Board Thread:Big Brother 6/@comment-4975295-20180412172426/@comment-31430415-20180412175636

Hi Mackie! Thank you for saying you're proud of me and I'm glad I can call you my friend as well. <3

So re: Argentina affecting this game. I'm not going to lie to you and tell you I wasn't wary when I saw you cast. I have issues with trusting people in orgs about personal stuff mostly because of Argentina and your involvement. And while I'm past that now and I've forgiven you and hold no animosity, I was never, ever going to fully trust you/open up to you in the context of a game again. I'll gladly talk to you outside of the game about personal stuff, etc. and have in the past, but within a game I just can't. Really am not capable of it after what happened, straight up. That's probably why you'll notice a drastic difference between our conversations in Argentina vs our conversations here. I'm sorry if that's cruel or harsh but it's reality.

HOWEVER, my lack of ability to open up to you didn't affect whether or not I wanted to work with you at the start (though it affected it later). Literally the second that I entered the game, I started talking to Grace and our conversation went towards you pretty quickly because we've shared similar experiences with you in orgs. She expressed a desire to "black widow brigade" you out (her words) and I was soooo not okay with that. I ranted in my DR about how I wanted to work with you and I felt like I was going to end up in the middle of you two if she stayed on that path, and that was not somewhere I wanted to be.

A couple things made me change my mind and decide that you being there was no longer beneficial to my game:

1) We became lumped together after the alliance with Jake and Anna leaked, and that was literally my worst nightmare. TO THIS DAY, some people think that I was your puppet in Argentina or that I was dickmatized by you, and I felt like I needed to prove here that I didn't need you and that I wasn't going to play my game for you. So basically when that happened I jumped ship.

2) Grace changed her tune about you REAL quick, and it gave me a massive reminder about how good you are. You completely changed the mind of someone that came into the game wanting you out. Your social ability is fucking insane and nothing to be messed with, and it really made me think that you were the strongest in your alliance and needed to go.

After you left, point #1 was essentially confirmed to me when Ally told me that Ain had blamed me for 'leaking' the blindside plan to you, which I had heard absolutely nothing about. She told me that I knew nothing about it because everyone thought you and I were close.

So yeah. It was definitely affected by Argentina and I'll own that. I hope that answer is good enough for you, and I hope you're having/had fun in Vegas (idk how long ur there for)!!