Board Thread:Survivor 42: Mexico/@comment-40231769-20200110032402/@comment-36835108-20200111002045

thank u for ur question logan. before i answer, i would like to touch on your paragraph thingy. the reason i voted out angel over cole is that despite cole being more likeable (from what the jury has said), i think angel had a more dominant game and was strategically sound. he executed his moves well, and i dont mean to drag cole at all, but i just think angel had a superior game and i am not someone that votes based on likeability alone, but who i think played a stronger overall game, and to my criteria, that was angel over cole.

now for your question, i wont bs it. it's hard to say a move i would change because at the end of the day its like the butterfly effect. i made it here, but if i changed one bad move of mine, perhaps i could have been voted out. if i was more aggressive at an earlier vote, i could have been pegged as a target and kicked out of the game soon after. so in a way, i dont have any regrets, and i dont want that to be perceived as me thinking im perfect or using that as a copout, i just think that the game i played secured my positioning round to round, and if i changed, i could have ended up being voted out of this game.

i do however wish i was more sociable with people who weren't necessarily in a controlling position. i feel like i lacked in that regard, and thats on me. maybe if i was more social i could have been targeted, but i do think that was my weakest component. i struggle with that both irl and online, because i always have this barrier with talking to people and it is tough sometimes to let down my aloof, dumb mist and be more vulnerable. i do think i learned a lot about myself in that regard this time around, and moving forward i definitely plan to improve on it, but i would say that's the move i would change. even if its subtle, its still a move, because maybe i would have even had more agency or social capital than i believe i already did. those connections could have strived to help me in the long run.