This Game Has Gone Loco/Confessionals

Day 29
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- That self vote was not intentional. However, it actually works out great. I was going to ruin my relationship with someone by lying about the vote. I just reassured everyone that my vote would've been what they wanted, I lose no allies, this is amazing!

I feel bad about using my self vote like this so I threw the challenge, I'm not sure if that's ethical but it's what my heart told me to do. I wish I didn't self vote but I will take what I can get.

Also, since I never vote for the right person, having a self vote is basically like an immunity necklace for me lol

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- I think Nick is crazier than I am, he is getting way too scary I'm ready for him to go.

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- This vote went perfectly. I'm pretty satisfied with this. Chieko and Mark voted for each other so hopefully they won't work together again. Even Nick got a self vote next tribal so we have another option if he tries to go off track. Now I need to try to win immunity and make sure I'm safe next tribal.

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- Top headline stories: i am sick!! That is all!

Jk umm yay so a tribal finally went our way. I suspect that nick will eventually flip after we get rid of chieko, so i may push for him to be voted next. He has a great social game and is dangerous. I really hope one of my f3 finds this idol and it doesnt end up in the hands of nick.

I think its hilarious that chieko's saving grace is his shadiness. She will go farther cuz other targets appearing

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- Hooray! X is out! The idea was pretty much as consensus between Ace, Ant, Courtney, Nick and myself. Though since last tribal was messy, we weren’t 100% sure who voted with us, but it ended up being fine. Anyway, I don’t know if X had an idol or not or if Chieko/Zack had one to play on X, but nothing was played so that’s good. I’m not sure if X saw it coming, but like if he didn’t, he kinda trusted people who he had barely talked to and voted against his ally last round AND had majority.

Day 30
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- *in the arms of an angel plays in the background* i really.. just lost.. xfire.. when he had an idol in his pocket.. what the- WHAT THE FUCK!!

ugh my gut was telling me he had to play it.. i wanna cry and jump off a bridge right now. just thinking about that makes me wanna JUMP.

i literally.. hate nicholas. hate him. he's so fucking extra and so fucking annoying and just overall annoying. i know exactly what he's doing and i know exactly what

his game plan is here. but thats fine! because his annoying ass actions just make me wanna work even harder to stay here and vote his ass out. me and chieko will NOT be the next 2 boots! i just.. wont allow it!

anyways to make a long fucking story short i lost my number 1 ally and the only thing i have now is.. nothing.

this cast is going to JAIL!!!! PERIODDDDT!!!!

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- This game has gone loco. I might regret this later but I have full trust in Zack, Lex, and Ant. Nobody else. I think Triple A will be set to FTC and I would love that. I see a few pros and cons to being against them both, but if we all do manage to make it there, I think I can pull off the ultimate W.

In the present, Zack and I are saving Chieko and voting Nick, but knowing how the votes look... I may need to convince Zack to vote Chieko. Just so Nick doesn't think there's anything wrong. I'm sorry Chieko, I tried to save you by convincing Lothal 3 to vote Nick now, and they ARE down, it's just they want you out first. In the end, I'm thinking this is okay. I'm just hoping that Nick doesn't snatch that idol between now and then. I FEEL like he would tell me if he does... but I also think he would feel too safe to use it. We'll see. I want that idol so bad and hopefully Ant's clue will help me find it quicker (watches it be "its not in the B row" which I've just about searched all up)

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- Right now I'm basically in the middle between 2 groups, Ant/Courtney/Lex and Ace/Mark/Zack. Chieko doesn't fit into this at all so I'll try and get her out now and hope something happens to help me choose.

Something did happen, actually. I figured we should have a back up plan in case Chieko plays an idol, so I was talking to Mark about him possibly throwing away a vote. I made it quite clear that it was just a suggestion but he was very enthusiastic and wanted to vote Courtney, so I decided to let him do whatever. Chieko just asked me why I was trying to organize a split between Lex and Courtney. What? I already suspected it but now I know Mark's leaking stuff. Can I trust someone like that after today? Guess I'll find out.

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- I have a freaking idol. But the most wonderful thing about having an idol is that others don’t have it. I’ve been worried about being idoled out all game long so it’s refreshing to have one. I don’t think I need to play it anytime soon though, we should have the votes to get Chieko out this round and well she probably doesn’t have an idol to protect her this time.