Board Thread:703’s Showdown 1/@comment-31683906-20180721223933

Vanne - we never talked unfortunately, idk if you accepted my friend request or not but either way i'm sorry you were first boot again :(

Hannah - another person I never talked to, but from what i heard from other contestants you were really sweet!

Aras - Oh boy, my man aras. Dawg, when i first saw that you were cast and that we could chat at the start of the game, I was so excited to reach out and start getting to know you. because i knew we would be able to click instantly, and that we did. I was so looking forward to playing the game with you, esp since it never worked out in great plains, but then to my shock you were voted off and i was very disappointed

Rob - another person i never talked to, even though i tried to reach out. i guess you were busy though and i get it life happens

Mikey - we never truly started talking until we swapped together, and i really wish we did. because man, you are one chill dude. it was just unfortunate that you had this target on your back of being inactive and once we lost the first challenge, you never really could shake that off. and at that point everyone for the most part wanted you gone even though i wish you could've stayed

Matthias - good ol matthias. we didn't talk all that much because you weren't the most active person, but man when we did, it was so entertaining. you are one unique fellow and i love that about you, you just always know how to make people laugh and are a joy to be around

Eve- AHHHHH EVE I STILL WISH TO THIS DAY WE COULD'VE MADE MERGE TOGETHER!! you were hands down one of the easiest and my favorite people to talk to during the one world phase of this game. even though we were never on a tribe together, i LOVED our convos and wish to god we could've met in the game! cause damn we could've caused some damage

Fariha - ok i take the full blame on this one. we never talked, and tbh it was mainly because we didnt talk during the pre-swap phase, and when we did swap, i fully expected you to be gone since most people thought you were inactive, so i didn't bother reaching out. although i wish i did because a lot of people had some good things to say about you!

Madison - oh boy, and this is where my backstabbing begins. madison, i truly, truly did love you to pieces. i know you had every intention of sticking with the byz 4 when we merged, but the thing is, that would've put a huge target on our back when we did merge, esp the guys. and you being closer to benj/nicole was just scary, i know saying sorry for what i did won't really do anything, but i'm still so glad to have met you!

Justin - JUSTIN MY BOY I LOVE YOU DEARLY. I was soooooo sad/scared when we were blindsided at the merge vote. i LOVED playing this game with you and wish it could've continued all the way to the end, but i'm still so glad you at least got to make jury this time. i'm ecstatic to have gotten closer to you and can't wait to talk with you after the game is over!

Nadine - nadine, words can't describe how much of a good player you are, you're so sweet and kind but at the same time know how to read people and get others to your side! you were hands down the most threatening person in this game, and i really did want to work with you. but the thing is justin and toby were so against you, who i was closer to, and i decided to stick with them. but let's be real, if you had stayed in the game any longer there's no doubt in my mind you would've found a way to manuever your way to the end.

Nathaniel - nathaniel <3 our convos weren't the most interesting or exciting, but i still loved them. i just love your vibe man, you're so fucking kind and truly care about other people and i love that about you. in terms of the game though, i just didn't see me going to the end with you, i know we probably could've figured out a way to possibly make it happen, but i meant it when i said for me, your vote out was the most stressful and insane vote off i've ever experienced in any org i've played. i love you though man and hope we can still talk after this game is over!

Nicole - COLECOLE!! i never thought in a million years we would've gotten as close as we did in this game. Especially with what happened in byz where we hardly talked than you participated in my vote off, i wasn't the most excited to see i had to play with you again. BUT THEN YOU ACTUALLY STARTED TALKING without using xd!! and omg i loved talking to you about anything, about the game, about life, whatever. i know in terms of the game we weren't always on the same page, which is definitely my fault. but we still managed to work things through and still be like besties in this game. i hope we can still talk a lot more afterwards!

Toby - i know we literally talk all the time about how much we love each other, but even now i still can't say it enough. you're one of my all time favorite people in this community, and words can't describe how much i enjoy talking with you. tbh im truly at a loss of words, but i know how much i love you and how much you adore me, and tbh thats all that matters. cause thats how you know there's something that's special and everlasting there

Rhys - my fellow great plains finalist! i don't think anyone can truly dislike you rhys, you're so loveable and i love talking to you! i know during this game you were very busy irl with trips and such, but i'm still glad we were able to play together and go pretty deep again. i know your voteoff was probably somewhat of a shock? i really did want to go to the end with you, but at 6 you decided to stick with the san marcos peeps and 3 with 6 people left in the game is mad scary. glad to have played with you again though <3

Jenna - hey jenna! i know we didn't talk a lot throughout this game, and that i could've done a better job at reaching out, but i also know you were very busy irl with work and such. i'm sure there's a bad taste in your mouth about me after you left, mainly since we didn't talk at all, but i really do love you as a person, and how real you are. and i promise i'm not tryna suck your dick by saying you're absolutely beautiful as well!

Matt - ok.... this one's gonna be tough. matt, you're such a fucking incredible guy, like seriously. i never thought in a million years that you would be my ride or die in this game. once we were blindsided at the justin vote, it was just us 2 against the world, and you know what? we made it work. and i would never have had a chance to be sitting here at the f3 if it wasn't for you and your loyalty. i know me voting you stung a LOT, and that it was your dream to get to the very end and that you would've been more than happy to be sitting there with me, and i still do feel just as bad as i did when i wrote your name down whether you believe it or not. you were absolutely right, there's no reason i shouldn't have at least told you rather than lead you on, and that's on me. idk why i did that, maybe i was scared that you would then reach out to brandon even though yall didn't even talk that vote, idk. but regardless, my approach and execution of this vote was disgusting and i hate myself for it. you have every right to be pissed at me but just know that no matter how this season ends, when i look back on it, getting to play it with you will 100% be the highlight of it for me. i love you man and hope we can still be friends after this, i truly do...

Thank you to everyone for such an intense game. I've had so much fun with it and you're all incredible, and can't think of a better cast to have experienced showdown with! 