Big Brother 6/Week 9

"aros"

- Highkey I hate that I keep losing HOHs but lowkey I'm glad I dont have to get blood on my hands? Especially since Marie/Brian seem to always have some sort of power? This BAM alliance is INSANE. I can't even. I just hope these guys dont turn on me. I love working with them a lot but I have trust issues and I blame Ally A enitrely xoxo.

"aros"

- YESSSSSSS I WON HOH!!!!!! I can finally be HoH for more than an hour now and I can finally get Trent out. He’s literally the only one I’m not aligned with so he needs to go. I originally wanted to put up Ally R and Aaron/Hailey to then backdoor him, but if Trent wins the PoV and uses it on Ally R, then all my targets are safe so I can’t risk that. Ally R is my backup target because Ain Brian and I noticed she’s been clearly playing every sides and doing her best to not get any blood on her hands. She’s really shady and she needs to go as well. So I figured I should directly put up Trent and Ally R and we evict whoever isn’t safe by the Veto and if neither are, we’ll evict Trent. I directly told Trent, because there’s no need to lie and I don’t want another jury member pissed against me. Now I’ve gotta break it to Ally, she’s been my ally so I’ve gotta lie to her that way she doesn’t expose our alliance. So I told her she’s just a pawn because everyone likes her and no one would evict her. Well, she better pray Trent doesn’t win Veto or else she’s gone. Sorry boo, I like you but you’re too dangerous!

"aros"

- Lmao Trent threatening me to stay in the game is so pathetic. Like I know I’m probs not winning bc Ally R Hailey and Aaron are more liked, and I think the jury would like Brian and Ain’s gameplays more so at this point my goal is just to get rid of the awfuls aka Trent. I don’t like no man telling me what to do so he can’t go even more! Bye!

"aros"

- Whatever I do in this game, the jury will think I’m being manipulated. If I stay with Ain and Brian, I’m their puppet, if I flip to get them out, I’m Trent’s puppet! IM JUST DONE WITH THIS I AM DONE!!!! Ughhhhh these people don’t deserve me and I’m done playing with those sexist bitches, like of course they wouldn’t think a 16-year old girl who is an high school student AND which English isn’t her first language, to be a good player! And now Ain wants Ally R out instead of Trent but hunny if we get her out it’ll still be seen as your move EVEN THO I WON MORE COMPS THAN YOU DID I don’t know what to do, I don’t FUCKING know! I’m just done with this I really am. But I just can’t let Trent’s insufferable ass get to me. I mean I had a good relationship with Tyler, I played both sides during the Mackie eviction, Grace thought Ain and I were running the game. I just can’t let Trent and Ally R (who has a confirmed obsession hate with me she can choke as well) get to me and ruin my game. I think it’s time I pull an Audrey and don’t speak to anyone for the rest of the week BYE!

"aros"

- So I’ve been thinking these last two days and I didn’t waste all those weeks to be runner-up again hell no! I feel like I need to make a deal with Trent. He’ll be going after Ain and Brian while I don’t get any blood on my hands, so I’m gonna tell him I’m gonna convince Ain to save him with the Veto because I want Ally gone, but I actually want one of Aaron and Hailey gone because they both have a lot of friends on the jury and i don’t think they hate me. I need to lie to him about my target for now bc I can’t have him push me to put up Brian. I feel like Ain could save Trent since she did say earlier she wanted Ally out instead so hopefully she still wants that. I feel like making that deal with Trent and Ally is good for my game bc I’ll be able to play both sides and get more points on the jury. I don’t want Trent or ally to get credit for that because I still hate them and I’m not turning on BAM unless one of them win HoH.

"aros"

- Unfortunately for Hailey, she thought of my same plan to save Trent. She gave me ammo against her, I threw her under the bus to Ain telling her she can't let Hailey win veto because I was told if Trent or Ally were taken down I'd be the replacement nom. That's no bueno. So now I'm forced to destroy our alliance. The game was closing in anyway so I just decided to help fuel the fire. I show Ain that I'm truly with her and not Hailey, and I confirm with Hailey that now's the Time to strike. Leaving me to sit back and watch the fireworks.

"aros"

- I've won pov now and ive taken away trent's last change to save himself. he? deserves it. shouldve listened to me the last round huh? shouldve given me a chance huh? tragic. boy bye

"aros"

- So obviously the plan didn’t work but I’m gonna try to keep Trent now bc I’m tryna cultivate a relationship with him that way when he goes to jury he’ll maybe be a vote for me. I mean Ally my obsessed hater is gonna go to jury now and probably gonna bash me so what can I do ugh. I hope I can maybe convince Ain and Brian to keep Trent because since he called me a goat they’ve been clearly afraid of me flipping and been trying to nurture me which lmao y’all are really bad at it. I tried to convince Ain to use the PoV but she basically shut me down and rat me out to Brian who out of the blue said in the BAM chat “Omg we need to get rid of Trent we can take care of his allies later” -eye roll- this was so obvious, like even my supposed closest allies are fake with me now. I just can’t deal with any of these people anymore and I literally can’t wait for this game to be over bc all this stress and fakeness isn’t good for my health.

"aros"

- So now Ally R is coming to me saying that she feels sorry for attacking me and didn’t mean it, so I guess I don’t hate her anymore nnnnnn. I mean she’s probably mocking me for feeling attacked rn but idc. So she came up with pretty good arguments about why she should stay, like how I could only beat her and Hailey in the end, and that Trent is stronger than her and in a duo with Hailey, and I mean her coming up with convincing arguments clearly shows how she’s a threat, but whatever Trent said about how everyone in the jury hates him, I know he has friends in there. So they’re both threats, and wherever I go, the jury will think I’m being manipulated because they can’t conceive me having my own mind apparently. So right now I don’t know what’s gonna happen, it’s up to the four voters and hopefully the one going to the jury will see I tried to help them and maybe root for me..... even tho I put them on the block ughhhhh

"aros"

- "I have been on a rollercoaster this week!

So we thought Ally was going to win HoH because she got it done really fast but to my surprise Marie ended up winning so I was freaked the fuck out!! i went and talked to her and she gave me some hypocritical response about how i nominated therefore i MUST be the target this week... which like is some bullshit because she’s already nominated me before and the only reason she was nominated was because she was Ain’s partner and Brian was with Aaron. So whatever I’m keeping my cool which for me means making vague sassy comments in the house chat without instigating anything.

Then the veto comp happens and I just don’t really have time to play so I was CONVINCED i would be evicted this week no matter what so I decide to be The Instigator™️ and start a fight with mainly Marie and sort of Ain since they’re closely aligned. Figured i might as well seal my fate once Ain wins the veto. This goes about as expected....

UNTIL!!!!

Marie actually messages me last night after everything fell out and after me basically hounding her for being a goat she wants us two goats to align together LMFAOOOOOO so basically ally is toast this week because the vote will either tie or already exist in my favor, and Ain is VERY pissed off at Marie for trying to save me. So basically my abrasive personality and my lack of ability to give a shit led to Marie having a paranoid breakdown and absolutely destroying her game lmao <3 like me or ally leaving is good for her game but me staying is SIGNIFICANTLY WORSE because i have several friends on the jury who I’ve made it clear I am playing for, I’ve at least attempted to be proactive, and I have my threeway with Aaron and Hailey intact, while Ally has basically nobody 😂😂😂😂 I have no clue how we were able to pull this off but somehow...... I’m gonna be in final 6 and I think I don’t have the worst shot ever of winning despite being nothing but controversial and opinionated the entire time. So we’ll see how this goes!"

"aros"

- "HELLO i haven't done a dr all game and i feel really bad so here we go

it's final 6 right now and the people left are myself, aaron, ain, brian, hailey, marie. i'm loosely aligned with or have a deal with all of them, but my goal right now is to make it to f3 with aaron and hailey and ideally win final hoh and evict aaron.

my next target is either brian or marie, both are good at competitions and both are the biggest jury threats imo followed by ain.

the past two weeks i've been nominated and it's been super annoying to feel like i have a lack of control as to where the vote is going. week before last during the duos twist, brian told me he wasn't going to use pov (if he did it autonoms me/rhi) and then did anyway so that was annoying as shit esp bc he didn't give me a heads up on it, and i lost rhi again so that's really shitty considering she was one of my top allies. i'm relieved that she got evicted without me having a hand in it, because i know she needed to go at some point and i didn't want to be the one to do it, but it's just so soon and she rlly deserved better.

as for the last eviction, i fought really hard to get hoh and submitted a perfect score 4 hours after it was posted but marie was speedier than me and that really sucks because i feel like that was perfect timing-wise to target brian/marie/ain and instead i lost trent. it's not horrible bc out of hailey/aaron/him i definitely would've rather had hailey and aaron in the game, and trent did have to go eventually, but having another number to help take out that trio would've been nice. too little too late i suppose. the eviction definitely did help me see thru who's really loyal to me and where people's priorities are. it's unfortunate because i feel like brian is genuinely loyal to me, but i'm not stupid and i think it's bc he can beat me at the end. aaron is also loyal right now and i adore him, he's honestly my rock right now and i trust him with my life. marie is a snake bitch but we been knew, she tried to flip the vote on me and i'll forgive but i sure as fuck won't forget anytime soon.

right now i'm worried about how the jury will perceive my game if i make it to the end. i haven't won any competitions besides a single veto during the triple eviction, and i worry that my game won't be valued bc i didn't actually hold any power. i feel like i've done a decent amount towards swaying votes and getting people pitted against each other -- my fave moment thus far this season was getting tyler to call out ain for targetting him (bc i told rhi that she was the one behind it) when it was mostly me. i love tyler 2 death and i was sad to see him go bc i love playing with him but i rlly needed to weaken the ally/rhi/tyler trio and that was the best way to do it imo.

overall i am content with the way i've been playing, i feel like i've really been socially decent other than a bit of a rough period before jury when i was going thru some personal issues and i've been trying to see things from a game perspective but allowing myself to have a personality with people as well. my goal in this game was to get to know new people and work with strangers and honestly i've done that and i'm happy to have met people like brian and ain and hailey. it's getting to the final stretch now and i really need things to go my way, i'm nervous but i hope i can make it happen!! (with my luck i'm going to die in the live eviction tomorrow after writing this lol)"

"aros"

- The double is coming, I’m shaking, and I’m hoping I’m not going. I’m not gonna play in the HoH comp so I’m really hoping either Hailey or Ally win it so they can go after Ain and Brian. I love these two but they’re the biggest threats right now and I ain’t come here to lose.

"aros"

- So before Trent was evicted, I was entirely straight up with him telling him I was evicting him. I expected him to blow things up but we surprisingly civil conversation explaining why I was evicting him. If I were to save him I'd lose ains trust and a partner in Ally. Saving him simply wasn't worth the backlash I could've taken. I'm not meant to be the bad guy, Marie is who I've pinned that on. Now we have a double eviction and I'm contemplating whether I should win it or not, I'd secure safety of course but I'd be the one to pull the trigger. As long as I see Ain, Ally, or Hailey winning it I'll step back. If not then I'll have to step up. I won't be evicted because my destiny isn't to go out in a double eviction. If I'm to be evicted it'll be my own spectacle.

"aros"

- This is probs my last confessional but I’d just like to say I love Ain and Brian and I should’ve never considered turning on them. I hope they get rid of the awful whities and that one of these angels will win.

"aros"

- All my confessionals are hate posts because I have no one else to rant to. I hate aaron. I hate ally r. I hate hailey. idk what brian is doing for all i know he has an alliance with the rest of them. marie just left. im so sad. next round would probs be me or brian next. ally r is fake as fuck. i thought i was fake but she? faker than ally a/rhi/tyler. aaron's ass been throwing comps since day 1 and hes acting like he did something new at double eviction. hailey? idek what the heck shes doing but she sure isnt winning. before i get evicted i want to get ally r out. its my only dying wish. aaron? he can go too. hailey? idk youre a goat.