My Ass Would Be On Fire/Confessionals

Day 15
"miranta"

- So far the swap has been good. 2 unanimous votes are kinda boring, but it had to happen to get the inactives out before something can really happen.

Everyone who has left so far I haven’t had a connection with except Hannah/Aras a bit, and I have somewhat of a bond with everyone left except Brandon/Jenna, and have been drifting from Rhys/Toby, so I’m glad they are on the other team!

I hope we win the next chal so we can get another clue and I can maybe get another idol! Probably not tho I’m no Parvati haha. If we lose I have no idea what will happen, it could be Nathaniel based on activity but I kind of want to get out a Byzantium before its too late. I don’t know who yet though, except that it won’t be Nicole…

In other news I have outlasted my placement from Carthage yay! Which is much harder than it would have been in a 16 person season so woo

"miranta"

- Omg Nicole just found the idol should I tell her about mine

"miranta"

- I said I would tell no one but Nadine but ahh I can trust Nicole .. omg

"miranta"

- After bonding even more over both having idols me and Nicole decided to assign everyone in the cast to a Game of Thrones character LOL

Vanne - Myranda

Hannah - Margaery Tyrell

Aras - Petyr Baelish

RobDawg - Lommy

Mikey - Balon Greyjoy

Matthias - Rickard Karstark

Jenna - Cersei Lannister

Brandon - Davos Seaworth

Maddie - Yara/Asha Greyjoy

Sam - Jamie Lannister

Justin - Jorah Mormont

Nicole - Arya Stark

Benj - Rhaegal Targaryen

Eve - Sansa Stark

Matt - Jon Snow

Nadine - Daenerys Targaryen

Fariha - Missandei

Nathaniel - Varys

Rhys - Tyrion Lannister

Toby - Bran Stark

"kesha"

- I'm so tired and sick lmao, I can't focus on the puzzle challenge well but I think we really need to win this one for the tribe I hope we win ahhh

"miranta"

- Ok so I haven't done one of these in ages so here we go yeet. Voting out Mikey was the best for our game clearly, we have now won the last two immunities. Matthias went home last time tho, which does make me sad cause it's another chaos crew member leave, and I hope it doesn't put even as a target cause I REALLY don't want to be the last chaos member standing. I have 1 major alliance atm, with Nicole and Benj called the bed Knobs and I really want it to work cause I love them both and we deserve this recognition as great players. Sam is also a really upstanding guy and I really want to work with him as well, so hopefully I can make it happen woo. Rhys and Toby I also have a massive interest in working with, they're both great people (although Rhys is an utter slag) so if we can all make merge I want to make something happen there.

Day 16
"kesha"

- We are back to tribal.I am not surprised at all.Seems like I will be safe again,cause there are people who are more inactive then me and people who are bigger threats than me.So being in the middle pays off I guess.Nadine and Eve want to vote out Toby.I really really like him,he is probably my most favourite among the boys this season,but he has never talked any strategy with me.ok admittedly,I didnt with him either,but like with him theres no future.On the other hand the girls are proposing a nice girls alliance with possible numbers in the merge.So ofcourse I am not gonna screw it to only save Toby. The only problem is I have no connection with the boys from the othrr tribe except Benj and Matt a bit..and not with Maddie too tbh.I spent all my available time talking with ouur tribe to make sure that I make it to merge.So now its kinda scary to go into the merge.But a lot changes after merge,so we always have hope 😀

"kesha"

- This vote is really disintegrating, but I think I've positioned everything so, no matter what, I'm safe. I have my alliance of four with Jenna, Rhys, and Brandon, which I'm completely loyal to. I know for a fact that Brandon and Rhys are with me, but the reason I'm having a headache is I just haven't put the social effort in with Jenna - both of us have been kind of inactive, which sucks. That means that I just don't have a good enough read on her, and even though 95% she'll vote with our four, I just don't know for sure. I have certainty in my pocket in the form of an idol, but now is not the time, I feel. Thankfully, I haven't had to actually /do/ much in regards to this vote, it's mostly happened to me. Eve is targeting me. Nadine thinks it's 5v2, with Rhys in the 2 with me. Nadine is trying to get Fariha, her, Rhys, and I to vote Brandon. I know Rhys and I won't go along with that, so, in the worst case scenario where Jenna flips, we either have 3-3-1, with Nadine voting Brandon, Jenna/Fariha/Eve on me, Brandon/Rhys/Myself on Eve. In the tiebreaker, Nadine votes to keep me, and I stay 3-2. The alternative is, if Nadine is successful in convincing Fariha, it's a 3-2-2 where Eve goes. This is a hell of a complex vote, and keeping all the moving parts together is going to be a delicate af balance, but I think I can pull it off? Will my social relationships survive?? Only time can tell.

"kesha"

- EVERYTHING I JUST WROTE IS WRONG. I finally read up, and Jenna said she's voted Nadine already, so all of this is wrong! Ugh!!

So, as it stands, it looks like we might end up like this: Brandon, Rhys, and I vote Eve Eve and Fariha vote me Jenna votes Nadine Nadine votes Brandon

Fariha may vote Brandon with Nadine, but either way, I should theoretically be safe 3-2-1-1? I'm not 100% sure what's going to happen, but I'm relying on me obfuscating myself in chaos to survive, and falling back on social relationships. I don't know what's happening for sure, I know bits and pieces of the picture, but not the whole thing. Here's hoping it works out for me...

"kesha"

- Ssdfjksdjk I'm such a mess, so votes are gonna be on Toby but I told him and made sure he was calm about it because my ass would be on fire if they found out I leaked it. I proposed an idol bluffing plan to Toby if he wants to, or Rhys even. If I wanna go with them then I bring up Brandon's name, because I say that Fariha wouldn't vote any of the girls. I'm just closely allied with Eve and like Jenna.

In order to help them they must idol bluff because Eve and others would be ??? and it's logical to switch the votes to Brandon, so I would hope they do an idol bluff to cause chaos in the tribe, so i can cover my tracks better by keeping my alliance to both sides of the tribe

AASDUISDIF IM A MESS NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

"kesha"

- AHHHHHHHH I'm so relieved for Fariha...!! i can tell my worries to her now that she's here. Without her I'd have gone mad. I'm not so sure how we can make of this with this tribal, should we go for an easy way to merge by voting out Toby? Or go crazy? She's worried about rhys and matt being a duo, but there will be several duos and trios in the merge.

"kesha"

- I'll say that Eve is a phenomenal and smart player, I felt it was a good idea to make an alliance with her on the premise of girls alliance when we both swapped on the same tribe. I could be let into her plans, have her trust on strategy, etc, see what she plans to do next etc, so that I would have knowledge of whatever she does. And she's definitely good at it, I can see her getting POTS later on in the game.

I'm just so out of orgs lately because of irl stuff, so I'm glad I have Fariha here to talk about my worries with her. ❤

"kesha"

- Well this vote is going to be hot boo boo mess of a vote. Before I submit this is what things are looking like, Eve originally wanted toby gone, but then switched the plan to Nadine. Jenna is gonna vote with her but be aware of the plan. Fariha is also aware of the plan but is gonna vote for Rhys with Nadine to allow Rhys, Toby, and myself to vote for Eve. I'm banking on the fact that we need Nadine for challenges and Eve is extremely untrustworthy. Praying this works.