Board Thread:Season 34: Romania/@comment-35710463-20180826043304/@comment-27992076-20180827202405

Hey Brian!

Well, in my previous survivor season, I was the most opposite of transparent, nobody knew what I was doing, and I was constantly betraying, backstabbing and lying all the way to the end, and I didnt win as a result. I can be good at it, but people felt like I was way too UTR. I wanted to switch up the way I play this game and aim for the fewest lies possible this game. You literally are the only person who I flat out lied about the vote, and I’m really sorry for it. There weren’t a lot of lies I made this game with an exception of during final 7, but I guess the only lied that I pulled off was telling people I dont have an idol, whether they believed me or not, I don't know. Its a hard question and I feel like this is going to be the main reason I lose your jury vote.

I would say that forming the Underdogs allince was the biggest surprise that nobody knew about. I mean during final 5 and final 4, it was super obvious that Julia and Anthony needed to be voted out, and you jurors could just say that people were just going to vote them out without the alliance anyway. However, Maya nor Ellie had any courage to speak up to each others or to me, and I’m like 90% confident that even though they want to vote out Julia or Anthony, they wouldn’t do it because they wouldn’t know there would be enough votes on them. I spoke up, made the alliance and gave them that sense of confidence to speak freely in the chat and we all ended up voting the same both votes. I dont think Anthony or Julia knew about it at the time, otherwise Anthony would’ve waited until Final 4 to get rid of Julia and that could’ve been death of me.

So my biggest regret/mistakes: Letting that alliance of me/Dakota/Anthony/Maya and me/you/Anthony happen. I should’ve never try to constantly convince Dakota. I gotten more than enough hints that he was constantly leaking and untrustworthy, and as a result, he added the entire game to the alliance, and I shouldve never went as far as making a fake alliance with you when I had no intention of being true to it because thats a very poor jury management.

If I was somehow sitting next to you to the end, it would be because of you being somehow immune from final 11 to 3 with an exception of final 10, and I would argue that you just simply comp’d your way to the end while I got here by socializing my way to the end. It’s literally my only option at actually convincing the jury to vote for me because I felt like the jury would vote you to win 95% of the times.

What really defines this season is that this season is one big game of “Tug of War.” The game was obviously split since final 10 tribal. One side was losing members, then the other side was, and its going back and forth to the point where theres 1 member from each original tribe are in the finals.

I’m at the terminal right now, but if I have time, I’ll draw you a picture when I get home to my computer.

If this game was any different, and we ended up on the same tribe at least once before merge, I honestly think we would’ve worked really well together but unfortunately we ended up on the opposite sides all the way up to your tribal with an exception of Austin’s vote.