Back At It Again!/Confessionals

Day 1
"heroes"

- Back at it again! So far I am in love with my tribe. We are all excited to be heroes and I just honestly can't see why we will not dominate this game! So excited to see some new faces, and some old ones as well!! Can't wait to get this rolling "heroes"

- My only concern heading in is that there are three Socotra alumnus on this tribe. This could be an easy early target. I am going to have to feel my way into the tribe to ensure I stay. I need to start building relationships, bonds, and hopefully some strong alliances. Miguel will probably be my number one again LMAO. I am slightly concerned about that as well. I would like to think he is still with me. But we won't know for sure until it happens. "villains"

- Yall really did put me on a tribe with someone I argued with like five times this week in the sumbawa vl and who called me a fucking skunk. Bitch legit sprinted to me and tried doing damage control and told me i had to make him my number 1 ally. I'm not pleased. "heroes"

- im so tired and i am so exicted... im not falling asleep until i get into an alliance im playing hard but not to hard. "villains"

- WE HAD AN EARTHQUAKE! WE HAD AN EARTHQUAKE! OH MA GOD! NITA YOU FELT IT! WE HAD AN EARTHQUAKE! OH MA GOD! OH GOD! SO WAIT IS THE WATER COMING? OH AT THE VERY LATEST..... NITA, NITA WE HAD AN EARTHQUAKE. WE HAD AN EARTHQUAKE! ALL OUR PHONE LINES ARE GONE, I-I-I-I-I-I'M JUST GONNA TRY TO PROTECT THIS CAMERA... IF THIS IS THE LAST OF ME... IF YOU FIND THIS CAMERA, A LIL LATER ON... OH MA GOD!!!!!! EARTHQUAKE! EARTHQUAKE! THIS IS OUR FIRST EARTHQUAKE! OH MA GOD! VIRGINA BEACH TO RICHMOND! OH MA GOD. THE VERY LATEST... I GOTTA GO HOME. I GOTTA GO, I GOTTA MAKE SURE. OH MA GOD. OKAY, OKAY, HUH? OH MA GOD WE JUST HAD AN EARTHQUAKE. NITA HOW DID YOU KNOW! I WAS SO CAUGHT UP, I WAS SO CAUGHT UP WITH MY MOMMA TALKIN BOUT MY DADDY, YEAH! OH MA GOD WE HAD AN EARTHQUAKE! NITA SAID IT! OH, NITA TELL ME WHAT YOU FELT! IS THE PHONE GOING THROUGH? Okay. Alright, now it's coming up. Okay, okay. Oh ma god, mine is still dead. Oh lord, imma let yall have some privacy Nita okay. Okay I can't even get through! Oh ma god. I gotta go home. A FIVE POINT EIGHT? OH MA GOD! A FIVE POINT EIGHT? OOOOH NO! OH. WHAT HAPPENED? WHAT HAPPENED? WHAT HAPPENED? OKAY LET ME GET MY KEYS. WHAT HAPPENED, DID THE HOUSE FALL APART? OKAY LEMME GO. LEMME GO. MY MOMMA DONE LOST HER MIND, okay, Linda, okay I'm gone, I'm gone I gotta go. Alright, okay. Breaking news we had an earthquake. DID IT WAKE YOU UP? DID IT WAKE YOU UP? AND I GOT IT ON CAMERA. OH MA GOD. Lemme, lemme get out of here Nita, I gotta go. Okay lemme go make sure they okay. Alright, we had an earthquake. ""villains"

- I was devastated. I did not know, I didn't know it was gonna come this far, to Alexandria Virginia! I'm Ashanti Staten and I live in this residency and, I just, I-I just, I'm shaking, I st-started I ran out of the house and I stood right here and I've been sitting right here the whole time because I don't know if there's, it was an aftershock and they took down bricks up there on Princess Street and I was just, I was so I-I-I don't know what, I don't know I'm just, scared, very shaken very shocked, I just don't know where to go, where did it come from? They sayin from Libya from a guy named Gaddafi that's supposed to be, is this a bomb is this you know, is this, was this a bomb? No this is just a sign for everybody to get right, so if anybody is looking at this, it's time for you to get right, and, you know, I have to get right as you can see and I'm, yeah, and everybody just needs to get right. God is coming, he's definitely coming. Yes this was the number one sign right here because we never felt earthquakes in Virginia, so this is the number one sign. This is gonna cause start to you know the book of revelations is all gonna start with just, you know, turmoil and you know diseases out here we can't get rid of and everything. It's all coming.

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- Linh just asked me for an alliance i can die happy now "villains"

- So, the game kind of started off a little rocky for me. I didn't know too many people in the tribe and I was a little depressed and stressed because like everyone was leaving my ass on read. All hope seemed lost, but then I really hit it off with Bailey, and we officially aligned together. Then, Alex and I made an alliance which I was so down for and Alex mentioned how he liked Bailey and that was a good thing there. Ci'ere then later approached me about working with himself, Alissa, Bailey, and Alex. He said we just needed one more and I suggested Eddie, but he was against that and preferred Thomas. I really am not a fan of Thomas, even though we have spoke quite a bit more now. I just think he is a snake and will probably not stay loyal to me at all. However, I plan on playing him and acting as if I am loyal, so I can at least stay a move ahead of him in case something does happen. My goal is to make some sort of swap or merge to team back up with Linh honestly. A couple of us earlier were talking about how Jay seems to not be too in the group, same with Sora. So I would personally want one of those two gone first, but as long as it isn't me in the end haha. I love my alliance though, and hopefully things keep moving on. "heroes"

- My tribe consists of everyone that loves everyone. This is good for team bonding, but we are playing one of the most cut throat games there are. Hero or Villain, someone is going to get hurt playing this game. Our buffs might say hero, but we all need a little Villain inside to win the game. ""heroes"

- Hi, I'm BACK! The most heroic hero there is :) My time in Socotra was cut way too short so hopefully I can perform better this time around!

Ok, so I’m just gonna give a quick assessment on the cast, FIRST impressions or whatever:

First let’s start with my favorite tribe, the heroes! I was very worried about this season bc you know im very messy and I get into arguments with people in posts and stuff like ALL THE TIME so I didn’t want to be stuck with anyone I had fought before. Luckily Im chill with most of the people on this tribe, if not with all of them. I don’t know half of them so we’ll see how it goes.

Szymon: Omg im so glad he’s on this season! He and I (along with Tyler R bae) wrecked shit up in Eden’s org stars, and I actually never betrayed him, he went to rocks for me and I helped him get a tiebreaker when he was getting voted out so that’s good lmao hopefully we can continue to be allies on this season.

Bryce: ANOTHER ALLY I HAVE NEVER BETRAYED BEFORE?? Omg I am just too heroic I can’t even. Bryce is the only person so far I have talked game with bc I know I can trust him and he knows he can trust me (or can he?!?!!?) and we just decide to go socialize and then come back to each other and see what alliances would work for us. I hoopoe no one sees us as a tight duo and target us, I’ll try not to talk too much about him and I told him to do the same.

Eva: MISS EVA. This girl!!! She blindsided me in Socotra and ofc I haven’t forgotten, shes the only one I might have bad blood with but Im gonna try to talk to her and leave all that behind so like we dont target each other premerge. We have kept in contact ever since Socotra, mostly I’ve been sending him hateful messages every other day and she oftenly tags me in stop to try to drag me, I guess you could say we’re sorta friends or frenemies whatever idk. In the meantime she is not being a hoe, she is not being boring so that’s a good start. Stay tune on Keeping Up With Eva&Miguel.

Emma: <3 I’ve always wanted to play with her, she seems like such a sweet girl. We’ve only talked about aus survivor so far so idk what else to say lol.

Trace: molly loves him so ofc I love him, but idk im worried he might be 2 str8 4 me to relate. Ill try tho

CJ: He looks really nice! We had a good first convo and hopefully we can work together soon Dusk: Same as CJ tbh I like him a lot. Bas: We’re talking right now, he likes to use proper grammar I can see that. Ok omg I think hes talking game brb Sarah: yeah this girl was commenting in the tribe chat so I sent her a fb request… still waiting :)))) Linh: I think shes asleep right now but who am I kidding ofc im gonna end up loving Linh, shes a queen.
 * 5 min later*

Ok so the villains tribe is full of problematic people lmao Im actually glad I applied as a hero bc I think there are like 3 people on that tribe who dislike me rip. But anyways, I can already predict whats gonna happen there, sora, Alissa, chris and eddie probably have an alliance already and they’ll probably pull in alex and bailey or loren to make the majority like I can just sense it. Everyone pretty much hates jay if he’s the jay summers who asks people to SHOW THEIR FACES, so he’ll probably be an early boot, and ci’ere has bad blood with chris and Alissa I think so if he doesn’t pull one of his regular idol moves he’s probably gonna be out early too. Hopefully if I make it far I can find a way to break up the majority bc at the end of the day, that majority alliance has to have some bad blood between its members, like Eddie blindsided Chris on Survivor: Denmark (SWAG ORG GO HARD OR GO HOME), and Alissa flipped on Chris on bbcan and then he beat her in the end and sora pretty much always beats chris in games so there are definitely good reasons for them to break up once theres a merge or a swap (are we even swapping? Idek).

So yeah that’s it for now "villains"

- I can't believe I'm back already! This is crazy. visayas was so dry and I felt like I never got to really show everyone what a crazy bitch I really am so I'm glad I came back and I'm SUPER happy about being a villainess, I think I can be chaotic I can be sneaky, I fit perfectly with that stereotype and I'll gladly be the cunty castmember of the season who trash talks everyone! I'm not holding back this time. "villains"

- Here I am, back where it all began. I think its really cool being a villain. In Isla Del Sol and Skye I was still getting my feet wet. And I came so close to getting to the end in IDS. Skye Islands...i thought that was the last chapter to my 703 story. Im actually still stinging from that blindside. I played very stupidly. Buts its a whole year later and I was given a chance to prove myself. I cant play messy, I cant do anything that will hurt me in the end because my ultimate goal here is to win and to do that i have to go through some bitchy Villains and some boring heroes. If they were smart they wouldnt let me control anything. Lets do this! "heroes"

- YESSSS!!!! I'm back bitches!!! I am so excited to play again. It could be touch but I will try to win this one more time lol. Almost everyone are thinking that I am hero, I am loyal,...but NO NO NO I will not at this time :))) I am here to become a villain. I was shocked when I see the casts. Bas and Loren from my season, they're seem against each other. I also played with Alissa and Thomas before and YES YES YES we have a bad history LMAO. I hope they will be voted out before swap tribe and I stay on this with them. Whew let's see what will happen. "heroes"

- So, honestly, my tribe is great! I talked to everybody that I could and they are all great! I'm definitely not gonna start playing hard too early and just start building up my social bonds with people cuz that's what will benefit me the most in the long run "heroes"

- When the Heroes tribe has two other people from Socotra and I voted them both out! Oh god, this is already starting out a bit queasy but I'm kinda into it. I don't see any easy outs for me on this tribe and that's what HvV is all about! Gotta adapt and work it out, I just hope I can work that social game and get myself into a good spot. Maybe with three other Hero girls it's time for Girl Power Eva to return? Who knows! It's fucking lit!!!!!!!!!!! "heroes"

- So I think I've done a decent job of socializing so far, the beginning is always the most awkward for me because I don't know when to unleash my weird bitch personality on people and that's when I'm at my best. So for now I'll offer bland platitudes and then I'll regress into being The Worst Person. bazinga "heroes"

- I'M ON A TRIBE WITH TWO PEOPLE I VOTED OUT IN SOCOTRA AND A PERSON WHO VOTED ME OUT IN SVALBARD. I am legit dying? I feel like our tribe is pretty strong though, hopefully we can not be obliterated by the Villains at the first challenge so I can have more time to get situated. "heroes"

- In Heroes vs Villains, Sugar Kiper was a dubious choice for the Heroes tribe. She was generally considered to be more villainous. She placed 3rd her first time and was first boot in HvV. Eva-Maria Salgado is a dubious choice for the Heroes tribe. She placed 3rd her first time. DO YOU SEE WHERE THIS IS LEADING TO "villains"

- Heroes vs. Villains Confessional 1 "heroes"

- This challenge sure is a challenge. I'm not good- but I think most people won't be good either so eh. Right now I'm just gonna keep at it, hopefully I get better cause it does seem like something you can learn to be better at. I just gotta be not-the-worst, right? Right. "heroes"

- Miguel and I had a really nice talk about putting Socotra behind us and making this game its own game and you know what that's real. I want to work with him and Bryce, I genuinely like them and think they're great guys. Everyone made mistakes in Socotra, so hopefully we can put that in the past and see how strong we could be together.

Day 2
"villains"

- Things are going swiggity swag so far. I got a insanely high score in the challenge that will hopefully trump the entire heroes by myself and I'll get some points for that. But I've been feeling around. Me and Chris have talked a bunch. Same for myself and Eddie, myself and Loren. I think I could really use Loren. Alissa lowkey annoys me and I'm seeing the villainy inside of her. Me and Alex talked a little, Me and Ci'ere seem to like each other. I plan on throwing Jay under the bus though. I HATED him in Minoan Empire. I was watching the show hurling every time he came a crossed my tv and it's even more hurl worthy up close. And he already begged to be Chris ally. IM GOING TO SNATCH HIM when I get the chance. "villains"

- I just realized I'm the only straight male on my tribe. This should be FUN. "villains"

- Okay. So immediately I've had this plan brewing to have myself Loren and Ci'ere be in a little trio alliance. Loren seems like the perfect goat and Ci'ere is a new not so major player. The last two times I played, in IDS I surrounded myself with players always wanting to make a move like Grace like Ivan like Blaine. And I played aggressively way to late. In Skye I was in an alliance with Alex and Evan, I NEVER thought they would blindside me. But they are major players and they kicked my ass. What I really want to do is take out Sora, Take out Chris. As much as it'll pain me to do so because Sora is so nice and because Chris is a good guy. I cannot play with my emotions. If I play with my emotions, I flip flop, I stress and become one big fuck up. I have the huge opportunity here because I actually took the time out to have a social game this time rather than Physical and Strategic. ""villains"

- I honestly don't feel as bad as I did yesterday in thinking I'm in a bad spot, especially seeing this is the beginning of the game and the tribe needs high scorers for challenges and some of these people are scoring 400 compared to my 1000! Anyways I've been subtly planting the seeds to friends I have in here that Jay needs to leave, and Thomas/Eddie/Alissa/Sora/Alex all want him gone as does Loren I think? I'm not sure! Those that I listed though I get good feels from and I feel like because that's majority I don't see any of them voting me for a little while!! Jennifer I talked to, she acted like I'd be interested that the host of Australian Survivor's father was on some scripted TV show that I know nothing about, which I mean if that's how you gotta play your social game girl then by all means have at it. Bailey was on a date getting Sushi and Frozen Yogurt so I haven't talked to him, it was interesting though he threw a lil shady comment at me in the tribe chat about how I called him disgusting over a month ago for rooting for Paul on Big Brother, but opinions change and he's seen that so I'm not too sure if that comment he made was an indicator of him not liking me and not wanting to really talk or socialize or work with me, but I'll still give it a go in talking to him at some point.

Sora said he wanted to form an alliance with Alissa/Eddie/Alex and I which it's fine, but I do trust Thomas and I know he/Eddie are close so once the alliance is made I'm gonna have to go to Eddie and tell him I trust Thomas a lot on top of this group just because I want him to know I'm not against him!!

I'm trying to play a lil bit smarter this game and a lil bit more strategic, I legit NEVER play calmly and just laying back staying in the shadows, so until someone pisses me off and I blow up on them, I'm gonna try a different approach to Survivor just to see how it goes!!

I'm ready to start playing and no one is gonna expect me to play like I'm going to this game. I'm a villain for a reason, and it's not just because of my mouth. It's because I know how to play this game and now it's time to show it forreal. "																						"villains"

- YESSSS. Challenge win check, boost tribes morale check, be in a good position check. I'm loving every second of this. ""villains"

- I'm not going home first!!!!!!111111111 Now to avoid going home second.

Honestly I'm glad we won because I feel like Jay has enough people against him right now that if we were to lose, he's like a buffer that would go home before myself!!! But yeah I'm happy all in all and am looking forward to the boring ass heroes voting someone out. "																						"heroes"

- Looking around, I see many faces that I have played with before. And others not so much. I played with Trace once, where we were not aligned with each other. Eva was on my first season, and we were not on the same side. However, sometimes previous experince can help you out. Miguel and I still seem to be strong. But I realize that I need to distance myself with him, but still keeping my loyalty to him. Szymon and I really hit it off. I think I can trust him in this game, to the same extent as I do Miguel. If i had to choose between the two, I'm not so sure if I'd be able to tbh. If I ever do, then I will have to see which position will further me better in the game. "heroes"

- This time around is not much different. My goal in this beginning game is to make connections, bonds, and strong relationships. If I successfully pull this off, I can become the guy that everyone likes and that no one wants to vote out. If I can make enough social bonds, I can make an alliance and let them take all the heat while I sit back and watch the fireworks. "heroes"

- Heading into this first challenge, I am very nervous. I admit, my strenght is definitely not challenges. And I can admit that to anyone. So, I am going to hope and pray someone barely tries on this challenge so I don't look too weak. I really want to win and I think my tribe is very capable of winning this challenge. "heroes"

- We lost. GREAT! I don't think this is something we need to keep our heads down about. Thomas is a mad man. DUDE how did you get that high of a score. Props to them for getting such a high score. There are a few poeple on our tribe that could have at least gotten to five hundred. Was my score the greatest? Heck no! But it wasn't the lowest either. "villains"

- Okay so I'm already in a majority alliance and this is crazy? Alex Ci'ere Thomas Loren Bailey and I are working together and are a 6, but I also have Chris and sora on the side who I actually do trust more than half my "alliance" Jennifer seems pretty cool too, I definitely don't trust Jay and I think the things that he's said outside of this game are purely vile, hope he goes early because a full season with him and I'll end up commiting suicide "heroes"

- Okay, so this might be a long entry. My trustworthy allies are Emma, Szymon, Miguel, and Bryce rn. Bryce decided to make an alliance with all of them and I'm hoping it works out, the last person he needs to talk to is Bas. If he does supposedly leak info to other people about the other tribe, I'm just hoping that all the responsibility goes towards Bryce but you never know in this game of Survivor. Linh and I have also gotten along but I remember her being a very sneaky player. Eva and I have had, mostly negative results in a lot of the orgs we have played but she always has been a great person and I hope we can allies. Sarah and CJ are also very enjoyable to talk to as well, I'm hoping that they won't become a target to anybody as well. So it all leads down to Trace, who was very nice when I talked to him but he seemed like he didn't really have any social interaction with a lot of people so I hope everyone can just target Trace this round and hope this works out! Szymon and Emma are the ones I trust the most! Szymon more than Emma tho since me and him talked nonstop about so many things it was crazy! I'm just praying that I don't get first boot and hoping that this vote works! All in all, love the Heroes tribe! It's probably one of the best tribes I've been in and enjoyed almost every single person in and voting somebody out this round will be very very hard to do :( "villains"

- Heroes vs Villains Confessional 2 "villains"

- who the hell chose the name for this damn alliance? Mt. Deception Toros? It sounds like the name of a wooden roller coaster that was closed in the 80s because it killed one too many people "heroes"

- The season has started and I'm already getting this uncomfortable paranoid feeling, fuck meeeeeee. Yesterday I was able to socialize here and there in tribe chat, but I didn't get a chance to have many personal conversations with people because of work, and my dumbass forgot to reinstall facebook on my phone (facebook takes up so much storage space and data it's really obnoxious). I know it's just the second day now, but first impressions matter a lot, and in my mind I feel like I'm already giving the impression that I'm too busy or whatever WHEN I'M NOT I JUST HAD AN 8 HOUR SHIFT ON THE FIRST DAY LITERALLY KILL ME PLEASE. Okay I'm probably just being really paranoid, but today is gonna be catch-up day. Ketchup. Catsup. Cats up. Cats r up. I'm losing it, no sleep and paranoid. Okay brain shut up. I just need to talk to people and not have an embarrassing score for this challenge. "heroes"

- I thought my score was bad but I saw Emma and CJ's so far and I'm like shit I may be okay! Szymon and Dusk both got good scores so hopefully like, one or two people stay doing worse than me and everyone else does well. That way we CAN win but even if we don't I'm not the worst. ""heroes"

- We are going to lose this first immunity. These people are bad at challenges, oh god this is gonna be Darsah 2.0 I am not prepared for this.

Bryce doesn't have Wi-Fi right now idk why but according to szymon Bryce got an alliance going before i woke up with us three plus Dusk, Emma and Bas. I mean, idk how legit this thing is but it could lead to us being the majority alliance so hopefully Bryce comes back soon and creates an alliance chat with us 6 bc i dont want to be the one to do it. "																						"heroes"

- So we lost. Yeah, it's shitty but looking at the scores I really don't see any way we could have feasibly won this. We just weren't well-equipped for this particular game, everyone seemed to have an issue with it. I know it lagged hardcore for Sarah so that's probably why she got the lowest score. It just sucks that a Hero is going home first, I really hope it's not me. ""heroes"

- So we did lose the challenge, fuck. Ok so basically now everyone is like ""omg this is so hard idk what to do next"" ugh, we need to get an alliance chat going so we can discuss this vote, but I don't want to be the one to do it bc I'm trying this thing where I don't come off as the leader, let's see if it works out...

I haven't talked to anyone about who the targets should be but I'm guessing it's gonna be between Trace and Sarah since they performed the worst in the challenge and they are kinda quiet. I haven't talked to Trace since the cast reveal (aka yesterday, this season is moving f a s t omg). But I guess we'll see! "																						"heroes"

- A tribe with eleven people is hard to really manage socially. I messaged like seven people about the vote and thought I was done but I keep seeing other people to talk to....like damn, my social game is getting a workout today. I'm pushing for Trace to go, I actually like him but it just makes sense. Activity and challenge score were a bit subpar. Sarah had a worse score but is more active, Linh is less active but had a better score, and everyone else has been better in general so that's kinda what it comes down to. Fingers crossed it's him being the 3rd-place-to-first-boot Sugar and not me. "heroes"

- dani gunn framed me for murder once "heroes"

- So Trace should be going home...I don't feel bad? He's a nice guy and he likes my puns, but I CANNOT go back to being guilty Eva who feels sorry for everyone and cries when people are voted out. The Eva that sacrifices her wellbeing for the fleeting approval of others died in Socotra. And she's not coming back any time soon. "heroes"

- me if Trace gets online and asks what my plan is for tribal: https://vine.co/v/5e6K2T6Dp0Y ""heroes"

- I am already in 7 person alliance. Honestly, I don't trust all of them. But I have to act like OKAY OKAY I am fine with that. I will agree with everything at this time :)))) Anyway still too early to play hard tho. Oh man @&"heroes"

- I am already in 7 person alliance. Honestly, I don't trust all of them. But I have to act like OKAY OKAY I am fine with that. I will agree with everything at this time :)))) Anyway still too early to play hard tho. Oh man @&{{quote|heroes|I am already in 7 person alliance. Honestly, I don't trust all of them. But I have to act like OKAY OKAY I am fine with that. I will agree with everything at this time :)))) Anyway still too early to play hard tho. Oh man @&$&@%@ losing the first immu challenge is not good at all. But I think I will be fine. They're seem want to vote for Trace, this vote actually good with me. Hopefully it will go without problems... I don't want to be firstboot :))))|Linh}}@%@ losing the first immu challenge is not good at all. But I think I will be fine. They're seem want to vote for Trace, this vote actually good with me. Hopefully it will go without problems... I don't want to be firstboot :)))) @%@ losing the first immu challenge is not good at all. But I think I will be fine. They're seem want to vote for Trace, this vote actually good with me. Hopefully it will go without problems... I don't want to be firstboot :)))) "																						"heroes"

- The Heroes tribe mostly talks about pets and the challenge, so basically we are completely conforming to what people would expect of us. Oh, we did talk about fetishes and Miguel being a porn last night, so maybe we're not completely stereotypical :v

Day 3
"heroes"

- http://vocaroo.com/i/s1OT91GDqGyF "heroes"

- Today is the big day. The first tribal. I am extremely nervous about this mainly because tribal is a place where your allies are tested. You see who is with you and who is agianst you. Tribal is a scary place. You chould be on one end getting information, but then you get votes cast against you. It is a scary place. But, if you can overcome it, you can win. "heroes"

- I am playing this game extremely hard and I need to back off. I have been busting my butt off trying to get an alliance together. Asking if people like this person or that person better. It is nerve racking that these people could be lying to my face. I can honestly say I have been very genuine in this game so far. But if I am noticed to be someone that talks to everyone, I could be in huge trouble. I am not sure where I stand in the tribe. But we will soon find out. "heroes"

- Well, I did it. I made my first alliance of the season. OMG. It is called the Gaeroes. I'm not sure what that is. I have the brain of a nine year old so if this is a reference to something then it just went over my head LMAO. It consists of myself, Emma, Miguel, Bas, Dusk, Szymon, and Linh. There is an silent five core with myself, Emma, Miguel, Dusk and Szymon. I feel pretty confident with this alliance because I think most of the people on here have my back. That is nice to know. Hopefully, I can ensure my place in the game with this alliance. If not, I am royally screwed. "heroes"

- The plan at the moment is to vote out Trace. I seriously cannot stress enough how much this sucks becasue we are basing it on the first challenge. I hate that Trace is going to become a victim of that. But, in the best intrest of the tribe, it might be better for Trace to be voted out. It's time to trace out some sugar. ""heroes"

- I am feeling confident right now but not comfortable because you can never be to comfy or else you can get blindsided. I feel confident because im in a majority alliance with linh bas bryce szymon dusk miguel and myself also apprently people like me so yas but the core of our alliance is obviously me miguel szymon dusk and bryce but i feel like i trust Szymon and Dusk the most. Right now the votes are on trace but he is trying to get Sarah voted off but i dont like that idea!! Thank god that Eva mentioned the idea to get out trace before i did because i really want Sarah to stay and i feel like she can be very loyal..

Also the game is still really hard because i feel like everything i am doing is overplaying even if its the smallest things :/ and i underestimed the villians thinking we would win smh!

But for now i am just going to take it one day at a time and not overthink. My goal is just to play hard and play better then i did in my last two seasons. I am here to win and not be a side hoe!! "																						"heroes"

- I feel terrible. I hate leading people on making them think I am working with them. Trace has come to me numerous times asking who to vote for, who everyone else is voting for. And I'm just hitting myself for making him think that we are good and aligned with each other. I realize it is a game. But, if we tell him, he couls rally and try to get some people on his side. ""villains"

- Oh Ci'ere, ci'ere, ci'ere. See, this is why I decided to not do anything and let the game happen for 2 days and not go around making alliances and deals with people, because it'll bite you in the ass.

So, CI'ERE apparently made a majority alliance of six night one and they have the worst fucking alliance name imaginable. ""Mount Deception Toros"". They have skype chats, facebook chats, they wanna go on skype calls and do all that gay bullshit. The FUNNY part about it is the members. Alissa, Alex, Thomas, Ci'ere, Bailey and Loren. If only they knew Loren told us everything.

So much for being each others allies telling each other everything, right Alex? Honestly, it really is a pity. Because now I'm going to have to dismantle that alliance with Sora, Eddie, Jennifer, Loren and god help me, Jay as well.

See this is the part where Survivor gets fun! This is where cocky assholes like Ci'ere think they're tough shit and can make fake apologies and be nice to you so you don't target him and make alliances NIGHT ONE and think they can get away with it! Unfortunately, I'm not the type to sit back and let things like that happen!

Ci'ere, you should've known better. Alex, you should've known better. Alissa, you should've known better, and Thomas, you should've known better. Bailey I expected this from tbh!

Time to get to work! :)))) stupid bitch ci'ere :)))) "																						""villains"

- It feels amazing to be back in the game especially as a villain! I'm looking around at my tribe and of course I see Chris Blue. Outside of this game he annoys me to no extent, but I don't need him as an enemy in the game. Then there's Alex whom I've had a little tiff with in the past. I want Chris and Alex to know that this is a new game and I want to start off fresh with both of them. They seem to feel the same way, bless. My fellow Iggy stan Alissa is also on the tribe and I immediately become allies with her. I let her know that I have her back and hopefully she'll have mine. The last time I played there were a bunch of sheep in Antarctica, but there's several strong players this season and I'm ready for an intense game.

So far the tribe has been really active and I absolutely love it! I decided that I was going to start this game off aggressively by rounding up members for a majority alliance of six. Alex randomly came to me later on and started talking about Emma Stone which I found funny because I listed her as one of my inspirations on my 703 profile. So he's probably been snooping around for information on people which isn't a bad strategy. We kind of hit it off after that and I felt like it was the perfect opportunity to suggest that we should create an alliance together. He wanted Bailey in on it and he confessed that he has a crush on him. :o This could be a problem in the future because they've proven to be pretty tight so I'm gonna have to be a cock block later on in the game and break that up. Alex mentioned that he talked to Alissa and I already knew that I wanted to work with her so I offered to bring her in. There was a bit of a snowball effect in which Bailey wanted Lo and Lo wanted Thomas. I kind of wanted to wait before including Thomas in the Mt. Deception Toros so that I could feel out the other villains, but Lo had already told him about it. Luckily, Thomas wanted a core trio within the six including myself and Lo to reassure that he's putting all of his trust into us which made me feel better about him. I'm not sure if I really trust Thomas though because I've heard that he's a cold-hearted backstabber so I have to keep an eye out on him.

Eddie is kind of already annoying me. I feel like he isn't here to play the game, he's here to score some dick. This isn't America's Next Flop Model, please stop posting selfies with your ass sticking out in the tribe chat. Thanks! Apparently Jenn doesn't like Eddie because he's been spreading rumors around about her saying she's a guy and I think that's messed up. I'm still playing nice with Eddie though and I even linked him to the newest episode of AU Survivor, covering up for what should be a sweet blindside! :^)

Some members of the Toros mentioned that Jay's social game is lacking. He's been talking with me though because we have trust built between us already and I would like to keep him around. He came to me about wanting to start an alliance and it's funny because I just made one without him. I obviously wasn't going to decline though because I could possibly position myself well in the middle of the tribe. He's spilled a lot of tea to me which includes his dislike of Eddie. He wants an alliance of myself, him, Jenn, Alex and Bailey.

I'm so ecstatic that we won the first challenge and I was one of the top scorers, but not too high to where I'd stick out. I worked really hard to break 1000 points so I'm proud of myself! Anyways, that's all for now. <3 "																						"heroes"

- I think I'm having a pretty good start. I wanted to spend the first few days bonding with people and let strategic talk come to me. I think I'm either perceived as strategic (because of PNG) or a nobody (because nobody followed PNG), and in either case it's good to lay low for a bit. I've had talks with everyone but Trace, Sarah and CJ. I want to be throwing shade around but I actually enjoy everyone on my tribe so far. Bryce added me to/created an alliance of 7, it's basically everyone but the three I haven't talked with and Eva. It's still too early to judge, but it seems like a good group of people so I could see this alliance sticking going forward. I'd like Eva to stick around for a bit, we have our Svalbard connection. The target seems to be Trace for his lack of social game and poor challenge scores. In a way I feel like it's a mistake and a little like the Sugar vote, because he's not a threat at all. But I'm not going to put my neck on the line for someone I have zero contact with. ""heroes"

- Queen Linh has infiltrated herself into the majority alliance and now ""The Gaeroes"" consists of 7 people: Szymon, Bryce, Emma, Dusk, Bas, Linh and myself. Hopefully we stick together for a while now but it's a big ass alliance so I know sooner rather than later I'm going to have to form a core alliance with the people I trust the most.

Also, I think Trace is gone. Everyone has said his name, he hasn't really been online much so I hope it's an easy decision and no one goes crazy for this vote. "																						"heroes"

- First Time featuring queen carly rae jepsen "heroes"

- Omg Trace just came online and is asking about the vote, I feel so bad ;-; I'm just gonna be honest with him omg wish me luck "heroes"

- Well that sucked. I don't feel bad about voting Trace out; it was the logical move and everyone agreed. What sucks is that I had to lie to him, I always hate doing that. But it's over and done with, now we have to get over it and focus on winning the next challenge. "heroes"

- You can never feel too confident in the game of Survivor, but I am pretty sure that Trace will be voted off this round. I'm really sad about having to vote a hero off so early but this is what I have to do to make sure I stay in this game. I'm praying that this pays off, also considering tomorrow is my first day at a new school, so I'm hoping I can go to school knowing I'm not first boot XD "villains"

- wow ok so I'm back! Your favorite flop turned all star is here and ready to be Sandra! Although I had a shitty start because of outside things, I somehow escape being a target despite not being in any alliance or talking to much anyone solely because my general presence seems to annoy everyone less than Jay's so he was p much done if we lost. BUT since I've been out these past two days I haven't been able to talk to people as much as I liked to, and right away I could tell people really didn't seem as talkative as before, so that's red flag #1. Red flag #2 is when people you were cool with before don't seem to wanna talk a lot of specific game. So it comes no surprise when Loren exposes that there's a majority alliance, run by none other then Ci'ere! I actually wanted to play with Ci'ere and kinda calm him down because he seems like a cool person, I just needed him as a shield and to take him under my wing and now he's gone rogue. BUT ALISSA AND ALEX ARE IN THIS TOO AND NOT SAYING SHIT? That's hurtful. But I can live with them, originally the plan was to just let them take out Jay and then make a move, but I kinda was the one rocking the boat and being like why not make a move now? What good is letting them think they're in power for one more round and throwing away a usable vote. If me/we can use Jay to get out a power player like Ci'ere or Bailey, it would be such an epic blindside. I'm clearly not ever afraid to make a move, regardless if it's the first vote or the last. I don't care if you're not good for my game, you gotta go, if I'm labeled a villain I might as well embrace it.