Board Thread:Survivor 21: Kerala/@comment-25204107-20161208095914/@comment-27707100-20161208234536

I guess pinning you as disingenuine is probably not entirely fair, but my problem with you is that I couldn't trace your motive. I didn't know why you were spilling so much information about your old tribe to me, when I really initially hadn't done anything to earn your trust. I thought maybe you were trying to bring me closer by just dumping a lot of information, and by the time I could reconcile with it, it would have been a lot worse for my game to try and save you than keep you in. Sorry about that.

As for me being ingenuine. There've been things that you've told me about your personal life that I haven't shared with anyone and I never will! I know a lot of my gameplay seems convoluted and fake but the one on one conversations I had with people were real, and were especially so in your case. Unfortunately by the time you had told me the REALLY personal information, I think I had already written your name down, and I couldn't think of changing it. I had a really tough time pinning who you were close with, so I just kinda assumed you were working on getting close to everyone and playing from the middle, which was what I really wanted to do, and it would have been a lot harder to pull off with multiple people trying to do the same thing.

But yeah, everything that we talked about life-wise was genuine, and don't get it twisted. I just don't think I got enough time to know you in the game to figure out which direction you were going and it scared me. I'm sorry that hurt your feelings. That's totally on me, but I hope we can be friends after the game is over. I enjoyed the talks we had. :)

FINAL QUESTION: 

Asa - I don't think Asa played to her win condition very much. The impact she had on the game was very minute if at all, and she kinda put herself in a position where she eliminated a lot of people that had a less impressive resume than her towards the end, making her an easy goat for most of the game, and I don't think that was her intention.

Kon - I don't think Kon had near as much power as he claimed to have ingame, and as you said, that's kinda reflected in his consistent paranoia. I don't think if you had any level of control in the game that you would be paranoid at all. I was probably online to talk with people as long as he was most days, and even when he won immunity and was safe he was still paranoid. He had no grasp on how people were really voting despite how he's framing it to be. Every time someone even gave a hint of saying his name he went into a frenzy that literally drove me fucking insane every round, so don't believe him when he said he "was playing the middle" and "always felt safe" or whatever he claims, because his actions clearly contradict either of those claims.

I'm really glad you asked me this question, because voting you out really sucked for me on a personal level. I really liked talking to you, and I felt like I didn't get enough to time to explain why, but i hope that after this game is over if you're still upset with me, if this didn't mend it we can still be friends.