Board Thread:Big Brother 7: All-Stars/@comment-24553600-20180827224038/@comment-24114312-20180828015341

heyo

I loved the first half of the season but honestly the second half was not hugely enjoyable sometimes. Probably not the answer you're hoping for but to be totally honest, I had stuff happening in my real life that left me extremely stressed and it definitely showed up in my gameplay. While I do think the second half of my gameplay was still extremely solid, the first half really outshines it because I was in a much better position to play the game. I don't like putting stuff on a public forum but I told a couple of people some stuff in pms to I guess, explain why I was acting really weird or just online less than I had been previously. I was also drunk almost every night (pray for my liver) and out partying, I know for the triple for example, I misplayed that regarding Mackie because I was drunk and I wish I could apologise to him in a way that didn't seem so insincere, I'm actually really dreading his speech lol. I really didn't think I'd make it as far as I have and thought that this game would never impact my holiday but often I'd find myself out at a party and I'd be checking my phone to see what people had been saying in this org.

Having said that, I do believe I'll look back on this org with extremely fond memories. I mean for example, winning a triple PoV, which was based around typing, while being almost blacked-out drunk and basically illiterate is just hilarious to me and one of my top 10 org memories. I also do really love the cast, my previous games have been questionable lol because I haven't found many people that I could see myself having friendships with outside the game but I can see the potential for friendships with almost everyone, even people I didn't speak to a lot (because after I went on holiday which was just after my HoH reign I THINK??, I focused my time online to speak to people I saw longevity with), I enjoyed their conversations. I also do feel proud of myself and I enjoy that feeling, win or lose I can look back on this game and appreciate that I played my hardest and played what I think is a really good game. It wasn't what I originally thought it'd be, it was way more rooted in my social abilities which is rare for me when most of the time it's based on strategic moves and my social game lacks in comparison. It was definitely enjoyable playing that way this game, and maybe it suits me more considering I've made it this far!!! But yeah overall I did enjoy my game, it's been a great game to return to after a very long hiatus and I do appreciate everyone this season even if they're mad at me, thanks for the q and hopefully I answered it well enough!!!!