I Just Got Here/Confessionals

Day 19
"einigkeit"

- "Holy brownie! merge has me feeling calm for some reason? I'm very glad to be here and excited but also I literally have no sense of impending doom. Maybe that's just me being naive lol Anyway. Plans. I plan to stick with Nora first and fore mostly - her I trust the most. Willow is also a close ally. Nora has the idol, but is buggin out for some reason b/c Willow might know she has it. I hope to hell we can trust her with that info but only time will tell. WILLOW IF U ARE READING THIS AND TOLD NOBODY OMFG THANK U Another plan is to stick to Felix like glue - I know he has the inside info on this game and has connections with probably everyone lol. ALSO, UR FREAKIN HILARIOUS BRO ANOTHER plan (but is the BEST one yet imo - and would bring this game FULL CIRCLE in a very ironic way lol) is to remove that SSSsssSSSNAKE ana (not annajane, the other one.) Yeah, i'm coming for her. Hard, and fast. And when I do, David's name is gonna be ALL over her parchment. X O ANA kiss kiss ""sweetie"" ;)"

Day 20
"einigkeit"

- 703 Rhineland Confessional (Day 20)

"einigkeit"

- "HIIIIIII so we merged and honestly im already LOVING the ppl i haven’t met more than the ppl i had met previously. like miles, matt, felix, and willow?? they outsold jasmine, chelsea, chari, and nora by like a BILLION. like GROSS. ill explain why chelsea sucks ass later lol

so like the merge tribe name is so difficult to spell and idek how to pronunce it and honestly it makes me so mad. i wanted to name is us fübe which means feet in german according to google translate so like im PISSED OFF. but whatever. fuck that.

i got second in the challenge and im honestly actually so pissed ab it. i LITERALLY THREW THE CHALLENGE. i have gotten 50k on 2048 before....... goddammit......... if i had been told everyone literally SUCKED SO MUCH i wouldn’t have not tried. like fuck this. thomas is a good person to have it tho, i lowkey trust him even tho he’s kinda shady sometimes. whatever.

ok so like anna, tobi, and i have an alliance bc like we’re the three most interesting ppl in this game, all of the rest of the girls except for willow are bland as FUCK and i don’t like them and then the other guys are actually really sweet, i really love miles he’s so fun and cute and sweet. i don’t like hating on women but these girls are THE FUCKING WORST. literally they call me and anna barbies. like could u get any more objectifying. it bothers the shit out of me bc they barely know me and they’ve put me in this box and it makes me want to SCREEEEEEAM. like if they’re going to treat me like that they can choke. anna is the only person i trust completely and i would honestly do anything for her.

so like chari, jasmine, chelsea, and nora have this like. vendetta or something. against anna and i and they’re like 100000% targeting us. like they can literally choke, imagine being that jealous of us. if they were a spice they would be flour. they’re so fucking bland in boring and im DONE WITH THEM. also chelsea planted this idea in ppl’s head that me, anna, tobi, matt, and miles are in an alliance which is SO FUNNYYYYYYY bc then we ACTUALLY MADE AN ALLIANCE, which also includes thomas and felix bc they’re our double agents. literally chelsea is on so much crack right now, like honestly like she’s gotta be injecting a HEALTHY amount of heroin into her veins on a daily basis bc this bitch is having DELUSIONS!!!!!!! it’s super funny tbh tho...... bc she has no idea what she’s doing. it’s SO FUNNY ugh. im like girl. u made ftc on main. ur obviously smart. but if ur gonna literally group FIVE PPL TOGETHER as ppl u want out bc they’re in ur lil made up alliance, do u not think those five ppl are going to work together to get u out????? have u seen survivor before???? do u really think that’s smart??????? bc girl. i can promise u. it is NOT.

ok this is hella long, im going to write a ranking of everyone my tribe later and trust me sisters it will NOT be nice. hehe. fuck these ppl."

Day 21
"einigkeit"

- "BOY OH BOY has A LOT happened I'll first start by giving a tldr version of pre merge basically nora found an idol (didn't tell me until this round but jasmine told me earlier) but I still LOVE nora, an absolute queen!! then we swapped and had to go to tribal right before merge I wanted to vote out Miles bc like the returnees all seem tight and they seem to have the numbers to draw ppl in, and Ashlee is a queen and definitely deserved better bc she seemed so down to work w me, and jasmine. also me and Jasmine worked together to find the right idol code but then it was already found?? possibly by AJ bc she was there the longest? could have been anyone tho but i have my suspicions ANYWAYS skip to merge and after the challenge i was straight up bombarded w texts telling me its between Chelsea and Anna Jane like i just got here??? pls give me a moment to gather myself LMFAO SO that brings me to my current situation Chelsea is being targeted my AJ and her possy bc apparently Chelsea and Nora called AJ and Anabel barbies or something? IDK i love anabel and AJ personally so whatever i say in this confessional is me just ranting game wise, but anyways for my game its smarter for me to work w Nora, Jasmine and Chelsea bc I was w them on Mosel 2.0 and im not on the bottom of an alliance w them whereas i would be if i went w anna jane AJ and her side think that they can trust me so I'm majorly using this to my advantage rn!! I'm basically acting like a double agent and telling them that Nora is the decoy name and that they're actually targetting Chelsea, sooo while they're feeding me info I'm trying to see if we can get the numbers to save chelsea instead of using the idol bc it would be better to save it, we currently have 5 me, Chelsea, Nora, Jasmine and Chari but we need 2 more to get a majority of 7 since the merge has 12 ppl this confessional is messy but im tired so ill expand on it tomorrow but im trying to make some magic happen so my favs dont go home bc if this can work then i believe i can make it deep in the game! I just gotta be careful and be sneaky while being the double agent bc if anyone gets word of it then im FUCKED lol "

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- Toby wants to flush my idol. He is pushing me so hard to play it on telling me that people are voting me tonight. Since the moment he asked me who were with me and even in Mosel 3.0 when i told him that AJ has probably the Idol and he bugged, I suspected him to be a double agent. It was confirmed when i confront him about leaking info to the Annas. Well, well, well, what a snake! He was convinced to work with Anna before meeting her in the game Rhineland LOL thank you! So, i am supposed to be the decoy name and Chelsea is probably the vote; really, I'm not sure, i don't know. Just Tobi told me some hards and trash words yesterday and apologised for it today: I don't buy it a little. For me, you are dead, like really dead ! Always remember our archetype dude, we are punishing conquests not forgiving

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- 703 Rhineland Confessional (Day 21)

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- Confessional first merge boot

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- Survivor Rhineland - Day 21