Big Brother 6/Week 8

"aros"

- As much as I hate that Grace is gone, I think it's the best thing for my game. Rhi would most likely go after Trent, Marie, and Ain before myself. Ain and Marie have made a deal with myself and Hailey so I think we're fine there. Ally won't put me up blood oaths baby! Trent and Hailey are with me. Now, Brian is the only question mark. Maybe now that Grace is gone I'll be able to make some sort of deal with him. Either way as long as Brian doesn't win I'll be safe.

"aros"

- if you told me like week 2 that i'd be working with TRENT of all people like really come on but i honestly want him in F3 with me and aaron and not that it was planned on my part at all but it helps in terms of jury votes that like my close friends or well the people i was close with in the game like mackie and grace are on the jury because i think or well i hope rather i would get their votes, i'm sort of way over thinking this now that we're down to single digits but i'm really into it i want to win. i want to win for jake, anna, mackie, grace, and everyone else that i met that was great and went home. If trent wins this hoh and goes for ain and marie who i've gotten close to since mackie left i think i could get their jury votes as well. People like ally and tyler that left and i wasn't close with i attempted to mend things by being up front with them i'm hoping they'll respect my honesty and maybe that will help me at least have some appeal to them when it comes down to that. in terms of just getting to there i think i'm in a pretty good spot, i just can't win anything and need people to keep going after each other and pulling off the moves i want them to, the only move i think i could possibly make is ally and rhi i could maybe win something and take out ally or rhi, but i've been trying to mend things over with ally so that she'd potentially work with me because i was concerned that the bridge was just complete dust in the water with trent but somehow it hasn't been burned to the ground like i thought

"aros"

- So basically I won HoH, wanted to backdoor Grace but then I learned it was a triple eviction so I decided my second target was Trent because I don’t have a strong connection with him, but I needed two pawns alongside him to backdoor Grace. Can’t put Ain, Brian and Ally r bc they’re my closest allies, told Hailey I wasn’t gonna nominate her, Aaron sucks at comps so my only choices left were Rhi and Ally A. I didn’t want to put Ally A bc at the time I thought she couldnt play in PoV and I have an alliance with her Brian and Rhi, but then Aaron told me Ally A snitched and told Grace I wanted to backdoor her. That was the last draw. I decided they could go together if they love to share information so much! But then Trent decided he wanted to leave even though he was asking me 40 minutes earlier to keep him safe, girl bye. Anyways thank god my allies kept him bc he hasn’t won any comps unlike the other two. Right now I’m hoping he doesn’t win HoH and same for Rhi even though we talked it out, bc I kinda got rid of their closest allies lmao.

"aros"

- TRENT! YOU FLOPPED! BYE! GO HOME! You're an ugly BULLY and i hope i dont have to play with you any longer. Go to the jury chat and join the returnees circle jerk xoxo

"aros"

- So Ain and I are up on the block because of course Trent won HoH and put us up, but THANK GOD BRIAN WON POV!!! I was so happy to see us three left in the comp, so I threw it then Ain threw it. Now he’s gonna take us off and Ally R and Rhi will automatically go up. We truly did that huh

"aros"

- Ya know what I'm very happy I didn't win hoh, but I'm glad I put in the effort to look like I wanted it when truth is, this is the last week I can skate by without doing any damage. I have my hand in too many pots. Trent trusts me, Ally trusts me, Hailey trusts me, Ain and Marie trust me, and now I think I've working something with Brian. The only person I'm not close with is Rhi so she must leave this week. I couldn't win veto because if I don't use it I piss off my new alliance with Ain and Marie and if I do use it I piss off Trent who needs me right now. Best case scenario was Brian winning, keeps me safe he's tight with Marie so he'd be dumb to not use it, and my alliance has already stated that they'd vote Rhi out if it was Ally and Rhi nominated. Everything is coming up Aaron this week. Next week, people are gonna get hurt.

"aros"

- "I'm so awful at doing this ish, godt...

Anyway, this week has gone all over the place for me! At first, when Trent won HOH, I was like, ""GREATTTT....,"" because I been knew that Ain was his target. He confirmed my suspicions, but here's the kicker... I.. won POV... in a duo twist...

Basically, if I use the POV, Rhi and Ally R. go up and Ain and Marie are safe. Ally is trying to get me to not use it and split up the power duo of Ain and Marie, but another kicker? I'm in a final 3 with the 2 of them! I honestly am OK with going to finals with either of them or even getting 3rd to them because this is the first true alliance I've felt like I've been apart of for awhile now. I'm not going to stop fighting to make sure I make that top 2 and can win, but I want it to be clear that I'm also not going to be bitter losing to either of them. I don't know if my chances of winning are even there, but I can hope!

I think what really makes this week easy for me is that I can trust Ain and Marie, as far as I know, but I can't trust Ally or Rhi too much. I told Rhi something in confidence and Ally told Ain what I said, so I been knew they're an actual duo... and Ally is out here trying to paint Rhi like a lone wolf... but that's just not right.

I told Ally that I have her back no matter what, whether I use veto or not, but I will not be sitting here letting Rhi slip by again. She's GOING home, and I'd be happy to be apart of it for a second time.

I love everyone in this fucking game, and I feel awful that I'm sweeping the rug out from underneath Trent again, but he really made it easy not saving Ally/Rhi and saving my fave Hailey instead.

So my target? Rhi, again. I hope there's not a buyback again because it really feels like it's about that time, again, but... who knows? I'm probably going to end up leaving within the next 2 rounds if there's another buyback, but maybe I can weasel my way through another round."

"aros"

- I really hope there's no buyback. If there is, I'm going to be super annoyed.. but it's just another twist I have to work around! And I'll make sure to work around it.

"aros"

- Idk if I've ranted about Trent in the Diary Room before but I will do it again because he annoys me THAT much. He's an aggressive player. Tries to bully and emotionally manipulate people into doing what he wants. And when that fails, he whines about it like a baby. At the start of this week I literally BEGGED him not to put me up because 1) I'm already hated and keeping me in the game is good for Trent's game. 2) Trent HIMSELF is hated BUT all of his friends are in the jury so if it was us in f2 he would win hands down. It just makes sense for 2 hated peeps to work together!!! But he has his head so far up his own ass he cant see that. Apparently I can't be trusted because I've been leaking stuff since week 1. Buddy. Pal. Week 1?!!!? I DIDNT KNOW WHAT THE FUCK WAS GOING ON!!! I WAS LITERALLY PLAYING THE GAME BLIND FOR THE FIRST FEW WEEKS BECAUSE THE 99% OF THE RETURNEES NEVER SPOKE TO US NEWBIES!!! And I'm a newbie newbie!!! I DIDN'T KNOW A N Y O N E. I didn't know who I could trust or who I could tell the truth. I only knew I trusted Anna 100% and even she was leaking stuff I told her!! I always hear that there's drama going on but I NEVER KNEW WHAT THE DRAMA WAS!!! ITS SO RIDICULOUS. And for them to come to me and tell me ive been lying about my vote since day 1 like??? HOW DO ALL THE RETURNEES HAVE THE SAME INFORMATION??? HOW STUPID ARE THEY TO EXPOSE THAT THEY HAVE ALL BEEN SHARING INFORMATION???? BYE! GO HOME!!! These are supposed to be legends?? Good players??? BITCH WHERE!!!!! The only thing they're good at is calling their flop ass house meetings. Which brings me to MISS RHI. She always says she's BUSY. BUT she's never too busy to join in on a house meeting and call peeps out! I guess she can find the time for that huh??? It's truly funny how she agreed that Ally A was wrong in calling me out because its obvious that I wouldnt have leaked the Mackie plan YET once I was nominated by majority of the house all i heard was CRICKETS!!! NOTHING FROM RHI! NO APOLOGY FROM RHI OR ALLY A OR TYLER. NOTHING WHEN THEY RUINED MY GAME WITHIN LESS THAN 24 HOURS OF OUR ALLIANCE BEING MADE! They all deserved to leave and they can stay gone!