Call Me Paranoid/Confessionals

Day 12
"dion"

- So I Felipe is gone which is mucho sad I like him but like he voted for me so I don’t feel bad rip, we need to win this challenge bc me and Sammy are about to get our poo pushed in if we lose ""mytikas"

- Things are really working out for me with regards to the other tribe. Felipe is probably the person I've spoken to the least during this game so I didn't mind seeing him go home.

Regarding my tribe, call me paranoid but I'm worried something is going against me. People don't seem to be making an effort to have conversations with me. I'm worried... hopefully we can keep winning immunity! Gonna give it my all in this spider game. "				"mytikas"

- How is it only day 12? It feels like I've been playing this game for ages but there's still 17 people left. Not that I'm complaining though, I'm having a lot of fun! ""mytikas"

- Wow I did not expect this! With Felipe gone, two Stefani are left and that gives Malik and Emily very little leverage. Sammy didn't actually go and while I stated earlier that I was confident he would, things change and I wouldn't exactly know.

That being said, we talked things out cause I didn't want there to be any more fighting between us, that is not my life or game.

I think I'm in a good position on my tribe right now, no one wants me out, as far as I know. Here's hoping we win again though! I can taste merge, it's just a few rounds away! "				"mytikas"

- Louise and Sammy survived their tribal and i'm so happy :') I'm not sure if my conversation with Karsten impacted that at all tbqh but it must have somewhat. I'm praying they can survive this next one bc I'm expecting a swap once we reach 16, and ahhhh if I can make the swap with the current connections I have, I'll have great odds of making the merge <3 "mytikas"

- Some of these ppl really need to lighten up jesus christ "dion"

- Glad the challenge was changed to Entanglement. One of my favorite survivor challenges I've done, and one I'm pretty good at. Unfortunately Sammy, Louise and Ben all said they have trash scores so we'll probably lose... again. I want Louise gone first because she's actually given zero fucks about this game. However, it would be interesting to see who would be booted if Mytikas loses. I wouldn't be surprised if it was Ryan or Cammy, sadly. "dion"

- Feels nice to finally win a challenge for once and not have to go to tribal. If we had lost I probably would have suggested Louise since we don't talk much but regardless I'm just happy we won for once, even if it was by 7 points, a win is still a win. I really hope Nicole and Charlie can survive because they're the 2 people I wanna work with going forward. I'm expecting another swap right after this tribal or within the next round or 2 so hoping I get lucky and end up with Ben and Karsten on a tribe again.

"dion"

- This win is EVERYTHING. You have no idea how important that immunity is for me. No idea. Also I actually contributed?? I'm shocked because I only got to play the online game for an hour before the deadline. I'm still dealing with heavy personal stuff atm, but at least now I know I'm gonna either repeat the placement from Byzantium or surpass it. What a relief.

(Let's not do the former though, ok?)

Day 13
"mytikas"

- hmmmm first tribal of the game!!! it's about damn time whew. I'm pumped but I gotta keep my damn cool and not overplay lol. I already have a plan in mind.... so I finally made that alliance chat with Lexi, Liam, & Malik after planting the seeds for days; and I think I'm gonna be able to convince them to take out Gevonte in order to 'take the target off their backs' that Sammy put on those 4. It honestly makes sense and it seems like they agree so that's cute... I'm also keeping my eye on miss Emily too, bc she's a snake in the grass that's for damn sure. I'm expecting a swap next and I really hope I survive enough to beat 15th place bc that would make me feel accomplished <3 chances are good though whew ""dion"

- Yay we won!!! Karsten carried our asses in that challenge so thank you Karsten!

Right now I am a little parinoid. I feel like a swap is upon us and I am very nervous I might get swapped with the wrong people. I think everyone knows that Liz Karsten and I are a three and I think people are going to want us split up.

Brian is good at making people do what he wants. He sounds so damn genuine when I talk to him, but he really isn't genuine he is just trying to survive. I'm so fucking annoyed I keep falling for it. I'm sure the first chance Brian gets he is going to screw us 3 over. "				""mytikas"

- Well, we finally lost our first challenge as a swapped tribe. And it was by 7 points! I’m sad because I was hoping we could pull it all the way to another swap or merge honestly. Now comes the hard part. I am happy Cammy is no longer the possible vote, as something new has come to light. Ryan approached me about finally making the alliance with us, Liam, Lexi and Nicole. I had to remind him an alliance with both Liam and Nicole wouldn’t work because of the history they have towards another and Liam wanting to target Nicole. Lexi tells Ryan that it would work and I just straight up tell him it definitely won’t work if we have them both in the alliance, I’m trying to think ahead. But Ryan brings up a even better idea once the group is made. He says we should vote Gevonte because that way people would really wonder the dynamics if he goes unanimously, since people because of Sammy think we’re all working together in an already made alliance. So that way they can stop thinking that and mainly Gevonte was the only one not included in the group. Sorry buddy you’re amazing but I had to do what’s best for my game moving forward. It’s bad for you to go because I feel you have my back, but based on the circumstances of things and the situation it’s the best thing to do, I hate robbing you of this chance but I have to do this. I really think a swap is coming btw, hopefully this move doesn’t make me a target as in people stop thinking I’m in a GODDAMN premade alliance.

On the brighter side, atleast some people on that tribe is safe 👌🏽👌🏽 And I should be safe here so hopefully nothing goes wrong..but shits always gone wrong in almost every tribal council I’ve been at so far. We’ll see what happens. "				"dion"

- WE DID THAT AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA FUCK U MYTIKAS but fuck I hope Liam survives if he dies here I’ll legit be too upset to function "dion"

- We won immunity finally so that is fun! Karsten killed it... I honestly he's gonna be one of the biggest threats to my own personal game going forward. I feel closer to Ben and I 100% believe he is on board with me for the long haul. The problem is Liz, who is closer to Karsten and he is trying to play a little bit of puppet master strategically and letting Liz be the social one for him. At least that's my perspective on the situation. While on the other hand you have these stragglers in Louise and Sammy who are just floating by. One of them should go next if we do not swap, in my opinion. More towards Louise because I do not think she is talking to ANYONE. Which is so horrid. Brian I think its just kinda flying by the seat of his pants and I think I could use that to my advantage, need be. And I honestly forgot Konrad was even in the game until I looked at the people on my tribe just now soo....... Fun times ahead! "dion"

- https://youtu.be/HFCLdCd7zlI "mytikas"

- okay so my plan to target Gevonte has gone into effect immensely better than i expected and it seems everyone is on board to take him out.... except now it's like 3 hours to deadline and Cammy has come up with a plan to switch it up and get Gevonte to vote out Lexi, along with me/Cammy/Charlie/Emily hmmmmmnnnnnggggg taking out Gevonte is definitely the best move for my game but falkdj I somehow need to get Cammy/Charlie/Emily okay with just going along with that plan but how...... I would be the swing vote if this plan went into fruition and i'd definitely piss off 3 people either way i went klahsfsd soooo guh my plan is to convince them to just go along with voting out Gevonte; and HOPEfully we swap and the game will be shaken up again bc I think I've shown my hand just a bittttt too much over here and i need a distraction "mytikas"

- Does Gevonte not realize he’s going home? If I was him and it was quiet all day, I’d suspect I’d be going some so idk how he’s not catching on. Maybe he doesn’t see why he’d be in danger and I feel bad for him if that’s the case. ""mytikas"

- y'all lmfao... i literally just threw that whole take out Gevonte plan in the garbage and decided to go along with Cammy/Charlie/Emily's plan to blindside Lexi kfajsdfs i'm a trashbag. honestly this probably isn't the smartest for my game and i'm still going along with this willingly because why? bitch i don't fucking know JLKFASHDF

well... tbh the main reason I decided to ultimately go along with this is because I talked to Nicole and told her the situation, and once i realized she wouldnt be upset at all if it happened, i felt decent enough with it. that leaves Liam and Malik who are gonna be straight up pissed at me and lkajsdfas i'm just gonna have to take it, i'mma deserve it. hopefully i can rectify our game relationships but if not then oops "				"mytikas"

- Soo, I just woke up. People are telling me the vote is Gevonte, which I'm happy to go with as I'm just happy it's not me. It seems a bit too easy though, like I expected this vote to be messier?? "mytikas"

- Ok, I'm starting to become suspicious that this apparent unanimous vote on Gevonte isn't the case. Cammy thinks the same, so her and I are going to talk to our other tribemates to see what they think. "mytikas"

- Ok, so... things have changed again. Cammy is saying we should tell Gevonte that lexi/malik/liam are going for him, to make him vote with us 4 to get Lexi out. I have to admit that it's a brilliant idea, and one I can definitely get behind. Honestly, I don't trust Lexi that much and she's a big threat, so getting her out would be beneficial. Furthermore, we would gain the trust of Gevonte who could be an ally for us in the future. "mytikas"

- Ugh.... Ryan doesn't seem to want to vote Lexi. We're trying to convince him, stay tuned! "mytikas"

- Fuck yes!! We did it. I feel so proud of myself, as I think I really was a key part in convincing Ryan to come with us. If this works we'll have such a solid alliance moving forward. This could really be one of the best moves I've ever been a part of in an org.