You Are One Messy, Crazy, Paranoid Hoe/Confessionals

Day 37
"fuerza"

- I know I said I was going to sleep but my mind is just racing about this. I know I had to vote out Ivan so that way I even have a chance at getting to the end. Zane's actually really fucked up and he's playing the game really hard and everyone sees it. Hopefully I can take him out next, win final immunity, and then just let the rest play out to where I'm in the finals. But I have a feeling it's only going to get worse from here

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- *Sighs* Wow...tribal sucked. Um. This awkward now. R.I.P Ivan. that mother fucker Trace man. Always avoiding elimination.

"fuerza"

- This is crunch time. I have to keep my cool here at F5 or I'm toast.

"fuerza"

- I really need to win this challenge. Or at least Grace can't win. I love her to death, but I know I can't beat Grace if we're both sitting in the end. She's also a freak in challenges, so having her out of the way gives me a better chance of winning the FIC. But o God, if she wins all hell is gonna break lose. We can't vote for Tom because he has an idol which means that, unless they're targeting me, it'll be either Trace and Zane. And I don't want either of them to go just yet. Trace and I made a F2 deal so blindsiding him is just gonna lose his jury vote. poop emoticon

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- *Laughing my ass off* Trace and Blaine believed I had the idol this whole time...oh my jesus.Sigh...I don't even have to try in this challenge, I'm final 4 then I really need to fight to keep my ass here. But for now, just chillen.

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- I don't know how many times I have to say that talking to Tom is like talking to a rock before it stops being true. He's being so passive aggressive to me rip. I know that I'm fucked unless I pull out the next two immunity wins because I'm obviously not the most liked person here right now

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- Now I have to convince them all that I don't have the idol and just sacrafice myself, play it and Bye bye Blaine

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- So now I made a "Mistake" telling them I was voting Blaine. He's the head of everything so I expect everyone to vote me. I play the idol, and then boom the biggest threat in Blaine is gone. Then I'm left with a girl who flipped more then Rob Cesternino, a guy who hasn't won any challenges, and a guy who hasn't even participated in a bit.

Day 38
"fuerza"

- oh my god...I'm shaking right now. *Laughs* That actually worked? Wow....

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- EVEN THE ROCK CAN PULL OFF BETTER MOVES THAN ME TO FUCK ME OVER.if Tom gets to the end and wins because of that ONE move then I may die

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- Final Immunity Challenge IS JUST MINUTES AWAY and I...I was born for this. I've wrecked the Sherlocks (Andrei and Jake) I wrestled and taken town the snake (Casey) and I SLAYED THE DRAGONNNNNNN (Blaine). I'm more ready for this than I have been in my life. Legoo

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- My palms are sweaty *Shows me going hard in the challenge* knees weak *Shows my knees buckling in the tiki challenge as it falls* Arms are heavy *Shows my arms heavy from 2048* I got vomit on me already *Shows me throwing up from colors and 48 hours of endurance*

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- Wow...my body just gave up out there *Looks towards the waters* It's me next. Although it'd be smart to take me to the final 4. Everyone likes trace and zane and grace just capped off a winning season. Tom tried very hard, but it's over. *Tears up* so close...so close

Day 39
"fuerza"

- YESSSSSSSSS I MADE IT. WHO IS THE BEST? I'M THE BEST. HATERS TO THE FUCKING LEFT.