The Light At The End Of The Tunnel/Confessionals

Day 36
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- Alright, did my best to make sure I'm the weakest muthafuka in this challenge so I can't suffer that 4th place curse ughhh, hoping this works! So the consensus is Jenn right now, apparently Bryce is like siding with Jenn in this and is saying Sora is final immunity challenge THREAT like what... so confused XD If it is actually me that is going home tonight, then kudos to them cuz my ass will get SRSLY BLINDSIDED XD

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- The gang gets back from tribal and Emma is gone. I am honestly so shocked that Sora had BOTH idols! It was amazing. Hats off to him. However, this just adds to his resume to why he should win the game. I seriously need him out of this game in order to have somewhat a chance to win the game.

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- Jennifer, Dusk and I need to stick together in order to have a chance in this game. I need this final three because it gets me the highest chance possible to win this game. Sora has played a great game and if Eddie is there and Sora isn't, Eddie is winning. I feel like that Jenn, Dusk and I all have an equal shot to win.

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- OF COURSE SORA WINS IMMUNITY. Big shock. But on the bright side, I suck. SO that means I am basically securing my weak game. Everyone thinks that I have no shot. In some ways, I don't think I can win either. However, I will try my damnest to win this game. I don't care how much crap everyone thinks I am a weak player. Let's do this.

Day 37
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- The plan is to vote Eddie out. Sora is a huge threat, but Eddie is his puppet. At least that is what I have been told. I don't think Eddie is a threat in challenges, but I need him gone to get to the final three. I honestly cannot even fathom how much I want to win this game. Eddie needs to go. Point Blank.

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- Looks like Jenn is going home. I really needed her in my final immunity challenge. Looks like I am going to have to kick some ass some how some way and win this thing. Do I think I can do it? Maybe. If I can't, then I honestly have no idea what I am going to do. This game is so crazy and things change like a drop of the hat. It makes sense to vote out Jenn. It is definitely not my best move But at least it ain't me.

Day 38
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- I'm such a fucking mess lol

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- Day 38. Wow. I can't believe I have made it this far. This game has had so many ups and downs for me that it is unbelieveable. There were 18 castaways here just thirty eight days ago and now only four are left. Out of all four, I truly think I have the lowest odds to win the game. No one respects my game. That's okay. I just want to prove them wrong in some way.

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- I know that if I don't win immunity, I am going to have a 33% chance of leaving. So I decided to confront Sora and Eddie about voting Dusk out of the next tribal if he doesn't win immunity. I know that if Dusk does tho, Sora and Eddie are more than likely not going to vote for each other. Which means Duks and I need to vote together for a tie breaker. This is a huge challenge. I just want to ensure that Dusk does not win.

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- I'm going to actually try to win an immunity challenge! If somehow someway I win I will laugh my butt off. Because that would be so funny in my opinion. I don't think a lot of people will be happy with me going to FTC. But at least if I can make it there, I want to try my hardest to win! Don't count me out just yet.

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- (Just a note, I'm so sorry alex for forgetting to put you in the RoP speech, I fixed it tho! I just legit had to redo it 5 times cuz the first time was like a full paragraph of everything but wikia was being a bitch and removed all of it, and apparently on my fifth try I forgot to put you down, you're so amazing and I'm very sorry about that omg) But yeaaa, this challenge, I NEED TO WIN., like srsly. I do not want to suffer the 4th place curse against LMFAO (that sounds so cheesy) but yea, I really hope everyone is down with taking out Bryce, the person everyone wants to take to the end, cuz he made an alliance chat with Eddie and Sora to take my out like WTF. I hope it doesn't work cuz he's been just flip-floppity. Personally, I love him to death. Gameplay-wise, need to be taken out cuz what if the jury actually respected his game all along :O what a shocker that would be! My grammar is sucking right now lol I think I've gradually been going insane during my time in Heroes vs Villains XD

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- I'm legitimately fighting for my life in this game. I've worked my ass off throughout this entire game, there's been main focuses in my life rn, School/Education and Heroes vs Villains akfjasdjf. I really don't want this to end short. So with three exams on the same day I had to worry about, I used my time wisely and worked on Squishy Bird, I used a clock wisely and tried to manage what was going on today so I can have time to post tikis each hour, I at least used some kind of strategy for the prisoner dilemma, and I did SOOOO much goddamn research on the riddles OMG, I worked on that the entire day yesterday. I'd be so upset if I lost ;-; Cuz I am striving to win this and when Bryce, who is understandably going through school and stuff as well, hasn't put much effort in and makes an alliance with Eddie and Sora saying he wants me out, pls omg. I love Bryce but whyyyy ;-; ugh, I got butterflies in my stomach but i'm gonna stay determined! Hopefully I'll be able to pull some underdog victory off <333333

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- Sora and Eddie made the second tiebreaker in 703 HISTORY, this is crazy! Well I wish them luck and we'll see who comes out on top! :D

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- Is Bryce gonna be like this the whole entire time like srsly. He's being so extra omg, no offense to Bryce of course... But still! He got his ass beat in the challenge, simple as that! And so did I but I'm not throwing a goddamn hissy-fit in the tribe chat lol

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- Okay, Bryce is starting to become normal Bryce again and is being enjoyable to talk to. Thank god :P "terra"

- Dusk doesn't win immunity. YAS. I really think he can be a jury threat!! I just hope I am making the right decision here. I want to consider all options. I would like to think this is the decision I am making. But I'm not too sure.

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- I was thinking about it. And Eddie might be the better option. He hasn't done much in this season to make somone mad or angry at him. He could be the likeable jury threat for once. I really need to consider all my options.

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- Dusk and Sora made me see the light. They confirmed my suspicions about Eddie's threat in this game. This honestly is the better option for my game. I think I might even have a slightly better shot if Dusk is their over Eddie. RIP me but oh whale. I think this would be a much better.

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- I WON FINAL IMMUNITY AHAHHAHAHAHAH, I honestly didn't see it coming and had this like dark plague over me the entire time I was doing it like that I fucked up or something, but I didn't and now I'm at the end, AGAIN. It's the light at the end of the tunnel and I'm almost there, just one piece of business left and it's to decide who to take with me. I think I've played an all around good game and better than the other three TBH, but with this jury I'm not so sure whose the best option. I think Dusk would probably be attacked by the jury because he was apart of the Szy/Emma alliance but more on the outs of it and people could see him as a sheep, so I definitely want to go to the end with him which leaves Bryce or Eddie. Bryce has been pretty atrocious at this game and hasn't done close to anything, but with this jury he didn't piss them off doing so which they might value above everything else for ~some reason~. Eddie on the other hand, hasn't pissed off anyone either, and isn't seen as a sheep in my opinion like the other two. I was 100% committed to taking Eddie to the end until I started seeing some doubts with his ROP. He's a very genuine person and can sway a crowd with no problem, the problem is if I did that then I'd be fucking over the last person in this game I had a duo-ship with. I don't wanna be the person who has to pull the plug on someone but, as it seems to be the recurring theme, I have to do the tough and shitty work. Honestly looking back I don't like the way I played at all, I embraced the villain title too much and was really aggressive and backstabbed way too many people to the point where I'm basically to my neck in blood. At least it's almost over and I only have to make one more person hate me in the jury.

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- Bryce acting all extra again -___-

Day 39
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- I made it. It is honestly unbelieveable that I have come this far in the game. I played against some amazing players in the game and I am so stoked to be here. It has been a wild ride. I have never been on a season quite like this one. It is a dream of mine to get to Day 39 on a large ORG like this one. It is almost time for the season to end. However, we have one more obstacle we have to face. Final Tribal Council.

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- With Eddie's departure, it is quite evident that I am not winning this game. I knew that coming in to the vote if I was to stay. However, the jury could be bitter, the jury could somehow respect my game. But if they respect Sora or Dusk's games better, that is totally okay because they both deserve it! If I win this game, then I will be the happiest person ever. But I will still be happy even if I don't win.

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- When you skip a day of school just to work on these jury responses #iconic