Her Wincess-Craft Is Working/Confessionals

Day 1
"darsah"

- I have taken a break recently and I have never been more excited to play. The old Bryce is gone and if any castaway things they will get the same Bryce they are dead wrong. I'm not playing for jury or merge or FTC. I'm playing to win. Period.

"matiaf"

- I'm in 703 ORG, yaaaass. But this tribe is the worst thing ever. Nick, who hates me because of Azerbaijan. Rob, who never trusts me again. Patryk, who I blindsided in several games and Aren with his terrible social game. After playing a lot of games I know when people are butt kissing and when they actually really need you. Aren is strange. While I like his personallity he is giving me the feeling 'you will be fine but still you need to worry' and it's like day 1?!!? If this all is true I'm screwed and if there are really artifacts here I should better get them or I'm gone. But how do you get them? Let's win that reward challenge.

"matiaf"

- Well well well, here we are. Finally I'm playing on 703! I'm so freaking excited. I'm gonna try and do something I haven't ever done in a Survivor game: Take the reins and lead. It will go right or fail spectacularly. Hooray. I haven't talked to everyone yet, I'll do a tribe assessment later. So far, not many Americans, which is good for me. Everyone seems alright but I think there'll be some tension later on. Fun times.

"darsah"

- Well this is the first time playing 703 ORG, and so far I am on the Darsah tribe on this Indian Ocean Island. So far, I barely know anyone from my tribe, but I will figure out a way to mingle myself in with the others. So far, my strategy, which isn't clear cut, is to accept any alliances with other people. Well...I might see who I can talk to first, and if we talk enough, we can make an alliance. I wanna try to work on more of the strategic and most likely the social aspect of this game. Yes, I might make some evil moves and try to be a villain, but you also got to play that social game. Hopefully I can mingle myself into an alliance, and pull my way through the game

"matiaf"

- ... And the party has officially started! So, I don't really have too much to say yet, 'cept one thing. I'm on a tribe with Nick fucking City. I'm such a fanboy right now. He's an ORG LEGEND! But I can't let that throw me off guard. I will still try my best to manipulate him, legend or not. Bonds are extremely important in Survivor -- you gotta make 'em, fake 'em and break 'em to win this game and if you can't do that then you're toast. I'm willing to do all of the above things to win. Being one of only a few people online when the game starts is great for me because I get to make some bonds right off the bat. Woot!

"matiaf"

- So far, I've only gotten to speak to two of my fellow, sexilicious Matiaf -- Nick and Patryk. Nick City is a guy that I'm clearly a huge fan of. However, pushing my stary-eyed infatuation for him aside, he's obviously a huge strategic threat and I must remember that. I'm sure that everyone will let him lead 'em on like the Piper with the rats, but I will try not to, despite his wonderful, charismatic hairdo. It'd be way too early to blindside him on the first vote, but I'd rather not allow him to make the merge where he'd really be capable of doing some damage. Patryk is more of a wildcard. He isn't as popular as City, and that makes him all the more dangerous. Nobody knows nada about this guy yet. He's a complete unknown in this game. However, me and him have bonded nicely thus far so that is always a good thing. I would like to be allies with him, because me and him mesh well. At least, I think we do.

Day 2
"darsah"

- I'm so excited for this season! I haven't played a Survivor game since last July whew.

I think like half the people on my tribe are new to the community so I'm a little worried about that challenge wise, considering the other tribe has like half the azerbaijan cast lmao

OMG I'm on the same tribe with Eva. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE Eva, she's so funny. Buuuut Eva is known for making all girl alliances like all the damn time, every single season. And this tribe just happens to have more girls than guys so FUCK

ME WHEN I WAS TALKING TO BRYCE ABOUT THE AZERBAIJAN CREW IN THAT OTHER TRIBE AND I COMPLETELY FORGOT HE PLAYED ON THAT SEASON. OOPS.

Lex is Tokelau Austin's (links to Austin's wiki page) girlfriend and she's a cutie omg she's new to ORGs, Austin basically forced her to sign up lmao and she's really nervous. Hopefully I can play with her like long term, I like her already

"darsah"

- miguel is so nice and i was added into some alliance chat that i feel like i can trust so i feel pretty good but as of right now bryce and miguel seem really trustworthy so im really gonna try and bond with them and become really close, eva also seems nice and ive heard good things about her

"matiaf"

- Can someone explain to me this logic: Both Kop and Nam approached me on two separate occasions asking to be in an alliance but followed it up with claiming they do not want to play too hard too fast. If its day 2 an youre asking me for an alliance, youre playing pretty quickly and you need to slow down before I take both of you out.

"darsah"

- Feels like this will be a hard game. So much people I never heard of. The only people I've talked to are Patryk and Ella of this game and they are both on the other tribe. On my tribe I talked with Bryce, Yuki & Miguel. I feel I can bond with Miguel, he is very sweet. I also have the feeling I might be on the bottom since I am new to this community."

"darsah"

- Yuki is willing to create a all girls alliance which will not work. She also wants to keep Ivy while Ivy wants to quit if she can't handle her job. Yuki is just putting herself in trouble because if we have us three along with Miguel and maybe someone of the outs we have majority and we can take out someone like Bryce or Eva. Big names are always threatening and I hope I can pull a great game now. So let's stay on the background for a bit and let them fight for me.

"darsah"

- My tribe is very quiet in my opinion. A bunch of new faces. Immediately Brian comes to me for an alliance and I'm ok with that for now. It consists of myself, Brian, Lex, Eva and Miguel. We are known as The Hive. This will do for now but if I want to stay in this game, I'm going to have to find people I trust.

"matiaf"

- Decided to play scared and paranoid when I'm with the two asian people. I would never concider to work w/ them but if it can let me stay I have to. I obv have Max on my side and if I could get Patryk i have majority. Getting a artifact and i'm back in the game

"matiaf"

- So I find out, Ella is probably not on good terms with Joseph, Rob and Nick, from a previous game. Those 3 voted together in the merge, they'll likely team up again. So I think I have 2 options here, side with those 3 and take out Ella, or side with Ella and try to form a majority. It'll be hard to choose what to do. I did well in the challenge, hopefully that wins us the immunity and makes sure I can form some alliences in the next few days. Otherwise, it might get very messy very quickly.

"darsah"

- This is a new season. I wonder it will be an excited season. I love my tribe, we have 5 girls but i'm not sure about Eva and Lex (they didn't reply me). I hope the girls can stick together. Ivy is my friend in another ORG, and now I have Luna. Both of them are so sweet. I'm looking for a swap to meet Ella- my smart girl. <3

"darsah"

- About the tribe. IDK it's true or not but this tribe is very boring
 * (. I think we have so many inactives. I'm scare my tribe wont win the challenge and lose 1 member.. It's hard to talk with them because they didn't reply me but I think I can control this tribe <3

"matiaf"

- Nam is so fucking annoying

"darsah"

- I am sitting here, thinking about what I could do to get me very far. As far as I know, they could be thinking about targeting me cause of what I have been doing. But at the same time, the tribe is very quiet and tranquil, which is weird. I have been approached by Yuki if we could work together and we started talking like today. I have no problem with Yuki, but at the same time, I don't know who in the hell to trust at this point. All these guys could be thinking about getting me out for all I know. You see, I got to make sure that I can assure myself in an alliance, and trust as much as I can. But honestly, I was also thinking about pulling some old tricks up my sleeve. I really want to start a cross-tribe alliance of some sort, but it has to be one that can work very well. Sure, it may not work, but it's worth a try. In Survivor, you have to take very huge risks, and I am willing to take it. Whether I go out because of this, so be it. But I am playing this so that I can get pretty far. If I win, that's good. But if not, that's ok. I really hope that these people give me a chance to pull through the game so that I can pull my tricks up my sleeve.

"matiaf"

- Schnickeys bar. I'm on vacay and we are given a challenge where we need a fuckin' PC. And there's only one PC in this housev--my sister's laptop... FUCK. I've spoken to other tribemates about their highscores, and everyone elses' is so much higher than mine because of this laptop. Guess I just gotta work my charisma so that nobody wants me out.

"matiaf"

- Me and Joseph are a little power-couple right now. We know each other from a past ORG, so we immediately decided that we wanted to work together. We were going through everyone on our tribe, and we figured something out: Ella Kingsley sure has a huge amount of friends in this game. She's a very sociable soul though, so that is to be expected. Me and Joseph are planning to make an alliance including me, him, Rob, Nick, Nam and Kop. We're gonna call ourselves the 'Ellacutioners'. Tell me how ya like that one, 'Merica -- I personally love it. It has a nice ring to it. Beheading Ella for days, baby! I truly feel bad for the girl, because I used to be a huge fan of hers, but life is life and there always has to be a first vote. Besides, nothing is decided yet. We still might do a switcharoo.

"matiaf"

- Shizzle nuggets. I had to submit a really shitty score, because I didn't have much time to borrow my sister's laptop for the challenge. Now I just have to hope and pray that this Ellacutioners alliance works or I might be toast. No -- not even just toast, but burnt toast, and nobody wants to be burnt toast. It freaking sucks. I was just talking to Max, and he claims that he won't hold my score against me. I don't know whether I should trust him or not, because you shouldn't trust anything your hear in this game 100%. He thinks that someone else will have a lower score than me, but I don't believe it.

"matiaf"

- I just started talking to Ella. God, she is so fucking adorable. Very talkative, and very social. I really can see why she has so many friends now. I have, like, a huge crush on her already and I've hardly even spoken to her. Jeez, Aren, you need to get yourself together, man. I need to stick to the plan -- if we lose, we're voting-out Ella. If she is voted-out (or executed) I'm sure she won't take it to heart. Perhaps the other Ellacutioners will allow me to take her head back home and use it as a trophy. Ella, when you're reading this in a month or so, if you got voted-out then I just want you to know that I think you're a great gal and I'd love to have kept you in this game for a little longer, but the stars just didn't align for you this time. You will have many opportunities to shine in ORGs, trust me, but just not this one. I hope we can be friends after this is said and done.

"matiaf"

- Yo, so, bad score or not, this is going great. I have a flirty but fake two-person alliance with Ella. On the fake side of things, I'm driving her into a false state of security by reassuring her that I'll tell her if her name comes up, but I actually won't, because she's our target if you haven't noticed already. On the FLIRTY side of things, we wink at each other and shit... It's kinda cute. I'm sure that she trusts me. I hope it doesn't hurt her if she gets voted-out. She's so sweet. But as I said earlier, to win this game you need to fake, make and break bonds, and I 'aint going against that motto. At least not this early on. So, I was talking to Nam earlier, and I asked him if he was in for the alliance. YES! He accepted. So, 3/6 of the Ellacutioners are in! WOOT! How fantabulous. Ella is so freaking adorable. <3

"matiaf"

- I have a new nickname for Nam -- humpty dumpty. It fits him so fucking well, it's unbelievable. Keep in mind that Nam has no clue that Ella is me and Joseph's target at this point. So, in our alliance chat, we were casually talking about who else to recruit to the alliance. I said Rob, Nick and Kop, but Nam fucking said out of nowhere: 'how do we know that we can trust Kop? I don't think we should recruit him.' Well, what reason is there to NOT fucking trust Kop? It's day fucking two. There are only two reasons for Nam to have said this. 1) him and Kop have some bad-blood from another ORG or 2) Nam has a friend in Ella, Max or Patryk and he is desperate to replace Kop with them in this alliance. I don't like either of those fucking reasons. They're both dragonshit. Thank the lord, we only need 5 votes to make this Ella execution a reality. Me, Joseph, Nick, Rob and Kop alone would do the trick. Joseph and I have come to the possible conclusion that Nam might have this little schoolboy crush on Ella. Ella is so adorable, and if she turns the flirt on she could really use Nam. Little does Nam know, however, that Ella, the witch, is our target. And you know what we do to witches around here? We burn 'em. Burn the freaking witch. Burn her all the way to oblivion. I love you Ella, but you must be cast out of this game. There's no way you can stay. Just way too likeable to the guys. Me, Joseph, Nick and Rob are probably the only ones who can see through your luscious looks and beautiful smile on this tribe. Heck, even I am infatuated by you. Just way too threatening socially.

"matiaf"

- This confessional is an Ella confessional. I know you're probably sick of hearing only 'Ella, Ella, Fucking, Ella' from me, but shut up, 'cause it's my confessional and I can say whatever the fuck I want. I recently found out that Ella lives in Nijmegen in the Netherlands, which ISIS are planning on attacking. I fucking despise ISIS and I feel so fucking awful for Ella and the people in Nijmegen. This confessional is going to be a completely down-to-earth, personal one. No strategy talk. Ella is so sweet and wonderful, and despite the chance that she might be killed by ISIS, she is still brave and kind. I said a prayer for her. I'm a Christian and my strong faith in God causes me to believe that ISIS will be fucking destroyed. It might take years -- but as I like to say, the further the monkey climbs up the tree, the more you can see it's ass. As ISIS become bigger and bigger, their ass will become more visible and more visible. Eventually, they will be slaughtered. All of them -- just like the pigs they are. I feel awful for targeting Ella, and my main worry now is that Ella will think me praying for her and caring for her was false and it's not. I really did pray for her, and I really do care for her. God, I seem overdramatic as fuck right now. Sorry guys, I just hate ISIS and I want a stop to be put to them. I'm sure all of you agree with me, and I really hope you do. I have nothing against muslims or anyone except for ISIS.

"matiaf"

- Ay there viewers. Didn't see you there. ;) I love being the season's confessional-bot 2000, so imma make a confessional about something. I might as well discuss the activity of my tribe. At the moment, I'm pretty sure me and Kop are the only active citizens of the wonderlusted Matiaf tribe. We're trading texts back and forth, it's pretty fun, I 'aint gonna lie. Praying for Ella to come back online soon. She's a joy to speak to. I'm confused as to whether we're burning a witch or a princess here, because she's a witch as in that she can work her social-game like witch-craft, and then she's like a princess because she's just super adorable. Imma just call her a wincess. So, we're planning to burn the wincess -- aka vote her out. Anyways, so, just as Kop leaves, Ella comes online! YAY! And... I'm feeling awful again. She just revealed to me that she'd 'cry all day' if she was the first-out of this game. Fucking typical that it happens to be my target AND my lowkey Survivor crush that says this to me and makes me feel awful. I really love her as a person, but I've made this mistake too many times in the past: being too emotional and wearing my heart on my sleeve to dang much. I can't make it again. I must push on. I'm praying just for Ella's sake that we win immunity, but if we don't, it's goodbye. Her wincess-craft is working on me and I don't like it. I'm worried that she really, really WILL take it to heart if she's voted-out. Fuck, maybe I should write her a poem or something to send her just before the vote-results, idk. Anything to ease her spirit. I really don't want her to actually cry if we vote her out. Ironically, she's my favorite here as a person, but she just has too many enemies. It's extremely sad and I really hope that she gets a second-shot in 703. You're amazing, Ella, just please realise that I don't hold anything against you and I really wish I could keep you

"matiaf"

- Ella wants to make a majority alliance with me. Ughhh I love her so muchhhhhh why do we have to vote her out. I feel awful. So, I'm pretending to join this majority alliance with her. I'm not sure who else she wants to recruit, but whoever it is will tell me and Joseph who she trusts. She claims that she likes Max, so she obviously wants to recruit him. Oddly enough, despite blindsiding them in previous ORGs, I think she also wants Nick City and Rob in this alliance. However, that's a good thing. I don't think Nick and Rob would resist the opportunity to not only vote-out but blindside the very girl who blindsided them in the main ORG. They're very strategic individuals, and I'm sure they'd like to have their revenge on the poor wincess. Thankfully, despite having a shit score in the challenge, if we lose I doubt that I'll get any votes at tribal-council. Everyone loves me, and I have a majority alliance. This game couldn't be going any better for me.

"matiaf"

- Me and Ella have been discussing the alliance more, and this is who she wants: Nam, Max and Patryk. Typical.

"matiaf"

- WHAT THE FU- BOOOOOOOOOOOM. UH, so, me and Ella were discussing basic alliance things, until she said this: 'nam told me that nick rob and kop are having a alliance with him'. Da.fu.q? UGH. This game can't ever give me a break, can it? So, if this alliance is real, then me, Joseph, Max and Patryk are on the bottom. Fuck me. If I go home first, I will flip the fuck out. Me and Joseph are still making plans to blindside Ella first, and we're just praying that Nick and Rob will go a long with it. We could probably get Kop to vote with us too if we're lucky. Jesus, please keep me in this game.

"matiaf"

- UH, Ella has a boyfriend. And she wants a child with him. And she called me bae. What the fuck. ;_; this is so fucking weird... I mean I 'aint jelly but if you have a boyfriend and want a child with him then you really shouldn't be flirting with other guys. Perhaps she didn't mean what she said to be flirty. Perhaps I took what she said the wrong way, but nonetheless, this incident is going to make her vote-off that bit easier for sure.

"matiaf"

- On the first day, I was talking to everyone. I think I couldnt believe it Aren, he's liar. Max is a strong player so I was creat a alliance including me, Patryk, Ella, Rob and Max. And Aren is target of our alliance: D

"matiaf"

- OMG I really don't like the Kop. he's very dangerous because I played with him two times. I can't believe him any more there are many alliance from the first day. My alliance with me, Ella, Aren and Max. Kop's alliance have the rest. But I don't want to play hard this time, I think we will win.

"darsah"

- It's Day 2 and I'm already done with Brian. Done! I came home after being away ALL day and I had only a few hours to do the challenge so of course I'm trying to work on that, but Brian is like WANNA SKYPE WANNA SKYPE. I tried telling him to, you know, wait until after I've submitted? But he said he had stuff to tell me so I was like alright call me. And OMG, he's a freaking mess. He starts asking me if people are ~plotting his demise~ bitch it's Day 2, everyone's chill, why aren't you?

He reminds me of Tom in SI, the type of player that as soon as the game starts, they PM everyone and the first five or six people who say "hi" back to them first get added into the majority alliance. I mean, I'm not really complaining about that because I NEED someone like that, first of all, it means I get added into a majority alliance on the first night which yas, and also if people in the alliance are feeling put off by him I can bond with them by being like "omg ikr gurl ye he crazy"

Also, he doesn't pay much attention to details, or I guess any attention?? He thought Lex was a boy, he thought Charlie was a girl, he thinks Ivy and Yuki are the same person, mostly because their mangas look alike (lowkey I'm 100% sure he's mistaking Luna's manga for Yuki's too). So yeah :)) My reaction to all of this: WHY.

Like he already called me his right hand man which wtf ok i guess if it makes you feel better? Plus, he's talking about making cross-tribal alliances when we haven't even gone to tribal yet like no, pumpkin, no.

I felt like the universe owned me a break from dealing with overplaying hot messes but I guess not. He's basically Tom minus the challenge prowess and the gross but oddly endearing medical stories.

Day 3
"darsah"

- It's most likely going to be me tonight. I have no idea who is with who and who are the targets since nobody is really talking with me. I hope I can try something

"darsah"

- Not 5 minutes after Brian makes this alliance he already comes to me questioning it. Like bro you made this Hive and now you saying you think we are going to turn on you. Bruh take a chill pill.

"darsah"

- We lost the challenge and I feel terrible. I couldn't get to a computer and I didn't have any time. The challenge came late last night and I worked all day but oh whale. We can do it next time. If the other tribe doesn't murder is like this time.

"darsah"

- The Hive is making the decisions but I don't know who to go for. Luna did not participate but did give a valid excuse. However, Ivy hasn't talked much but did the challenge. It's a toss up. Whatever happens could affect a plethora of happenings

"darsah"

- This is officially the worst tribe I've ever a part of. There is literally not a people who isn't either shady or messy. I see us losing A LOT, rip us at the swap tbh

"darsah"

- This vote is going to be messy. So many names have been thrown around I don't know which way to think. But what I know for a fact is that Miguel and I are right and will stick together as long as possible. I think we can make a great team and I think we have already proven that.

"darsah"

- My ranking of my tribemates so far: Lex: Adore her <3 Bryce: At least I know I can trust him! Charlie: Idk I really liked my convo with him but because of timezones we havent had a chance to talk about the game yet Eva: Still love her even though she's not as funny as she is outside the game :'( serious Eva <<<. And she's the main reason I'm only targeting girls this round, cause I can't trust her completely Luna: She's nice but um girl you didn't submit for the challenge, you should be thanking us we aren't getting rid of your ass, not trying to get us to vote the person YOU want to see go home. Plus she told me she has four allies on the other tribe lol bye Brian: WANNA SKYPE WANNA SKYPE, gurl let's chill, okay? Ivy: it was 3am when i sorta talked to her so who knows about ivy tbh Yuki: Bitch you're lucky Brian was being dumb and voting right away or else I would've made sure your ass was out the door first. YOU'RE ON MY LIST, AND THAT'S NOT A LIST YOU WANT TO BE ON.

"matiaf"

- So far I'm getting along really well with everyone on my tribe. Shockingly even Ella. I have a feeling that she won't be gunning for me for some reason. Joseph and Rob have my back if anything so I don't think I really have to worry about her just yet. Everyone else seems really cool though

"darsah"

- Aw! i know we will lose this challenge. i feel not good. because me, luna, Ivy is on a trouble. idk why they target ivy, she is not a threat. Now i have to convice Miguel and Charlie. Charlie is a free ppl so i think i can get his vote. But Miguel is not easy to convince. He want to have all options, then he can choose -_-. that's suck. I want to target Brian more than Ivy because i think he have more relation with the other tribe than Ivy.

"matiaf"

- I think im in a very good position right now, I am in two alliances and both are targeting the same people. I think that we will merge before I have to pick a side but if a side must be chosen I am going to go with the numbers so I do not screw myself over further down the road

"darsah"

- So big surprise, we lost. It's annoying and frustrating but what can you do. I just hope the five person alliance sticks together

"matiaf"

- I guess now having a alliance include Aren, Josep, Nick and Nam.Seem they want me to go with them. However, I dont like Aren. I think I could be go with Nam or Josep but not now ;)

"matiaf"

- Oh, bless. Somehow, not too sure how, we won immunity. Looks like I'm not going home first! Seriously, as viewers, you have no clue how glad I am. I thought that there was a strong chance that my neck could've been slit had we attended tribal. Strategically, I've been trying to lay low, just so that I can dive under the bigshots a little bit. I asked Max to join my fake alliance with Ella, and he accepted... Phew! He seemed a bit off though. Max is a guy that I'd like to part-time work with. I feel like we're both kind of on the middle of this tribe, and therefor we relate. Like Fishbach and J.T., I guess you could say.

"matiaf"

- I'm going on a tangent of messaging everybody on my tribe; congratulating them on immunity, asking them how they are, or just generally striking up smalltalk with them. Not talking strategy with that many people, just being that 'chill nice guy' that hopefully people want to be friends with and hey, maybe even ally themselves with. Joseph can overplay his card a lot, so if he keeps doing that whilst I keep underplaying my card, he'd be the majorities target instead of me, because they would want to take out the biggest threat out of the two of us and right now I'm pretending to be a chicken with it's head cut-off.

"matiaf"

- Me and Max just had a very interesting conversation. So, it was just after he joined the fake Ella alliance, and he seemed shifty (almost as if he believed that I was lying about the alliance) so I continued trying to convince him that the alliance is, in fact, real. However, he CONTINUED to act shifty. I asked him what was wrong, and he said that 'it's just interesting'. I asked him why and he began to explain that Ella had made an alliance with him as well. We then agreed that Ella has probably become paranoid, and has made an alliance with about four or so people. This isn't good, not at all. The only sketchy thing that Max said is that he didn't know Ella pre-game, but he obviously did because he's on her #PEOPLEWHOMADEMY2015 list. I doubt Max would be up for blindsiding Ella, but I can still use this piece of information to my advantage if I play correctly. ~ The stake is prepared, the fire is ready so please remember Wincess to keep your game steady. ~

"matiaf"

- Nam suddenly came to me with some rather shocking information. He said, 'Kop wants to vote you out' and 'we can vote him out, he's not to be trusted'. Again, with the anti-Kop dragonshit.

At this point it's obvious that Nam and Kop have some bad-blood with each other from a past ORG. I seriously don't believe that Kop wants to vote me out. I've been kissing up to both Nam and Kop a little bit, just in case either vote me out, but I doubt either wants me out. I'm hoping that I don't have to face tribal-council until the swap, but if I do, I'm going to continue my campaign to get Ella out.

However, I will hand it to Ella: in the midst of all this strategy, she really is flying under-the-radar. It kinda annoys me, because everyone is just forgetting about her. Fuck, her wincess-craft is working! Dangit!

"darsah"

- I am thinking about who to trust right now. If things go wrong, I may be the one going home tonight. But hopefully, Ivy can go home tonight because I need a foot in the door. I really am putting my trust on these people, which scares me cause they could vote me out right now. Whenever they have an opportunity, they could vote me out right away. You see, I know that I may not be safe after all because there are people that play evil. I hope these idiots keep me because I am actually willing to play. If they vote me off, they will suffer and they will lose everytime. I was one of the top 3 highest scores in the challenge, so if they vote me off, that's on them. I will just continue doing what I do best; hosting my Facebook Survivor. But if they keep me, then there will be interesting things bound to happen. I pray they don't vote me off though.

"matiaf"

- wtf everybody is playing way too fucking hard. we haven't even lost a challenge yet

"matiaf"

- Oh my fucking goodness. I can't get a break, can I?

Nam. Is. A. Little. Sneaky. Bitchy. Asshole. Disgusting. Annoying. Rat.

He made a little fucking lie to Ella that me and Kop are targeting her. First of all, only once did I tell him that I was targeting Ella, but after that he managed to steer me to voting Kop, so what he said to Ella is a blatant fucking lie and this little rat needs to be demolished.

So, basically, Ella has messaged all the fucking Azerbaijanis telling them to blindside me and that I'm the big mastermind, trying to turn Kop and Nam against each other. I'm so fucking thankful that Joseph told me about this.

The error in this little 'intelligent' plan of Nam's is that I have photo fucking evidence that HE is the one trying to turn me and Kop against each other. He is such a fucking rat and I'm praying that he gets blindsided. Little bastard.

"matiaf"

- Lord being in this game with Ella is so hard I can never know where her head is at. I'm just hoping she actually wants to work with me because I have no intentions of fucking her over right now

"matiaf"

- Why. Why do I have to deal with these people. The two vietnamese/asian/idk boys are so random. They're friends and then enemies. I can't follow them. I dont trust Joseph. I had to deal with him in azerbaijan and believe me i was so annoyed. It sucks I'm playing this hard already but hey, if you target me you're dead because I'm not in to be a pre-merge boot in 703 ORG. I hope these azerbaijan ppl trust me because I got Patryk and Max in my pocket for sure. And if I leave next round, Aren is dead. I don't wanna leave before Aren or Nam or Kop does. They're all so messy. Everyone is messy rn but that's because everyone is targeted by everyone else

"darsah"

- When Ivy is being weak af and quitting

"matiaf"

- Apparently, both Nam and DT know each other. I’m not going to start a “all Vietnamese people know each other thing”, but just playing percentages odds are they do. But like, so do I As of 11:29 AM my time, Rob/Nick/I have some sort of agreement to work with each other and I started talking with Nam and DT. Hopefully I can use my jetlag to my advantage. After the eight idols or whatever in Azerbaijan, I’m going to be absolutely anal about the artifacts. But I feel like reading through the ones in Australia, there doesn’t seem to be anything that powerful. But probably they’re going to get buffed without idols. Tbh I’m surprised Amber is a host because there are three people who wouldn’t work with Ella on this tribe. Granted, I would give my little brother a shitty tribe and I have zero idea on who made the tribes or their relationship so idk Plan right now is just to talk to everyone. So far, between knowing Aren, speaking to the Vietnamese guys, I’m using my opportunity I’m also kind of sick so I’m using this opportunity to procrastinate from the work I was supposed to do over winter break and stay here on my laptop. I’m trying to take some of the criticism that people said in Azerbaijan about me, i.e. talking too much about myself, so I’m being more proactive with asking questions I’m using #PEOPLEWHOMADEMY2015 as a way to stalk people to figure out who knows who, apparently Max and Ella know each other. Ella knows Patryk. Rob and Nick obviously know each other and are working together. DT and Nam could potentially know each other and Rob said that he thought they did. Wait I just realized, two vietnamese people, two brits, two dutch people, two americans and Patryk. Patryk just PMd me saying “I know Ella” in the middle of a conversation about challenge scores. Now I’m paranoid, so I’m going to facebook stalk everyone individually. I also think he was trying to make a threat but didn’t go all in, so I feel like I’d need an alliance soon. Goal should be to get Me, Rob/Nick, DT/Nam and Myself to be a six and to vote off one of the other three first thing. I feel like after the “I know Ella” thing I need to be a lot less vocal, I’m going to let Aren contact everyone and make that a thing. Current plan is to have two four person alliances, Me, Aren, Kop and Nam and Me, Aren, Rob and Nick. Aren is also getting really paranoid, so I’ll let him to do the dirty work and hopefully allow for him to make a target bigger than me. Ella is talking to Aren to attempt to build a majority. She essentially repeated all the names that I gathered through Facebook stalking. Yay, Staking! I feel like Aren might be overplaying this. He’s trying to get Nam and Kop to target each other which I don’t understand the logic behind. I can’t undo anything he does which does worry me a bit. If he does overplay this, I want to make it look like we aren’t involved with each other, he’d go before me.