Board Thread:Survivor: Japan (Season 6)/@comment-4975295-20150315145043/@comment-5480706-20150315172523

1. Why was is it smart to take out me after you literally promised final three to me? Did you know you were sending another person to the jury that was pissed off with you and wouldn't vote you?

I want to tell you the truth as I know I lied to you in a brutal manner and I dont know if you are hurt by my lies but I think you deserve the truth. It was something that came from my gut and I just knew that despite getting all worked up about the thought of taking out who I consider my biggest rival in the game that I started talking, like too much shit, you know how I am when I feel something I aint gonna stop myself from expressing what I feel. But then I realised, why vote out Will, who cheated? Who could have cheated all immunities? I thought that the jury would be nasty at him, and from what Ive seen you came to realise that too, he cheated once, maybe twice, maybe 100 fucking times, why should you give him the jury vote? I went through some of the players that were in the jury and I knew theyd feel very angry at Will and that by taking him to FTC Id increase my chances.

Then I had to pick who Id lock into a tie. It was very hard as the three of us had been working together and I knew Id get a very pissed juror. I started listing things that each of you did and here are the list of them:

Joe: Came back from Redemption Island, Was behind Martin's blindside, Played an Idol that got Richie out, Was an underdog who climbed to the top

Lucas: Bought the negator, was never targetted other than that two votes I flipped the target

I valued more your game as it was risky and bigger in several ways. If I was in the jury I would have voted for you in a heartbeat. I didnt talk to you because let me say this, Im a coward, I feared that youd try to change my mind and expose other points of view that could alter my vision, let me tell you this, Will's reasons to save him were stupid and made me want to vote him out, I even showed you a fragement of his reasoning. I knew that youd possibly try to convince me in a better manner that Will and could have changed my vote, and I feared so badly that you could destroy the elaborate thought processes I had came up with. I hope you realise that you are THAT good because if not I dont know what else to say.

2. Why did you fuck up SO MANY TIMES.

^^^Thats basically the truth, I am a very clumsy person and tend to fuck up in very simple tasks, ask anybody Ive ever hosted with, theyll tell you how I fuck up one way or the other. My fuck ups were the two challenges I failed to submit and that tragic self vote. I however do not regret any of my voting decisions as my votes took out the big players that would have won in a heartbeat. For the first challenge I had a very rough day and I wasnt feeling dandy so I just went offline for the entire day as I felt the need to have some time of isolation. As of the vote it was purely the aftermath of the horrible day, I had struggled to come up with a coherent plan to blindside Will and I was kind of moody that day and had my head filled with non-relevant things. I went to bed thinking I already had voted. Then came the roast haiku and it was the one time I admit I fucked up, big time, I misunderstood the instructions and thought that the time the challenge ended was when the challenge started, or something like that. It felt horrible as Lucas also commited the same mistake but was saved by his loved one.