Board Thread:Survivor 42: Mexico/@comment-44509446-20200110023053/@comment-43876375-20200110031237

Hey Julian, thanks for your feedback. I want to say first off that whenever I would give a one-word response to somebody like you said, it wasn't because I didn't give a shit, it was mostly because I am a very self-conscious person and I was afraid that if I tried to say something a lot bigger or try to be more personable than someone just might not like it and therefore not like me. I know that sounds like a copout answer but it's the truth and that feeling of self-doubt is something that I will have to work on in everyday life. If you want to know how I act when I'm around other people in my normal life, I would say that a lot of my friends would say that I have a good sense of humor, specifically when we talk about our combined interests. I also have been described as being kind of crazy when in heated discussion which didn't happen much in the game, so you never really got to see that side of me. I wish that I was more effective in showing you guys my true personality but my fear of you guys not liking me overshadowed my fear of being viewed as boring.

If you feel that you want more to my answer that's ok and you can respond to me if you need me to elaborate.