Board Thread:Season 34: Romania/@comment-32626451-20180826000519/@comment-27992076-20180827184921

Hey Rob, all games aside, I know theres many many reasons for disliking me. At first I’m a little surprised, but it made sense after going through our conversation. We barely had a real conversation that two normal people would gave in real life. I’m way too egoistic for your taste. I probably made you feel inferior few times when I wasn’t intending to. I realized that one point you were in need of help, and I let you down/left you in the dust. I’m not exactly that perfect friend people could have, like I barely had any real friends or relationships growing up so its really hard for me to have a normal stable relationship with people, online even, and I’m extremely sorry for everything. I could’ve toned down everything and but instead I just let the game get into my head.

If I could, I honestly would press a rewind button and have both of us start fresh when we aren’t playing a game.

Prior to final 6, I was actually trying to feed steady flow of information to Julia in a way where she would be ready to vote out Anthony whenever we needed to. Honestly at final 6, it was actually a perfect timing to vote him out, however the legacy advantage got into our way.

I think after Brian’s announcement about the legacy advantage, there was probably shifts in plan from targeting him to me. I told Anthony that I wasn’t sure I was safe and that I was gunning for the immunity. My guts was actually right.

After winning final 6 immunity, you told me that I was supposedly be the vote and how Julia told you bunch of stuff.

I was surprised by this, even though my guts told me this, but i think I was a lot more surprised with the vibe you were giving me. It was like something was way off and you were acting like you didnt trust me one bit.

I decided to try to fish information from Anthony first because you wanted to vote Julia and you already told Anthony this. My original plan was to tell Anthony that Julia leaked the alliance. Then Anthony basically told me that he always felt like you and Julia were tighter than you were giving on, because why else would Julia ever tell you this information. The conversation led to voting Maya out.

I tried to ask you about Maya potentially being the vote but you were kinda stubborn. Julia then came talking to me and I decided to tell her what you told me because of the vibe I got from you and thats when I knew something was really wrong.

I knew all four of us weren’t on the same page, and Anthony was a lot more aware than I was so he voted in majority and I didn’t.

I was told 3 different votes from my 3 closest allies. Obviously I had no f*cking clue what to do. Maya and Ellie barely had any social game, and I was so annoyed by all three of you that I decided to be like fuck it I’ll vote with Anthony because I felt like voting you would just piss you off and voting Julia would just piss her off when I had no idea where the majority was voting. I was also on vacation that weekend so I couldn’t socialized like I normally would.

1. Anthony was destroying everyone I’m pretty sure. 2. Even though a couple of people might played better than him, I think Brian would gotten enough votes to win against anybody if be made it. 3. Julia played an amazing game that I didnt see coming, the whole Maya/anthony/julia alliance thing so that wouldve gotten my vote and I’m sure the same goes for others. 4. Dakota - The amount of socializing Dakota did wouldve probably gotten him jury votes he needs from the other side, myself including. 5. Rob - When I saw you mentioning that you havent talked to specific individuals since final X, I think you would have a hard time convincing the jury to give you the win.

I think your loyalty to me started off strong and dwindled fast.

I think I was probably your second closest ally next to Julia during preswap, so I would say 8.

After the swap, I probably played a bit sketchy especially with the whole forced alliance/Connor’s tribal so the number went down to like 5. I think I was also in danger of going home had we gone to another tribal, but we never did. Early merge, its probably a 3, like you probably considered me as expendable, willing to vote me out, but you were okay with me staying around because I was a potential number. Late merge I felt like it was a 1, maybe 2 because as much as you dislike me, there are bigger fishes to fry and you were just trying to set up the best position for yourself.

Was it smart to throw? No, I even told you that I was worried I was playing a bit too hard during the connor’s vote. Even in that final immunity challenge right before merge, I really went for it with 1 minute score in the maze even if it could meant getting Austin out. The fewer tribals we went to, the better dynamics our alliance have as a whole. I even learned from Anthony that I was the target after Connor’s vote, so I’m definitely glad it didnt happen.

Was I ever planning to take all three of you to Final 4? No I was actually trying to get Anthony out sooner, but he got himself immunity from final 8 to 5. I did was planning on taking you and Julia to the final 4, with maybe taking Ellie over either one of you if I felt like one of you played better than I did. However that was before I learned about Julia being involved in other alliance and was actually more loyal to that one. As soon as you got voted out, my planned immediately shift to taking maya and ellie to the end at whatever cost, and I created the “underdog” alliance of us three and got al of us on the same page for final 5 and final 4 vote. Whether they were already doing the same thing or not, I would never know, but them knowing that I’m also doing definitely gave them more confidence in voting Julia/Anthony out because they honestly wouldn’t do it if there werent any votes. I’m like 90% sure had I not approached them, they would never approached to me about the votes and would probably brought those two to the end.

My best aspect is probably physical game because I was immune at the RIGHT TIMING. Final 10, Final 6, and ofc Final 4.

My worst aspect is probably jury management.

Ellie’s best aspect is probably strategy. She did what she needs to do to the end, and her worst aspect is social game because its almost nonexistant. Almost.

Maya’s game is definitely strategy. She flipped few times at important moments. However her social game wasnt as strong. It was hard to get ahold of her and have a long deep conversation. You have to have a flexible social game in order to get anything from her since she had a inflexible social game.

As of right now, I wouldn’t change the final 3, because I think this is honestly my best shot at winning since I would get murdered by everyone else.

Whatever happens after this, I will not hold any hard feeling against you, no matter what. All personal aside, I honestly hope you find it in your heart to vote for me to win because out of the three, you think I am the most deserving winner.