Getting Shafted/Confessionals

Day 33
"einigkeit"

- "I won immunity! Somehow I managed to pull out a win for this challenge, which has me ecstatic because I was able to win an individual challenge this season after not having the best track record during earlier challenges! Although I'm grateful that I won, this is the worst time to have won it, because it's the Final 6, meaning this is the last time idols can be played. Since I have an idol of my own, winning immunity was basically useless because I would've been safe no matter what.

With this newfound power and flexibility, I can definitely use my idol on someone else and build trust with them this far into the game, making them want to bring me with them to the end. The problem is, there are so many variables and possibilities with playing an idol on someone else, so I have to calculate my moves and make sure I make the right choice.

I have a lot of options tonight, although many of them aren't the ideal route to take for my game. I really want Anna out, but she most likely has idol and will play it on herself, so that option is completely out the window. Then there's Willow or Nora, but I feel like I have a good bond with Nora, and she has already mentioned wanting to go to the end with me in the past, so I don't want her gone either. Willow is a wildcard because we haven't spoken too much, so I really don't know where her head stands, but she has been kinda inactive throughout the game, so she could be a goat, but then again, she has tons of friends on the jury, so she too is a threat to. Finally there's Matt and Felix. Matt is literally Anna's goat, so I need to see if I want to take him out so Anna has less power, or to keep him in case I make it to the finals with him, so I'd have an easy opponent to beat. Felix on the other hand is someone who I really enjoy talking to, but he is a threat to win this game as well, as he's had a pretty good, well-rounded game and is an overall likable guy with no enemies on the jury. The most logical choice would be either Felix or Willow, so I have to see where to go from there.

If I were to go with the flow and vote out Willow, that'd leave me in the Final 5 with both Felix and Anna. I'm not sure if Felix would want to get rid of Anna, despite mentioning it briefly to me, so I have to be careful. I'd have to have amazing luck by Anna not winning the Final 5 challenge and Felix not winning the Final 4 challenge, and Matt wanting to vote out Felix with me at the Final 4, which would be tough because Matt and I have close to no bond whatsoever. I'm terrible at most challenges, so I'd probably lose the tiebreaker and Felix would go on to the win the season in that scenario! So really, this path is dangerous, but could work.

Meanwhile, if I take out Felix, I'd be left in the middle between two duos of Nora/Willow and Anna/Matt. My allegiances would be obvious after this move, so I'd probably have Anna and Matt coming after me during this round. Anna really would have not too much competition for physical challenges, so she could potentially win and then I'd have to vote out the perfect goat, Matt! And Nora and/or Willow could just flip, as it'd take one vote, leaving me in a terrible position.

Tonight is going to make or break my game, so I need to make the right decisions to propel myself to the finals and hopefully to pull out my first ever ORG win."

"einigkeit"

- Text confessional today because I'm too tired to make a video! I think I might be toast this tribal simply because I didn't push for Nora to go and Tobi to stay last tribal. That would have been fine if I had won immunity but Miles got it and now I'm the next biggest threat left after Anna Jane who is obviously going to play her idol today. Now I feel like I need to make a move to deflect all the attention off of myself, which is why I made a chat with Nora and Willow to tell them I wanna vote with them because Miles and Matt are way too loyal to Anna and they won't vote her out, which is not true but it's believable. I said Matt knows he's not winning so he wants his friend to win at least and that Miles thinks he can beat her. I told Nora and Willow that the majority's plan was to split on them so it comes out 2-2-2, which was actually the plan I had suggested to the majority. I told the two of them that I would then switch my vote and vote with them and go for Matt so it would come out 3-2-1 and I think I might actually do that because it would put me in a really good position moving forward. All of this is super risky and I actually think I'm getting shafted unanimously but we'll see lmao

"einigkeit"

- "Tonight is the night! Things are finally happening. My master plan is coming to fruition and it's working perfectly!

My plan to vote for Felix with Willow and Nora is flawless! Since Willow and I have idols, we can play it on Willow and Nora respectively, meaning all 3 of us stay safe and Felix goes home!

I did have a last minute plan to get rid of Anna, but knowing she won't play her idol on Felix, it wouldn't work anyways (I'll explain more in a followup confessional). So, as long as things go smoothly, my big move will succeed and I'll move 1 step closer to the Final Tribal Council!"