A Freaking Frustrating Day/Confessionals

Day 4
"trebizond"

- I can’t believe this tribe is talking about Yugioh... it was fun like 12 years ago, but I didn’t expect people our age to talk about it. I guess whatever is a similarity. Big fan of this challenge though looking forward to hopefully getting another clue

"trebizond"

- HEY I FOUND THE IDOL YEEEET

I'm debating whether or not I should tell Claire. If I tell her, that'll improve her trust in me, but if it doesn't then she could use that info against me, and I know Claire is pretty crafty. If I don't tell her and lie about the location (because we've been sharing guess locations with each other) then there's a chance that she'll not trust me and look at the information and figure it out herself that I was lying. I really don't know what to do. We actually had an entire day of bonding during the challenge believe it or not. We had a rabb.it date and reminded each other about the posting times and what not. We click pretty well and like pretty much all the same things. I'm pretty sure she could pass as my sock honestly. But the thing is, I DON'T know how much she trusts me despite all that because she could've just did all that to win me over.

All of THAT aside, we won the immunity challenge and luckily I managed to contribute enough to not be considered the weakest link on the tribe. So, if the vote comes down to tribe strength, then I most likely will be taken off the chopping block. In terms of social game though, I've been pretty slacking on bonds. I'm using the immunity break as an excuse but I'll definitely try to strengthen or reforge them later.

"chalcedon"

- lowkey feel bad for basty, like i 100% lead him on too much but i just wanted to know who he was voting for and if by some miracle he had numbers. but that's just the game i guess :( cool dude though

"trebizond"

- Ok so im loving this season so far! It’s only been 4 days and I’m having a lot of fun ^.^ I think already being a winner took the pressure off because I don’t have this pressure to perform well you know? Like no matter where I place, I still have a win under my belt and I’m one of 30 people on 703 Survivor to say that so I love it lol I’m gonna enjoy my time and my cast mates in Byzantium and enjoy the fucking ride and see where it takes me 🖤

"chalcedon"

- Lowkey hoping we lose this immunity challenge since I always forget to look for idols. WITH THAT SAID HOWEVER, it’s a great chance to prove my worth to this tribe after flubbing the last one so I’m still going to go hard on it!

"chalcedon"

- so things are looking pretty damn good for me right now at least. i mean, i managed to get myself in 3 alliances before and after the first vote, so thats pretty dope.and i have a fairly good relationship with everyone here, esp with linus and charlie w tho. i can see charlie w being my ride or die for most of this game, and i'm intentionally aligning myself with linus and staying close to him because i know he'll be a huge threat for a good portion of the game, and i want to use him as a meatshield, same with charlie w since he seems to be playing pretty damn hard early on. i like everyone else a lot too, milke, justin and the other charlie. i just really hope we dont lose the next challenge tho, cause we'll lose someone i like and more than likely it's gonna be either charlie p or milke :( At this point the only thing that could fuck me over is if we keep losing immunities, cause now i'll just be losing allies that i could work with later on during swaps/merge

"trebizond"

- Things have been pretty relaxed so far. After winning the first Immunity Challenge though, I wanted to use the time to get to know people more and develop solid relationships with them early on. That way, once we lose, I would be able to have some sort of cushion from being voted out. I managed to talk to everyone on my tribe and overall, I like Konrad the most and I can see myself working with him moving forward.

"trebizond"

- So I’m really feeling this tribe I think socially I’m in a good spot, really like Tyler I want to work with him really badly I think it would be fun and I have had good conversations with Andre Claire and the other two I can’t remember all the names lol, but honestly I feel like I’m in a good spot, challenges are NOT my strong point, but if I can build my connections I should be absolutely fine. Slowly build relations so I can use them as the game goes on. Thats what I do best!

"edessa"

- With Edessa winning immunity last round, I wanted to take a break from any game talk and really get to know my tribemates cause there are some really cool people here! The thing is that almost no one sounds 100% interested in the conversation and it’s a little alarming. Being a Beauty, you would assume everyone here is super social and while that’s true for the tribe chat… it translates quite differently in private messages. I’ve been left on read more times than the number of days in this season and it’s not cute whatsoever. I just hope that it’s not because my social game is weak and people don’t like me or don’t want me here cause that’d hurt a bit.

"edessa"

- Despite my entire focus being on this game now (*insert eye emoji*), my focus isn’t showing in the challenges. The early game of Survivor is so dependent on strength, whether it be physical or social, that a step in the wrong direction is one step closer to getting your torch snuffed. Although my challenge strength isn’t the BEST per se (which is why I sat out of the reward challenge), I do think I’m social enough that people want to trust me. For whatever reason, I’ve been getting a lot of information about the idol and where others are searching. I’ll take whatever I can get at this point, so thanks guys <3

"trebizond"

- https://youtu.be/LLrUQ2l1zso

"trebizond"

- https://youtu.be/zbhCBXpwD-E

Day 5
"trebizond"

- Salutations friends. I decided to not tell Claire about the idol after all. She doesn't need to know just yet and it's not like I liiiiiiiiied~

I am so glad we didn't win reward because the less clues my tribe has, the less suspicious they will get. Granted, they'll still be suspicious anyway. As for this immunity challenge, yeah I'm banking on us losing. In any case, I'll definitely check up on everyone on the tribe in the morning so they know I'm not excluding them or anything. No alliances have been made as far as I know, I mean I can't imagine any of the others on the tribe being aligned officially just yet. It's kind of concerning how little of a pulse I have on the tribe dynamics I have, but I guess it's too early to tell. I guess we'll see how things play out if we do go to tribal. I hope that we have an easy vote if we do so I don't have to use my idol. I imagine we can take out a unsocial person with ease, granted I'm not that person.

Will I be completely safe if we lose immunity? Probably not. I'm not contributing to this challenge as much as I would like to. I can't help that I'm not able to though. I mean, I just don't remember! I hope my efforts in the first immunity challenge keep my name out of the water. Okay, I'm just rambling at this point bye

"edessa"

- This is great, I love my team and I'm sad I have to sit this one immunity challenge out, but I literally have no memory of the video except that I look fat, but not as fat as I actually am. ^.^ so thanks for that Queen Nadine <3 The Axon challenge was a lot of fun, happy with my score but someone got over 200, he's someone to keep an eye on. Starting to make some close alliances, but it's tricky because my whole team is amazing right now, if we had to vote I would have no idea who to go for.

"trebizond"

- My tribe just bombed that challenge, which sucks! I really wanted to get another clue to the Hidden Immunity Idol and potentially find it, but looking on the bright side, at least the challenge was only for reward. In addition, I managed to prove my worth to my tribe by being the highest scorer among us, so I hope that can keep me safe for a little while.

"chalcedon"

- For today’s immunity challenge we have to remember the intro video that was shown at the start. I think thisnimmunity is really important not just for safety hut for the fact that our tribe will be 2 men down going forward. I honestly know nothing at call regarding the challenge so I’m just letting my tribe do it. Not much has been going on in the game with me so far, my idol guesses were wrong and I’m not sure what the clue really means. Facebook orgs are defiantly more based on social gamr and its veeg apparent. I haven’t had much strategical talk outside of the Basty vote out, so maybe I’m on the outside. We will wait and see but I’m hoping my tribes memory is good.

"trebizond"

- So I'm a bit worried on if we lose this tribal I can't tell if anyone is really playing game I don't believe too many people are considering we haven't lost yet but we normally have that obv first boot on a tribe when you play an org and that just isn't here I hope my challenge scores (lord never thought I'd say that) would get me through the first vote if that happens but it would suck to vote someone out cause honestly everyone here is great I just hope it wouldn't be me but I'm not gonna go to paranoia city cause that equals you're done

"edessa"

- With sweet victory comes even sweeter rewards and Edessa got that in the form of an idol clue! In no way, shape, or form did I help get that for our tribe but I’m a little greedy and selfish sometimes and need to snatch that idol. In some odd way, I’ve reduced the idol to 27 spaces on the grid and if everyone on the tribe shares with me what they’ve been getting, I’ll know where or who has it (hopefully). The Hidden Immunity Idol is a forbidden fruit that could lead you down a path of misery, but I’m ready to leave the garden and enter the game.

"edessa"

- My friendships with everyone have been pretty great, but I do feel like my connections to Nicole and BSam are lacking compared to the rest of my tribe. BSam constantly leaves me on seen and like boy, if you saw the message… at least give me a half-ass answer so I can feel slightly better! I do also feel that he’s taken a leadership role pretty early on and that will for sure bite him in the ass because leaders often lead themselves to their own demise. I tried to reach out to him and butter him up by saying he was a pretty dope dude and that he’s the only person I’ve shared idol guesses with, which is certainly not the case but he seems to be loving it so yay! With Nicole, she’s a nice girl but she does add any sort of substance to a conversation and it’s a little worrying. I’d love to fix that, but if not… not sure how much I can do.

"trebizond"

- https://youtu.be/QlyABG2etTs