Big Brother 8/Week 9

"gibby"

- Well another juror leaving with flaming remarks. Roisin idk what you want from my game rn but it’s working wonders, I too hope to snap soon but if I snap too soon I won’t make it to f2! So I’m not even sure I WANT to win this hoh, but with roisin “exposing” me and jayme as a duo, I just might have to, otherwise maybe everyone will get wise and try to break us up. Trouble is, I have no idea who I want to nominate right now. Tyler makes sense, as does Lachlan, but I absolutely need Tyler still because I don’t think he’d target me -yet- ? Idk what to do other than pray Jayme wins hoh if I don’t.

"gibby"

- K NVM BC LACHLAN WON IMMEDIATELY AND NOW IDK WHATS GONNA HAPPEN AND IM SCARED

"gibby"

- "So, I survived eviction. I am elated, yet upset at once. Roisin was my #1 -- or at least I thought she was -- so watching her leave sucks. Naturally, she felt it was necessary to totally try to destroy my game even though I had NOTHING to do with her eviction (just like i had NOTHING to do w/ Alissa's). And, idk, it kinda hurts that she told literally everyone I wasn't loyal and that I was targeting half the house, especially stating that my #1 target lachlan who is now HoH lmfao. idk what it is w people trying to tank my game as they leave, but...i'll be joining her soon, so...lol...

Moving on from my sad feelings about Roisin, I feel like I'm completely screwed in this game. Lachlan won HoH moments after Roisin said I was targeting him, and I wouldn't be shocked if half the house now thought I was targeting them (she threw me utb to literally EVERYONE BESIDES JACK, WHO SHE PEGGED AS MY STRONG DUO, WHICH AINT EVEN TRUE, LIKE..........). So, I feel like I'm a goner this week. It won't stop me from trying, but...I just feel so defeated rn dskfsl. fuck."

"gibby"

- "Me: gives a logical pitch about how the fires have 3 ppl still at f7 and are pretty tight and we should prob knock one out

Lachlan: I’m gonna do what I should’ve done for my noms last time

OH SO NOM ME AND JAYME THEN. TERRIFIC. IM DYING THEN FANTASTIC.

He’s gonna nom me I just know it and I won’t have any time to do veto tomorrow like at ALL I’m fucking traveling and I’m gonna go home and I HATE HOW HE KEEPS WINNING???? WTF IS HIS DEAL. My prayer would have to be him breaking a tie on Jayme but god I just have a really bad feeling about all this. Just bad juju all around "

"gibby"

- "I’m nominated again, up against my “PoWeR dUo” Jack :xxx I’m upset. I know that if I don’t win the power of veto competition I’m going home, ESPECIALLY IF JACK WINS. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO BESIDES WIN VETO. I FEEL SO HELPLESS. ;___;

This is so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so irritating...i dont have a plan to get myself out of this situation, but….if and when i do…..i’ll let u know…….."

"gibby"

- Follow-up to my last confessional, but not really. Even though I do complain a lot about these people -- I noticed this last week since I was reflecting on me going home -- I truly do respect and like all but one of the people left in the game. Tymeka is an angel. I did a complete 180 on Lachlan, and honestly, he’d be who I’m rooting for if I leave. He's playing a GREAT game. Jack is ofc my bro, and he’s kinda straight, but...I can look past his flaws. Drew is one of the most supportive friends I could ask for in this game and I adore him w all my heart. Augusto is playing a v v utr game, so I don't know if he'd get my vote at the end, but he is still an aNGEL<33

"gibby"

- These last 2 weeks of competition shook the game up completely. Roisin is a fierce competitor, I respect her fight, but she had to go. She tried to backdoor me so I feel pretty justified in dishing it right back.

"gibby"

- LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CAN'T GET RID OF ME THAT EASY MOTHERFUCKER HOW DO YOU LIKE IT. WHAT THE FUCK IS UP. Another comp win at a CRUCIAL time, I'm making final 6, this double is scaring the shit out of me and my #1 ally is gonna go out for the 3rd week in a row but IM LIVING STILL BABY. I just don't see a way to save Jayme which sucks because now my preferred boot order is gonna need some serious rearranging. But at least I'm still kickin!

"gibby"

- "I...think I'm screwed. I really needed that POV to keep myself safe this week because I figured that was my only option ;_;. I'm scared. Like, really scared that I'm not making it out of this week.  I don't know what the HELL I'm expecting to happen. I think deep down I think I'm leaving, but I'm trying to remain hopeful.

I am loyal to Drew & Augusto. Drew is my #1, and has been the most supportive friend I could ask for in the whole world. Augusto is close to Lach, who wants me gone, so I don't know if I have that same loyalty with him. I hope I have both of their votes, but...I truly do not know. I wouldn't be surprised either way, but I hope they reciprocate this loyalty.

That leaves Jack & Fennessy. I'm kinda unsure where they stand rn. I'd love to think my bro would save me, bc we've been pegged as this dynamic duo, and if I could convince him that's how I'm treating this game now, I think I could convince him to keep me. Especially if he knows I'm going after Lach, who is his target. Fennessy is hard to read, my pitch to him is quite simple: You're the biggest threat here. Keep me -- a big target whose not as good as comps -- in as a shield. Cus he'll have to win out if he wants to stay past this week. And I offer him some room to maneuver, since I'll be targeted, too.

I hate being gamebotty but...I need to survive this week. I <3 Tymeka, but I need to make sure I'm safe :("

"gibby"

- So we love another Fire leaving this week. I mean, if the memory wall of the BB8 page will be all 4 fires leaving in a row, I better be the one on the farthest left in 5th. Also, Lachie is stupid as all hell for putting up Tymeka- who is harmless to literally left. Like the girl only got HoH because of a twist. She cannot literally harm a fly, like unless this was a sure fire way to want Jayme evicted tea, but like what the fuck Lachie? Are you really that dense? Honestly so stupid. Honestly, Tymeka is just a waste of a renomination on Lachie's end when his whole schtick this week was to get people who are threats.... soooooooo where you at Lachie? Where's the money to meet your mouth at? I'm pissed.

"gibby"

- "Now. There are probably a number of confessionals of me hating on Fennessy on this sheet, but like... this literally sent me over the edge and I'm not gonna publicly blow up. I still have a double eviction to get through and navigating through the rest of the game. But! The one thing you need to know- he's not gonna get anyone's vote unless your name is Alissa. Like schmoozing the jurors as they leave? Like what kind of David Hoban in 703 Egypt teas? (DON'T BE MAD AT ME DAVID, ILY!) Like boy you're already despised for your stunt last year... and your lackluster gamebotty game isn't gonna make me think otherwise.

OH ALSO, if you're gonna drag my name through the mud, make sure that the person that you are talking to doesn't relay the information you said to them back to me. Cause that's one of the many sure fire ways to get a verbal beating."

"gibby"

- "If I somehow survive this week, I might have to go into early retirement, because I'll never be able to top this again in my LIFE.

It's looking like I'm leaving rn. 2-2, Fenn/Augusto evict me and in the tiebreaker, Lach murders my ass. HOWEVER, I have been campaigning my ASS off to Tyler Fennessy. I basically told him that I will go to the end with him if he's able to swing the votes in my favor, that I'd protect and shield him from any other bullets, and that I'd be indebted so he can control me. All of these are lies, of course, but if Fenn has the perception that I am desperate and I NEED him, he will probably be more likely to keep me. Especially if he thinks I'm a target who can take bullets for him, and that I'd target Lach.

Do I think my plan will work? Not rly. I give myself a 13% chance I survive this week. But, I'll be damned if I'm not going to try my hardest. I need to survive this week and I need to be able to help my allies kick some Lach/Fennessy ASS.

this is off-topic, but augusto evicting me lowkey makes no sense for his game? No one can win against Lach/Fennessy, and they're two huge comp threats. Why would he keep Tymeka who can't win a comp to take them out???? I get that he's close to Lachlan, but like...c'mon augusto. U gotta be better than that."