Board Thread:Big Brother 6/@comment-4975295-20180412153137/@comment-34112208-20180412162432

Hi Hailey!!

Thank you so much you have been so kind to me and I really appreciated what you said to me before I evicted you. I'm really sorry but I do not regret evicting you at all ajksdhfkjafhsd. When we spoke and I asked you about your thoughts going forward to F3, you were so kind, so positive, and supportive of my game. You saw how hard I worked. You truly understood how hard it was for me to go through this game as a newbie and I knew that I needed someone like you in the jury to speak for my game. You convinced me to evict you I'm sorry!!! I really liked the conversations we had together. I wish that we could have worked closer together but I kinda got the sense that you were more loyal to other people and I was very much loyal to Brian and Marie.

I'm not close to most people in the jury, but I assumed they would be against me with whoever that sat next to me, whether it was Aaron or Ally R. Both of them were friends with people in the jury and had connections while I didn't. Again I would just like to reiterate how little information I got from the returnees who made up half of the house!! And now I find out from Ally R's speech that she was the one spreading lies about me and I am so frustrated that they believed those lies without a second thought, without giving me a chance, without even approaching me and asking about it. I truly was playing this game blind and I'm sorry if it seemed like I was coming across higher than the jury but I just feel so FRUSTRATED! It feels like I was playing a rigged game from the start and I never should have made it this far but I did and now I have to look at the people I put in the jury and ask them to vote for me when they never truly cared.

I hope I have your vote because unlike Ally R, I played a very loyal game. I stuck with 2 people throughout and I didn't waiver from this. We were underdogs and fought hard each round to stay. The only thing that kept me going in the game was that I wanted to go to F2 and let everyone know how hard all 3 of us (Brian, Marie and I) worked to get this far. No comp win came easy to us. We studied like crazy in our alliance chat, quizzing each other and practicing for comps. Even in the ABC scavenger hunt comp I helped Marie figure out what items she needed and when I found out that Ally R already had all her items but just needed to get home, I rushed Marie and told her that she needed to submit ASAP to win HOH and she did.

Out of the 3 of us, I had the worst luck. I was thrown under the bus so many times but they were the only ones who stuck by me regardless. So how could I not dedicate my entire speech to them? They were not only there for me in spirit but they came through for me in the game as well. They used their vetoes on me. They kept me safe when they were HOH. That was what mattered to me the most. Even though I heard that Brian/Marie were saying some sketchy stuff, I let it go because they were the best allies I could ever ask for in this game.

Also, I feel like Ally R had it much easier than me in this game. Coming into it, she already knew so many people. It must have been so easy for her to obtain information and work with the people around her. It must have also been so easy for her to make me, a newbie with 0 connections in the game, the scapegoat in her game. To me, she took the easy route.