He's A Little Unstable/Confessionals

Day 19
"cardinim"

- holy crap i'm gonna cry i'm so happy i made it to merge!!! (and jury i think?) i'm so proud of myself, so from here on out i won't be like, 100% crushed if i get voted out. i'm also super close to single digits and i'm confident i can get there! this just means so much to me that i'm not a premerge flop anymore :D so now i have to do something i'm not used to, which is strategize more and work on jury management, which i don't have as much experience with. i would basically die if i somehow won this game, and i think maybe i have an okay shot? idk i don't wanna be too cocky in case i totally blow it, but i feel like i can get far. i've made an alliance with brian, nick, and anthony which may have been a touch hasty, but i'm just really excited to be able to work with my tradare buddies again. i'm also pretty casually aligned with dakota, and anthony likes maya, so we can work with them too. everyone else? who knows, it's hard to say. brian and nick think austin's gonna go after them this round, so we may have to target him back. i guess we'll just see what happens! aaahhhhh i'm just so fucking happy i did it!!!! i did THAT!!!!

"cardinim"

- WOOHSHFSKFHGKJSDHFG I SNATCHED CRAIG

i know u love me sam must love me!

i made merge too OMG clutch

i could maybe make a run to the end if i fix my social game. wish my louck

"cardinim"

- Alright so, trying to count numbers.

I think pretty much theres a voting block of me rob dakota ant julia, which is 5 votes.

Rob want to get rid of austin for some salty reasons, which annoy me because austin is easily a number, and i think he somehow got dakota all in with that plan, so its hard to go back against it unless austin win somehow

I’m pretty sure nick brian are a pair, and maya is probably with them. Ellie is gonna flip with them as soon as she can, and I have no idea where Izzy stands. I would much rather see nick/brian/ellie gone asap instead of austin, but i dont think I have any power over that.

I think with this voting block, its not gonna last forever. I need to figure out how to get numbers for like f9 and onward. It’s gonna shift bit to bit.

"cardinim"

- I MADE IT TO MERGE. Not too shabby for my debut FB org! It's time for meet the tribe part 3 and once again I'm going to make sure I build a social connection with every single person on this tribe. Even if I don't end up in the majority, being likable at this point can still save me another round or two. I'm already gathering intel and Ellie was in fact the minority in the first vote like I thought. I'm glad she's still in this game as she's a great ally who no one else knows that I'm close to. Also, arguably the fastest merge alliance was created by Izzy and it includes myself, Brian and Anthony. It's weird being allied with someone I just talked to for the first time like 5 minutes ago but hey I'm gonna go with it! As for the other new people, despite Julia rolling her eyes in that memory challenge, she's a total sweetheart and we're really bonding! Dakota isn't a deceptive snake like I thought he would be. He's super funny and talks about random facts and stories all the time. He's super entertaining and I thoroughly enjoy talking to him. Rob is fun and nice and him and I have also bonded over multiple topics. And lastly theres Morgan who is kind of mysterious to me. He's nice enough but I don't feel us bonding the same way I have been with everyone else. I feel solid with everyone though besides Austin so it's important that he either goes straight away or we at least make nice so he isn't coming for my throat. This is a new game and it's time to play it to the fullest.

Day 20
"cardinim"

- ok ladies i made MERGE.. which im soo happy about and now i'm excited that this game will finally be picking up!! a man pointed out to me the other day that i have been to the least amount of tribals so .. idk if thats good for me or bad for me. i've only been to one and it was so easy but i think im likable enough that people will wanna keep me around?? i still have my extra vote which is so good... even though i feel like i'm really good with anthony, rob, and morgan and i'm pretty sure they wanna bring in dakota for a solid alliance that im kinda down for.. idk what im doing but hopefully austin will just be voted out this round so i make it past the first merge tribal

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- omg right after i sent that in.. anthony tells me he has the izolare idol bc i told him i had an extra vote.. ladies i found my man thats going 2 carry me to the end and then hes going to get voted out over me bc they think im a weak woman and then i win.. kinda have my whole game mapped out

"cardinim"

- Ok so I am slowly building my social game up. I have a few days to get this going strong and make sure I guess consistently for the idol. I have NO solid connections that I can rely on so I am making up shit to have stuff in common. I just told whats his face Dakota that I went to oregon twice and loved it, meanwhile i thought it was just a city so he asked me where i been to there so i googled and picked two pretty places. I am really trying to pick up the pieces but i feel like i am starting this game from scratch. i really was relying on kailyn to carry me in the merge LMAO but the true tea is ive gotten votes at every tribal and i dont plan on stopping now

"cardinim"

- So, having this idol helps my game tremendously, i mean ofc it should, its a fucking idol.

I can definitely like play the game a lot more aggressive, and take more risks because at the end of the day, I have the idol incase anything ever backfired.

I'm letting people just vote out austin, and see how people react to it, how people try to save austin, and any voting blocks we might have.

Having a unified merged tribe is the worst thing for my game. I want chaos!

Less informed the players are, the better my game is.I'm gonna try to form an another alliance soon, maybe around tribal or afterward. I don't know with who yet, but soon.

"cardinim"

- Coming @ u from a hot tub beside a raccoon fight

Day 21
"cardinim"

- so i decided after i lost immunity (fuck u brian) to put a little buggy in nick and izzys ear to vote off ellie. i know she is from their tribe but she is MIA and i need to get her out. this will give me a chance to slowly grow my connections with other players and maybe get a rozale alliance back together. i have strong bonds with dakota and rob now and working on nick. i know they are strong players and can help me begin my resurrection.

baby i might be here til the end watch ur backs dont let them cracks xoxo

-A

"cardinim"

- so that was a wild one in tribe chat with brian and austin, huh? this is where i'm gonna go with jury management. by memeing and writing transcriptions of austin's voice messages (i didn't know morgan was deaf so i'm glad i was able to help him out by doing that!!) i kinda diffused the situation a bit, so austin won't be bitter towards me if i make it to ftc. brian certainly wouldn't have his vote, i can tell you that :') dakota just approached me about making an f3 deal with him and anthony, which would sort of contradict the "vampire fuckers" alliance (anthony/brian/nick/me). apparently dakota asked me first and hasn't even talked to anthony about it, because i went to see if he said something to anthony. we both feel the same way about the alliance: we enjoy working with dakota, but he's a little unstable. so we don't want to flat out say no and be assholes, but we don't want to lie to him either. anthony's really the one in this game i've been 100% honest with. we don't have an official f2 deal or anything, but obviously i'm gonna keep him around as long as i can. if i have to lose at ftc, i think i could live with losing to him lmao. as for brian and nick? i don't know what's going to happen. i've really never gotten far enough in a game to navigate that kind of stuff. (i got 7th in jporg storfjord, and i got 3rd in a big brother game but it was poorly hosted and everyone was inactive so i don't think it counts lol) but i feel good about this game, i really think i have a shot at making it far! now if i could just get my hands on that merge idol...

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- Sometimes everyone can come together against a common target. Unfortunately I think Austin will be the scapegoat and the clear target once again. Things will be straightforward but who knows, this could be the return of the idol and If that happens I hope I'm not the next Craig!