Big Brother 5/Week 9

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- BB5_Week_9_CF_1

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- LOL_FUCK_YOU_(WEEK_9_2)

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- Trent was evicted, dragged all the house with his bitterness and left. The fact he called me a whatever victim who is delusional is honestly proving of how little he knows about this game. That bitch is going to be dragged when I get to jury because I won't be playing a game there. I have to reign it in when I am playing the game to ensure I don't come across as aggressive. Then, a returnee competition is announced, an endurance one, once again whilst I am asleep so I am eliminated before I even get to see who is evicted. I was kind of bummed but I wanted Grant or Hannah to return. Jake, I think his mind was elsewhere and Trent clearly can't take on the house so doesn't want to return. Hannah kind of had enough of this game before she left so she probably couldn't be bothered re-putting herself back in. It came down to Grant and Emma and I was praying it was Grant walking back in but of course, nothing goes my way and Emma returns with Head of Household. Emma, I am sorry, but unless she magically pulls out all these stops to win, I don't see winning this game and I do think she's someone easy to take out. There's no doubt in my mind I am being considered as a nominee due to evicting her BUT I am going to have to kick ass in veto to secure my own fate. Worse comes to worse, I do think I could get the votes against anyone sitting on the block. Nomination scenarios: Me/Dom (Erin/Alex would save me, Natalie doesn't want Dom near the end; at least 3-1), Me/Erin (Natalie/Dom would save me, I believe Alex would as well; at least 3-1), Me/Natalie (Erin/Alex would save me, I would tell Dom about the things Natalie said to secure her vote; potentially at least 3-1). Against Alex would be tough, I think it would be a tie at most and I'd end up leaving. Erin/Bryce would probably evict me so that's a risky scenario for me. All I know is I need to win this veto, use Emma's HOH to take out either Alex or Erin and then win HOH next week. I am ready to fight.

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- BB5_CF_Week_9_2

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- BB5_Week_9_CF_3

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- A rundown of what happened in the past few hours:

1) Erin tells me that I WILL be backdoored and Emma really wants her to use veto 2) I tell Alietta and try to get her to campaign bc of the possibility that veto won't be used 3) I confront EMMA and Emma is shockingly honest with me and tells me that I'm aligned with too many people (which I mean, she's not wrong but still, if more people start to think that oh girl I'll be in DANGER) 4) I tell Emma all these things about how I thought she knew I'd keep her safe and how I don't necessarily have to be the best option for her to leave leading to her throwing Erin utb kinda LOL and about her chances of making F2 5) I run back to Erin with something Emma told me about her lol

I'm a sneaky motherfucker but I'm doing what I can to save myself?

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- BB5_CF_Week_9_-_4

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- I survive in a vote 4-0; I worked this house like a hooker pole. Then; double eviction hits. I did not stop shaking from before the first eviction results until a minute before I had to vote to evict someone.

Going into the Head of Household, I didn't want to win. I was positioned between both Emma/Bryce and Erin/Alex. I wanted Alex to win because I knew he would nominate Emma/Bryce together, I could still save Emma and keep our deal and then me and Emma could work together to take everyone else out. Alex was eliminated first, and Erin picked me to go against Natalie. She exposed her cards. I got satisfied eliminating Natalie from the Head of Household competition. It came down to me and Erin and I knew I had to win; but I lost. Erin won Head of Household and I felt unsafe. She nominates Emma/Natalie, and I wanted to win the veto. Once again, I lost; Alex won and I had to make sure if he used the veto, I wouldn't be the replacement. Of course, Erin threatens my life if Alex uses the veto so it's very clear she has been making deals with Bryce. Alex wanted Emma gone and I had to make sure to tell him I was keeping Emma AFTER the veto ceremony. Then I was stuck in the middle; do I evict Emma or do I evict Natalie. Natalie deserved to leave, essentially I knew she'd be a goat and a vote against me. I had lost all trust in her and she was a dead end. I offered Emma a final 2 and made her swear she would nominate Bryce/Erin. I don't know if she'll stick to that if she wins BUT if not, I think she'll go after Alex and I need Alex gone. This was a very risky move and I do think this decision is the one that decides my outcome. I need to win this Head of Household and break Erin and Bryce up. The endgame is ON. I am coming for you, bitches.

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