Board Thread:Survivor 41: Phi Pan Nam/@comment-10242823-20191012015933/@comment-38878628-20191012034030

Hey Alex!

So I'll be straight up with you and say that I never once felt like I was using you or was never genuine with you. I obviously lied to you when I was voting you out, since I had better bonds with the remaining 4, but that doesn't mean beforehand that I was being fake to you at all!

The first two vote offs at the merge weren't attacks at you at all. Maynor and I simply never talked, plus others wanted him out too. Derek on the other hand wasn't someone I wanted to leave...yet that hurt my game and I lost some trust in Kyle for flipping on us.

Also, I don't know what you've been told, but Evan DID tell me he was hearing Jason and your name on his elimination TC. On Sep. 26, 3:28pm, he messaged me asking what I was thinking for the vote. Then said he'd been hearing your name and Jason. Then...stated he's "really leaning towards Alex." That's striaght up what he told me. Then said he'd be voting you out. I came and told you because I didn't want to see you go. I used information given to me by your alliance to try and help keep you in the game. Even though they were lying to me about their votes, I came to you about it. And remember when Evan yelled at you before he was gone from the chat...you told me that proved a lot and I still think it shows I'm not lying. I wanted to work with you and help you out in whatever way I could.

When you had doubts about the Chloe vote, I proved to you what vote was mine and told you I wouldn't lie to you. That I was trying to protect you. Which was 100% truth.

And when we voted you off, I straight up came and informed you that people wanted me to vote you out...I tried to be as open and honest with you the entire time we played together. And to prove I really didn't want to vote you off, I threw out the idea of Tyler using the idol on you to save you. I knew it was a risk voting you out and letting Anthony, Jason, and Kyle make that move to get you out. I took the risk and went into the F5 a tad nervous I'd be next, which I almost was. Tyler didn't want to use his idol on you, since he wanted to save it for us, so I respected that. But I think that proves that I WAS looking out for you and being genuine about everything we talked about.

I seriously like you Alex and think you're a wonderful dude! I just had deals and agreements with other before you. I seriously hope we can work together in a future camp one day. You were amazing <3