I'm Finally Waking Up In This Game/Confessionals

Day 26
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- Looks like I win the Purple Kelly award. You guys probably don't read these anyway ??

So back at the Ivan elimination, Mihai and I realized that everything that had fallen into place within this season was because of Ivan in one way or another. It was time to take him out so I recruited Ci'ere and Chrissa while Mihai recruited JR. Seemed simple enough. Uli already voted for Marc because of the argument so there was no way a tie was being forced except we got ratted out... Chrissa's own paranoia urged her into siding with Ivan and I found out Marc views Ivan has his closest ally and they're all teaming up.

I had no clue who Jamie and Josh were voting for but it came down to go big or go home. I played my Dark Pearl and Ivan left. The vote did form a new division. JR managed to get Josh with us and since JR and Mihai are really close, the vote packed them into a new little trio and I had to play the double-agent. Turns out Jamie joined Uli and Marc and Chrissa became outsiders.

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- After all of that, Uli was really mad that Josh and JR left him out of the blindside. He requested that he and I make a move against him with the help of Jamie and Krill. Chrissa also explained why she turned on me and so Ci'ere and I forgave her. So it was all good ??

Ci'ere accepted me as his closest ally, I fixed my friendships with JR and Josh to solidify their trust, and I made a deal with Marc to help better his position. Oh yeah then there's Jamie who still won't bother to talk to me.

For touchy subjects, it was clear that Mihai, myself, or JR was winning. And I'll admit second guessing myself did screw me the win but Mihai won and we shared the idol clue. The challenge did show how strong and impressive Mihai's social game was. He won almost every positive question and the only thing I won was most likely to win. Which I don't disagree with as long as I'm careful :v

So at tribal, it came down to Uli and Josh and it didn't feel like the right moment to split my little allegiance with Josh, losing JR and Mihai's trust in the process. Blindsiding Uli only meant Jamie was getting pissed off, but who cares? So everyone was rallied up and Uli left and I received my first vote *cries*

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- I have a plan. It's very very risky because it could put me, Mihai and Josh in a terrible position next tribal. But, if it works, it's basically smooth sailing to the final 3. It's simple really. All I have to do is convince people to vote Ci'ere or Andrew out. Preferably Andrew. The risk here is that whoever is left in that duo could reel in the three floaters and vote us one by one. That's why Andrew needs to go out first. Ci'ere burnt his connections to Jamie, Chrissa, and Marc at the Ivan vote so he will have a terrible chance of the getting the floaters to flip. Mihai, Josh and I have an advantage though. No one knows how tight we are. They think we are just solo players and that's it.

Wait. Based on the challenge, I have 0.0000000000000001% chance winning against Mihai and Josh. I can't be in the final 2 or 3 with them! As much as I hate to do this, I'm going to have to betray them later on. I'm still going to do my plan but I might have to flip next tribal  ??

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- So now I've got the most of my exams out of the way I'm finally waking up in this game. Last TC, I exposed the plans to vote out Josh to him, but I'm pretty sure he was already safe before I did lol... And yeah, Uli went. This TC, I'm just working on weakening Mihai. He's fucking annoying and I want him GONE.

Apparently he's in a trio with JR and Josh according to Ci'ere, and I wanna SPLIT THAT UP. I mean I could be getting voted off after I had that GODAWFUL thing used on me but :)) who knows! ANYWAY, my MISSION from here on out is to get Mihai out ??.

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- I just had my first conversation ever with Marc last night. Talking to Marc, and seeing this challenge results, it made me question if I really do want Mihai in the end with me. The advantage of getting rid of Ivan and Uli at the last previous round made Jamie and Marc sort of a free agent and they BOTH came to me asking for an alliance. I will keep them in my back pocket so that when its time for me to make my move for a possible Mihai blindside, I can pull it off and I would have the numbers. Of course I would need to get rid of Ciere first so I hope Mihai finally decides to vote out Ciere because I'm getting so impatient fkfkdjslrkskd

Day 27
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- Ci'ere. Wow. I thought you're going to stay with me for at least one more round but you don't seem to pay your debts fully. Honestly, it's my fault. I got too confident in these few votes that I did not see a counter alliance looming. Josh just told me the Ciere formed an alliance with everyone else but me, Josh and Mihai. Uh oh. That's not good. That's not good at all! Wait, one of these people is Chrissa. Girl, do you have stockholm syndrome or something? Ci'ere openly berated and put you down in front of everyone else and now you still want to work with him??? Same goes to you, Marc. And to some extent, Jamie.

The person that told Josh this is Andrew. Andrew, of all people, is now my alliance's lifeline. Josh and I tried to look for the idol but it's better if we get people to flip so here we are. Since we need to flip Andrew, we need to do what he wants. So, since Andrew suggested Marc, we're going to vote for Marc. I'm just sooo stressed out right now because of this!!

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- http://prnt.sc/b4ypjw honestly when will your fave....get ready to add 3 or 4 more to that vote count!!!! (skull) (victory)

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- Apparently, everyone knows about our trio. I'm sooo blind! Here I am, rambling about no one having any idea about my alliance and in reality, everyone is already plotting against us!! So, Mihai, Josh and I planned our move. We're going to try to flip Marc on our side and use Mihai's vote canceller. The problem here is that Marc won't have any intentions in staying with us once Ci'ere is gone. I just don't want to go home. I love playing this game sooooo much!

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- #WheresJamie2k16 and why isn't she letting me sleep ?? She's not around when I'm awake even if it's like, afternoon from where she lives and she always talks to me when I'm asleep. These timezones man.... It will be the death™ of me

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- Big change before tribal. I have managed to talk to both Marc and Jamie today and both have expressed thoughts about wanting to take Ciere out. Yes. Of course! OMG EXACTLY!!! I basically agreed to what they are saying and right now, I have a glimmer of hope that this tribal will be on my favour. With Marc, I asked him if he is willing to vote for Ciere and his reasoning. He told me his thoughts and although I'm a little wary, it's still good that maybe he's with us. Jamie, on the other hand, is most likely with us. First, we had a nice little chit chat and had some catching up. After that, I asked her about this tribal. We talked for a while and to be honest, it was a nice chat. She made some deals though. She wants to take out Mihai and Josh at 4 and 5 due to their threat status and I couldn't agree more. In the end, I think convinced her in taking Ci'ere out plus I now have a solid f2 and f3 deals!!!JR

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- I take offense being called a minion. Who would wanna be associated by those yellow abominations????

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- Apparently, everyone knows about our trio. I'm sooo blind! Here I am, rambling about no one having any idea about my alliance and in reality, everyone is already plotting against us!! So, Mihai, Josh and I planned our move. We're going to try to flip Marc on our side and use Mihai's vote canceller. The problem here is that Marc won't have any intentions in staying with us once Ci'ere is gone. I just don't want to go home. I love playing this game sooooo much!

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- Things have changed and my idea for now is to open up new horizons since I don't want myself to be carried away by anyone. I know that Andrew will go after me and I will not hesitate to do whatever it takes to remove him from my path. I am in a new, and perhaps temporary alliance, with Mihai, Josh and JR, it might take me further. It might be my only chance to move forward and I will take advantage of it, no doubt.

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- So Ci'ere is voting Josh and apparently everyone else is too, but I don't want Ferrar to just die off... I'm thinking that I might shake shit up, potentially cause a 4-4 tie. Who knows! Hopefully if I do that, JR and Josh will cut Mihai, or I could even flip back next TC and vote Mihai off lol… And Josh might have that vote negater thing?? 4-3?? Iconic!

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- So, this tribal it seems marc and ciere are the targets, although I feel they might go for josh or jr without telling me. I want ci'ere out because I'm tired of him making alliances and not include me in those chats. He still hasnt realised that andrews tells me everything that's going on. I really trust jr and joshua and if ciere goes than we will be so close to reach f3. That if I decide to go with them and not someone I could use as a goat like marc. Also, andrew and his idol could be problematic, but somehow, he's never the target and he's still useful to me with the info he gives, so he has to stay a bit longer. Jamie is the key this vote, but I wont talk to her because I'm afraid of how angry she could be.