My Body Is Ready/Confessionals

Day 18
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- i literally found the idol like 10 min before the merge, im such an icon, honestly

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- Wow. I MADE THE MERGE. This is unbelievable! It was such an uphill battle to get here and Im very proud of myself. But the game just truly begins here. Everything in the past will not come back to haunt anyone because this is a new beginning. And MY BODY IS READY.

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- ITS BEEN 10 MINUTES INTO MERGE AND CHRIS IS DRAGGING EVERY ONE WHEWWWW.

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- 10 min into the merge and chris is already antagonizing all of the heroes, is he doing this bc he wants us to vote for him so that he can play his idol correctly? Because if so then it's not working, sorry

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- ok 1 hour into the merge and i already can't stand thomas. who the fuck is this bitch?

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- Guess who made mergeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..... Me I am happy that I made the merge but I had to start the merge in a rough way due to personal and emotional problems but that isn't gonna stop me!! I'm honestly ready to play and show these people that I can do shit :) Time to make this fantasy into a reality.

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- http://vocaroo.com/i/s1nkBqh89NUs today has been horrible :DDD

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- lmfaoo i had completely forgotten that i had played with jennifer before, and she just reminded me that i voted her out at the first tribal council of our malakal season so that just makes things awkward for us rip I also won that season so I guess she sees me as a threat because of it. This is especially annoying bc I was counting on her to flip to the heroes side since it kinda looks like she's the villain on the outs over there, but talking to her she sounded kinda cool rifp

also should i tell my allies about my idol or should i not like im wondering that, someone help me " "terra"

- Merging is a huge milestone in the game. You out lasted some of the best players in the 703 network. This is a huge accomplishment, and I am so excited to see where this season shall take us. It also feels great to ensure that there will be a jury spot awaiting us if we are voted out. Overall, a great motivator to get us through the rest of the game.

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- I decided I'm going to tell the heroes about my idol. I mean, I would love to keep it to myself for later on in the game but unfortunately with the way the merge is starting, being 6 to 6, it might not be a good idea to do that as we need to work as an unit if we want to get through this. And if one of them spills it to the villains maybe that'll keep them from voting for me at the first post-merge tribal so hey, that's good! It even might keep someone like Bas who might be thinking of flipping of doing so.

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- Bryce has this stupid plan that i don't feel like explaining but trust me when i say it's very stupid

Day 19
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- We merged! I hate the heroes! I think they're fake as fuck!! I'm not talking to any of these conniving cowardly pompous people, I'm letting them approach me and so far they aren't tbh!! My strategy w/ the heroes is to call them out as much as possible and kinda just make them think like "oh chris is clearly trying to get us to vote him bc he has an idol and wants to idol one of us out, so let's not vote him it's too risky"!! It's dangerous bc like if they're idiots, which, i think they might be, they WILL vote for me and not even think into it bc they're offended by me!! But if they're like SMART and INTELLIGENT which I hope being that they are returning players that they possess these qualities, that they don't vote for me and that's what I'm banking on!! It's the ultimate double bluff if it works aaaand i'm hoping it does!! But anyways this vote i have no idea what the plan is really, i dont trust a majority of the villains, i hate all of the heroes, so who knows what is gonna actually happen tbh!! All I know is I worked my ass off to get to jury and I'm content with that, however if I can last longer and cause more havoc then thats the goal!! I'd love to beat 10th, I've got 3 more ppl to outlast to make that happen !

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- I have an amazingly aweseome plan that could either good or really bad. I voted against Bas last tribal. I knew he wasn't going home so I think I can make this work. First, I need to talk to someone on the Villains and start discussing what happened on the Hereos camp and why I 'hate' being with them. I have them gain my trust. They tell me who they are voting out, and so do I. But I tell them someone different, that way they could play their idol and flush it out of the game. We either then go to rocks, or a new game is played. AHHH

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- MIGUEL FOUND THE IDOL. MIGUEL FOUND THE IDOL!!! This could be extremely huge in this game! I really hope it isn't fake. We could possibly use this at the next tribal and I am BEYOND pleased with this turn of events. I really hope we can take this immunity and ensure who goes home!!! YAS!!

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- I found it very intersting about how the Villains play this game. They blow everything out of proportion. We all equally decided that the inactives would be voted out of the challenge first. So, when Chris was coiencedentally voted out first, he automatically assumed it was about his blow up when we merged. I also found it interesting how Emma and Dusk voted me out without any communication allowed in the competition. It makes me rethink my position in the Heroes Alliance, and maybe I should flip to the Villains.

Day 20
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- So I've been trying my hardest to work over Miguel and somewhat Szymon. I truly believe I can work over Miguel. Chris and Sora yet again not going with what I want to do. Well I have my own agenda. And honestly Sora will be the first villain to go if I have ANYTHING to say about it. Im here to win not blindly follow them.

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- hello, im sick in bed rn so i wont explain too much into this tribal even tho a lot has happened. basically people are saying im the target but theyre making it so obvious which makes me doubt i am, idk but i feel like at the end of the end i will have no choice but to play my idol bc us heroes have YET to flip someone on our side since no one talked to fucking jen about it and she hates me so i cant do it. Bryce has some stupid plan that hes gonna make the villains believe hes flipping but obviously they wont buy that, thomas told me i am 100% SAFE and asked me to vote with the villains for this vote and if i do then i am guaranteed "top 3", this honestly feels like a Will in worlds apart situation (well, he did make f3 but at what expense honestly) where he told me to vote for Emma but they're voting someone else. Idk they might be trying to make me vote emma and then they vote someone else, probs me, and make it a 6-5-1 vote. Whatever, I'm not buying whatever Thomas is selling to me right now and I'm not in the mood to backstab 5 people who I know will be on the jury... Ok so Szymon has a different plan, Szymon is usually better at this game than the likes of Thomas or Bryce so when the guy talks you listen. He told me that Alissa has the villains idol, she is not playing it tonight apparently, Szymon wants us to vote for Chris as he is certain an idol won't be played on him but I'm just worried bc Chris is doing this pity party act about everyone being against him which might mean he wants people to vote for him tonight. Either way, a 6-6 split is a strong possibility so my idol could keep me safe no matter what.... BUT if I play my idol tonight and a hero still goes home then r i p I'm so super fucked.

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- IF MIGUEL VOTES EMMA LMAOOOO

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- bryce u fckin suck at your one job and im literally gonna go on a killing streak bc of u

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- Alright, this might be a long ass confessionals which is surprising for me. So ya, I'm just gonna talk about everything that happened after the Eva vote. I still feel absolutely terrible for taking her out and I just really hope she didn't take the vote personally at all, it was game and I hope we can talk after the game as well considering that she unfriended but I understand why she did that. The next vote was pretty simple but like every tribal we had, I was worried. And another vote that I felt bad, Sarah had to go. I legit felt like shit after these votes just cuz of the social bonds I made. It started with Trace, who wasn't as active but I had great talks with him. CJ who I got really close with in this game and I had to take him out. And then Linh who was also very enjoyable to talk to but she was just very sneaky with that cross-tribaling thing with Loren. So right now, it's merge, I'm excited af! The villains are pretty cool. Chris went right to the point about us targeting him on day 1, which might actually be the case but I never even thought about taking him out on Day 1, it never even crossed my mind, I still wanted to talk to him tho cuz srsly, I don't think anyone even tried to talk to him unless he's lying to me about that so it's cool to just PM him and see what's up. Eddie is really enjoyable to talk to omgg, so excited to be playing with him in this game. Jennifer seems very nice, she didn't talk that much but she was at work and busy so I understand. I talked to Thomas and Sora as well about Survivor related stuff and they seem like great people to talk to in the future as well. Last but not least is Alissa who is making me think that we're gonna be enemies, again, just like in Visayas where she hardly talked to me in the game cuz of an opposing alliance which makes it obvious that she's in an opposing alliance in this game as well. I mean, I already know she approached Szymon and Emma who are my closest allies in this game so it's obvious there's is an alliance between people who I don't even know the members of. That's honestly the only gameplay I know from the villains cuz it seems like everything is such a secret at this point. I just really hope I don't get blindsided at all, no villain has approached me, hell, even the heroes haven't been approaching but that's probably cuz i just got on Facebook. I also could of been safe from that Circle game, so if that bites me in the ass then that would just fucking suck. We'll see what happens I guess! I've been loving this game so far!

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- I don't feel sick anymore but now I'm super hyper worried about this vote. Should i play this idol on myself? On Bryce? Or keep it? I just don't know

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- merge at last and time to start the game. I have been waiting for this day since the cast reveal, cya later villains tribe no hard feelings lol but ya the whole 'villain strong' thing isn't my cup of tea. Eddie Jenn Tom and Chris are wild so I don't see a lot of reason to stay with them since they'll all probably come after me, so time to better my options. I'm dragging Alissa with me because I need her to feel comfortable moving forward with me and not backstabbing me like she's done so that goes double for the idol as well so she knows about that too. I'm also not stupid enough to 100% cochran flip, so there's part 2 of why alissa is here, heroes and villains alliance. Staying close to the villains for now and getting my hero group ready for a combined alliance. We tried including Tom and Dusk in it as well but Tom fucked that up so we'll keep it simple at four. Right now I know 100% what's going on, where an idol is getting played and whose getting votes. A hit was called and I'm the caller, and the hitmen are the heroes and specifically Miguel. They think they're pulling off some amazing move and crazy idol play blindside but little do they realize they're only doing my dirty work for me. I only have to keep up this little 'heroes vs villains' nonsense until the final 8, then I make my move. For now I gtg ! my 23 duos are calling me

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- The plan is very simple. I go to the Villains and plea my case to why I need help with flipping to their side. I sell to them that I am on the outs by voting Bas out, and by doing that, I make them feel comfortable with me. Then the plan is simple, let Miguel use his idol he found. Then the Hereos ride to the end!

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- I couldn't win immunity are you freaking kidding me!!! I was so close! Oh well, now there is no immunity necklace, and a tie vote in the making. This is going to be a very interesting tribal council.

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- Smart little villains. They have hatched the perfect plan. Make me vote for Miguel, then they all turn around to vote me out. That way, there is a 6-5-1 vote and I would go home. Ha. You guys had a chance that I would flip. LOL JK!!! I was always going to get my Heroes to the end. HAHAHAHAHA YOU THOUGHT YOU HAD ME BAHAHA GUESS WHAT NOPE! But tbh, they would have so had me if Dusk and Szymon didn't catch on to it. Brilliant. But, we gothu good.

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- OH MAN. Well. This is bad and I don't know what happens from here but it's time to.......

Hope? I don't know lmao. " "terra"

- I feel like there's been this guardian angel that has protected me from all these crazy moves. I could've easily gone over Ciere, Alex, and now Chris. Where to go from here. I DONT KNOW. Time to eat some ass! Some good hero ass!