I Was A Backup Plan/Confessionals

Day 21
"dākusukai"

- I am seeing the uglier side of the merge. I don't wanna see some vajayjay powers get washed out in the game. It's do or die

"dākusukai"

- I was a back up plan. I was a fucking back up plan TO MAX! "Hey, lets throw some votes Richie's way so if Max really does have an idol then Richie can just be a random casualty" Its kinda weird. Normally at this point I would just say "fuck it. I'm going on an immunity run." and I would have little/no doubt in my mind that I would easily execute a shit scary immunity run that would ensure I took down the bad guys. But how the fuck am I supposed to compete with people like Will and Tyler? Even Wes? I'm good but I'm not taking flash game enhancement drugs. Actually I demand that they be tested! I hate that I have to talk to people like Austin and pretend like it's totally fine. He is the biggest, fattest, snake ever. Time to make like a mongoose.... and fight back - but more covertly and sly than a mongoose. More like a vietnamese soldier. Yeah! and what is with him suddenly going on about how cute I am? That's inappropro. I'm old enough to be his father's son from an earlier marriage! Plus I don't know how to respond to shit like that. Our current chat box just has a message from him saying "You're actually really cute. You know that right haha " Dude you just voted for me. Step off! Get back in the ocean! (reference to me throwing him in ocean earlier in tribe chat, not me calling him a whale). I'm so confused at what to do now and Joan is off doing one thing, Martin's off drooling jealously over Eves girl parts and Wes and Lucas I no longer know if I can trust moving forward... What to do…

"dākusukai"

- Tonight went Crazy. So many things going threw right. A fake idol, which if anybody gives a shit about it really. So many sex crazed talk, Richie dump me :,( It's Chaotic of course when Max was out he was pissed at me saying how he made a big mistake and I'm going next. Than mention Jack into this and got me a little scared a bit. Last time I align with someone from Day 1 he vote me out at final five and I'm not so sure right now so I'll have a word with him. Also decide to make a side secret alliance with Evie and Joe and to add in Tyler and Jack into not now but only when I can able to trust Jack again. So Max can be add at me all he once but the only way that I gonna be out of the game is if i lose redemption island bitch.

"dākusukai"

- 5-4-3....confusing but doesn't matter. Max is gone. I feel accomplished but I can't let it get to my head otherwise I'll get targeted. Joan voted with the Okami's which basically sealed his fate as far as the Zaru people and the Shika people except me are concerned. I still want Joan with me. Honestly, my best chances of winning are with Joan, Evie, Martin, and Austin. However, if I start planning my endgame now, I'll leave earlier than I should. So if Joan becomes their next target, sorry dude, ain't saving you. You're fault you went back to the people who voted you out.

I CAN"T BREATHE! JOAN GAVE MAX A FAKE IDOL AND MAX GAVE WES THE IDOL BEFORE GOING! WES THEN SHOWS EVERYONE THE FAKE IDOL! THIS IS THE BEST SHIT EVER FUCK ALL Y'ALL!

"dākusukai"

- I'm doing everything in my power to stay alive in this game and since I can't win challenges and find idols the best I can do is work with alliances

"dākusukai"

- So my biggest concern about final 11 I think is non-existent. I thought that Zaru and Okami would team up since they both have 3 members, which would give them a 6-5 majority over Shika. However, Austin added Evie and I to an alliance chat called the Furious Five. I plan on working with them for now so they don't flip on us. Tyler, however, is my biggest threat in that alliance. Sooner or later, I will need him gone. I have a sense Evie will do whatever I say so I may just YOLO it and attempt to bring her to the end. We'll see. She wants Richie gone next so to keep her happy, Richie will hopefully go if he loses immunity.

Day 22
"ri"

- LMAOOOOOOO I FUCKING CAN'T. WES WON IMMUNITY HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I TOLD THOSE MOFOS. DUMBASS PIECES OF SHITS. BURN AND REPENT!
 * Max is very hungry and tired and angry at redemption island but this made his day.

"dākusukai"

- Im nervous asf for this vote, Last time I was a goner but thank God I was saved, I cant afford to come so close to getting voted off again.

"dākusukai"

- Yaaaay, Richie lost so hopefully he'll go. I would be shocked if Austin, Jack and Tyler flipped to Okami but not surprised since it would be their best move. Maybe not their smartest move but their best move for sure.

"dākusukai"

- These people are soooooo boring!!! Idk if people don't want to talk strategy is a sign that I'm next or are they just that dull. http://img1.wikia.nocookie.net/__cb20130116102911/glee/images/5/56/Imbored.gif

Day 23
"dākusukai"

- Evie has quickly become my partner in crime. We came up with a plan that should hopefully save our skins this coming tribal because it does seem like Tyler is going which is kind of bad for me since I needed Tyler for my future plans but oh well.

Yooo so it's getting crazy. At first I thought Richie was a lock for the vote off but Will said a Zaru person should go. I'm not the biggest fan of a Zaru person going now but I can't push the others to follow my lead since, well, I went hardball trying to get rid of Max. Zaru and Okami dislike each other so much they don't do the best thing for their game which is to team up and take Shika out. This is insane and I'm loving it

"dākusukai"

- I feel like we formed that alliance of 5 way too soon, the big alliance of 8 hasn't talked since we voted out Max and the chat that we made for the smaller one is never talking. I'm guessing that Evie or Joe or both went and spilled the beans and one of the Zaru is going home but what else are we gonna do now. We just need to stick to the plan and hope and pray.

Max needs to chill the fuck out. He told me happy birthday so I said Thanks then he said "wow don't get too bouncy" followed by abunch of hashtags like he's being a little cry baby bitch about being voted off to everyone but im not letting it get to me because hes pathetic.

"dākusukai"

- Well this sucks - Joan didn't submit, disallowing him to cast a vote. At first I was worried that Joan's severly obvious goat strategy would screw us in a 5-5 vote, buuut surprisingly the inactive Evie messaged me about tribal. Sometimes majestic shit just happens. I'll write more later.

"dākusukai"

- Pretty much, the plan to vote Austin is no longer - there has been some talk about voting Tyler since he might have the idol - although Austin made a F5 deal with Jack, Tyler, Joe and Evie - Joe and Evie do seem loyal to Shika, but it's safer to vote for Jack, just to test their true loyalty. Also, Martin is pushing everyone to vote for Joan for some reason, bet it's because he can't submit, which is pretty st00pid. Also, Richie seems to really kiss my ass lately, I do trust him, but I'm not sure if he's actually loyal to me, or just playing me - if he is... Yeah, not so good.

"dākusukai"

- This is becoming more hectic than I ever thought. This vote will have crazy consequences. What makes things difficult is Joe and Evie being included in an alliance chat with the Zaru members. Yes they told us about them but how much can we trust them? We want to flush out Tyler’s idol, but if we tell Joe and Evie of the plan things can go bad. If we decide to split they can just side with them and vote out whoever they want. If we stack the votes Tyler can just play his idol and again, vote out whoever they want. We could get by easy just siding with Okami and make a 5 person alliance of them plus me, Wes, and Lucas, but then we would be lying to Joe and Evie. That could cause them to not trust us in the future and flip on us. I think however the feud between Okami and Zaru is strong so even if Joe and Evie go to Zaru, Okami could side with us and make a 6 man majority. All in all though I’m just glad they don’t value challenge threats that much right now.

"dākusukai"

- I'm making my stand. I got nothing else to do but trust people, some of whom i've only spoken to for the first time in the last hour or so. I'm shittin' maself.

"dākusukai"

- This is becoming more hectic than I ever thought. This vote will have crazy consequences. What makes things difficult is Joe and Evie being included in an alliance chat with the Zaru members. Yes they told us about them but how much can we trust them? We want to flush out Tyler’s idol, but if we tell Joe and Evie of the plan things can go bad. If we decide to split they can just side with them and vote out whoever they want. If we stack the votes Tyler can just play his idol and again, vote out whoever they want. We could get by easy just siding with Okami and make a 5 person alliance of them plus me, Wes, and Lucas, but then we would be lying to Joe and Evie. That could cause them to not trust us in the future and flip on us. I think however the feud between Okami and Zaru is strong so even if Joe and Evie go to Zaru, Okami could side with us and make a 6 man majority. All in all though I’m just glad they don’t value challenge threats that much right now.

"dākusukai"

- I’m bashing my head against a wall. This whole tie could have easily been avoided and the rats evie and joe would have clearly been pinpointed if Joan just submitted any score at all. There should never be a tie when 11 people are left. Wes Lucas and I have to stick to our guns here for Richie because if we don’t Martin and Joan will never side with us again and they would just team up with the other alliance and pick us off one by one. I’m planning on voting Jack again and I just have to try and talk some sense into either Joe or Evie.

"dākusukai"

- Evie has quickly become my partner in crime. We came up with a plan that should hopefully save our skins this coming tribal because it does seem like Tyler is going which is kind of bad for me since I needed Tyler for my future plans but oh well.

"dākusukai"

- well, shit…

"dākusukai"

- So our next target is Richie, even though we both made amends but he still has to go. however it may not be him going, it could Martin and Joan cause any of them may have the idol. So I think that the Shika might split the votes with us in case something like that might happen.

"dākusukai"

- Well fucking shit on flopping shit - Joe and Evie did flip... I left Evie a message telling her that Tyler (which he didn't) told me about the F5 deal Austin made. If only Joan could vote... That would be a life saver, since he seems to trust me - he's gonna work on Joe - hope it works.

Can Martin idk... Stop being so strange and say something relevant for once? We're the trying to consult shit at the Pizza Party and *boom* he's suddenly Star Jones. What's up with that? Also, Richie patting him in the back like he's his dad, isn't exactly making stuff better.