E/Confessionals

Day 4
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- The votes tonight are going to Brady and Nick. It seems like they're getting split for some reason, although I don't really understand why since there's no way an inactive person managed to find an idol but not reply to any of our DMs. Although if they did, and cancelled 17 votes against them kelly wentworth-style that'd be pretty amazing. Almost everyone I talk to would rather Brady goes than Nick, so I'm not sure who's actually planning to vote for Nick. Neither of them talk to me though, so I don't really care. Mostly I'm just disappointed I can't vote Izzy out. If they make one more cum joke I'm going to scream.

Nat's heard that he might get votes, but apparently he heard that from Izzy (nice to know that Izzy talks to SOMEBODY), so that's the least reliable source. I really like working with him and think he could be a great personality shield, so I hope he doesn't go. This split vote for no reason makes me a little nervous though. Makes me think someone's up to something.

I'm starting to understand why the returnee players all lost their original seasons. They're all pretty quiet, not inactive enough to get targeted yet, but I struggle to differentiate the 3 of them or remember my conversations with them. If any of them make the merge they could easily get dragged to the end and lose at FTC a second time.

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- Brady being voted out wasnt surprising. I never had an anarchy tribe at beginning so this is a new experience for me. Its definitely harder to socialize with 17 people at beginning so a lot of my conversations is short. I feel like a lot of people are attempting to be under the radar. How long would that last? I'm not too sure. You dont want to be TOO under the radar like Brady was, but he was an inactive. I guess I'll try to be more active.

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- Today, tribal happened, and the challenge started. I’m not overly concerned about either, and really should just cover more of the general dynamics, but let’s talk about them

First off, the Brady boot basically got rid of all of my worries of a potential anti-SFW coalition that could form. I’m currently pretty loyal to this alliance but only because it’s my only actually alliance. I’m going to work on improving relationships with everyone so I can get into other alliances and avoid the sinking ship that may become That Nat vote from Izzy is perhaps the stupidest idea I’ve ever seen. Are you trying to get voted out? Like Nat is the only person who takes you remotely seriously (and even then he doesn’t like you) and then you just go out there and vote for him? It wasn’t even a good form of a hinky vote, they told me beforehand, refused to say who they heard Nat from, and all but admitted to it when Mason and I called them out in the tribe chat. Anyways because I am a god at Loopover I think I’ll be safe. I don’t expect to be first but I got a time of 26 seconds that is practically impossible to beat if you’re on pc only. There’s a lot of castaways who I expect would be pc only or just don’t know how to beat Loopover so I should safely win immunity, along with hopefully the rest of the SFW people if they follow my instructions. As for the future, I’m hoping for a swap after this round or next round. I can easily get away with winning one or 2 immunities straight since I’m a pretty consistently above average challenge competitor (just don’t expect me to win) but after that I’m going to have to rely on my social game (bleh), plus all the inactive swill probably dry out. I think that Nick and Izzy are both sitting ducks, and if Eamonn goes back to being inactive they can go too, but if we still don’t swap at final 14 I really don’t know what to do. It doesn’t help that 13 is a prime number. Anyways, the people who I legitimately think I have a good connection with (outside of the SFW people) are Conch, Catnip, and Kamen. Kamen outright told me that I talk to him a lot more than other people and Conch appears to trust me, plus Catnip just seems to be a generally social player. I do think that Catnip needs to go early merge, but I still need to maximize my connections for that happens. After that, I think I could have a good connection with Oli, Morgan (is it Morgan? The cat pfp guy), Gavin, and Magnus. I’ve had good talks with all of them but Gavin, but haven’t had any confirmation that they trust me. Gavin is very dry but from what I’ve heard he’s not planning on leaking the SFW thing and could potentially be a 5th (although in all reality he’d probably be the 3rd place goat) person in the alliance. After that, things start to dry up. The only non-inactives left are Jason, Tal, and Cole. Cole is probably a borderline connection which I could make something happen with, and I did have a decent conversation with Tal, but Jason is so dry. They’re probably in the same tier as Gavin in “active but boring as all fuck” but Gavin I have an actual inroad to get to him, meanwhile I just have no trust in Jason. I’m probably going to work on that tomorrow. Oh, Eamonn too. I have no intention of working with Nick or Izzy but I’m going to maintain a dialogue just to avoid being their primary target and also keeping a perfect game, but Eamonn could become active and I need to work on that.

Sorry for rambling so much, I did not expect this to go on for so long.

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- After the first tribal, it's still hard to say how I feel in the tribe. I do have some connection with most of the tribe but I have to keep it strong. Also, I think that this twist when whoever wins immunity is not take part in the tribal will last with us until merge. I love this one, because it's make the game really harder, and I don't know when I will be able to give up immunity just in order to vote off big threats. Also, you can't know who is "nominee" until challenge results so mabye there is no real reason to lose on purpose?

Anyway, I think that in this one I will do anything to win, and I don't know how people here in challenges, but I know I can get to the top 9.

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- This immunity challenge is garbage, A FLAT RUBIX CUBE, the hosts might have well just kneed me in the balls and called me a dirty filthy sex slut

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- VL : Basically I already know both catnip and Cole from the 703 challenge org. Now normally I would see it as a great thing to know the people in this game but the 703 challenge wasn’t my... finest moment. I played very loud vocal and emotional. I literally conspired against my partner and it got us sent home. I called a house meeting and spilled all his plans out because he was going after the people u was aligned with idk it was just a hot mess. In fact correct me if I’m wrong hosts but didn’t felipe play here before? Well he was my partner and we didn’t get along at all 😍 my issue with Cole and catnip being here is they probably see me as the loud conspiring bitch who will go to the lengths of even stabbing my ally in the front just for the sake of it... and that’s not what I’m going for this season at all. Also not to mention Cole and catnip are both in two of the final 5 duos still in the challenge And catnip is a challenge BEAST... she definetly can’t make it to merge or it’s gonna be impossible to get her out. But for now I’ll play buddy buddy with her and recall our time together on the challenge and act like we are buddies but really I can’t see myself taking catnip far at all and honestly if I feel confident enough I might even try make a move on her soon. It’s early days yet tho time will tell 😍

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- Sorry I haven't typed a confessional for the past day or so! Brady was voted out in a whopping 17-1 vote, and Brady wasn't even the vote for someone else lmaooo. I think he went out with a good attitude and I respect him for that, but I wish he was active because he seemed like a nice guy. Izzy voted for Nat. Oh, Izzy. I really hope she flops in the challenge and gets voted off tomorrow lol. Izzy won't respond to my DMs but will still make random exclamations in the tribe chat and talk about bottoms and spam Steven Universe gifs. Honestly though, I don't even care at this point because I won't ever align myself with Izzy. Eamonn and Nick are also still inactive. Speaking of Eamonn, he sent the same exact apology paragraph to everybody, saying that he's sorry for not engaging in conversation, but he hasn't returned since. Nick hasn't replied to me either. If those three that I've mentioned can be out 2nd, 3rd, and 4th, that would be perfect. If I win immunity, I'm not gonna try to influence the vote, but I do hope that those who are vulnerable will make the correct choice.

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- I don't have immunity but I don't really care about that but I do care about having a say in who goes so being in this situation is good for me and it's even better that Izzy is here with me because get to be the one to send her home

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- I told the tribe that Izzy should go because they got a strike but I actually want them to go because they're annoying

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- 9th place on the immunity challenge? Wow, what a shame. I haven't tought that's the level of the people here, but good to know, and also good to have this imunity.

Also, I see the good side of this, I'm not looking to be on the top of the list, or people might keep see me as a threat.

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- Had to abstain from the challenge today :( let’s hope it doesn’t cost me big time!

Day 5
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- Everybody is fine voting out Izzy tonight. My only worry is an idol so I’d prefer to have two votes on Ollie but I don’t wanna be too strategic early on and everybody wants an easy vote so I’ll just go along.

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- Izzy is very weird. She doesn't even reply in DMs and has the weirdest conversations in the tribe chat. Cannot wait to see her leave