I Do Not Have A Clue/Confessionals

Day 35
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- Well, it's the final. Do or die. I have to come back in the game. My whole plan is to get Austin and Lucas to believe that Richie is getting a ton of love at RI and that Will is generally despised. Only half of that is true as no one is a Richie fan on the jury but Will is HATED. He can be beat at the end so right now, if I get back in, my final 3 plan is Will and Austin because I feel like I can beat them. Wish me luck

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- I CAN'T BELIEVE IT! I BEAT TWO OF THE BIGGEST CHALLENGE DOMINATORS OF JAPAN AND I GOT BACK INTO THE GAME! Now watch me get 6th. JK, I GOT TYLERS IDOL SO I'M GUARENTEE'D FINAL FIVE! Now, time to change things up

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- So if Will wins the next two challenges, I have passage into the final four. So I hope he does because Will and me in the final 4 guarantees me fina 3. So here goes nothing

It's great to know I have two little Japanese men protecting me for the next few votes. Now my ideal final four is Austin, Will, Joan and myself. It gives me a ton of options. If Will wins, I'll just vote off Austin as I can beat Joan easily. If Austin, Joan, or myself win, Will goes. I feel like I have a fair shot at winning with any of those three but I can't get confident. I atleast won't have to worry about a 2-2 tie at TC as Joan will vote with me

Day 36
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- I think this is the very first time in this game that I do not have a clue of what I’m going to do. I know my only way to make it to the end is to win out. But I don’t know what I could do to make sure I’m at the end. I want to make sure Richie and Joe both make it one more tribal. Not because I’ve made promises or anything, but because I want their feud to continue. There is no way the foot soldiers (Austin, Joan, Lucas) will listen to me. They answer to the officers only (Richie and Joe) who just so happen to be at war with each other. Yet both Richie and Joe come to me for plan making because they want the other out. The final 5 tribal council is always the craziest because idols will be flying all over the place. If I can keep as much confusion and other issues up as long as I can, then I will be safe. This is why both Joe and Richie need to stay. Richie is going to be idoled out though if I can’t stop it. I should be at least somewhat happy because Richie is the only one that can come close to beating me in challenges. However, he promised me that if Joe goes now, he will throw the next couple immunities so I can win. I’m at a standstill though because Joe will be immune with his idol and Richie won’t budge when it comes to voting for Joe. So do I go with the easy vote out with Richie and make things easier on my immunity wise? Or do I try and convince Joe he is safe to not play his idol and get him out? Or do I do something out of left field and get Austin/Lucas/Joan out? I honestly don’t know what I’m going to do myself.

My best bet is to just create as much confusion and doubt as I can. I want everyone feeling just as, if not more, uncomfortable than I am.

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- Will is a fuckboy. Just adding him to my list of fuckboys. I come back from RI, tell you I'm with you and to show you I'm with you, I tell you about my two idols! Yet you still lie to me. If he loses the Final 4 immunity or even the final 5 immunity, I'm voting him out. Teach him a lesson

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- Austin is an idiot. He may have just signed his own death wish. All he has to do is shut up and trust me. Naw, he goes around telling people everything. Look dude, you already have little chance at winning, why ruin that?

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- I've made a deal with Joan, he re-votes Richie if I give him the negator. Supposely, he'll give it back if I stay - which is most most likely bs, rip me - oh well. Also, I hope kissing Austin's ass works - he's mad for not telling him about the negator, even though I'm pretty sure I did…