Board Thread:Season 35: Mount Olympus/@comment-1728794-20181017051016/@comment-2114961-20181018141544

Thank you Malik for giving me another shot! I was honestly scared you hated me now for some reason T_T

I also wanna say yeah, I was intentionally being vague about the Ryan part of my speech cause I honestly waaasn't quite sure if you wanted me revealing that? (not that it really even matters at this point) So I wanted to give you the chance to point that out. I FULLY recognize you for giving me that information, and you know how much it influenced not only my game, but our game, I can't thank you ENOUGH for it~ ly2 <3

If you could have anyone up there with you instead of Cammy (and it has to be an active juror), who would you pick and why?'

Hmmm, it's actually a bit of a tie. It's honestly between you and Charlie. My first choice would obvi be you cause like, duh? Power Trio?? I'm a loyal bitch and had things been different I would have LOVED for us to be sitting together, two underestimated underdogs and besties fighting for their lives and making it to the end is an iconic story and would have been interesting to see how'd it turned out. I also say Charlie because outside of you and my opponent, we were also very close, and had I won FIC, I'm positive he'd be sitting with me here. (sorry gurl ^^') Despite the times that it was hard to trust him, he stuck to me to the end. I'm genuinely curious what his FTC performance would have been like, and from a strategic point of view, I would have potentially banked on the chaoticness of his game to hopefully give me an edge. Sorry for being menenist~!

And what's one thing you would change if you wanted to to possibly help define a move you made?

oOf, this is a really tough one. Thinking about it, I probably would changed how I approached Ben and Ryan socially. As I mentioned in my speech, because of the events of the premerge and the after effects of Liz vs Ben I subconsciously ended up putting those two at arms lengths and unintentionally ignored them. Because of this hesitation, they constantly came after me, and I/we in turn had to make a move against them. Had I been more open with them while still hiding my reservations, we could have had a bit more more camaraderie and the moves made against them would have possibly been more impactful and seen as the game defining moves that I feel like they were for me personally. It may have even led to me getting slightly fewer votes than I did if we were on friendlier terms? Just a thought lol. But yeah. Interacting with those two better as both players and people is something I wish I had done better.

Hope that all made sense ^^' Being on the other side of the tracks is so fun but weird~ Thank you for your time~