Going for the KO/Confessionals

Day 12
"lothal"

- This is bitter sweet today. Cause I think the other voting for an original lothal might be good for us since now the ones in our tribe may want to have some inroads with us original hakra. But unfortunately, I think the curse will be broken tonight and we'll lose immunity. Without nic and lex, i'm not sure we'll be able to compete cause mark and matisse are like invisible in challenges so far and unless they suddenly become challenge threats it means we're down two members already.

"hakra"

- Everything went as expected and I don’t have any complaints, Jacob leaves in a pretty unanimous vote with Ace getting a single vote from Jacob which is surprising that it wasn’t me that got the vote casted agaisnt them. To me the most important thing about this vote was that XFire, Vi and Zach did exactly what they said they were going to do which is absolutely important. I’m not saying that I can trust them by any means because I don’t but it is cool that they didn’t lie to me about something as small as taking out jacob. I am very excited that I have made it to the F14 and hope that I can stay here hopefully until the next stage of the game whatever it maybe!

"lothal"

- Another missed tribal is a good day for me!!! Tribal is never good news because you have a POSSIBILITY of going home. As of yet I haven't had a chance of going home, which I am LOVING. No tribal, no stress. In terms of tribe dynamics everyone is pretty quiet tbh. I normally have to initiate conversations and all of that so it isn't the best but it plays into my favor because it shows that if I can get bonds with people it means that I will be able to have a strong foothold in the game. I'm still a bit iffy on Nick and Bryon, they just need to put the foot on the brake and SLOW DOWN. They are gonna crash if they aren't careful, with Bryon getting into Main though he will have less attention on this game and I can use that to my advantage, he he he he. I think he will have less time to plan and I can take a bit of control and shift things how I want to do it. BUT and this is a big but, I have to make sure to not put myself out there too much or else I'm gonna get my neck snapped, and that's sore! Nah but really I have to make sure I don't elevate myself past Nick and Bryon or else they might come for my neckkkkk. Hopefully merge is soonish because I think Mark is gonna be on the block in our tribe if we have to vote someone out, and he could be a really good ally to me or a chess piece if you will. But yeah not much else to say but yeah I'll keep you updated over the next couple of days.

"lothal"

- This tribe sucks in challenges and if I was sure not to be going home, i would be really pleased to go to tribal but i'm not so I rather avoid it if possible. I feel confident in our number as ex-hakra for now but who knows. Rocks is a possibility but I just don't know who would be willing to go for it and who wouldn't.

"hakra"

- Wow the unthinkable is happening and I myself don’t believe, Hakra is dominating this challenge 24-3 I don’t think I was ever gonna be able to say Hakra wins immunity! But we are in the verge of making that happen! I am pleased with my extremely weak performance In this challenge, anybody on Hakra 2.0 will leave this tribe saying Adam is borderline TERRIBLE at challenge and is not a treat to win immunity’s what so ever. For me that is good because I know I am capable of kicking ass in some of these challenges I just haven’t gave my full effort yet because I don’t want to expose my grind just yet. I need to keep talking to these people and make sure that socially and strategically I fit in the realm of their game even though challenge wise it’s like get rid of the dude. I like how things are looking this round and it’s making me happy for once in this game LMAO

"lothal"

- Seeing Jacob gone unanimously was surprising. I know he wasn't super sociable, but I'm concerned that something happened to destroy Lothal Strong. I'm trying to figure out if they were prioritizing challenge strength or if Jacob did something to put a target on his back. This might actually be a good thing for us though. Now that both tribes are on an equal playing field, Courtney may actually flip and help us take out Matisse.

"hakra"

- HOLY SHIT, there is gonna be a tribal council held tomorrow and for the FIRST time this season I will not be partaking in the tribal. Hakra FINALLY won an immunity challenge and I am so happy and thankful that I will not be having to scramble and figure out who is the best to vote and etc. I am very interested to see what goes down at the Lothal 2.0 tribal on paper it’s 4-4 so who knows what could happen my fingers are crossed that Antoine and Lex can somehow manage to pull through and live to see another day. As far as Courtney and Matisse goes I honestly Hope to see Matisse go home I have no intentions on working with him any longer because he was just too MUCH for me to handle and if they do the dirty work and take him out then BLESS. I really think and hope that we can string a few challenge wins together and not see tribal for at least one more cycle after this but will see how things go from here out. Ooo we also won an Idol clue, man I’ve been searching dangdarn everywhere for this damn idol and I’ve come to the point where I think somebody has already found it and that’s okay because I plan to never be voted out LMAO. No but really I’m gonna have to stay oldschool and just make sure that I’m not in the minority and I’m not targeted then I won’t have to be worried even if an idol does get played!

"lothal"

- BRYOOON OH BRYOOOON. You don't straight up say to Courtney that you think Mat is the weakest link.... You have to ask her first and then weigh in your opinion, no one wants to be forced into a decision, but you ARE able to lead someone into the decision. That's what I try to do, but mate how will Courtney respond??? Oh yeah that is cool I have had no opinion but I'll go along anyway. No that is usually not how things roll. That leads to your demise, and that could very well be the case in this scenario. I mean you are a great meat shield for me at this point, but you are gonna have to but cut sooner or later, so watch out for the knives coming for you. You better be good at dodging. But yeah my advice for you is just think of others ideas before you own, because that means you can become a top dog and top dogs get taken out. WOOF WOOF watch out.

Day 13
"lothal"

- Well, it's official. Lothal's finally lost a challenge, and I'll finally be attending tribal. I guess waiting until Day 13 isn't too bad, but I was kind of hoping I'd manage to be immune until the merge.

The 4 Lothal are trying to figure out what to do. Matisse seems to have been putting in the least effort into challenges, so we think he'd probably be the easiest for us to vote out. However, I remember that Matisse told me how his tribemates rallied to save him when Matt was after him, and while I think he was exaggerating a bit we have to keep that in mind. Matisse is certainly a competent player. I think kicking him while he's down is the best chance we have at taking him out before he regains traction.

"lothal"

- It is Day 13, we have lost the challenge by a landslide and the Lothal streak is dead. I'm not bothered. I think I have the majority in this tribe and Operation Lynchtown is a-go-go-go. So now it's time to head to the wonderfully lit wonderland: tribal council.

For whom the bell tolls,

It tolls for thee.

(Matisse)

(Bye bye)

"lothal"

- Thankfully everyone seems to want Matisse out, even his former tribemates. This vote is basically decided so I'm working on the next one.

I think I accidentally just made an alliance with all of old Hakra lol, Ant and I were talking and I said I liked him, Lex, and Courtney. That's all true, I'm sad they're not in my alliance, but now Ant's talking about an alliance with us 4 and Tom. How the fuck did this happen? I'm bad-mouthing Byron to Ant even though I love him just to keep him from being suspicious, Ant suspects some sort of OG Lothal alliance. Having an alliance with everyone won't work out well in the end. I guess there's always Ace, Adam, and Chieko lol but now I actively don't want to lose a challenge. I have options, sure, but I don't know which ones to take!

Byron seems loyal, and Mark's been silent with everyone so I don't think he has anyone else, so sticking with Lothal seems to be the safe way. But you can't win Survivor by playing safe. I'm definitely more connected with Lex, Ant, Courtney, so that would be a more enjoyable game. That alliance came about more organically, I guess, but Courtney still hasn't responded to me about tribal. I'm talking with her in proxy via both Byron and Ant, and I think she wants Matisse gone? And then there are 6 more people I have to factor in! Zack and XFire were in the Lethal 5, and I definitely like Vi a lot more than Mark. I know Chieko outside of Survivor, so there may be a connection there too...?

To summarize, I've got the Lethal 5 of me, Tom, Byron, XFire, and Zack. Mark is on board as an OG Lothal, and Vi may be as well. Byron thinks Courtney has flipped entirely, I don't think she has yet. Ant, Lex, Courtney, Tom, and I seem to be forming an alliance. Tom and I will have to sort this out, I just hope there aren't any surprises at tribal to add on to this mess. Man I'm tired.

"lothal"

- Ugh again fucking matisse fails to show up. I dont care about majority at this point. I want to see him go. He lies and now he doesnt bother to show up for challenges. Whats bad is he messaged me saying he had a real life family emergency but it was all good now. That was with like 6 hours left of challenge. Did he bother to show his face on the chat. NOOOOOOOO. Me and mark carried that team, granted not very far. Ehat and the hell is up with Byron?!?! If you're gonna show up at least fucking try. Stupid and he lost us a point for talking!!

"hakra"

- I'm not sure why the other tribe threw but I'm definitely not gonna complain! I expect them to vote out Matisse cause he seems inactive but Byron is also a possibility considering the way he threw. We'll see!

"hakra"

- So we finally get the idol clue and if I wasn’t confused before I am confused now. I think by now the clues should make sense and they just don’t like clue 3 was a picture and then clue 4 said that they equal greater then the sum or some shot LIKE WTF does that even mean? Did you make sure all the clues made sure as a cohesive unit? Did you even want us to find the idol? I have a feeling idols aren’t gonna be found and the hosts will never admit they went a little too hardcore with the clues because I really think y’all went overboard

"hakra"

- FINALLY. FINALLY THE HAKRA CURSE IS ALL OVER TO BEGIN WITH. I'm really proud as an original Hakra member we did our best effort on the challenge, specially when the other tribe was attempting to throw it, which I honestly don't see what's the deal or what even happened over there.

As long we aren't going to see another repeat next time, I'm all fine. If that ever happens again, we should boot Vi next due to no showing signs on participating the previous challenge, but hell that makes her more of an easy target just like what happened with Jacob.

"lothal"

- Hello it's me. Thomas the Tank Engine, ready for action. Nah but really it's been quite an interesting period in the Lothal tribe tbh. For the vote it really is about who is more active. Lex is trying to push for Mat to stay but that just isn't gonna happen in my house. Mark is pretty bad with activity to say it bluntly but still for me he is someone that I want to keep around in the game as long as I can because at the end of the day he is a number for me that I'm able to use. Also I feel like I'm definitely closest with Nick in the tribe and we have already been discussing our future plans and what we want to achieve. We both agree that Bryon is a threat and someone who we can't take to the end but is someone who can be a meat shield for us in a way as well as XFire who the Hakra's have said that they are intimidated by him which is also good for us. We just have to keep pushing forward and just exploiting and stirring the pot to keep pushing the attention away from myself and him and to also give us options about what we should do in the future. It's Mat vs Mark tonight and I think Mark is gonna come out on top, the boxing match is on and I think that Mark is going for the KO. But yeah Mark really needs to step up his game because Lex and Mat is on to him and I do want to keep close to Lex to give me the most options possible so I guess we will see what happens. That's all for now.