Board Thread:Survivor 30: Legends/@comment-34920529-20180306202014/@comment-26703314-20180306203224

I think our alliance failed just because we had different goals and people we trusted. idt there's any sole thing to blame, even though we did try to look out for each other. i certainly don't blame you for it because it's a two way street, even if the Zak vote left a bad taste in my mouth you explained your side of it and we at least tried to make it work.

As for why I lied about voting Evan, I wanted to see if y'all would actually do it. Christine immediately reported it back which told me that 1. it wouldn't have worked even if I wanted it to and 2. Christine and Evan were already comfortable leaking to each other. That was the reason, to test the waters and see which relationships fell where bc with the first merge vote it's ALWAYS a huge question mark.

Anyways I just wanted to say thank you Yousef for being one of the unexpected postives this season for me. You kinda did everything I should've with regards to not escalating things to a personal level and staying understanding. Hopefully I can learn to do the same !