Supposed Collaboration/Confessionals

Day 24
"einigkeit"

- Sadly, Jazz got med evaced! When you used an idol on someone who selfvoted and then got med evaced, you can tell yourself that concurrence of circumstances are not with you or you was dumb! After merged tribal mess, i'm in the deep bottom of the tribe. I can't fall lower! I'm trying to find a way to resurect but i need to lay low and keep a low profile for now. I heard that they are gunning for Willow, at least that gives me a more round to survive but sadly reduce my allies in the game. Me and Tobi tried to talk again LOL omg it's hard to speak to someone you've tried to idol out! Well, we are supposed to work again but this time, it will be more difficult, trust isn't a thing you can trample and toy like we did! He betrayed me, I tried to idol him out! We will see if this supposed collaboration is just a decoy or if it can work. Right now, i can't complain. I need any opportunity, any human being to survive. Chari keeps talking to me and sharing infos with me. She is an useful ally now and she seems to have very good intel. I think Thomas has an idol. Thinking on how to use that info. AND I NEED THE MERGE IDOL!

Day 25
"einigkeit"

- 703 Rhineland Confessional (Day 25)

"einigkeit"

- The org baby gets a brain (NOT CLICKBAIT)

"einigkeit"

- "It's almost time for the votes to be read and I'm still confused as to what is truly going on.

Early on in the tribal, I was pushing for Willow to go home, because in my eyes she is the biggest threat, and someone who I don't talk to as often, so I want her gone. She is also pretty sneaky, so I don't trust her whatsoever and she needs to go.

However, my plan is being blocked by some people who are being stubborn and campaigning to get rid of Nora over Willow, which makes absolutely no sense to me, like why would you want someone less threatening out, unless you have other motives at play.

I really hope that we can gather the votes tonight to boot Willow, but who knows what is going to happen. Thomas is being super stubborn and that means that we have to lie to him about who's going home tonight, which means that going forward, he is going to be alienated from the main group. Also, Felix and Matt seem to prefer Nora too, which sucks because we need 5 votes tonight just to ensure that everything goes good. After hearing rumours that Felix wants to flip during the following round, I do think that Matt would probably be the best bet to be the fifth vote. I just hope the 3 don't flip with Chari, Willow and Nora and then Anabel, AJ, Tobi and I end up in a minority, with one of us going.

If everything goes according to plan this tribal council, I definitely want to get rid of Thomas next round. I don't trust him at all, and he's won an immunity challenge, which is definitely dangerous. Nora can always wait for a future round, and she trusts me, so that is beneficial. As long as Matt sticks with my side, things should be smooth sailing, but of course Survivor is super unpredictable, which sucks!

I've begun to think about the endgame, in the case that I get there, and at the moment, I definitely want to bring Chari with me for sure. We aren't the closest aligned, but she hasn't done that much so far and I feel like she'd be an easy goat to beat. If there is a third person in the finals, I'd definitely debate between Nora, Matt and Tobi. Nora is seen annoying by many people, but she has some friends who are on the jury and who are most likely going to be placed on the jury, so I'm scared of that. Meanwhile, to my knowledge, Matt and Tobi haven't done too much, so they could be potentially easy to beat, but there's a lot I don't know, so who knows! If I were to go through with this, that means I'd have to vote out Anna and Anabel, which really hurts my heart, but I want to win this ORG bad, and I know that Anna is a huge threat who needs to go, and that Anabel is super likable and I think she could win too. Things will definitely change closer to that point, but this is what's been floating around in my head.

Overall, I really hope things go my way tonight and Willow goes home tonight and I'm able to continue on being in a good position in this game, with nobody attempting to try and get rid of me. :)"