I Want A Queen To Conquer This Game/Confessionals

Day 10
"miranta"

- So all went according to plan and RobDawg left. He self voted which I’m lowkey happy about cuz otherwise I think he woulda voted me! Swap! The new tribe divisions are hilarious, 4-1-1-1-1 and 2-2-2-2. Unfortunately, I’m a 1, but I think I’m in an okay spot? First of all Mikey isn’t on much, apparently didn’t even accept Matt’s friend request LOL and only added me once we swapped. Also, idk how much of this is true with this Nicole Justin drama? Idk it seems kinda fake but could be real?!!! And Nicole said Sam and Justin are bffs now even though they targeted each other in Byzantium so I have no idea what to think. At least there’s cracks but me Matt and Nicole have made a trio and I also have a good bond with Sam, medium with Maddie, Justin, and Nathaniel, and barely with Mikey….Also mood at Nathaniel exposing Carthage in the chat for Messana getting dissolved due to one of us finding the idol I was panicking until king Fitz comes on and says it was random what a legend. Also everyone probably thinks Nadine has it not me LOL. Having the idol is also a curse tho cuz 1 it is making me more paranoid than I would normally be and 2 you kinda have to be in minority to use it and hopefully I’m not in the minority anytime soon! As for the other tribe I’m encouraging Eve to work with Nadine/Fariha cuz I really see Eve in my endgame plans too… She’s so interesting! so many awesome people in this cast which is amazing, it will suck when it comes to voting :(

"kesha"

- So the swap ended up being pretty favorable for me. For starters, I come to this tribe with my tightest ally from my previous tribe in Jenna. Secondly, I have the person whom I gifted an idol to in Toby. We also have a close ally of Toby's in Rhys. Immediately I forged the missing links to these relationships and developed a four person group with these lovely people. This tribe also has other nice additions that I really wouldn't like to get rid of right now. Fariha, Nadine, Eve, and Matthias are all lovely and nice people, and to be honest I'm unsure who my group of four would want to target if we lost. Although we may not be the odds on favorite to win many of these challenges, I think what might help us out if is this group can work together well and communicate. Tbh I think there is potential for that.

Day 11
"kesha"

- Hi! I wasn't able to write confessionals here for a while, but I got some time to do so. So after brutally ending Robdawg's game, Benj and I found the Messana idol and now tribes have swapped. Fariha's with me in the same swapped tribe, and she's still a queen even if we had to stubbornly talk with each other for 30 minutes regarding me grabbing the individual immunity for myself, because she was very team-strong. But I understood her worries - after all that's said was done, I gave her my word that we'll make it to the end. Even if one or two falls along the way.

"kesha"

- So in this swapped tribe called Kesha, I found myself liking Eve and Brandon a lot more. Especially since Brandon's trying so hard in this posting challenge, because he goofed up at the last one, so he's reversing the curse. And Eve is a DESIGNER QUEEN! We started looking for idols together, as well as me with Fariha. I told my queen Fariha where the Messana idol was, to hopefully build some trust between us. I also like Jenna! I want all girls to band together because I'm worried of a huge guys alliance in the merge. I'm just not sure what to do if we ever come to tribal, because 2-2-2-2 is a very tricky division within this tribe. I do know that I would want a guy to go home next. I want a queen to conquer this game.

"kesha"

- First off, hehe at Miránta making an unnoticed mistake in the challenge. Nicole was telling me how fast her tribe was and I was just like ‘mhmm, good to know how attentive y’all are’.

But beyond that, I’m fucking overjoyed at this tribe swap. #Tobrandon (bless his ass for finding the Bora Bora idol and giving it to me) are united at last, I’m with Rhys, the love of my life, and I’m getting along great with Jenna, Matthias, Fariha, and Nadine (who voluntarily has given me a ton of challenge help without me asking, like a fully completed spreadsheet of all the names for boot order, bless).

I’ve created the United Gaytions with Brandon, which is a solid fallback on this tribe. I’m not going to need to do anything too crazy rn, just sit back and cruiseninto merge as my allies roll out my red carpet.

"kesha"

- Hey!I am here with some post swap thoughts.I think I am pretty happy with the swap,the people with whom I have talked to more are all here.But all I have talked about are non game stuff,so I don't know if they take me seriously or think I am strategically weak.But how I can I talk strategy when we are not even in a tribal! I really like Toby,he is a very smart person and very easy to talk to.If he asks me to be in an alliance with him I would probably join in a heartbeat.Eve seems nice but we have timezone issues,whenever I am on she is not and vice versa.Rhys is cool too and I talked to him quite a bit in the first few days but I dont know where we stand now.Brandon is okayish,we are only getting to know each other so hopefully something good will come out of it.Matthias doesnt really talk to me much but he is online all the time so I guess he doesnt really like me.Jenna is nice but we only had some hi hellos.She isnt very active it seems. If we have to go to a tribal with this tribe I will have no clue where to go to.But I like it this way,atleast for now.I dont want to talk all strategy and raise red flags so early in the game.

"kesha"

- About the other tribe,I am so happy I am not there.First reason is Justin and Sam,they are the only 2 people on the cast still left who havent talked to me at all.It's not like hannah or Jenna who weren't very active,they are always in the one world chat,so it makes them scary for me.I hope that tribe loses and one of them goes out.But thats very unlikely to happen as Benj is there and he and nadine are always talking about working together with byz.Nadine was a host in byz so she has easy connection to them,But almost everyone in the cast has played with each other before or hosted the others.So I am not really worried about those connections. Nathanial is a smart cookie.The way he wanted to stir up drama in the one world chat about messana idol was awesome.I like a drama king. Among the others I have talked to Nicole a lot.but so has appearantly everyone else.She is really good both socially and in challanges,another Nadine on the rise maybe.No wonder she has been to so many ftc already. Matt is a nice guy,another social threat..Nadine is worried that there may be a guys alliance in the merge and I can see that happen too honestly.Lastly Nadine told that Benj has the idol after I asked her.It made me sort of sad that I didnt find it and they didnt tell me about it when they found it,but I guess its okay.It doesnt really matter whether she or benj had it as it's a one world season,so for all I know they will just share it aamong themselves

"miranta"

- So we unfortunately swapped. I'm stuck here on the new Miranta with all the old Miranta, Matt, Benj, and Nathaniel. No Rhys or Toby. I feel alone, even though I have Nathaniel and Justin with me.

Not even three hours after the swap, Justin tells me that Nicole is targeting me. She wants me out because "no one wants him" on the tribe between the Byzantiums. I'm over it, really. I'm just frustrated that I don't even get to do anything and someone else is lying about me. I just wanna give up, but I'm not.

And now we're losing the challenge. Someone screwed up a word and we're gonna lose now. I have no idol, barely any allies, against a group of four. If I'm still here on Day 13 then it will have been the doing of a godsend.

Wish me luck.

Day 12
"kesha"

- Hi so we just got the first two clues for Kesha idol.And they were the same clues from before.So I asked Nadine if she knew where the Messana idol was so maybe we could find a clue.And she said it was Eden from Chile.Guess what??Eden from Chile wasnt even on the doc she shared with me.So she had already found the idol when she shared the doc with me :/ That makes me disappointed.Mostly because what are you thinking Nadine??That I wont see that Eden isnt on the doc??Why couldnt u just make up some other name and tell me that.I prefer a well made lie than feeding BS

"miranta"

- God this is why I hate one world. Ok so we swapped with 4-1-1-1 from OG tribes. I'm one of the 1's with Mikey, Nathaniel and Benj and the whole Miranta v1.0 tribe as well are together. Then we lose the challenge cause Justin the fool can't copy and paste correctly (like how the FUCK do you mess that UP) and now all hell is breaking loose cause Nicole and Justin are meta targeting each other out, but via Mikey instead of Justin HIMSELF. And now Sam and I are the swing votes and we are trying to figure how to appease both sides of the tribe ffs. And THEN I GET EVE AND RHYS MESSAGING ME TO SAVE MIKEY. LIKE NO STOP FUCKING INTERFERING AND LET ME FIGURE THIS OUT. ugh god I fucking HATE one world and tribal