Board Thread:Survivor 30: Legends/@comment-6293216-20180305231039/@comment-26703314-20180306164719

Again, you're happy to talk mad shit in private like you just said but you still think you have some of moral high ground here. I just don't know what's going on in your head where you can clearly say things that contradcit your own perceived rightness but that's not really my problem I guess. "I talked about it...in my host chat!" "I talked about it...to people but not you!" Like I think you're using the 'don't speak to me' thing as an excuse because that was directed at everyone and promptly stopped mattering. It was just a petty remark thrown out in a childish fit, which I do not like looking back on. I really just don't get it. Like according to you I was this monster this whole season who picked on everyone and was a bully and treated every single person I didn't like like shit. But again, you didn't do anything. Like apparently you fought for all of your friends and yourself but this horrible evil person who tormented you all season? Nah that's fine fam, no need to engage with that. So how exactly am I supposed to know that you took my comments so personally and so seriously when you refused to say literally anything about them to me? YOU know how I felt about you, I never hid it. But you went out of your way to avoid any kind of conversation. Like from what you're saying here, you clearly aren't scared of or intimidated by me. Like how am I meant to know that some comments, which if we're being completely fucking real and honest were basically the level of elementary schoolyard insults, upset you that much? So what's the deal?

If you think I use being 'crackedt' as an excuse for my actions you really have not paid attention to anything I've said. It's just another example of you picking and choosing what you want to hear and applying it to whatever you want it to. I know I've made mistakes, and I've apologized to people, and I've been trying to fix things. But with you? I genuinely have no intentions of making amends with you because from what I can see, you'd just find a way to spin it to fit your own narrative. Just because I don't see you as someone with much of a leg to stand on in this conversation does not mean I'm on a high horse. I've recognized the complaints and problems of everyone who's given them, just not you. Because to me, there's nothing to anything you're saying.