Board Thread:Big Brother 6/@comment-26864283-20180412152701/@comment-34112208-20180412163221

Hi Aaron,

First of all I would just like to say thank you for being so nice to me during the time when things were blowing up for me. Idk if it was a game move on your part or not but I really appreciated the support. I will list my reasons for not taking you to f2 below:

1) While playing the game with you, I thought you were just a floater and the least of my worries. But then Trent spoke to me about how well of a game you were playing and it made me see you as more of a threat because Trent was going to be part of the jury and his perception was something that definitely mattered. So, if he thinks you played a good game, then you're getting a vote! And if he thinks that way, then I'm sure there will be other jurors who would think the same way too.

2) During Brian's HoH when Ally R won PoV and took you down, the way you spoke to me was different. You started saying stuff like "I wanted Hailey, Ally R, You and me to be final 4" or things along the lines of "this was what I wanted all along". THAT was scary to me because if you wrote an entire speech like that, I was worried that you would have been able to convince the jury that you were the mastermind behind every move that had been made. Plus people in the jury have bought lies told about me by Ally R easily so why wouldn't they believe this too? Also, Ally R mentioned something about you trying to "reverse psychology" me into evicting Hailey instead when that was a move I was going to make all along even before she spoke to me. You could win a comp over Ally R and I had a little hope that you might take me to f2 if I could convince you that Ally R was a bigger threat. Plus, Hailey was a huge supporter of my game. Anyway, I was still afraid that my moves might look like they were controlled by you in the end.

3) To me, Ally R and you both played an UTR game. I, on the other hand, played a very visible, very OTT game. I felt like if I was going to win the game, I should be able to against the both you or if I was going to lose, I would lose to both of you anyway.

4) A lot of the times, Ally R and I evicted the same people together while you didn't. For example, during triple eviction, you voted to save Grace instead of Trent. Hence, the same people who were mad at me, should have beef with Ally R too.

5) I have a very limited understanding of what jurors who are returnees think. For example, Ally A, Rhi, or Tyler. They never truly gave me chance. They stuck with the people they knew. Trusted and believed people they knew over me. Whether they were inactive or not I don't even know. I can't tell what they're thinking, I don't know who they're closer to. Like I said, I've been playing this game mostly blind. Any crumb of information I got I had to take with a grain of salt and work from there. It is very frustrating and I feel like if I had been given a chance I would have had a better understanding of the jury. It is definitely not due to my lack of trying because most of my conversations I had with returnees were because I initiated them.