Board Thread:Survivor 30: Legends/@comment-34920529-20180306202014/@comment-29261560-20180307022909

Alright, so our relationship I feel like definitely had it’s ups and downs at times. Throughout the pre-merge we were solid like a rock but then once merge hit, something changed. For me, whenever I would tell you something it would immediately get back to somebody else which I found rather odd because I thought our relationship was stronger than that. One of the major instances this occured was during the Perry vote how I told you what was happening...Just for Perry to immediately message me asking if there was anything I wanted to tell him. This would also an instance where I messaged you something, while I was on call with Evan, and he literally told me you had mentioned the exact same thing. So for me, I started feeling a major disconnect especially when you flipped to the visionaries and ultimately just kind stopped talking to me. We went from panicking about the votes together to me just getting the same NNNNN LSKSLSKS messages over and over again which is why I guess that I didn’t believe that you didn’t reveal the light pearl and in turn gave you that response. I'm so sorry if I made the wrong assumption there, but all the signs were pointing to you.

When it came to the double vote, the first person I actually told was Eddie. This was due to the fact Eddie and I had been working fairly closely together and had a relationship similar to that of you and I during the premerge phase. However, when I heard him bring your name up as a possible target I was the one that brought up Eva’s name to begin with as a counter. I let him know that we could get the votes and that you had a double vote that could solidify that. And maybe I should’ve approached you before revealing that, but to me it seemed necessary at the time. A couple hours after that you came to me wanting Eddie to go, which infuriated me because 1. Eddie, again, was a close ally of mine and 2. I had already worked to get the target off of your back and it felt as though you were throwing that all down the drain. After that vote was when things started to get distant between us and I wasn’t sure if the game relationship could be salvaged, so I did start to weaponize your advantage because to me, I wasn’t sure what you were ever gonna do with it because you made it clear you weren’t gonna use it to help Sam and when I asked you to use it to help me when Alissa wasn’t around, you completely dodged the question. So those are just kinda the factors that lead to me leaking that kind of info. I'm sorry I made you feel as though I put Evan ahead of you, but when push came to shove I felt as though he was more likely to have my back than you as you just seemed to constantly be flipping between sides. To me, Evan was rather easy to pinpoint where his mind was at but it became rather difficult with you as the merge went on. So yeah, hopefully that answers your question if you need anything else feel free to let me know!