesn't go home I'm worried that she didn't do enough oh no :(

"dion"

- DION TRIBE IS OP AFFFF

WE SLAYED THAT SHIT I mean we came second BUT WE STILL SLAYEEEEED I’m so happy to not be first boot it’s an actual blessing from Zeus himself I’m a bit worried because Matt is on stefani and him and I have been talking a lot but he really pulled his weight in that challenge so I think he will be ok!

"kakalos"

- Me carrying a trivia challenge? It's more likely than you think. Well you should think it's very likely at this point because it's literally all I ever do. Undefeated in trivia baby! I'm vibing with a few ppl at this point on my tribe and i think i'll be in a good spot, but i more importantly just love one world and talking w my frands. This game will be a marathon and unlike Pheidippides i won't die finishing it.

"dion"

- Wheeewwwww Celine really blessed us in this challenge. Nicole was fuckin slaying those questions, she is fierce. Mytinkas came from behind and snatched the last immunity from Stefani and tbh I was surprised by that but happy for them. Gwens are going to tribal and hmmmm not sure who I'd prefer left but I do know I really want Malik to survive, and he says he feels good so yay. I officially at least tie my Resurrection placement whew................... now it's time to work my social bussy and establish an alliance, soon at least. My gut is telling me to make an end-game alliance with Jack so I guess that's my next endeavour

"kakalos"

- Godbless Jack and Liam for the win. Trivia is the one challenge I absolutely suck at so lowkey glad it's done and over with for the season I hope. Overall I think Kakalos can be pretty strong challenge wise so hopefully we can win the next few challenges and improve my premerge compared to Rawaki. Poor Matthew tho :( His tribe was the one I also wanted to be safe just based on our previous season but hopefully he stays safe!

"kakalos"

- https://youtu.be/Ow2mca38NBU

"stefani"

- We’re going to tribal, and I hear two names, with one making no sense. Emily, the sensible one and Matthew. Emily’s at risk because she barely talked and didn’t really attempt the challenge because she had orientation and I understand that but this is the one I don’t get..voting Matthew because people feel bad for Emily? Fuck no, he was one of the main helpers in the challenge. Me, him, Matt and Konrad towards the end. So if it’s between those two, Emily needs to go because Matthew helped and he’s my ride or die so I need to make sure he stays. I won’t press it too much because I don’t want the target to suddenly go on me ajxjsjxjdj let’s see if I can work some kind of magic this tribal!

"stefani"

- Well. We lost the challenge and if you think I’m getting Kiribati vibes you’re dead right. It sucks that we not only lost but Felipe has the nerve to throw my name out there for literally no reason so quick. That’s stupid. It’s the dumbest move he could make. He’s on my list. What’s good is that I think I defused the situation. Matt wanted to go along to keep Emily safe but I think she has to go. Myself, Konrad and Malik are on board to vote her out. I already promised to stay loyal but rip that ain’t true. My back was against the wall! Felipe will probably do it too but he is not to be trusted. At all.

"kakalos"

- It's actually astonishing how quiet it's been since the challenge ended

Everyone is probably getting their sleep now LMAO

"mytikas"

- What's up y'all. So the comeback is real. But that entire challenge was like a fantastic battle. Like 4 armies colliding one grand conclusion. Its me writing a really shitty metaphor to describe this game. Every person is their own army fighting to secure there place on top of the mountain, which is the soul survivor. But anyway, Cammy and Charlie are probably my favorites so far. Both seem like really cool people and have shown a subtle interest in working with me, which I loveeeeee. Trey is Trey. I like Aston still but he isn't around a lot. Gevonte hasn't shown a lot of interest in talking to me. So I'm not sure where he stands. He doesn't wanna mess with me this early, or he could just be a meh social player.

"kakalos"

- Thanks to the likes of liam and jack our tribe won the challenge. It feels good knowing that I have no shot at being the first person eliminated. I decided to ask elizabeth for an alliance because I've talked with her the most on this tribe and I want to feel comfortable with at least one person on my tribe. I really want to bond more with her and skip the small talk, but it is so fuckin' hard. I can never get past the "How are you?" part and I am worried she is just over that whole small talk shit. I am just really hoping that I can prove my trust to her in the near future.

Brian and I have not been talking that much recently and I would be lying if I said I was not botherd by it. I mean this guy has litterally been on movie sets and has worked on TV shows and we both share a common interest when it comes to movies. We should have been soul mates at this point.

I find Jack to be extremely hard to talk too. I can not get anywhere with him. It feels like he would rather kill himself than talk to me. I have the same problem with Liam. Liam has shown 0 interest in talking with me. We had one discussion one day and then that was it.

I'm going to try and communicate more with Brian and try to align myself with him. The more people I feel comfortable with the better.

"stefani"

- I am so sad and kinda mad about the hottest tribe having to go to tribal already. I am pretty sure that I'm not a target for this round as I helped quite a bit in the trivia, showing that I was a good assest to the tribe. However as soon as we knew we were going to tribal within 20 minutes i heard two names.. like WTF?!? These people wanna be this messy already?? i mean fine with me cause it means i have less of a target but still ugh i hate messy tribals, makes me really nervous about it all.

"kakalos"

- You really want me to do a cf when some little kid on Roblox Survivor is accusing me of hacking my feelings are hurt :(

"dion"

- WOW okay. So my tribe won the first immunity- YAY!!!! So excited! But this gives me a chance to do a cast assessment (warning this is going to be very long.) I'm gonna start with my tribe.

Dion:

- Louise: I played with Louise back in BBUK, and we were basically enemies that season. She played with Linus in Chernobyl recently, but after she posted a heartfelt VL I messaged her and said I was sorry about the game and I knew she was strong, etc. Once the season started we decided there was going to be no beef, and she said she's not even going to fake shade. I don't know if this will actually be true- but I hope so cause I love Louise!

- Nicole: Ah legend Nicole! I hosted Nicole in both BBUK and Krakatoa, so I knew her a bit before the season started though not really. I've probably talked to her the most on my tribe since the start of the season? She's definitely one of the more talkative people on the tribe!

- Ryan: Now, I had noooo idea who Ryan was before the season. We haven't been able to talk one-on-one much, but I got to chat with him in the tribe chat during the trivia and he seems super nice. On top of that, he was one of the better ones in the trivia.

Sammy: I played with Sammy in BBUK as well. He didn't like my stanning of Andrea in her second BBUK season and though I guess that seems silly like idk I still remember it. It also irked me a bit when during the trivia competition he posted a status doing an AMA because he was bored, but he didn't even try to answer any of the trivia or like at least give a reason why in the tribe chat. Like I'm bad at trivia too, but you can at least guess true or false and some questions weren't that hard. Idk, I guess it just irks me because I always like to let people know what's up during 24 hour challenges.

- Ziggy: Ziggy was another person that I didn't know going on this season. Apparently he messaged Felipe about his past season and how he did like immediately, though he didn't ask me. We've talked a bit, but not TOO much? He seems nice, though I'm not sure that we'll be lifelong friends after this season. He does seem nice though!

Next I'll do the Mytikas tribe:

- Aston: I hosted Aston in Krakatoa, so I kinda knew him going on the season. OH WAIT WE ALSO PLAYED BBORG TOGETHER. OKAY. Yeah, we haven't talked too much this season though, just a bit.

- Cammy: Ah the most recent winner of BBUK. We've never played together, or really talked on Messenger, but I think we've talked on Facebook a bit and I know that she was close to Andrea on BBUK and everyone knows how close Andrea and I are so like, there's that.

- Charlie W: I also hosted Charlie in Krakatoa. He thought it was cool because he played with Linus in Byzantium, and now he's playing with me here. Honestly, I feel like I've maybe talked to Charlie the most out of everyone in the game, besides maybe Nicole. He's a sweetheart and I'm glad to finally be playing with him!

- Gevonte: So I played.... something, with Gevonte? Maybe BBUK? Idk, but I adore him. I've also hosted with him in the past for Krakatoa. I've probably had more interactions but I honestly don't remember.

- Jerry: Omg Jerry. I played Canadienne BB with him, and we ended up meeting since we live like 2 1/2 hours from each other, so that was interesting! I'm excited to get to play with him again because I adore him!!!

- Trey: So I've played with Trey, hosted Trey, been hosted by Trey... pretty much everything. So I'd say Trey and I know each other a bit by now... It's gonna be interesting playing with him again!

Okay I have to go to work soon so I need to speed up. Next is the Kakalos tribe:

- Ben: I haven't played with Ben in forever. He was in Mauritius and we definitely were not working together. Since then though we've been able to kinda patch that up! Honestly I can't remember if we played together any other time or maybe I hosted him at some point? Idk, I'll figure it out tonight.

- Brian: I don't know this Brian and I have yet to message this Brian. Note to self to do this tonight.

- Elizabeth: I have played with Elizabeth, and hosted Elizabeth. She's a sweet girl and is really lowkey smart when it comes to strategy, she is definitely someone to watch, but I'm really glad she is in the game!

- Jack: Ah, the Jack everyone loves. I haven't really had any interaction before this game, and literally my first message was me saying he probably wouldn't like me because I read his bio for the last season. Such a good first impression.

- Karsten: I do not think I've talked to Karsten yet? Note to self to do this tonight as well. We were on Tibet together but we were never on the same tribe, so it's basically like we weren't.

- Liam: Omg it's Liam! Liam was a host of my first two Orgs, and then the tables turned and I hosted him in Krakatoa. This is our first time playing together though and I am SUPER excited!!!!

Now to Stefani, the tribe that is going to Tribal Council:

- Emily: I was with Emily for two rounds before she was voted out of Tibet, and I still adore her. I played with her boyfriend Ahrre on Tumblr Survivor, and he voted me out... so there's that.

- Felipe: OMG FELIPE. I'm so glad he's here. I've been wanting to play with him again since Mauritius. He's seriously one of the sweetest guys in the community! He always supports me in VLs and I'm so excited to be with him!!!

- Konrad: I don't think I've talked to Konrad either oops? That's my bad.

- Malik: MALIK! Honestly one of my closest friends in the community. He's on the Skype call I joined back in Mauritius where I first got to talk to Linus- which means we're approaching one year of us meeting, which is exciting!!! I played Big Brother with him and I'm so glad to be playing Survivor with him now!

- Matt: I don't really know Matt but we talked a bit at the beginning of the season, and he knew I was hosting Pine Barrens so that was fun. I need to probably talk to him more but he seems nice.

- Matthew: WHEW last person. And of course this is someone else that I have yet to talk to. What a great way to end this, Lexi.

What I've learned from this: Dang my social game is lacking and I need to get on that before a swap or anything happens.

"mytikas"

- We're not going to tribal!! I'm so proud of all our tribe, we really made such a great comeback and I'm buzzing right now :D

"stefani"

- I hold the cards right now. Me and Konrad both do. Throughout the whole day, it was Emily going home. But suddenly she works good and now Felipe and her wanna blindside Matt and pull a double cross. It’s Malik and Matt voting Em. Emily and Felipe voting Matt. I love the blindside idea because Emily is a genuine person. It also means me and Konrad are in the power spot at the next tribal because everyone trusts us. An alliance with Malik. An alliance with Emily and Felipe. It sounds great. But Matt was super strong in the challenge. He proved his worthiness and I’m worried I will come back to tribal if Emily doesn’t go. Hopefully she’s strong, but it’s up in the air tonight. I’m praying af.

"stefani"

- We lost the challenge and it sucks! Ugh I am so worried because I didn't perform very well, and I am scared I could be voted out because of it, luckily people want to vote out Emily so as long as it's not me, I am gucci.

"stefani"

- I spoke with Emily and she's lovely so I want to keep her. She wasn't the best performer but I wasn't either so I could use her as a shield, or she could be my cockroach buddy. Either way, I want her to stay and I will make sure of it. Matt seems shady, idk but something seems so off with him, so he needs to go. I hope this works out and Matt gets the boot.

"dion"

- wig flew! we came second in the challenge and honestly i don't mind but i BARELy CONtributed anything to the challenge... i hope my king konrad stays safe i'm in love with him already. legend.

"stefani"

- https://youtu.be/8NuzZB6GIIk

"stefani"

- https://youtu.be/OXo-P379BZ0