No Sis No/Confessionals

Day 10
"ahr"

- OK y’all it’s time for my thoughts on everything. i haven’t made one of these in TOO LONG, so here we fuckin go!!

so first off, so excited there was a swap. the secret tribe was cute!!! i adore annajane obv, and she’s already like. my person in this game. michael and i have been talking too but he’s literally fucking crazy, i adore him with my whole heart but sis is like telling me that him and i are f2, he loves me so much, him and i are “ride or dies” or whatever (btw i h8 that phrase ew gag me with a spoon) michael told me that thomas brought my name up but idrc, w that first tribal my name is going to be out there for most likely this whole game and ig im going to have work past that.

so at the river i won the challenge (years of doing restaurant kid’s menu mazes PAID TF OFF) and so now if i get to the f10 im guaranteed f9, it basically functions as an immunity necklace. SOOOOOOO if i make it there then im automatically placed higher than i did on bar!! yayayayayay!!!!!!!

im so fucking sad that matthew got voted off, literally he’s the cutest thing ive ever seen maybe ever?? i was going to take him to the end if that was an option UGH...

i think i want to align w women this season, men scare me so much and like girls are so sweet and fun and i love them!!!!!! anna is my number one tho, i love that girl........ she’s my sister ❤️❤️

"ahr"

- https://bit.ly/2PEBWSB

"eburone"

- wooooo nora survived!! I hope that means she had some allies or something stable at least. Of COURSE there's a selfie scavenger hunt... i hate that challenge so fucking much skljhfslkjda but WHATEVER!! I know annajane is amazing at it so i think her tribe is probably gonna get first ugh... for more internal tribe things, i've been trying to cover all of my social bases by talking to everyone and i think things are going okay!! I'm actually getting along with miles and felix well but I'm also cautious because no matter what, miles is aware that I play a sneaky game and that i also didn't have the best outcome with felix, so I have to walk on eggshells with them for a bit. However, I think me and felix are getting doing really well socially, I'm trying to disarm him a bit and i think its working? I was just giving the ol "I honestly do wanna go farther with you here" smooch and I think he's taking the bait. In all honesty it definitely is something I might wanna work into in the future because felix wants to pull in annajane and matt for like a muxloe gang thing where we can dominate, and I do think that there's potential for an alliance like that to run away with the game. Do I wanna go to the end with that? hell no. Is that something I can work with for a period of time? definitely. So I just have to look at my options and figure out a path where I can maneuver through the game as best as i can

"mosel"

- Me and Jazz finally found the Idol. I keep in my mind that an idol is an advantage > as the owner, i am advantaged, it makes us powerful but not invincible. I am concerned about what am i gonna tell to Willow. Will and me looked for this idol together too. I want to keep this idol like a secret between me and Jazz. If it only depends on me, even Jazz wouldn't know about this. So, i don't want to tell it to Willow because no guarantee she will keep it in case of a swap of even the merge. Information is power in this game. I have to limited the number of person knowing about my idol. If don't reveal it to Willow, what will i gonna do??

"mosel"

- I am seriously KILLING this game. Matthew went home and that was all completely my doing. This is the first time that I have just went for it and been the one to throw out names and be the one deciding who stays and who goes. Right now even if our tribe has to go to another tribal -- I honestly feel pretty safe. Although, famous last words, right?

Going into this next challenge I still want to give it my all. Next step is getting my butt to the river and I think if I do a good job on the challenge that will be a good reason for me to get to go.

As for alliances. I still haven't made any alliance chats. Which is kind of weird for me. But Matt and I are working well together for the time being. As for everyone else -- I think Willow and Nora will basically do whatever I want to do -- but Jasmine, Jasmine is a thinker. She will be hard to manipulate. So if we do go to tribal she may have to be the next to go.

I'm also kind of hoping for a swap soon. I'd like to meet some new people and really challenge myself to see if I can stay in control of the game even with a whole new group of people to talk to!

I know for sure that as soon as I possibly can Anna Jane will be a target of mine. She seems to be really great at comps, and she has went to the river so she might be well liked as well. Anabel could also potentially be a target as I think she may be good at manipulating people. She was able to get Matthew to go to rocks for her and then she also went to the first River challenge.

Anywho, that's it for now.

"mosel"

- I finally found the perfect comparison : Chelsea is Angelina from SV David vs Goliath; Matt is Joe from SV Kaoh Rong :D <3

Day 11
"ahr"

- OK so a ton of shit went down today, least interesting of which is my lips are chapped and they hurt and i h8 it so much. sorry. just had to tell u.

alrighty so during the challenge we were a very happy content tribe. we all loved each other. we won by a landslide, it was iconic, yadayadayada. that doesn’t matter. well it matters. but. like. at the same time not really. bc we still lost a tribe member. let’s not speed ahead tho.

so after the challenge we were discussing like who was gonna go to the river and whatever and anna was like “well i let anabel go last time so i should go” which i completely agree w, and then michael lowkey threw a fit and got all pissy which was kinda funny but then anna and michael started FIGHTING and they’re both messaging me like crazy ppl ab it and im like “im doin a face mask i donut need this shit” but then michael. he fuckin. SENDS ME SCREENSHOTS OF ANNA AND HIS CONVO AND IM LIKE??????? NO SIS NO!!!!!!!!!!

so i tell anna and anna is like “u gotta tell the hosts” so i tell the hosts and then he gets KICKED OUT OF THE GAME and thank god he didn’t attack me bc ive heard that he does that and idrw be attacked rn but like im glad it’s just like the ppl im NOT scared of left on my tribe yay 🥰🥰

im glad the idol is no longer in michael’s hands bc hes just so unpredictable?? and im hoping anna or myself finds it bc i trust anna w my whole heart and she trusts me too so i think that would be ideal... idk i mean i just want to not be voted out at this point..

also can we just talk ab how absolutely CRAZY these first few rounds have been?? like first matthew goes to rocks for me, then he gets voted out (bless him), then michael just goes absolutely bananas, and then anna and i low key get him out???? like????? am i just poison rn kgjfjfjfjfjfh

also in case u were wondering the face mask was great and my skin feels like a baby’s butt thank u bye ur so pretty

"mosel"

- Omg two people are practically gone in one tribal. It goes to show that they aint playing when it comes to rulebreaking. It feels like we've gone over the hill now and are rapidly reaching the end. I feel comfortable knowing Nora holds the idol as we discuss the upcoming game and options going forward. I am betting Chelsea and Matt will try something on either myself or Nora next tribal if we are still Mosel 2.0 but that's merely speculation. Willow is definitely going to be the one to watch though. She's the middle man currently and will inevitably be the decision maker when it comes down to the wire.

"ahr"

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"mosel"

- What happened to eburone tribe during challenge? Idk. I just hope Tobi and Harold will be fine. Alyssa writing "i feel like i made great connections here" LOL im thinking directly to ashlee and tobi who probably connected with her 😑 I need to work on my connexions here before an eventual second swap. I need to solidify ties with Willow. I need to show myself as a valuable ally for Angelina oops Chels, i need to seem trustworthy for Matt. I won't let anyone in the bottom of this plan: i had to work my socialgame with everyone. My ennemy today can become an ally tomorrow. A person in the bottom can shift the power later. Anyway, tobi, try to survive! Fighting

"eburone"

- Ouch, we lost Micheal who cheated, but he sure is a challenge beast and that's a threat out. And we lost the immunity challenge too, which is sad xD. I'm in an alliance with my OG Eburone tribemates but I'm pretty sure I'm in the bottom so I better step up my social game. Also I'm pretty sure this vote will be Alyssa :)

"eburone"

- https://youtu.be/T_f5UrZd9Oc

"ahr"

- What in the actual fuck michael? I dont get the big hissy fit over the damn river. Especially since she asked the time before to go. I mean really. And then to send ss because your pissed off. Then on top of that he wanted to target me like what did I do?!?!?! Glad that bitch is gone

"eburone"

- Since I've been sick for the duration of like... the past 2 episodes? I'm going to have to do my Mega Ultra Super Recap™.

All the way back to Day 7! The swap happened! I was swapped onto Eburone with my Ahr buddy Felix! I also was with previous Mosel member Alyssa and Eburone repeats Ashlee, Harold and Tobi! My first impressions of the tribe were originally pretty scattered and to this day remain that way.

Pretty early on with my interactions with the tribe, I just noticed this awkwardness I had talking to everyone except for Felix and Tobi. It could simply just be me or timezones but conversations just went so slowly and nothing really happened like, I was kinda worried I'd become the target because I simply just didn't click with too many people.

As time went on, we won our first challenge as a team and managed to stay safe up until Day 9, which was really exciting because that'd mean I could try and get more on the ins with my tribe.

Our next challenge began and things went downhill fast. I decided to volunteer to sit out of the challenge because I was so sick I could hardly be standing for a few seconds without getting sick, so it'd be near impossible for me to find objects and take pictures of them. The tribe absolutely failed, only getting 1 point. I mean 1 point? Seriously? I could've done better and I was stuck in bed and I still could've done better on my own!

We went to tribal and things were pretty simple for the most part. Alyssa became a quick and easy target thanks to her lack of responsiveness. I did have my worries, as if we booted Alyssa, then Felix and I would be in the 3-2 minority of the tribe as the Eburone 1.0s would have the majority. Harold had told Felix that he wanted to flip over to our side, but I don't really buy it because if he did, than why wouldn't have Harold messaged me? Like, why only Felix? If you're gonna try to convince people that you want to flip over to their side, maybe message all the people you want to flip to? Whatever, as long as we win challenges we won't have to worry about this. In the end though, I decided to just go with the flow and vote out Alyssa, because it would just be too difficult to try and get Ashlee and Tobi to flip on Harold and get rid of him for threatening to flip.

I do think that it was a good idea for me to vote out Alyssa, as on her way out, she ended up voting for me, so I don't really feel bad anymore. She really should've tried to go after one of the Eburones and get Felix and I on board rather than go for me because there's a good chance that it just won't work. Oh well, the past is in the past.

This is way too much writing so I think I'm going to record everything that has happened in this past night/current day in separate confessional just so this doesn't go on for eternity.

"ahr"

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"mosel"

- Okay so not only did we not lose and not have to go to tribal --- but Michael is being kicked out of the game!!!!!!

THIS IS AMAZING. Two people are now going home and I LOVE IT. So happy to see people dropping like flies!!

Unfortunately Alyssa is going to tribal and I fear for her. She is the only one on that tribe from our OG Mosel tribe and I feel like she is in danger. But who knows maybe a miracle will happen!!!

"ahr"

- hello there, long time no see.... a lot has happened since we have last seen eachother. so we had selfie scavenger hunt and we annihilated which was awesome i had a lot of fun doing that challenge!!! and then we were deciding who would go to the river and Michael automatically says he would go and im like uh no, i let anabel go last time its my turn mainly because i was NOT going to let michael go to that and have an idol, absolutely not.

michael is someone who can't keep up his nice guy facade for long, so me just holding my ground was enough to poke at him and get that mask to fall. he showed his frustration in the tribe chat and i said he was upset and he just LOST IT in our PM's so i ignored him to really get him going. all i wanted was to just get people to see the true him and see he is not a good person. well, he sent screenshots of me and his chat i guess to anabel and BOOM THE MOMENT I WAS WAITING FOR HAPPENED, VWXYZ CHEATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cya michael!

so then we had 24 hour puzzle challenge which my tribe AGAIN FUCKING KILLLLLED IT! and i found the idol, thanks michael :) i told thomas and anabel about it to really build trust with them... i trust anabel the most but if thomas tells people thats ok, i can turn courtney against him really fast because michael told me he wanted courtney out if we lost selfie scav :) don't fuck w me boys.

so yeah super cool, i also got to go to the river but lost the challenge thing which is fine whatever i still have the idol :) anabel told me she got a legacy type advantage that she can only use at f10

so ya anabel is my #1 and thomas im just gonna use and throw to the sideeee he told me he has a relationship with felix so hopefulyl come merge i can align with them