Who Is This Woman and Where Did She Come From/Confessionals

Day 4
"yangra"

- Things are going so well for me in this game already! I've got a core four on my tribe and we're honestly working together so well, so I'm hoping I can really rely on these guys during the pre-merge at the very least! I'm so happy we're doing a design challenge now too because I think a lot of my tribe is good with those sorts of things, but time will tell.

"yangra"

- Honestly i’m feeling kinda on the outside of most general conversations, so i’m trying to be super nice so everyone feels comfortable around me. Also, i literally didn’t know who Big Z was until yesterday lmao, and apparently he was relations to someone on the other tribe, so if we so end up going to tribal, hopefully i could use that to my advantage

"makalu"

- Medha has to GO. When she is talking about casually talking to someone on the other tribe she is digging her grave with a snowplough. Wow great analogy

"yangra"

- So like I’ve noticed that Jenna does absolutely nothing at all. Doesn’t even talk to you. Leaves you on read. Horrid social game, and she doesn’t really do much in challenges either. So I’m wondering if the move is to go to F2 with someone like her, since she’s ostensibly worse than me in two areas that I typically don’t do so well with: the social game and the physical game.

I’m also sharing idol guesses with Tyler and Lexi individually, so that could be useful.

"makalu"

- Hey it's for me to leave my INV rating and discover the great world of utr city. The council turned out great even if i was the target of Jared because of my poor social skill. I should be worry about that for the next council. For now i have a 5 persons alliance with JP, Trey, Vincent and Karsten. I especially trust the last one. The fact that he takes the time to speak French with me let me think that he really wants to work with me. It's exactly the kind of player that i want on my side because he seems social and i need that to compensate my weakness. For the 3 other, JP is fun but erratic, i'm not sure that he will be loyal ally, Vincent is a great guy and i played with him once and i don't really talk to Trey, i need to be more social with him, i know that he is a good player and i don't want to be his enemy this early. For the player outside of the alliance, i like Seamus and we share the same timezone, Emily is nice but she sounds really fake and didn't talk à lot with Joey and Medha.

"makalu"

- We were robbed of this reward.... also oml im so sick of these people starting conversations with me literally just to say hi how are you.... get to the point PLEASE???? or starting conversations and not responding like .....

"yangra"

- I don't get it. I just don't get it. WHO IS THIS WOMAN AND WHERE DID SHE COME FROM. ALL THE FACTS LINE UP EXCEPT THAT SHE IS NICE. RIGHT? RIGHT? I DONT KNOW. I SOUND SO FUCKING WEIRD BUT WHO CARES AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I JUST WANNA KNOW WHO YOU AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARE WHY WONT YOU JUST SAY IT UGH. WHO IS THIS PERSON. UGH. So yeah, we won the flag making comp. This also makes me really think every flag ever made in a discord org is the suckiest piece of shit ever. Like, come on i havent seen a single flag in my 2 orgs here that is worse than a single one, like jesus christ. But hey, a win is a win, and now our idol grid looks like a crossword puzzle. Neat.

Day 5
"makalu"

- I gotta try my hardest today in the challenge!! Those in the pool of people who lost will be the ones on the chopping block. That aint me

"makalu"

- I'm in a super secret alliance of 5, with myself, Karsten, Jp, Trey, and Damien. I'm hoping that it's still a secret, but I can't be sure of it. It's obviously still in my best interest to work with them, because I have no reason not to.

Aside from them, I think the person I'm working closest with is Joey. I'm always weary of people like him because he could easily be forming connections with everyone on the tribe. He could be a dangerous threat later on, but right now there's nothing to gain from voting him out.

My next move is to lay low, because I'm guessing people might think of me as someone who was heavily involved with Jared's vote. I was the person who spread that Jared wanted to vote Seamus, which really got people to vote for him for his messy gameplay. He was already the vote for not really talking to people, so I don't know if I actually did anything to change anyone's mind. That doesn't mean that everyone believes that. So if we lose, I'm just going to go along with the super secret alliance. I'm not sure who we'd vote. Probably going to end up being Medha, but I would be good with Seamus or Joey (he's still someone who would be helpful in a swap, so I'm not thinking it's a good idea yet)

"yangra"

- AAAAA I'm super nervous, this was not my challenge. I crack under pressure and hate being timed. I already know my time wasn't the lowest, but it was far from the best. I just hope that if we do lose, everyone would go for the obvious target, Jenna, who literally did not help in the first challenge whatsoever. I'm probably being irrationally worried but I just hope we win.

"yangra"

- Fuck my ass if I fucking didnt stutter on someone I could have at least made it closer. ugh..... whatever. I don't think I'm in any danger here. Just gotta keep the foursome strong

Day 6
"makalu"

- I'm glad we don't have to go to a second tribal in a row. Feels good winning, and being a part of the win. Part of me is glad that we don't have to test our alliance of five (Karsten/Damien/Vincent/JP/Trey) again. I think Damien and Vincent seem like decent guys who I'm really clicking with. I trust them to have my back if my name comes up and to at least give me a heads up. Trey i'm weary of, but I think we've bonded a little bit discussing his grandmother in a real way so we're cool for the moment. JP though... something about him makes me think he's gonna be a flipper. Vincent and Damien think Seamus (who isn't in our core-five) is pretty cool, so i'm trying to feel him out a bit more. If anyone in our five tries to make a move, I think it'll be JP first.

"makalu"

- I am SAFE, Trey is getting distant my stomach was filling with butterflies. That dude is talking to EVERYONE, I feel it. Glad to be immune praise Buddha

"yangra"

- We lost the challenge but I feel we all did quite well. There's one person in our tribe who hasn't been pulling their weight, unfortunately they will be my vote.

"yangra"

- Tribal time! I think it's gonna be pretty straight forward, and I'm sorry to the boot, but it has to be done! I hope we can make our tribe stronger going into the next immunity challenge, and that this is just a blip in our performance.

"yangra"

- So we lost and the name that's going around is actually Shay which isn't too surprising because she did sit out and like Jenna she just hasn't been around really. But I still want Jenna out like asap, I mean she left my "hi" on read...how do you ignore a "hi" ..it's literally just a hi. Anyways my paranoia has spiked up x50 because I got the lowest losing time and because of how strangely quickly Shay's name started going around. Some people have been short with me lately and I'm gonna hope it's my own paranoia. I think it would make no logical sense to go after me or even bring my name up when I've been one of the most active people on the tribe, and was one of the most helpful in the first immunity. But I don't know, I've had a stressful week and haven't been having the conversations I'd like to have had with people but again, it just wouldn't make any sense for someone to throw my name out for this vote.

"yangra"

- So full disclosure, I was barely awake when I did this challenge and I do not actually remember doing it. It was 7 AM and I hadn't fallen asleep so my great decision making skills lead me to that. So if I, by some insane twist of fate, get voted out of the tribe on my birthday, that's probably where I'm going to place all of the blame. But that shouldn't happen, looks like the Shay vs Jenna show.