Board Thread:Big Brother 9/@comment-28366015-20190513010905/@comment-1928659-20190513012623

My problem with you is that we had had a small chat and then you had left me unreplied for days and then came back to reply to me only after you were nominated. I had no trust with you. Could it be built. Possibly. But at that point I was way closer with Taylor and that's  the duo I had to face. Chelsea had told me earlier that there was a thing happening with you her Jake Jenna Anabel I think. So that was an alliance I was not a part of. Would you have kept me safe had you won next HoH, yeah possibly, but long term it would just have out me in the bottom of an alliance. Taylor on the other hand was my bridge to work with Jenna and Evelyn in case they won an HoH and that was waaay more useful to me. Basically by evicting you, I made sure that one alliance that maybe existed without me was weakened, and my connection with a 1/3 of the house strengthened. To ensure that Chelsea and Matt and Jake weren' t mad at me I made an alliance with the 3 of them. They resisted and mostly Chelsea made me try to change my vote, but even after I evicted you that was an alliance that kept me safe for 4 later HoHs. I hope you understand the move now.

Now, I had no idea Tyalor would senf evict. Had I even had a glimpse that she may had done that I would never evict you over her. I felt remorses at that moment it was awful. But I do not regret the move, it was a good move for me at the moment.

About my social game. I believe that the first 3 rounds of the game I was doing well. The quits and the slowness made me lose my touch for a little and after the Anabel quit I payed waaay more attention to the side of the house I felt was going to be my future in the game. So Karthik, Dawn and Tia. I messed up my social game with Matt and promised waaay too much to Tia since I had no plans to honour that..

I hope you see where I am coming from, and that what you say that I got carried, means that I was getting carried by both sides. If you respect that kind of game and get what I was trying to do, I hope you will consider giving me your vote.

And of course we' ll be friends man. I never hold grudges.