Big Brother 10/Week 6

"yaknad"

- so last round was pretty smooth, melanie went home in a breeze although im def not saying that it was as simple as that! i still think im in a very solid spot in this game and i had a very good call with szymon that kind of proved that we are both in good spots. he's honestly one of, if not, my closest ally next to brad and quintin but the best part about our relationship, is that as far as im aware, nobody knows about it. this house is divided into 2 "sides" right now, with us 2 on separate sides, but we are so close to each other and our call consisted of disecting games, alliances, relationships etc to where we know exactly whats going on in this house, and because of it, have basically never been mentioned as targets. i would love for this secret alliance with szymon to work out, because not only is it mad dope for it to be this secret and strong at the same time, but if played properly, can get us both extremely far in this game because of how secretive it is, and how strong it is when gaining intel about all sides of this house, and how the both of us can move forward the best with everything thought up and discussed. im actually very fucking excited to see how the rest of this game goes.

"yaknad"

- also regarding last vote, at first i did want bryce gone so i can have szymon all to myself, but then i started to think. with bryce still in the game, that could provide me with a big shield to hide behind in this game that, for a fair while at least, shouldnt target me because of my relationship with szymon, and with him in the game, that should help us both cruise by without being targeted. i do know that szymon and bryce are close, but i genuinely believe that szymon wants to use him the same way as i do, and when it comes down to it, would pick me over bryce. but thatll have to be down the road later, because right now the game is being played by sides and i want to keep it that way, because with my relationship with szymon, its allowing me to play the middle the best alongside him and like i said before, gives us the best position in the house. also can we talk about how SHADY morgan is!! the dude is telling both "sides" what they want to hear, thinking that theres NO WAY!!! that anybody would find out!! most notably tryna get the vote on bryce, then going to szymon and being like "dw i got the votes off bryce!!11" like bruh, YOU.AINT.SNEAKY. i cannot WAIT for him to leave this house, and i honestly believe it's gonna be MUCH MUCH sooner than he ever thought.

"yaknad"

- also can we talk about how happy i am that this mvp twist IS. FINALLY. OVER! god i hated it, i know ive made that clear, but i could not be happier that it's finally done for. even tho i was never targeted, just the thought of the same few people constantly getting more power than the rest each week was so annoying. but there were benefits to it though, mainly the fact that i know who the MVP was each week, i had suspicions, but szymon confirmed each one yesterday. so the anonymity is gone for me at least, and that gives me some of the most power in this house, so thanks for that at least twist!

"yaknad"

- That awkward moment when you get attacked for playing a better game than you actually are.. assdkjdjkl 🙃 My mind must be so powerful that even when I back off and don't talk game with majority of people, I am still CoNtRoLiNg EvErYoNe 💀

Anyways I'm so relieved Morgan is out bc he's the one person who's been attacking me the heaviest but I also didn't put him as #1 on my list bc better the devil you know than the devil you don't... Still I'm happy he is out lmao. I wish he hadn't tried to sabotage my game on his way out but I think I'm gonna play it cool and not be defensive and hopefully ppl will just forget it. I don't wanna put people up but I also feel like I need to win HoH for safety purposes, especially after being attacked lol. Morgan and I were pretty amicable in PMs but I'm gonna lie my ass off and tell people he threatened me in PMs that he was never gonna vote for me and that he was going to turn every juror against me (when in reality he wished me good luck askdjdn). I need to tackle this idea that he tried to put into people's head that I'm gonna get a lot of jury votes bc I'm playing such an amazing game so they don't come for my ass.

"yaknad"

- LETS GO BABY I REALLY DID THAT!! morgan is gone, finally. it's been a long time coming, and it finally came. szymon and i had been talking and planning this for awhile now. morgan has finally left, and i couldnt be more relieved

"yaknad"

- so yeah, this was szymon's and i's WEEK BABY. he came thru with the hoh, and i came thru with the pov. thank god dude, cuz obv it came down to morgan and i, and had i not come thru with that win, morgan would still be in this game, and an ally of mine would've left instead. i used the veto on sharky for 4 (a lot i know) reasons. 1. i knew brad would stay over morgan. 2. i wanted to mask the 4 person alliance of me brad abi and Q, 3. i wanted to mask mine and brads f2 and 4. i felt like sharky had been distancing himself from me, so im hoping taking him down can buy myself some trust with him, just enough to reel him back in my circle. idk how well thatll work tho, im still very skeptical of him but we did it baby, f10. and natalia is a huge target in this game which tbch, i dont need around. this next hoh is huge, im personally not gonna win it, cuz for the game im playing rn, getting blood on my hands is the LAST thing i want, but im praying one of my closer allies wins it. cuz now natalia is a big name in the game, and her leaving would be good for me. now the game is really picking up and im enjoying every minute of it!

"yaknad"

- Despite me being hella inactive, I've somehow made it past the double. The further and further I get in the game, I feel like I am worse off so my best bets of potentially winning this thing is rebuilding social bonds and hopefully making sure no one sees me as an active player that they drag me to the end as a goat.

"yaknad"

- lmao of course, the ONE person i couldnt have winning hoh won, came outta nowhere from being a complete non entity to winning a no life challenge, now im probs gonna go up on the block (who am i kidding i definitely am) and im gonna have to figure out some way to make sure one of my allies go home and not me, cuz best believe im going up with probs sharky or Q, probs not abi or brad cuz i know they have a better relationship with her than most. we barely talk and it's 100% her fault like she never responds and whenever she does it's with like 3 words so lololol whatever dude. this week is gonna fucking suck tho for sure thats all i know and i just hope i can get thru it, but if i do itll be at the expense of an ally

"yaknad"

- it sucks, but for me to get thru this vote, ive gotta thru Q, one of my top 3 closest allies, utb. brad is close to maya and has been talking to her and im 100% going up, (cuz shes absolutely horrendous socially :DDDDDD) and shes asking brad who she thinks the second nom should be, sharky or Q. sharky is close to natalia and bryce, and i think if we were 2 of the final 3 noms, he would stay over me simply because of that. so i told him to convince her to put Q up next to me, cuz i believe i can stay over Q. i know szy would vote to keep me over him, he recently put up bryce, i think im closer to natalia than he is, id have yoni and brad, thats all i need. thats really my best way to actually get thru this week. im so sorry Q, i wanted to go to the very end of this game with you, but bb is so highly based on luck, and we just werent lucky this week, and i only see a way of one of us getting thru to single digits, and i gotta make sure that person is me... :(

"yaknad"

- I DID IT I WON THE HOH!!!! That was really unexpected ksjdks idk if i want it like i don't want to burn too many bridges this early on. but i heard my names came up the last time so at least im staying for another week.

i talked to szymon about wanting to put the men up, at least one of them might be going home. i also leaning towards nominate sam up but i know so many people love him but i need to choose at least one person because i pretty much like all the casts and with sam i'd have a pretty reasoning to do so.

i won't touch brad & abi right now, i'd make sure that my whole hoh would be discuss with them like im gonna ask their input and stuff just to make sure that i'm at least together with them or not on their bad sides. anyhow i'd try to make sure that sam with either sharky/quintin are going on the block and send home this week.

"yaknad"

- whew first nomination and im quite satisfied as our main target this week should be the four men left from other side. bradley.. you keep bragging about your safety and look what struck you dksjsjh im just gonna let him think that he got me under his wrap as long as he doesn’t touch me and im good.

"yaknad"

- So first, allow me to THANK THE VL if I haven’t already!!! This power has given me such an advantage and I couldn’t be more grateful for it. This week, I already knew I was safe because Maya was HOH and I didn’t think that she was putting me up, but it allows me to have a bit more influence on the game without getting a whole ton of blood on my hands.

My plan was to get rid of Bradley this week. As I said in my DR, the two of us don’t talk and I’ve been trying to get him out since Week 3. Unfortunately for me though, he won POV and is guaranteed another week in the house. It does suck but what matters at this point is making sure that I can save Sam. That’s my ultimate goal at this point.

"yaknad"

- https://youtu.be/d8peWpnGCEs

"yaknad"

- It was really sad having to vote out Sharky and telling him to his face that I was voting him and that he was probably going.. but the way all of yesterday and the day before were going, it was pretty hopeless. He was 100% right that I could have saved him if I wanted, however, I couldn't for my game. There are a couple reasons he needed to go, mainly because, szy told me Sam told him all of the boys were starting to think Sharky and I were some sort of power duo.. obviously we were close and I love him a lot and still do but his inactivity was not just with other people, it was also with me, and the game had started to evolve quickly and Sharky just didn't evolve with it. He called people out for being goats and inactives but he was mad I didn't wanna keep dragging him through the game? I also wanted to get that target off my back of a Sharky/Nat power duo because Morgan had literally just called me out for running the game lmao so this idea would just make everything worse. Later on the reasons added when I found out his whole campaign to stay after I'm sure he made some deal with Bradley, was to target the trio which is pretty obvious they assume is me Szy and Bryce. Unfortunately couldn't tell him the real reasons of why I wanted him gone because the game is still going on and I need to protect myself from him going to other people and telling them information or from a possible battle back competition where he or someone could return knowing my whole game lolll.

"yaknad"

- so this round has been a bit hectic! at first i thought in order for me to stick around it was gonna have to be at the expense of Q. however, szymon and i thought up of a f6 (which im not sure ill stick to, but thatll be a decsion for later) that included Q, abi, us 2 and bryce/nat, however, at some point before f6 that 3some has GOTTA be split up! anyways for now that potential f6 is music to my ears because Q is def my boy this game and i wasnt ready for him to go! so if we can both get thru this vote and hit single digits together it'd be a dream come true! and what happened? sharky seems to be the vote, how dope right! i mean i fucking love sharky to death... and this was NOT my ideal ending to this week, but with the who the final noms were... this was the best outcome for me. brads gone off the deep end though, man is being messy af and kind of pulling me in with him... like dude TAKE A CHILL PILL PLEASE you're just digging your own grave and making enemies in this game and i love you bud, but i cant join you there! so i think hes gonna end up being public enemy number 1 next week which sucks cuz hes also my boy but... i cant end my game to go down with someone i love dearly. but ofc if brad wins i do believe he still trusts me so i shouldnt be in danger from him if he's the house champ next week. however, i gotta look out for myself first and after this round i (should) be in a pretty decent spot (assuming i make it thru this vote) to go far as long as i let these other people (brad, Q/abi, the trio of szy/bryce/nat) to go after one another and let me slide by whilst making good relations! im obv gonna be throwing hoh's cuz the LAST thing i need is for people to see my cards! they dont need to see them yet, it aint time :eyes:

"yaknad"

- also yoni approached me about being in a trio with her me and nat, i love this cuz it means yoni trusts me which is good cuz no one really knows where her head is at but if shes throwing out potential alliances with me, thats gotta be a good sign right? however, for now ive agreed ofc, but i dont wanna be in anything with natalia. she's gotta go. shes trying to play the game im also tryna play, and at some point the dots are gonna connect and one of us is gonna have to go. and i gotta make sure it's her and not me. but thats a decision and discussion for after this round. for now, all im tryna do is sit back, not campaign or be messy, and survive. cuz this is my first real bb game, and the one thing ive learned, is getting messy and paranoid once final noms are announced is the LAST thing you wanna do, ie sharky and brad. playing chill and lowkey is my best play right now and let others bury themselves and just trust in the people i need to trust in, because i do think im in a good social standing and the only thing that'd ruin that would be myself. cant have that disaster happen amiright

"yaknad"

- actually i take it back, if i make it thru this week, im 100% going for the next hoh. it's time to make a big move and sit some people down off their high horse and im 100000% willing to be the driving force behind it. there is a chance i could still go now with an hour before deadline, but i dont think i am? i mean, everyones told me im good and that sharky is going and quite frankly in bb with no idols and having these be the final noms, i legit dont see a point in simply lying to someones face other than to lose jury votes and respect. if i do make it thru here tho, and i win that next hoh, PHEW, best believe some people are gonna look back on this week and be like "damn wish i evicted sam then" but i dont think they're smart enough to get rid of me here, im too suave with the words, people cant resist keeping me around :P (wow that was corny hahaha we love cockiness watch me actually get 10th:(