Big Brother 8/Week 4

"gibby"

- "I don't know if I said this or not, but I'm trying to separate game and personal relationships this time around and I honestly think this was a true test with this endurance challenge. Like I had so much hope since we have a European on Fire... Actually, all the teams have a Euro person, doesn't really matter. I came into this Step challenge thinking that Roisin would be the problem for our group but I honestly forgot that Tymeka was still in this house.

Don't get me wrong, I love her to bits. Amazing woman. But when it comes to these posting challenges- she's 0 for 2. The practice rounds between she and I were amazing and we really did well for the first official attempt at the challenge... but girl I told you it does not matter if you take a couple of extra seconds to double check your work.

MY TIME WITH ROISIN WAS 9 MINUTES AND MY FIRST RUN WITH TYMEKA WAS GONNA MATCH, MAY HAVE BEEN BETTER THAN THAT. BUT NO, SHE MISPOSTED ANOTHER 13 INSTEAD OF 11. LIKE WE WERE SO CLOSE.

Doesn't help to that she screwed up a second time and by that point, I was over it. I know that I'm probably going home because we really don't have a chance at winning this HoH and safety. Which I desperately need since I'm a huge target and this is the prime time where people like me go home on the actual show and in these types of ORGs. UGHHHHH IM JUST SO PISSEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!"

"gibby"

- LMAO WHAT IM HOH? I thought we were fucked for sure when Fennessy messed up thrice but apparently everyone is even worse?? Whatever I am STOKED to be HOH I really wanted to grab some power right about now, even if my current goal is just to target inactive ppl who don't talk to me. Speaking of, Liz pulling herself gives me one less person to nom. Hope she's ok ofc. Now I have to consider if I want to put a wedge in our firexearth alliance by nomming Tymeka who hasn't spoke to me in ages. Probably will have her be a replacement nom, with Lachlan and Shay ideally being my initial ones. Do feel bad for Shay since she -actually- speaks to me but I just don't know where her head is at on a game level. Hopefully I'm nailing the person who threw me out to Jayme last week though

"gibby"

- Jackasaurus-Rex won the HoH, and I'm glad. Even though I don't have the immunity I feel pretty confident that things are gonna go my way. Like its Final 11, jury is HOPEFULLY gonna start now- but if its another 2 weeks... YIKES. I don't want that to happen. I do feel good with whatever he has in plan because I try to talk to my showmance as much as I can and he's a cool dude to really play with! So hopefully he doesn't fuck this up and like end it, otherwise- it would be a shame to put that cute butt on the block the weekend he can't play HoH :(

"gibby"

- Yeah so Lachlan still hasn't talked to me so his ass is up. Every fiber in my being wants to nominate Tymeka out of principle but I can't fuck up the earth/fire group just yet, I have no idea how they'll respond to it and at this point we need to keep the boat as still as possible. I want George and Augusto in my good graces so they're definitely not going up, but I think I have to nom Shay as well. Like sure she's spoken to me a bit but girl, just saying congrats ain't gonna cut it when I've talked more game with half the house.

"gibby"

- WHEW what a reaction to my noms. Lachlan... didn't care I won. So he didn't talk to me. And he's proud of not being fake. Child... do you want to go home? Like, this is ridiculous c'mon now I have POWER I can send you HOME and you don't CARE???? And Shay tells me "oh you could've just asked where my head was at" I AM THE HOH PEOPLE I DON'T HAVE TO KEEP YOU SAFE IT'S ON YOU TO CONVINCE ME!! Like congratulations on not knowing at all how to play to the HOH's demands bravo guys. Hopefully this design comp isn't my downfall because I really don't want noms to change, they can both go for all I care.

"gibby"

- Tbfh i’m waiting for these hoh’s to get bored of nominating me.. like am i just a pawn people love using? Jack told me that he wants lachlan to go home so hopefully he doesn’t win pov, and if he does i may just be screwed. Also liz was supposedly meant to be up instead of me but since she walked, its me lmfao. Also i thought Liz would be one of the people who opened the magicians box since she survived the block week 1. So if she’s gone, 1 power is gone, then there’s tyler who probs has the other. People i like/trust the most rn would be jaymes roisin george & augusto tbh but im not gonna try and put an alliance together just yet because i can see that going horribly fast 😂

"gibby"

- "FUCK me dude design comps are utter garbo and of course Lachlan is apparently an artistic whiz kid. Christ like hats off man another veto win if you were fucking active I could work with that but noooooooooo. You just want to get nommed every week and win veto be my god damn guest just don't win an HOH pls. He's painting a big target tho by winning comps and not talking to ppl, very easy to go after him. Now for renom unfortunately I'm at the point where it's too little too late with Shay, she's gotta go. I think renomming Tymeka is the smartest option for a few reasons.

1) casts doubt to a fire earth alliance potentially

2) still have votes to keep her over shay

3) she dont talk to anyone so it's def explainable

4) i dont piss off george or augusto

Sorry those are direct c/p's from me telling Alissa lol. But yeah, I think I'm gonna have to try to talk to her though first so she's not caught off guard and I might have to tell the whole alliance, we'll see. Should def tell my core 4 though. Ugh man why couldn't this just be an easy week"

"gibby"

- k so im sorta annoyed I didnt win the POV but not rly it was not my best effort. im j glad Lachlan won it tbh cos I was going to use it on him if I won! I want George or shay 2 go this week. obvs I didn't tell firexearth that but I defos want 2 carry on making relationships with ppl outside that alliance :)

"gibby"

- "LACHLAN SOCIAL INACTIVE BITCHASS WINNING THE POV AND SAVING HIS ASS IN THIS GAME TWO TIMES DSLJDFSKLFLSKFSLKFS. IT’S LEGENDARY AND HIS DRAWING IS MAD GOOD BUT HE’S FUCKING MY GIRL SHAY OVER SO BADLY RN I CANT STAND IT

UNLESS THERE’S A BACKDOOR PLAN IN MOTION THAT IM ABT TO GET BLINDSIDED BY, JACK WANTS TO PUT UP TYMEKA AS A PAWN TO SEND SHAY HOME AND IM SO FUCKING NOT WITH THISSSSS DSKLFSJG UGHHHHH. I WANT SHAY TO STAY FOR-FUCKING-EVER I ADORE THIS KID……… I <3 TYMEKA TOO BUT...GIRL SHAY….UGHGBUGHHGH IM SO PISSED???

I ALMOST THREW MY GAME AWAY FOR THE RANDOM.ORG LAST WEEK….WILL I DO IT AGAIN TO TRY AND SAVE SHAY THIS WEEK??? PROBABLY LMFAOOOO FUCK ALL THESE FOOLS. IDT JACK WOULD PUT UP GEORGE OR I’D TRY TO GET HIM 2 PUT UP GEORGE AND SPLIT UP THE GEORGE/TYLER DUO BUT DSLKDLS UGH. MAYBE ILL TALK 2 HIM ABOUT IT.

IT ANNOYS ME THAT SHAY JUST MIGHT GO HOME OVER LACHLAN/TYMEKA WHO DONT TALK 2 PEOPLE IN PMS AND ALISSA, WHO I ADORE, BUT HAS BEEN NEGLECTING THIS GAME FOR HER TWENTY HOSTING GIGS + THIS DISCORD GAME SHE’S IN...IT’S SO DISRESPECTFUL!! FUCK!!

PRAY 4 SHAY…..AAAAAA"

"gibby"

- Ugh lachlan won pov and tymeka was nominated as a replacement. Now i felt confident in my safety against lachlan, but idk if people will wanna boot tymeka, George jaymes & tyler all told me they’re saving me so thats good. But i still need at least 2 more votes. Roisin & augusto i think would, and hopefully ali aswell. Lachlan & drew i doubt it tbh. Pray for me yall 🙏🏽

"gibby"

- I honestly do not feel good about Tymeka being on the block. Sure, its her and not me but this is a pivotal week since people are literally leaving one by one. Elizabeth walked earlier this week and now there's 11 of us. We've been assuming that jury starts at 11 but there has been no word of such. And to add more things to my ever growing list of paranoid streaks, I feel like Earth team is trying to play the fires. Like don't need to string us along for your maniacal games, just tell us that you're with us or against us- and we'll accommodate to your evictions soon. Yeah, this confessional probably does not make any sense but its whatever. I needed to post something.

"gibby"

- I'M SO DEEPLY FUCKING PISSED OFFFFFF I just heard that they're voting out Shay and uh...that's not OK. At all. Not that I dislike Tymeka really, it's just, she's a close ally and friend and I have really adored working with her and I'm so pissed to see her go. I'm still gonna vote for her to stay tho...I have to. I don't care if it's 7-1 it's important. It's just really really draining to have it be a teammate every single week, it makes me so paranoid and I'm trying to keep my cool but it's rough.

"gibby"

- This is the end of the road for me tbfh. Tymeka has more allies & roisin basically straight up told me everyone is gonna evict me so idgaf anymore 😂 everyone who lied on my name can go to hell, and so can anyone who lied to me & i’m sad i didnt get to use my power 🤧. It’s been real but this game is aboutta get a whole lot more boring lmfao