Board Thread:Survivor 24: Caracol/@comment-186.94.43.39-20170607215537/@comment-30582641-20170611020028

I wasn't even defending myself from the Matt thing. You took a stab at why I did it, and I corrected you. You're right that it wasn't a smart move. I did not ignore you when you asked me about Zach. If you don't want chatlogs, too bad. You need a refresher so I transcribed it: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1NSe6e0eu91xO46WMYnJ3gjx7xacXmsI2UQ5_rApKhlI/editYou told me you wanted to blindside Zach. You knew it wasn't want I wanted to do, but I was receptive. You talked to Anna and told me you decided you weren't worried about your place in the alliance and everything was fine. End of story. Yes, you didn't owe me anything. Of course you didn't; it's Survivor. All I'm pointing out is that I worked my butt off to keep as a couple when you say I ignored you and tried to control you to justify your flip, instead of just owning it as a move with necessary negative side effects. I'm not and I haven't been arguing against however I've 'come off'  because I can't. I can't take the impressions I leave on people away from them once they happen. If you look around, you'll see I haven't protected my attitude at all. In fact, I've been asking for feedback on how to improve. So don't tell me that I'm not interested in seeing and learning from my mistakes. What I'm not interested in is you trying to excuse yourself from your own faulty gameplay because you see me taking a lot of heat and embracing it, and figure you might as well dump your own problems off on me as long as I'm apologizing for everything. When I shoot down your half (Because you're right about the other half and I won't contest) of your tangible examples of my poor gameplay, and they happen to turn into examples of your poor gameplay, you instead double down on blaming my attitude, which you know I can't defend. You've never apologized or admitted to barely anything, Luis. All that comes to mind is your half-admitting to making a mistake at F7, but then you blamed it on Anna's smart gameplay, and not your own poor judgment when it was really both.You still haven't apologized for atttacking me based on things that straight up did not happen, by the way. You tell me that I won't listen and will never admit to a mistake? Really? I can't fathom what I did wrong? Did you read my reply to Forrest, or to Christine, or to Anna? I lost your jury vote? You're telling me I blamed everything on you and refuse to notice my own presumptions when that's exactly what you're doing. You're taking FTC as an opportunity to boost your own image at the expense of mine. You probably thought that you could get away with it because a finalist would never tell a juror they're wrong. Well I never had your vote so I don't care (And I told you it was freaking condescending, so cut it out). I just care about not being slandered.