A Winning or Losing Decision/Confessionals

Day 34
"jigme"

- (a copy pasted VL)

Every single vote except for Tyler has been the right move at the right time. Now we’re getting a bit tighter but I plan on continuing my perfect gameplan and winning of course. I mean, I was voted to win in Touchy Subjects sooooooo that’s foreshadowing if I get that far. No time to give up or give in if you’re too busy on top 🙏🎅🏿

"jigme"

- HOW THE HELL DID I MAKE DAY 34 TOP 5 WHAAAAAAT

Any placement from here onward is way more than I ever hoped for and I’m thrilled that I’ve managed to do so well in this game. It’s never been an easy road and I’ve been getting votes left and right but clearly I’m doing something right if I’m still here.

And I haven’t floated!

"jigme"

- Yesterday's tribal was kinda sad, and I know that as a juror Lexi could easily turn them against me, so it's not a fun day for me right now. I don't know what's around the corner but I do have a plan for these last few days, whether or not they'll be accomplished though is another matter. It's finally time to start doing something drastic in this game, and the next person out of this game has to be as a result of me doing something, the heat is on.

Day 35
"jigme"

- I feel like absolute shit. I know to have any chance of winning this game, I need to get rid of Seamus, and since Damien leaked the plan I had to lie to his face and I just feel absolutely terrible. I want this vote to be over and done with because it's honestly the worst vote I've ever had to do in an ORG, and I really hope we can still have some sort of friendship after this game is over. Ugh, I've never felt this shit over an elimination in an ORG ever...I hate this so much.

"jigme"

- Im just pooping

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- Damien can choke. He loses every damn challenge until f5 immunity then decides to fucking win f5. Choke. Then he won’t even talk game with me he just tells me flat out that I’m going home. You sure though?

So I’m not gonna vote out Liam at all because he my only loyal ho. But jp and zach both can go. They both are supposedly targeting each other making me and Liam the middle votes but idk what to do/who to believe. I feel like I’m going home. If they were smart I’d go home. The other question is idols? What if I vote zach and he idols then it’s tied between me and jp, he would certainly send me home. And idk I don’t think it’s wise splitting between the two with 1 on me :/

Day 36
"jigme"

- So I didn’t necessarily orchestrate Seamus going out as directly as I would’ve liked to buuuuut I have a flawless plan now. Jp and I have been going strong all game and so long as we both stick to our ends of the deal we should be the final 2, barring disaster at F3 or somehow a tie or something at F4 tribal. Liam would maybe be the easy one to beat but he doesnt have anyone mad at him on jury. Jp however definitely does, I’m sure, he didn’t really click with everyone whereas I at least was close enough to everyone to try and have some sort of bond somewhere along the line. I’ve kept telling myself not to prep for the final 2 if I haven’t actually made it there yet, so I am still refraining from doing so until that time. But I have a decent idea of how to best present my game in a way that leads to a victory of my own, no matter who I end up against.

Of course I’m not guaranteed to be at the end however. If I go, one of Damien or Jp wins almost for sure in my eyes. I have no clue who I’d vote in that pairing.

I never want to see or play winterbells again, there’s no way any real human being gets a million points on there I’m actually amazed that anyone can manage it. Either that or I just suck. Otherwise this challenge wasn’t tooooooo bad but I doubt I’ll win immunity or anything. We’ll see.

Also most importantly I’ve beaten both Jack’s placement and Dean’s placement in 703 games. This clearly puts me at the upper tier of players and I’m clearly the GOAT now

I need to play a BB game after this though I need a bit less paranoia, where I can actually find these games I’ll have to find out because I’m still too new to the Facebook orgs to know enough about it all.

Day 37
"jigme"

- I wasn't confident about that challenge whatsoever, but I somehow managed to pull through with an immunity! I'm so lucky that I managed to win that challenge, and now I'm in the final 3! Tribal Council tonight is either going to be simple, or a mess, and considering how this season has been going from the merge onwards, no part of me feels like tonight's decision will just be an easy one. My fingers are crossed that the final threat in my path, Big Z, is eliminated tonight, be it either through a unanimous vote or through firemaking, whatever it takes. He's the only person left in the game I feel like could beat me in the Final 2, meaning he definitely needs to go either now or tomorrow, depending on whether I have any say in the matter of course. These couple days determine the outcome drastically, it's a priority I find the ideal opponent for the end now and eliminate those who stand better chances for the win.

"jigme"

- Going into this f4 I think there is a chance i get votes. since yknow the odds are 1/3. But I think zach is seen as a more imminent threat to damien and liam making f2 together. SO I have to tie the votes 2-2 between damien and zach, praying that zach prevails in the firemaking. If i do this going into f3 i see it as 2/3 chance i make ftc since if liam wins final immunity he probably cuts zach.

"jigme"

- I would like Liam next to me at ftc. BUT I will take anyone man i think i have atleast a chance to win no matter the circumstances. I am very proud of my game and am ready to own it.

"jigme"

- Y’ALL I’M PLAYIN SOME HARDBALL

I have to appear to both Liam and Damien that I’ve done nothing at all in this game and it’s wild

Damien isn’t buying what I’m selling to my face but he’s still skeptical of Jp to a degree

I laid tf into Liam for being a sad sack who has done nothing at all in this game and pushed him to want to make some sort of visible move for himself, I feel kinda bad but it’s nice to get it all out and show him that he hasn’t done shit

And little do they both know that Jp is already voting with me so either way it’ll be at the very least a firemaking

But if I split their votes up somehow, it becomes that much easier

"jigme"

- HOOOOOOOOOLY SHIT IT'S CRUNCH TIME NOW

I'm totally cool if I lose so long as Liam is aware that he has done nothing to warrant winning this game

The only reason the kid has zero votes is because people regularly forgot that he was there

Anyways time to win a firemaking challenge no big dealio

Day 38
"jigme"

- (copypasted VL) WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

OK but for real Damien fought so super hard in this game and if I had lost he would've had my vote at the end no matter what. A real trooper if I've ever seen one.

But how did I make final 3 this is the second firemaking challenge that I've managed to win in my org career and this time it better lead to me winning the game.

"jigme"

- https://i.gyazo.com/074a775d1f60bdd1cc45ee793072eecb.png

So yeah I kinda slacked on this a little bit but it's go time now

"jigme"

- I kinda expected the firemaking mishap to happen but it's fine, I really need to make sure I can win this immunity challenge later today so solidify my place in the finale, because I really don't think either of Jp or Zach would take me anymore, which really sucks but I'm still really appreciative to get this far in a game - my best placement actually! That doesn't mean I'm gonna give up though, I just need to really give my all in this last challenge, it's my final chance to prove myself.

Day 39
"jigme"

- I either made a winning or losing decision. This shit is gonna haunt me forever.