From One Burning Ship to the Next/Confessionals

Day 32
"jigme"

- YAYAYAYAYYAYA! Vincent and his idol went the mcfuck home. Damien flipped and my plan to surprise Vincent worked. Damien definitely doesn't trust me now but that's whatever. He jumped from one burning ship to the next hehe. Im searching for the idol now bc i really wanna find it, if i have it that means no one else can have it so :). So now it's looking like lexi needs immunity or else she will go home, otherwise damien will probably go. my goal f3 rn is me liam jp. i wanna win so dang bad so . :/.

Day 33
"jigme"

- Lexi is the obvious vote out here. Getting Damien would be nice and all but that can happen later. The game plan to get to the end is on.

I’m only half paying attention to the game anymore because vacations and I’m still in a better spot than anyone else here

"jigme"

- Oh if I die it was a total fluke

"jigme"

- I don't know what to do tonight honestly. I'm definitely not going to pull a Damien and flip just to go to rocks, but I don't like the position I'm in whatsoever. I need people gone before it's too late and tonight Lexi seems the obvious choice as long as an idol isn't played, but at this point she isn't winning as many competitions as I expected given Mauritius and I dunno if after this tribal council I'd really have the numbers to do anything since Jp barely speaks to me and always leaves me on read. Ugh, a whole mess.

"jigme"

- Everyone's dead set on getting rid of Lexi this tribal council, not a surprise but it just limits what I want in my plan for the end game. I don't think I'm going to be able to get the numbers to get rid of Seamus until like F3 which is just such a huge risk, and I might not even get that far. Ugh, I feel deadlocked into a decision that isn't beneficial for me whatsoever, and I really don't know how I can turn this around at all...this is going to be one big mess as per ugh.

"jigme"

- So i fucked up LOL. I think if i don't win every challenge after this one imma be a goner. But this round i want lexi out. she is the last big immunity threat and i think once she is gone i can hopefully steamroll the rest of the challenges! Lexi said she wants to work with me this round and i just told her point blank its her game to campaign for im not doing it for u and im not promising you anything. she has asked me for a name twice now, like no? why would i blow up my own game for you?

long term thinking, next round i'm hoping to either take out zach or damien. myabe zach because he is a bigger comp threat then damien but it might really ruin any chance in front of a jury if i get to the end lol. i need to start thinking long term but playing in the moment, win immunity and then start cutting the threats

"jigme"

- I dabbed so hard I went blind