Such A Goddamn Snake/Confessionals

Day 6
"heroes"

- WOW that Villains tribal was INSANE. I guess since they had more time, two sides emerged rather quickly and maybe one or two swing votes in the middle. I DID NOT expect Jay to stay at all. He made numerous mistakes in the immunity challenge and he also mentioned it in his tribal answer. None the less, it shows that they are not united and everything is not what it seems. "heroes"

- DOUBLE TRIBAL ALREADY wow okay so right away I talked to Szymon and we both agreed that Bas should be the target, now this is before the immunity results obviously so he's just a tentative target. I'm hoping I can win this immunity, it's a flash game BUT it's more about patience and learning than skill so it's something I can possibly do really well at. I'm DEFINITELY gonna socialize the fuck out of my tribemates though, we know it's a double tribal so I am gonna make sure they don't see me as an option to vote for. "heroes"

- What the heck?!?! I expected a double tribal BUT IT IS DAY SIX AHHHH. I am beyond nervous now. I don't even know what could happen at this point. We have ten players who are ready for action so I think the real game starts now. Time to put on the Big Boy Pants becasue we are about to be in for a treat. Here we go. ""villains"

- Quick Update on what's happened:

Basically the blindside on Ci'ere worked and it seems Alissa/Thomas/Alex are already crawling back to us, and by us I mean Sora/Eddie and I! Which is wonderful, as it's just more people on my side.

The next target I'm trying to push is Bailey as he's the one I don't have a connection with and can't see myself working with, luckily though others want him gone too. I'm just trying to not push to much as my strategy of legit doing nothing and just sitting back and letting information come to me is working.

Eddie told me Jay is trying to make a final 3 with him and Sora, which is fine because like I know about it so obviously it's not gonna work.

Loren thinks he's a kingpin which is fine because he's only painting a target on his back.

Thomas is trying to throw Loren under the bus like rly hard and I'm not giving him any information, just agreeing!

Alissa and Alex both just want to be included so that's okay, although I'm not trusting Alex too much as he's just shady tbh!

Jenn is playing really well laying low and I can see myself like aligning with her long term honestly as she's playing kinda like I am, although I believe I'm playing more than her.

Sora and Eddie are the two I trust the most and we're telling each other everything.

And finally, Bailey! He just messaged me for the first time last night after tribal results, isn't that sweet!

Overall I think I'm in a decent spot on this tribe for the upcoming tribal, however I'm an overly paranoid person by nature which tends to be useful when playing Survivor and I'm never confident and am always second guessing and thinking about what could be happening. I'm going to try to win immunity not because I think I need it, but because I would like the idol clue to stay away from Bailey and Thomas and Alex and Alissa!

This game is fun!! "							"villains"

- I really need to win this challenge oh my God. One minute these people are all telling me I'm good. And then the next no one will tell me ANYTHING. It's DAY 6 AND I HAVE ALL THIS GAME AND FIRE IN ME AND IT'S ALL ABOUT TO GO IN THE DRAIN. ""heroes"

- I just raged submitted because i have a low patience on challenges which i need to fix soon since i dont want another Resurgence to happen because i want to win duh!

The only names i know are appearing are Bas and CJ... i dont want Bas gone yet but i hear CJ is an easy vote since it will create less waves which is true since me dusk and szymon are kinda in the middle but ""sarahs alliance"" is not formal yet... I am probably gonna want to vote off CJ because its to early to flip on the gaeroes i also dont want miguel linh bryce mad at me... Soooo ya also i am noticing some big threats like i see Eva as one but of course im not gonna do anything right now since its just day 7 and i am just trying to slither my way to merge i am just exicted to see what happens next after this double tribal!!! "							"villains"

- Thomas is a fucking idiot and lacks any sort of social skills and grace when it comes to winning shit. He just likes to wave it around "wheeeee immunity!" to everyone in pms and it's fucking obnoxious. He's scrambling so fucking much to stay in this game and I'm sick of him and sick of his constant talking and it pisses me off. He needs to fucking leave this game and there's a reason he needs idols to stay in games, it's because he's an idiot socially and digs himself into holes constantly. Fuck right off "heroes"

- Heading into this immunity challenge, I do not want to win. Winning this would prove that you are a threat in the game. It might make you last for a little bit. But once that merge is around the corner, everyone wants a big target out. But, let's be honest there is no way in Hades that I would have gotten a score that high. ESPECIALLY with my computer going one frame per second. Go ahead and battle for immunity. I don't want it. "heroes"

- At this point, I'm in a rough spot. I am in the Gaeroes alliance, which can possibly contradict my alliance with Miguel and Eva. But my ultimate alligeance goes to Szymon. Don't get me wrong, Miguel is my boi and all, but I think Szymon is the way to go at this point. I will keep both of them around. But if push comes to shove, I want to drop Miguel. That will be the ultimate last resort. I think he would never write my name down. I don't want to write his down. But this is Survivor, and there are no pussies in Survivor. "heroes"

- Eva winning immunity could not have been more perfect. She can share the idol clue and at the same time grow her target. This is amazing. My goal in this game is to get rid of the threat in front of me. Eva is in front of me for now. But I don't want her to get deep in the game and screw me over again. Revenge is inevitable. But, I will do it as less mean as possible LMAO. "heroes"

- This vote is crucial in the game beause this one is the real test. Last time, everyone was in mutual agreement that Trace should go home. This time, there are some goods and bads. On one side, Sarah, CJ, and Eva really want Bas out. While others like Szymon, Bas, and Linh want CJ out. That leaves myself, Dusk, Miguel, and Emma to decide which side should be taken. At this point, it is up in the air and I'm not exactly sure what is going to happen at this tribal. As long as it ain't me. I'm good. I'm good. I hope. "villains"

- so im completely flabbergasted @ this whole situation, i had no idea Ci'ere was going and i must say the whole vote was v impressive, HOWEVER, it was also dumb because everyone knew he had an alliance with every single cast member and chose to get rid of him when no one trusted the guy. I'm annoyed Jay is still here, he's a fucking psychopath and i just want see his ass gone, he keeps sending these annoying videos and he's trying to be this abi maria persona which isn't working. Can we see the real you instead of this fake act you're trying to pull for the viewers who probably hate it? anyway, i'm glad the alliance was exposed cause i hated it and i only said yes to it since i was forced into it lmao, i wanna work with Sora/Eddie/Chris as of now and have Alex/Thomas on the side, Tom is known for being sneaky though. I'm NEVER gonna trust Loren again because he didn't tell me about voting Ci'ere but he can't know that. I'm gonna put on my heroic mask on and pretend like i'm alright with this even though deep down i hope half this tribe rots in hell for keeping Jay. "villains"

- i'm pretty sure the villains threw that challenge to get rid of Ci'ere which kind annoys me because the heroes are tight as fuck and everyone is being so dumb giving them a pass because when we merge we'll have no numbers, but it's okay because i'm most definitely gonna try my hardest to make sure all the useless villains who's brain cells are non existent go soon, Jay is first on that wonderful list. "heroes"

- After that Villains tribal, I know it's time to start thinking of my own alliances. I'm currently really good with: Szymon, Sarah, Emma, Miguel, and Linh. Not sure about: Bas, Bryce, CJ, Dusk. I want to keep my social game on point with everyone, so I'm gonna talk to those four guys and make sure they don't want me gone soon. I feel confident in my social ability, and I've honestly done not badly at the challenges so far so I'm very comfortable with my place in the tribe. I'm the closest thing we have to a leader, so I'm gonna make myself valuable! "heroes"

- I've been working on this challenge for a few hours and I'm up to 4 million. The highest score I've seen posted by the people playing on the site is 7 million. Not good enough for me, I REFUSE to go home this early and the only way to ensure that I don't is by kicking ass at this challenge. So I'm gonna keep at it. I also want that idol clue, so there's that. "villains"

- So waking up this morning, I have my head finally collected. I didnt break down into a mess and I actually did a lot of damage control. Unless people are lying to me which now I have to be paranoid about now, Ciere was the only target and he made several alliances and blah blah. I have to try really hard and win immunity because I still feel on the bottom. I dont understand the logic of Loren though. He brought me into the alliance, last might I add, just to flip on me and throw me under the bus. Okay kid you're playing a reckless game and still expect me to trust you, you'll find out if not by me that you'll so easily get bit in the ass. "heroes"

- smh these Heroes are so indecisive like okay I get it you don't wanna throw anyone's name out but COME ON we know we're going to tribal, we know we have to vote for someone, so just spit a name out. I'm the only person who ever wants to throw a name out there and it's tiring my soul. Like I'm not even overplaying, I'm just REGULAR PLAYING and that's like too much for this tribe. I've already suggested Bas to a few people and really that should be what we do, he's here the least and that almost cost us the win last time so get with the program people. like we're here to PLAY, we are all stars and y'all wanna just sit there and not even think of who to vote for? it's possible they're just playing me but after the Trace vote I really think that's actually how people are handling this game "heroes"

- in more positive news, Bryce, Miguel, and I solidified our Socotra Alliance and we're really gonna Do That! I'm happy to work with them, they're great guys and really sincere I think. I plan on being fairly loyal to them, both because that's just how I am and because I kinda owe it to them after screwing them over so much in Socotra. It's good to finally be in a capital A Alliance, the first one for me in this season. I'm sure there are others floating around but this is the one that I want to last. "heroes"

- CJ: "I can probably get Szymon and Emma on board." Me: "awesome! thanks." I wonder if CJ really is closer to Szymon and Emma than me........lol PROBABLY NOT! Szymon at least probably is closer to me, Emma can do anything since when I told her I wanted to work with her the most she was like "oh thanks me too" so who the fuck knows "heroes"

- Linh told me Bryce told her it's CJ. Bitch.....I'm shook. Bryce needs to practice what he preaches, he's going around saying it's CJ when 1. we haven't agreed to a name and 2. the name Miguel and I were leaning MORE towards was Bas. He really needs to stop because now I'm remembering why I wasn't aligned with him. He really tries it sometimes, he's a great guy but sometimes he tries to do the most and I don't like it. Good thing that Linh is a boss ass queen who tells me the tea <3 I love her "heroes"

- WHEN LINH TELLS ME LOREN TOLD HER BAILEY'S SCORE I AM HONESTLY SO DEAD. Look at how fucking iconic we are, we've both got informants in the Villains tribe. We are such dominatrix strategic social goddesses, honestly your faves will never collect the same tea from different people literally minutes apart "heroes"

- Oh, and I told Dusk the way the vote worked out on the Villains tribe. Alex told me it was him, Alissa, Ci'ere, Bailey, and Thomas who voted for Jay and the others voted for Ci'ere. I told Dusk that because I feel like he's not a blabbermouth bitch and that he's smart enough to help me figure out what to make of the results. We'll see if he's trustworthy, if he's not then it's hardly the worst information for everyone else to know. "heroes"

- So Eva came to me last night and asked me if we should have an alliance. I obviously said yes bc if I don't say yes to her then she will find her alliance somewhere else and it might be dangerous for my game. But honestly for now I think it's best if I stay loyal to the Gaeroes (im already done with this name btw) BUT if we keep losing challenges then at least I know Eva is targeting Bas so I can use that to either get people more easily on board with getting rid of her or getting Bas out before he tries forming an alliance with other people who aren't me, bc honestly he and I barely talk. It's just very hard you know, bc after socotra im like iffy on eva as a player, im becoming more and more paranoid by the hour thinking shes plotting to turn the whole tribe against me.

On another matter, Szymon and I had a 52 min talk on skype today and it went great <3 I think at this point he's my closest ally, same as he was in Eden's ORG. One of my concerns in every game I'm in is that people will target me bc I've won some other games before but I feel like Szymon either does not care or just doesn't feel threatened by it and that's great bc lowkey I need someone in my corner who doesn't feel the need to backstab me bc I won games in other orgs.

Bryce, also a close ally of mine, I found out he's been gunning HARD for CJ omfg he's turning in like Tom, my SI buddy, first he makes a big ass alliance and now he tries to get people to vote his way. I mean, it sorta works for me bc it means I'm not the one being seen as playing too hard but at the same time, Bryce's targets going home benefit my game.

For this challenge I had a very crappy score bc I only started playing it at like 10pm and im tired af today so i need to just submit that and hope someone I trust wins the idol clue so they share it with me!

current ranking of the heroes: szy: <33333333 linh: honestly amazing emma: ur so cute and cool ily bryce: dont get messy on me my boy dusk: u r cool eva: ok but can i trust u bas: im your ally just talk to me cj: talk to me sarah: talk to mex2 "villains"

- Heroes vs Villains Confessional 3 ""heroes"

- Actually, I'm not surprised with the results. They have more challenge beast than us. Now, everything seems more complicated for me. Because, Eva mentioned Bas, but at the same time my alliance seem want to vote for CJ. Honestly, I dont want to mess things up right now, Bas is part of my alliance and I think I can work with him, so this is not the right time to voted him out. Besides, I'm trying to connect more with Miguel, Eva and Szy. I hope they'll trust me 100% :))) I also hope that Alissa will be voted out because Thomas already got immu. I dont want to stay in the same tribe with her or Thomas. This could be killing my game tho :)))) Finally Ugghhhh I hate double tribals.. "							"heroes"

- The results of the challenge were actually pretty disheartening. I'm glad I won immunity, but overall the tribe did poorly and my ideal target, Bas, did second-best so he continues to have some claim as a decent asset for flash games. I also failed to win the idol clue for us, and I actually scored lower than THREE of the Villains. All in all, immunity is a hollow feeling compared to all of the overall negative outcomes in this challenge. I'm hoping Bailey goes home for the Villains- he's good at challenges, after all, so if he goes we're slightly less screwed than previously thought. As for who the Heroes should send home...I'm open to suggestions at this point. At least I'm safe! :v "heroes"

- I think I'm more worried than I should be about this double elimination, but u never know in the game of Survivor. I'm not gonna try to act all paranoid even tho I am. This vote is gonna be crazy!

Day 7
""heroes"

- Sooo... The things are really intense right now, people are scrambling and the ""unity"" of heroes is being tested and cracks under the pressure of Tribal. There are two main options - CJ and Bas. CJ is a victim of how this game is going, being completely out of the loop of everything even tho he didn't do anything wrong. Bas bc he almost fucked up for us the last challenge. GOD. He's also the person who i feel least bonded with. And as much as personally i would like Bas to see gone, i totally dont think it'd be the smartest move since it would piss more people. So i gotta keep my head in game and make best long-term game moves for now. AND IM SOOOOOOOOOOOO SCARED OF A SWAP HAPPENING RIGHT AFTER THIS so that's why I need to not piss as many heroes as possible "			""villains"

- I literally felt like...INCREDIBLY relieved that I won immunity. Like it's Day 7...DAY SEVEN. And there's 32 more days. I have like not slept well yet. I havent ate well. And this time around is so different. Like its a fight every single day...and again its day 7.

DAY 7 "			"villains"

- I legit tried to convince Chris and Eddie to go through with voting Jay but they literally want Bailey and I dont get it. Jay is DANGEROUSSSS. And annoying. And a nuisance. I feel like they are playing me but I can only play it day by day and not be paranoid because if I get paranoid my torch will go out in 0.2 seconds. I have a close bond with Alex Alissa Chris and Sora. Jenn thinks im hot. Eddie is my friend but I find him sketchy at times. Loren and Jay are not to be trusted. I think I have a big crush on Alissa. Like she's beautiful inside and out. But I will try not to crush too hard because after all this is a game I am desperately trying to win. "villains"

- As a alliance we are voting Bailey out, also I have manage to build my alliance which now consist of Jay and Loren. Loren is strategically good and and Jay is strategically bad and I'm in between and I like to keep it that way. "villains"

- god i rlly hate these bc idk where i left off at so ill just do since ciere's boot. my master plan came to fruition and ci'ere was sent packing. sorry ci'ere but you literally were too wild and didn't give me a chance so ya bye have fun in premerge land, i had a lot of hope we could work together ! After the vote all teh fckin fake asses aka bailey alissa alex and tom came to me. Tom Alissa and Alex were all like 'LOL i didn't take that alliance seriously that's why I didn't tell you, I really wanted to work with you xD' and yet not ONE of them said anything about it before they realized they were on the wrong side of majority and are trying to use me as an in. Well except Bailey who ~gracefully~ decided to grace me with his presence of a friend request and message, AFTER TWO ROUNDS IN THE GAME? I'm not saying it's not a two way streak, but the first 2 days of this game I was dying at a concert while he was trying to lead a sinking ship of an alliance. Meanwhile Jay is fckin going crazy. I don't know if this dude actually thinks he's Abi-Maria or something, but he's really trying hard to. Everything he's doing is Abi and he even tried to make a little pity party for himself and say he feels isolated, despite, you know, having an entire 6 person alliance with you. He's fckin insane and as soon as Bailey is gone he's next. Which brings me to my next point that while Bailey clearly isn't as crazy, he's pretty much a terrible player lol. When you can't even get the minority on your side for a vote you've pretty much dug yourself in a really deep hole. His fatal mistake was ignoring the 'minority' and then trying to make a call out post for some of them once he realized he has to try in this game. His read on people is astoundingly atrocious and he's paying the price. I don't know what Jay, or Loren and his little cross tribe alliance with Linh, which I made sure everyone knows bc they should know!!, think they know or think they wanna do, but I have my own plans and I'm gonna be doing just that. I'll flip and vote off whoever I don't have time for any lose ends in these freaks. ""heroes"

- Eva and Sarah are doing everything to flip the vote from CJ to Bas and I am just not here for this shit. Not that I care for Bas bc i could care less but I will NOT let them take control of the tribe.

Also Sarah has the AUDACITY of saying Bas hasn't shown dedication in the challenges. Bitch, did you see your sorry ass score for the first challenge??? It was SHIT, ok? So you better sit the fuck down and give me a legit reason other than Eva being afraid of her pwtning her like in Svalbard. "			"heroes"

- Me multitasking again, getting the target back onto Bas while still trying to find this idol with Chris. We're making very slow progress, but progress nontheless. Chris thinks he's being targeted so hopefully we can find the idols before tribal is over, otherwise he could be gone and I want him to stay. He's a good ally. "heroes"

- So Bas and I just had an amazing conversation, we talked about some pretty personal stuff and it was a really nice experience. It partially makes me want to keep him, but at the same time I can't flip back and undo all the work I did before, it'd make me come across as a wishy-washy sow. So we have to keep with the plan and vote him out. He's a great guy and I'm honestly so glad we bonded, just a year or so ago we were playing Svalbard and we targeted each other immediately, and I went home. But this isn't a personal vote; I have no hard feelings towards him whatsoever. "heroes"

- glad i have immunity cause people are being vacuous whores and keep changing their minds. can't vote ME out so see if i give a shit "heroes"

- It's a good thing I didn't actually care much who went home, otherwise I'd be really pissed at how much things have turned around. Like, keeping Bas is fine because he's good at flash games and we've bonded a lot, so it's really not the fact that he's gonna still be here that bothers me. Either someone pulled a fast one and campaigned hard for CJ to go and it worked, or people are wishy-washy bitches and can't hold thoughts long enough to actually realize them in their minds. Either way, I'm kinda hoping for a swap now because the Heroes are definitely not the utopia tribe they were before. I'm starting to get irritated. "heroes"

- i cannot believe it. i cannot FUCKING BELIEVE IT. I gave Alex the clue, thinking hey this is my friend, my buddy, he could use the help. i told him to tell NO ONE the clue and to tell no one i gave it to him and HE IMMEDIATELY GAVE IT TO BAILEY LIKE MOTHERFUCKER DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND HOW WORDS WORK I AM SO MAD THAT CLUE WAS FOR *ALEX* TO POTENTIALLY HAVE AN IDOL TO PROTECT HIMSELF WITH NOW BAILEY IS IN THE MIX AND IS GONNA TELL EVERYONE EVERYTHING FUCK ""villains"

- Well my first confessional. I'm very happy to be back and playing.

On the very first day I made an alliance with Jay. Looking at the list of players I was with, I was more than happy to align with him because I know he is a loyal player so I wanted to align with him.

The one person who I didn't want to see on the list was Eddie. We didn't get along in Australia and in the org community. But we've talked for the sake of the game and somehow we have put our difference aside and can work together.

I've also been making small talks with everyone else but didn't make any big alliances. During this time I also tried to build an alliance with Alex because of how dangerous he was in big brother. But that quickly fizzled out.

It wasn't until day 4-5 when I think the game really started for me. Loren approached me to join in an alliance with him along with Eddie, Chris and soren. Jay alter joined us which I was thrilled about. I was happy to join that alliance because i had no prior alliance.

during the boot list challenge, my alliance is so worried about ciere finding the idol so they decided to throw that challenge so we could go tribal. In all honesty, I'm not happy about it because we had to split the tribe down the middle. We took out the biggest threat that was in the game which was ciere.

As I mentioned, my closest Aly in the game is Jay, the only problem is that he is so paranoid and causing so much drama in that alliance that it's hard to keep up with him. I like him as a person but as an ally, he is unreliable. But also its good to have him with me because he is disliked by many of the people and he can be my shield as the game progresses. We have been exchanging Infos and also collecting Infos from other members and sharing them together.

That's all for now "			"heroes"

- looks like eva didnt get her way :)))))) sucks to suck, u lil hoe! "heroes"

- I'm honestly getting annoyed by the other heroes moping around in the tribe chat bc they have to vote people out in Survivor.... Like, CJ had a week to talk game with me and he never did, he was nice and all but sorry it is what it is, you have to leave! Gosh, being a hero is hard. ""heroes"

- So we just formed the suicide ""sqaud"" alliance which is Bryce, Szymon, Emma, Dusk and I, which is basically all the people I wanted to work with anyways so that's good!! I think the plan right now is to send Bas home next to keep Eva, Sarah and Linh happy and then probably Eva will be the target??? idk idk, something crazy might happen before that.

I'm very concerned now bc where tf is day 8??? is there going to be a fucking swap bc gosh i am in a good spot here i feel like! I don't want to deal with the vilains this early on omg "			""heroes"

- seriously where tf is this post at, i want to go out to buyy some cereal but not if i have a stupid swap and have to go socialize with the villains

fuck u nuno "			"villains"

- Movie on 9 9 16 at 4 15 PM "heroes"

- Chriskeisha gave me the idol clue which he himself got from Thomas so TRUST that I am helping him find it because it also helps me get it, we are gonna get this and solidify some REAL SHIT in this game. "villains"

- Heroes vs Villains Confessional 4 "heroes"

- Linh is such a goddamn snake, talking to Loren about our alliance? Hell no I ain't gonna trust ya! Either they're trying to break up the alliance or Linh is just being shady af. And yea, the CJ vote :( I feel so bad about it but this was such a stressful tribal and even tho I'd rather have someone like Linh out, that would just point the target at me cuz everyone believes Linh is trustworthy. Btw, Loren is making things so painfully obvious. He just leaked stuff to Alissa about the whole thing which she sent to Sora then he sent it to Szy and it went over to the Holy Trinity alliance XD I'm cackling lmfaoooo.