Hit Me With A Frying Pan/Confessionals

Day 34
"trebizond"

- How the hell am I supposed to make a decision when both options set me up for 4th? If I vote Matt and Sam wins immunity, then Brandon and Jenna will just vote me off. Same thing if I vote Jenna and Brandon wins immunity then Matt and Sam vote me off. Either way its just relying on myself winning immunity (or Jenna/Matt but that probably ain’t gonna happen).

So, since both options set me u for 4th I have to think about other factors. If I vote Jenna off, then yes, I am more likely to get to the end because everyone was trying to take her to F2, so I might fill her role, but I know I probably can’t win against any of these boys. All 3 of them would get Toby/Rhys, Sam and Matt would get Justin/Nathaniel too, Sam/Matt would vote each other, Jenna would vote Brandon, I’d only have Nicole and Nadine. So, voting Jenna is the safe option since I’ll have more chance of getting to the end but will probably lose.

And now the risky option, voting Matt, I have less chance of making it to the F2, but if I do, with Jenna, then I actually have a chance of winning. That all depends on Brandon not winning immunity and then either me or Sam beating him in a tiebreaker, which I’m not confident in either of us to do since tiebreakers are usually flash games. And then I must win final immunity to take out whoever is left out of Sam/Brandon. So that is super risky but my only chance of even winning, unless Jenna would vote Brandon off at F4 if he doesn’t win. If he does win then me and Sam could probably beat Jenna in a tiebreaker. Then Sam and Brandon would probably both want me in the F2, but I’d have more chance against Brandon I think cuz if Sam’s not there then Justin’s vote probably goes to me since he is enemies with Brandon, and maybe Nathaniel’s too since Brandon betrayed him? Then I just need 1 more which could be Sam/Matt?

UGHH THIS IS SO HARD. Voting Jenna or Matt has pros and cons and so many variables…. And on top of that I’d feel so bad voting either of them out on a personal level. Why Brandon why did you have to win immunity LOL. So, safe and probably make F2 but lose? Or risky with a lower chance of making F2 but a higher chance of winning if I do…. Life would actually be much easier if everyone teamed up to vote me 😊 But no….. I wanna stay. But if they do then good for them!

"trebizond"

- Someone hit me with a frying pan please. WHY did Brandon have to win immunity of ALL people ffs. Sam has the Ridgeway idol as well, so only myself, Jenna and Benj are going home. And it is NOT going to be me ffs. I will get my best placement ever this season and it's the EXACT day count and placement of my other best placement. Not cool.