Board Thread:Survivor 37: Egypt/@comment-31683906-20190130033108/@comment-32630586-20190130053014

hi sam! thought ur question was kinda interesting because.. i went through in my speech how it wasn't for a personal vendetta? oh? and anthony and i had a very in depth conversation with anthony himself about all the ways he was ruining my game but.. he didn't seem to tell you anything either? interesting. i guess in the words of anthony i'll clear up a bit how it wasn't a personal vendetta, very strange how anthony said nothing about this.

"I felt like you were incredibly liked by everyone in the tribe so I thought u were in the best position"

"loris told me about how u were making fun of josh and harassing him so you obviously talked to more than just jake"

"you've got connections with all of your swap tribe (the sekhmet 2.0s), and legit i felt like on amun 1.0 you had a strong connection with almost everyone and it legit scared me because of that"

"I consider you a threat because you honestly are one, everyone seems to really like you and you've got connections with everyone, and I know you're in a good position in this game and I'm not just gonna sit back. And I'm NOT the only person who feels this way."

"I mean full honesty, everyone thinks you're a threat, it's not just me. but if I'm legit not targeted I legit wouldn't be after you because why the fuck would i be after you if you wanna keep me around"

"oh i just was like "i think Tara's a huge threat" and pretty much everyone was like "yeah i agree even tho i love her..."

even if i WANTED to blindside u rn I don't think I'd be able to pull in the numbers

ppl rly like u"

at this point i asked anthony for receipts and he failed to give me any. i'm not sure anyone would be so confident about working with someone or seeing that they were beneficial to their game after reading this, huh? u know i thought it was real weird anthony was saying nothing until i started rereading our conversation and found that I was blaming HIM for using personal reasons to target ME. everything i blamed him for doing, i compared to something he was doing out of game too. here are some things i said to him.

"anthony i've been ignoring u cos i know you've been talking shit about me basically all game

i know you've been talking shit abt me for the last year and a half"

"people have sent me screenshots

of other shit

and now i'm hearing

you're telling people

i was running our og tribe

when all we did was vote off an inactive"

"i'm not like i used to b anthony i don't have the time anymore" (as in, anthony was saying that i had all these social connections, where i might've, if i was able to talk to people as much as i did in embb5 but i didn't have as much time anymore to play like that)

"ok same i hope we can sort out both stuff. on a real level i've felt blamed for EVERYTHING about what went wrong in our relationship. and now i feel like you're blaming me for whatevers going wrong in your game."

by illustrating this cycle of shit talking me, blaming me, and using meta i was hoping he would back off and listen to some of the things i was saying. but i guess he found a way to twist it and make it seem like hes the victim, again :/ i think some other useful things to note are the difference in how much i talked to anthony in premerge, and then a few hours after merge started once i had heard what anthony was saying about me through rob. another thing to note is once anthony apologised to me for some of the things he did on a personal level i completely backed off on that angle and continued talking about the game. still find it kinda weird that anthony was saying i was such a threat when everyone else is disagreeing.

anyway sam, i know this has nothing to do with you and you were just trying to be a good friend to anthony, so therefore feel free to direct anthony straight to this comment. anthony, you have done so many fucked up things to me and the end of our friendship was probably the best thing that has happened to me in my time online. at the start of the game, i thought i could fix things and rewrite history but you obviously have not changed. keep playing victim, stay fetch!