Pricked My Finger on the Wheel/Confessionals

Day 16
"atafu"

- Oh, a blindsided.. I have no idea, but I can feel sth weird from Hunter. Actually it not really matter to me.. He seems waiting for so long for this.. It's a good opportunity for him and he didn't miss it. I've been push back to Chris as at least he comes to talk to me and it quite sincerely. Hunter can splip and so do I, I dont think the other 2 guys see me at threat than Hunter. That's the way I try to keep in without wasting my idol.. The idol just save for big move only.!!!

"lunata"

- Crap! As happy as I am to see Sean, the returnee-ist, go #Revenge4Danny. I really wanted Scott to go. OH well ;-;

"lunata"

- Oh i'm screwed. I am soo screwed. Sean leaving basically makes it nearly impossible to get the numbers come a merge, and if im right and we're merging soon then yea we're fucked. The toloa 4 is doing a great job of bringing in people to their outer circle to get more and more numbers so they'll be set when it gets down to just them, but thats literally all im trying to prevent from happening. I really don't know why hunter flipped, but im not surprised I mean he lacks good judgement and thats proven by the fact that he flipped from one bottom to a worse bottom in azerbaijan so i dont know why im surprised. It's my fault for not trusting my gut and for trusting danielles., She was the sole reason hunter stayed to the swap and had she not been so convinced he was a good friend and would be loyal to what she wants and had she listened to me i would've rather had johnny go before hunter and would've brought that up to her. Unfortunately now she sees he was using her to get to a swap to flip, which he did successfully. Although in my slightly biased opinion he was unsuccessful as he's now isolated his original allies and is now with people who he's on the outs with anyways. He's just honestly so stupid and i dont know how im going to get the numbers on my side now. God I pray I find this idol on this tribe otherwise im screwed

"lunata"

- I'm doing it, I'm going to message Yannick about aligning with Blaine and taking out Chris if we lose, Chris is a huge threat all around and it's pretty much make it or break it at this point, if I can't pull this off and Yannick goes and tells Chris my proposition then I'm royally fucked, but I refuse to play UTR, I can't do it, I don't feel comfortable playing and not even attempting to do anything, today in psychology, we're going from Adolescence into adulthood and we were discussing how to be happy with your job and your life, and my teacher told us about how this generation has started changing careers if they're unhappy where they are or with what they're doing, and playing UTR makes me extremely unhappy, so I'm changing up what I've been doing at Lunata, I have to try to do this, or I won't feel right.

"toloa"

- First reward challenge of the season, and it flopped on us, oh well. Sora told me that the idol has already been found. So it really doesn't matter all that much whether we won reward or not, because the reward itself wasn't very rewarding as it sounds. Time to get ready for immunity.

"toloa"

- Oh dear I have a feeling we will be going to tribal, and there's really not much I can do to stop it. I mean I'll try my hardest to make sure we all do our parts but it's going to be very hard, I guess we'll see how this goes."

Day 17
"toloa"

- Omg!!! I found the Idol smile emoticon!!! I've chosing telling Sora and TSN about that cause If had kept it in secret ,It would have been easy for them to find out I have it ... All because I said before I was going to guess DeCairo. I don't want them to lose trust on me but the big problem that they can tell anybody which I hope that doesn't happen. I have doubts about Isaac going in the case we lose next challenge. I trust Sora a way more than Tommy and from my point of view He needs to go, frown emoticon I need to speak to him

"toloa"

- JUST MY LUCK. I GUESS THE WRONG ONE LITERALLY LIKE 2 HOURS AWAY AND NOW JULIAN HAS THE IDOL WITH TEH LIST I HAD FOR HIM JKBSDJ ok but this is ok, at least julian has it and not someone random af, its good bc jake and austin dont have it and now I think I can just snatch it from Julian, and give him a fake one back. I may have to throw teh challenge and get rid of Isaac or TSN or SOMEONE to do it but its the cost of an idol!!!! I can make it happen, plus me sitting out anyway keeps me where I wanna be, the middle. from what I understand Jake and Austin think I'm with them, Chris thinks I'm with him, Yannick and the returnees think I'm with them, its a mess but it comes with the job description. So now it's time to enact my favorite plan ever, Operation: Jessy, is a go

"toloa"

- WELP I just did it FRICK I pricked my finger on the wheel and signed my name on blood to the devil. Tomorrow both tribes will SEVERELY attack our thread and we will go to tribal. The other tribes made a deal to attack us and they both asked me if I would be ok with it and I allowed it OOPS. this is the fate!!! but now I can spend this time working on Julian for the idol!! *obsessive twitch*

"atafu"

- So now that we've swapped onto the new tribes I'm kinda liking the fact that I'm not with my other tribe mates and making bonds with people from the other tribes It provides me with the idea of finding those who I can work with long term, because I hate to say it, but returnees are a sinking ship So by using my alliance with Jake and Hunter, I can eventually team up with their allies at the merge and ride with them for a bit, then the three of us can make our moves with that group within the group Problem is Jake and Hunter were both on the minority on their original tribes So if anything it means I might have to pull in the returnees and work with them in merge But if that's the case I wouldn't mind since I have a strong connection with Sora/Tommy so they would choose me over Yannick/Blaine But either way, I think a Jake/Hunter/Me final 3 would be best since we're three people from opposing tribes and my target is much bigger being aligned with the returnees then it would be if I'm aligned with Hunter/Jake All the returnees have a chat, and I found out the Toloa idol is gone But I'm keeping that info to myself because if I tell Jake/Hunter about it then they'll think I want to work with the returnees long term And I already told them both I would be loyal to them all the way in the game if they kept me this round and the next So my loyalties are with them, and I also know the Atafu idol is gone too according to Jake Which again, I'm only keeping that to myself because the returnees don't need to know I mean, they should know, but I don't want them to worry about my connections with Jake/Hunter Because that is something they should worry about potentially And if I can keep that small for them, they won't freak out about it and try to target me As for Kim, she seems really nice in the tribe chat but the two of us never talk one on one The only reason why she's next to go if we lose is cause we don't know who she is aligned with long term wise, she could have allies on the other tribe who will give her the idol or she might have it herself Which I'm hoping she doesn't Best case scenario is if my tribe wins the challenge so I don't have to go to tribal But it sucks cause I can't ask returnees to throw it since they probably aren't in as good of a position as I am So yeah, I think that's my stance right now Obviously this is a lot different then my Canada gameplay cause I was always about sticking to my tribe, knowing that I was in a good position and getting others to flip to my side so I would have the numbers But then other people wanted to do what they wanted and I had to give in to that so I wouldn't be that big of a target

"atafu"

- so i feel like i'm really due for a confessional. last vote sean went. it sucks he was so blindsided but it's what has to be done to prevent a possible idol play. kim and him were for sure thought i was leaving, so it was kinda funny to see that not happen. i'm really hoping we don't lose this upcoming immunity challenge because i really want all 4 of us to make it to the merge. tsn is a number for me and he could bring in kim since they're a premade. im really hoping a returner that isn't sora or scott goes next. too often when returners are in games with newbies, a returner wins. i want to make sure that does not happen. my ideal f3 at this stage would be scott and julian. thats very random but it would put me in the best position to win. austin is a good ally to have but he's a huge social threat so i know people won't want him to play much longer. honestly, i put myself in good with a lot of people in this game. im good with austin, tsn, julian, scott, hunter, sora, and kim at this point. if they all make the merge, i could see them all working with me/voting for me on the jury. the people on this atafu 2.0 tribe suck at these challenges though lmao. i dont even think hunter tries like at all which pisses me off. the toloa and atafu idol have confirmed been found. i know julian has the toloa idol and i'm not sure who has the atafu but my guess right now is chris or danielle. no one knows that i know julian has the idol so we'll see who decides to tell me smile emoticon

"lunata"

- I decided to not say anything to Yannick about taking out Chris because I don't feel like I can trust him honestly, here I am, stuck powerless in Lunata 2.0, I hate it here I honestly do, I feel like I'm walking on pins and needles around Chris because I don't wanna piss him off and get on his bad side, but he seems like an easily tempered person, i was trying to make things go quicker for us by making an edit for Yannick to post when he got on but Yannick goes and edits over my edited pic for him so that ruins the edited pic I made for the one I made to post after he went (I think I just confused everyone, including myself) but yeah, that's more of my complaining for Lunata 2.0, stay tuned, I'm sure there will be more to come. smile emoticon

"lunata"

- When will this cast figure out that black lives really do matter? Please, SHOW ME YOUR LOVE EVERYONE

"lunata"

- why are all of the people i try to work with the most incompetent people on earth. There are legit 9 people working against 3 and the 3 are going to end up winning because these people cant get their shit together

"atafu"

- Hello from the other side.. Chris comes to talk and asks me hanging here when seeing me in the minority. He gave me the answer for idol and it exactly is the one I got. The challenge was good when Lutanu & Atafu decided to target on Toloa. I'm sure they know I'm in minority and just don't mind to let Atafu going to tribal council again. There's more ppl they want to out overthere At this point, I feel NO TRUST to anyone. Maybe I'm not yet find a real alliance.. Chris is nice, Scott is nice. But I'm not 100% sure anything. Then my idol will be in secret..

"lunata"

- I KNOW WHERE ALL THE IDOLS ARE IN THE GAME, THEY'VE BEEN FOUND!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im pretty sure i narrowed it down to who has em hunter has the atafu idol either blaine, scott or yannick has the lunata idol isaac, julian, jake, austin or tsn has the toloa idol gl to everyone else when i blow up their shit come merge!

"toloa"

- Second time I'm losing sleep in this game, however hopefully this will benefit my tribe and hopefully we don't end up going to tribal council.

"toloa"

- *******This day 's chall make everyone to be tired frown emoticon it's a easy chall but i took a lot of time frown emoticon 1 bad thing more is that Atafu helps Lunata to beat us. It's ok, it's fair, they can do what they want. However, i dont understand why they do that. They have a plan and they want to blind side someone ?? i dont know but i hope i wont go home if we go to tribal ****** Tommy is so sweet guy ^^ i like him and i can trust him. He is a good person heart emoticon

"lunata"

- I decided I've had enough with the "Anti-Blaine alliance" I went to Blaine and talked to him about everything, told him everything that has happened and what I've heard to get him to trust me, apparently he didn't try to flip people on Yannick and Yannick misunderstood or something, but hopefully we will be able to get Yannick to realize that Chris is a huge threat, I proposed to Blaine that we take out Chris and we're going to try and get Yannick in on it now, this will either work out beautifully with Chris thinks it's Blaine then blindside of 3-2 or completely blow up in my face with Yannick telling Chris the plan and me going instead of Blaine, but I am not doing what Chris tells me to do, just because he tells me to do it, this is my own game and im gonna do what I feel best with.

Day 18
"toloa"

- Who says miracles can't happen, we won immunity some how!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!! kiki emoticon

"toloa"

- Muahahahahahahahahahahahaha :))))))))))) Fuck you both Lunata and Atafu ! Hahahahahaha . All of you are fucking loser :))))) you should know how strong Toloa is. I'm so happy right now. Atafu, i dont know why you help lunata but sorry, Toloa finnally won :))))) Ahahhahahahha ! I love this moment Toloa slays it

"lunata"

- I've just gotten word back from Yannick who is currently having a very glitchy facebook so he's not able to be on long that he's okay with whatever plan as long as Blaine doesn't fuck him over, I don't see why any of them would tell Chris of this plan or why they would even wanna go with any other plan, because Chris has been known to play ruthless and cut throat, and if he gets to merge he can win a lot of immunities, if I can successfully get him out, that's the second blindside I've designed this season and the 3rd vote I've controlled, definitely making my resume look good for the final tribal council, but I can't get ahead of myself, this play is to better my game right now and hopefully get me in a position to get to the merge.

"toloa"

- No tribal for us today! Only relaxing after all that comp strength we used up yesterday. http://media3.giphy.com/media/cwCBshoHs4nbW/giphy.gif

"lunata"

- Well..... shit. We lost and now this invincible tribe I thought I was a part of now has to go to TC. And you know what? I'M FUCKING NERVOUS GOING INTO THIS. Why? BECAUSE OF CHRIS FUCKING BLUE. He's the devil in disguise. I thought we buried the hatchet and I would have happily agreed to vote out Dani, the person who isn't here half the time and who isn't Yannick, but I've heard that he's been talking shit. So talk shit, get hit. Now I want him gone. I thought Austin was the person Yannick and I would have to convince to jump to our side for the vote, but he was actually the person who came to me! He said that Chris was a threat that needed to be dealt with and I couldn't agree more. He also spilled the tea that Chris made a chat with everyone in the tribe EXCEPT me with the sole purpose of getting me out. like wtf. And then, he told me that Yannick didn't trust me because apparently I was throwing his name out there during the Danny vote? #Justice4Danny I don't remember doing that and if I did then .... whatever cause now we're stuck together. But yeah, that's when I really began to worry. Oh yeah, there was also this curfuffle (or however you spell it) with the idol cause it's been found. Chris was the one who brought it to my attention and in chris-fashion, he directly asked me if I had it. Of course I said no, but it really worries me that the idol is already out there. And I don't have good experience with idols. *cries* But yeah, hopefully this vote works out and chris is blindsided, but idk. I wouldn't be at all surprised if it ends up being me.

"atafu"

- What kind of bitch does Blaine think he is??? He's just pissed he has to go to tribal council. I'm fine as long as it's not my tribe going to tribal. This is my first confessional of the season because I'm a flop but I have a vague feeling I'm becoming the villain of the season or somehow a hero if they hate Chris and Blaine. This people have such big egos and they need to settle their asses down. Gosh everyone in this season has wedgies up their cracks. I feel I have plenty of connections to do something this season This could turn out similar to Azerbaijan with Blaine being Austin and Chris being Rob lmao but I flipped on him before merge. That guy is so condescending. The game can't always go for him

"lunata"

- It's time to vote and my plan to vote off Chris is in full effect, I'd like to think he doesn't know, but I'm getting really mixed vibes from him, he's kind of a hard guy to talk to so that could also be the "mixed vibes" I'm getting, I hope that's it because if I can pull this off without getting any votes I'll be beyond happy, honestly I'm thinking it's either me or him, there's no scenarios where Blaine is going the way I see it because of what I told him, he and Yannick could obliterate me with the info and propositions I've given them but I have to trust that they won't and that I can do this, it's really do or die now.

"lunata"

- I'm sending in a lot of confessionals today, and quite a few just recently, but I feel extremely uneasy and my stomach is even beggining to hurt thinking Chris knows what I've planned, but if that's the case, Blaine or Yannick are extremely stupid for going with such a threat and wild card like Chris, paranoia is definitely setting in and it feels awful, if they just allow Chris to control this game and take people out he will, he intimidates the hell out of me and I just want this tribal to be over, but once this tribal is over, my game could be over. I wish I could know if he knew for sure so I could just accept my fate instead of worrying for the next 24 hours, but this is the game, this is what it does.

"lunata"

- Well then! Basically blaine made a fake plan with me to vote out danielle and thinks im in on it and thinks he's just lying to me about it, which he's not im lying to him as well, so none of that is happening. Then the anti blaine "alliance" with austin, he thinks that me and danielle are voting out blaine. HOWEVER, that little conniving SNAKE is trying to get blaine and yannick to vote me out, and he has blaine, and yannick told me this, SO, me, danielle and yannick are gonna blindside the fuck out of austin! HOPEFULLY. Unless yannick is lying to me just to get me to throw a vote or something, although i dont see why he would tell me this if he wasnt being truthful so AUSTIN YOUR ASS IS GRASS mother fucker GO HOME. oh i need him to go go GO home, that'll break up the toloa 4 alliance, that'll potentially flush the toloa idol, oh ffs im scared now IM GETTING 2 VOTES AT LEAST RIP ME IN THIS GAME

"toloa"

- ok so Atafu and Lunata are FLOPS. WE LITERALLY HAD 2 TRIBES DOUBLE TEAMING US AND WE STILL DON'T GO TO TRIBAL???? LIKE WHAT THE FUCK SORRY LUNATA U GUYS SUCK TOO MUCH, THIS CHALLENGE WAS LITERALLY MADE FOR US TO LOSE

"toloa"

- We won the inmunity challenge!!! smile emoticon Even knowing that both, Lunata and Atafu were going after us grin emoticon From what I could heard and was obviusly.. tho, both tribes had a temporally alliance chat,like ok, I don't have any crosstribal connection, but Sora and TSN do, so... apparently they were talking about a big Toloa alliance, and that one of us has the Idol and stuf,Like: It could be anyone:It may be TSN.#Throw back,It may be be Isaac.. If he found out I got the Idol, that's a big posibility, It may be Tommy haha .-. He could know(?) and lastly and no less important Sora, I mean, He was sat out but the other three were trying to help doing the challenge really well..Sora could have been part of that big alliance chat ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ who knows?? But to be REALLY honest, I want to go tribal at least ONE more time before merge, I want to give to the other 2 tribes the pleasure, "Isn't it like a suicide mission?" Ya!! It is!! but I NEED to see how is this tribe willing to play the game on that circumstances and GET RID of the right person before the merge, even knowing I could be SO going home.(I still have the Idol ,tho)

"lunata"

- Hunter and Tommy have the idols, and I'm 99% sure Austin has the last one. This is a move to make sure TSN, Julian, and Jake know what's coming to them. Welcome to the SLAUGHTERHOUSE.

"lunata"

- current mood towards me about to enter the viewers lounge Diddy-Dirty Money - I'm coming home w lyrics

"lunata"

- im shaking