Board Thread:Survivor: Socotra (Season 15)/@comment-1524497-20160225001236/@comment-26525586-20160226204352

Thanks Miguel for this speech. I replied you yesterday, but at last minute I click on a back-button and everything wich I wrote were done. So today I will re-answer you. I think your speech so very detail with 4 question for me, I respect that. You were amazing player, now you made an amazing speech.

First, I agree I was very annoy in Darsah. But I think I should win survivor. Because it's my strategy in the pre-merge where I was underdog. I managed to be an annoying people to make everyone think I was freaking and not dangerous. I talked to you, Bryce, Charlie everyday when we were in Darsah. Let put in my situation, if I was confident, I was voted out after Luna. Bryce told me that he had a liite brother so he understand what I think. Yeah, that is what I want all of you think about me in Darsah. I want to be an little sister who you can control in the game. But i'm not. Because did you see how I play in the merge? I wasn't paranoid much like I did in Darsah. I planned to make a move, and I was more confident to talk with anyone.

Second, I WANT TO CONFIRM AGAIN, I DIDNT FLIP IN THE SWAP. I was very honest with you in the swap, I told everything that I talk with the matiaf. But you and Bryce didn't trust me and 2 of you made another alliance with Rob. This is also a reason why I blindside Rob in the merge, man. And when I did this move I know it's no Matiaf vs Darsah more, it's every game. Let think back about the swap, did you talk anything about Rob with me?No. Did I talk about the matiaf with you? Yes. I told you that I just acted like I flip to get information to know they had an artifact or not. How about my loyalty? Yeah, I still confirm that I was very loyal. I'm loyal with who is loyal with me. I'm loyal with who is in the bottom like me. I'm loyal with who didn't have anyone else except me. And I managed to protect them to go as far as with me. In the other hand with your question, Do you want me to be loyal with you when you had alliance with Rob, Nick ( not only me, not only Darsah) ? Do you want me to be loyal and I will en up in final 8? You came to here to play, and me too. So I know how to be loyal. I cant to be loyal with 19 peoples else in this game, I just can to be loyal with my real ally who can go far with me. Beside you, I think I still kept my word with so many one in Darsah, so I believe someone in Darsah still vote for me. Sorry, I just need to lie when I need to do a move, not lie everytime, Miguel. <3

Third, When I fight with Lex in the tribe. I know it's my mistake. I agree what did you think when u are a jury. Everything from me is wrong. I accept it. But let put yourself in my game. Everyone also had their limit, and so do i. It's not the first time she fight to me in the tribe and create the drama. I really like this question of you "Is it really fair to get mad at someone for wanting you out when you also wanted them out?". Yeah, let come back to final 6. Who did plan to blindside me first? Bryce, lex, just because it's not successful, if not I wont be here. And did I get mad at them after that? No. I played a game with stratery, so I know who I need to vote first, second,.... But why she can get mad at me and call me is bitch when I vote her in final 5? . After all, Do i think i handled that situation poorly? a little bit, because I was very very calm in some last tribal, and that fight happen just because it touch my limit. I always told to Lex that I didn't hate her, I didn't hate anyone in this game but she and someone still said that they hate me. lol it's base on their mind, so I cant control it. But i'm sre i'm not shy with anything I did.

Last, did i have any premades going into the season? Yes. But it happened in day 1, not pregame, because I didn't know who I will play with so how I made it pregame. Come to this game, we also need some relation who we have known before to make our easily. I think it's a part of the game. But I didn't go with all of them straighly, I still go with who I need to go with base on the game. I still vote ella out because it's necessary, I cant protect Luna because I was underdog player in Darsah. So I think it don't affect my game too much.

About your task, I think I cant do that because you see us as your doll, it's not respectful, guy. Sorry very much. I just remember your daughter is Purry and she is 12 years old and she played in 1st season because we have talked about that. I hope i'm not wrong... Best wishes for you <3