Big Brother 7/Week 9

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- 703 bb7 - week 9

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- Dom went home 4-2, next to me on a Mackie HoH again, haven't we seen this episode before?? But I am really happy I survived but still really confused Why Mackie chose Dom as his target for the week. Anyhow ///SHOCKINGLY THERE'S A JURY BUY BACK. Literally I'm shitting myself because if Nick comes back I'm gonna be pretty worried and if Ain comes back I'm gonna be dead. Eva left early on so I'm just hoping Dom can PULL THRU!! #TeamDom. I don't think I necessarily want HoH because with the remaining players I feel I'd be good with them and even if I went up I'd be safe, but I just don't want Ain/Nick winning HoH LMAOOO. Also Haleigh is winning bb20 mark my words

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- SOME PPL REALLY CANT TAKE A FUCKIN JOKE¬!!!!!! ITS EMBARRASSING!!!! SAD PEOPLE!!! SAD FRICKING PEOPLE!!!! Don't cry and talk shit bc i make ONE SIMPLE JOKE WHICH HAS A LOT OF TRUTH IN IT TBH!!!!! SO FUCK OFF!!!!!!!

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- 703BBAS Week 9.1

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- My new favorite thing to do in ORGs is convincing people I nominated them by complete accident because I was drunk and I couldn't even remember who I did when I woke up and the nominee ACTUALLY BELIEVING IT LMFAOOOOO This veto is largely luck and if the nominees stay I dont want them to be pissed at me so yeah I'll say whatever it takes KFJFKJF

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- I don't think I've made any legit game DRs this week just laughing at how serious these people are or how gullible they are so my thoughts on this week. I really didn't want HoH if I'm honest because I've gotten to the point where I'm really close to almost the entire cast. I was obviously going to throw Mackie and Nick on the block but Nick won safe a friend (Which apparently Dom gave to him???) and obviously he saved Mackie. Obviously I understand why Nick saved Mackie but if really thought about it all he did was take Mackie out of my possible targets this week which uppers Nick a lot. After that Nick was my #1 target because I wanted Nickie split up for obvious reasons. I considered throwing Ali up but ended up going with Yap and Nick and honestly my target changed every 5 minutes between them 2 because I didn't really have a preference. I just did not want noms to change because I'm pretty sure Jamie, Alex, Brian, Alietta all feel really close to me and I would damage relationships with them a lot if I had to put them up. Thankfully Jamie won PoV (I got 2nd ugh love a comp beast... sorta). If she uses it she's DEAD know that. Yap also threw me under the bus to Alietta saying I might be backdooring her, A LIE!! I mean I did tell them i considered putting her up but she would never have been the target, BUT YAP BOI STOP THROWING THE HOH UNDER THE BUS!!! After I started thinking about it I do think Nick probably targets Alietta/Alex before me whereas with Yap i still don't know who his targets are and I've nominated him TWICE!!! now so I would be such an easy target for him.

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- Mackie is honestly so unintentionally funny it makes me laugh so much, he went up in my favs so much but I probably still want him out

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- Anyway, confessional time: Conor to me: DID I NOM YOU??? Im sorry asksa, i was legit drunk asf so I sent noms in early i passed out right after and just woke up and couldn't even remember who I put up. Please don't hate me Me: Bruh what the fuck Conor!!!! How does that make me feel better?? If I go out this week because someone let a KID drink UNSUPERVISED, I might as well give up my previous win in this ORG. It's infuriating to know that a kid put my ass up cause he was too drunk to realize that Ali isn't spelled Yap. He claims he would have put her up instead, but bull fucking shit. If you intended to put me up, say it to my face and don't wuss out of saying it. I'm hella losing respect for this dude, no wonder he lost final 2. If he's going to be drunk putting my ass up on the block, I'll be sober as hell when I vote his ass out. Also, Nick sooo lied to me about not winning the scratcher. Claiming his ass didn't get it, well obviously now you did. I like didn't know who to trust between him and Conor on who was lying about not getting it, but thank you for revealing who won it 😀 Dude, you have no one legit to you other than Mackie, you need me so let's stop lying to each other and move on. My perceived standings within this game with everyone: Jamie - I thought her and I started off well in the beginning of the season, but somewhere along the season we never really talked strategy or just didn't talk game wise, and there was this level of distrust. For me, that didn't happen until she put me on the block. Yes I lied to her about the Hannah vote, but someone obviously told you so don't act like the victim here. Me targeting her is simply reactionary, so if she plays the victim than fuck that bullshit. Conor - I've told multiple people that I would go after him if I won HoH, cause I have a good feeling he ratted me out to Jamie/he's a rat. It's strange though, we do get along in chats, but like I don't trust this dude and I want him out. As much as he wants to say to me that he used the Veto on me, he's the reason I was up there in the first place. I don't give a shit if I had a good chance of staying over Mackie/Ain, there was still a chance of me going and that means I'm expendable to you, so fuck you. Brian - A lot has changed between us since week 3. After that massive blow up in the house chat, I think we were able to talk here and there and slowly build a bond. Talking about mental health was the key to that. When I talk to him about it, open up about my gf who deals with it, he opens up his bouts with his stuff. I am genuine about it and I do care about his well-being. However, I'd be lying if I wasn't aware of the emotional strings I'm tugging on when we talk. I do hope that these personal talks/sprinkled game talks helps him think that he wants to work with me, cause I genuinely want to work with him Mackie - He's my homie!!! However, I do not want to sit with him at the end. LOL fuck that, I think it would be difficult for me to out talk him in front of the jury. However, I think we're both aware of how much we need each other and how useful we are to each other's game. I haven't gone around him yet, like told Alex that Mackie almost nominated him last round. I'm trying to work with him in so we would equally rise up together, I don't come off as his bitch AND I can cut him down the road. Nick - LOL well fuck, cause I'm pretty sure he's still salty about me lying to him during his HoH run. Main reason he lied to me about the scratcher. I mean I moved beyond that and he should listen to his buddy (Mackie), work with me dawg. Alex - As of right now, I think Alex is the one person I've been the most loyal to? Sure I withhold info from him, but I have never done anything to hurt his game. Sitting next to him at the end, I think I may be able to pull out a win. He and Dom haven't talked since merge, Eva will most likely vote with Dom, he's made an enemy with Ali for no reason, Mackie is annoyed of his antics, Nick would probably like me more, I feel like I made a closer bond with Brian, Conor may like me more? Idk it might be an even tie, but I'm hopeful. The thing is, Alex can be a bit shady(?) It's possible he leaks info about me and it never gets back to me. I thought it was stupid of him to distrust me during the DE round, but I hope he fully trusts me. Ali - Other than Conor, I feel like I'm her only friend left in this game. Possibly Mackie, but I didn't jump on the "Ali is cancelled" train. She may be a firecracker, but at least I'm the one sitting in a lawn chair couple feet away while the others are dancing around her moments of explosion. Like if you want to play a game with someone who is known to blow up, make steps in avoiding the explosion. I think luck has played a factor in my game, which has just been surviving week to week. I fantasize about the end, but I can't get too attached. Honestly, I think it's cool to be the last winner surviving, thankfully that's not a big deal to people. Idk, I hope my game is received well at the end, I'm honestly insecure about it. I feel like I've made nice with the right people at the right time and luckily the people who had eyes on me never got the chance or decided to go after me. Every round is a blessing, and I fully intend to make it to the end.