A Rollercoaster I Wanna Get Off/Confessionals

Day 31
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- ONCE AGAIN, I post a confessional embracing votes and get all but jack shit. Man. I probably look like a hack in my past confessionals declaring it's the end of my game only for nothing to happen. But fuck it cause ya boy's modest. I'D RATHER GO HOME PARANOID THAN GO HOME CONFIDENT. Yeah so I already know Alex is gonna unleash a fury of hell-bent rage in his jury speech at whoever's left at the end, I saw the guy's Java speech already so I'm not surprised. Some people will hesitate and falter in their games at the sight of an angry jury, but I do the opposite. I LIKE having angry people come at me. Gives me a rush [: and a chance to flip some votes. The vote was actually unanimous. I don't know who keyed Sarah in on voting Alex cause I was honestly expecting something like 5-2. I should probably worry less than I am about this vote being unanimous but whatever. Now the question is, who goes next? Ideally I think the plan has to be Nuno. No doubt about it. Even if his gameplay has been lackluster so far, he's popular in general around here so there's always gonna be the need to root for him if he makes it to the end. People like underdogs. Thus, he should go, and if he flukes out an immunity, I wonder if the vote can be on Sarah. My real concern is who I want to be with at the end. We're nearing the endgame here folks. I honestly think I may be the only one insane and batshit crazy enough to take Domonique to the end. Idc. I LIKE playing daredevil survivor. We've done it once before, why not do it again? It'd be an uphill battle at FTC, but the goal of survivor is TO GET TO FTC first. I'd like to think that I would have a case over her strategically and maybe even socially. Not physically though. Unless I go on some streak starting now. And the other person I think I wanna bring is Joe. Dom and I both agreed that he's probably a goat this season. He's gotten votes everywhere, and while at first thought that may be a testament to a great game he's playing, it's really more of a message that people just don't like him I think. I think Alex's parchment of 'giving the game to Joe' is more of some last-ditch troll effort than it was the truth. After that, options would be Tyler and Szymon. Szymon is someone to me who I don't envision being on Day 39 with. He's been loyal to me and has been a great outlet towards gaining information from minority and majority alliances alike, but the latter is exactly why he CAN'T reach the end because people love him. Tyler's likable as well, but he has butted heads with some of Torrin and has spent a lot of this game trying to gain ground. So basically I still think my final 4 would be Joe Tyler and Domonique. Lots of game left, but that's the plan for now.

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- Catdriving.gif I'm sick pls enjoy

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- Nuno cannot win this reward. Nuno Cannot Win This Reward. NUNO CANNOT WIN THIS REWARD! I swear if the guy that has done nothing in this game besides skate by wins this reward, I'm gonna be pissed

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- I'm so mad right now. Nuno shouldn't have won. Like I'm pissed at myself because I couldnt get any of those questions so he earned it but he's been in this game for over a month and after skating by, he finally decides to start trying. He can't win immunity, he's overstayed his welcome

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- THE MAJORITY CAN. SUCK. MY BIG. FAT. ASS.

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- So Nuno has just decided to talk to me for the first time since he tried to vote me out and well... Tylerconf.jpg

Day 32
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- Considering how I have so much GOOD LUCK, let's hope history doesn't repeat itself from Rome and we get a reboot from Italy, because I do hate this with a PASSION.

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- Survivor Skye Islands Confessional Oct 4th i'm drunk

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- it's a hard sell to save Nuno at this point. Everyone feels like he's a threat and I'm just like I mean I get he's a threat but even Nuno admits he's been a mess this season. But Evan has been pulling the strings and he has to go because the alliance that we have, Evan is in everyone's plans. If you are in everybody's plans, that means you an undetected threat and you have to go. Evan isn't slick. He aligned with myself and Alex to take the target off his back, which I already knew that aligning with him and I also knew Evan would help to keep me safe as well, so we both gained something from that relationship. But the longer Nuno stays, the more that I won't be targeted plus if we get rid of Evan, I feel like it's another obvious winner out of the way! Joe I feel has been way too abrasive so he may not get jury votes but Sarah/Tyler have been going with the flow and not pissing people off. At this point, I don't know what will happen and who should make finals. Honestly my main concern is making it there & I hope I do but hey if I go out, at least I went out as the highest ranking winner in this season :]

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- So Nuno has suddenly become like the only one who talks to me... I feel like something is up and I'm in danger this round. I might have to get crafty and try to pull something. If Nuno knows he's in trouble, he and Sarah might be willing to work on something. Maybe Szymon would go with us and we could take out Dom or Joe or (I hate to say it) Evan. I think I'll wait it out, look at the results of touchy subjects, see who is immune and go from there.

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- Me when those Touchy subjects are all about Dom as positive and Joe as negative

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- I'm actually nervous about this challenge because my name only came up for the positive stuff so if I don't win, I don't think I'll have the votes to stay. I would rather save my idol for F6 honestly, but I mean if I have to play this tribal it is what it is, but I would like to win immunity and then idol someone out at final 6. Hopefully it happens that way! :)

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- Nuno: 'Joe, you may wanna start thinking about FTC.' Dude, I've been thinking about FTC this entire time. I know who I want at the end and they don't include you. You'll know soon enough who I want with me, you'll just be out of the game when you know

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- Ok, right, so my reward allowed me to see somebody's honest answers. I was confused on wether picking Szymon or Dom, so I picked Szymon. Szymon stook to his answers, but it's kinda weird. How do you tell someone they don't deserve to be here and still try to be honest with them? Might have been the game's strategy, but oh well, it's cool. I just feel like Dom and Evan are in this together though. Her I want Evan out deal seems fishy af, and I don't buy it. I'm probably going home, getting voted out by Dom the THIRD TIME in a row I play with her, but OH WELL TBH. I also assume I'm gonna vote for her to win, seeing how everyone else thinks they can win without her going.

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- Touchy subjects. Yeah, I'm not a fan of this challenge, but I say this strictly as a GAMEPLAYER. Often this challenge reveals just too much on the inner workings of the game. So I really have no clue how to approach the challenge other than to just wing it. Tricky tricky. Results are out. I tied with Domonique in immunity and that's nice I guess. The real interest though concerns the majority of the group answers. So, consensus really is: Domonique is a blatant outright threat. I'm extremely trustworthy and also somewhat of a threat. Tyler and Szymon are generally liked socially. JOE FUCKING SUCKS AND EVERYONE HATES HIM. Nuno is hilariously the next one out the door. Sarah is............. nothing. Apparently she doesn't exist. I need to get a few points across to people here. First, I let Joe know I put him down in the challenge to create a fake rift between us and that's why he got the shit end of most answers. (The truth, mehhh, I may have meant some of the personal answers I put for him WHOOPS). But I also need to let Domonique know that this challenge needs to pair us closer than we already are. Cause what the results SHOULD do is paint a giant bullseye on both our heads. I hope it doesn't. I REALLY fucking hope it doesn't. Dom got more positive game-related answers than me, but I also got "who would you trust w/ your life". That's almost a deathwish right there.

Day 33
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- So I lost the tiebreaker round. If I ever see a bagpipe again, I'M SMASHING IT INTO A MILLION FUCKING PIECES. To be honest, I'm somewhat glad I lost it because I know people may have wanted Domonique to go this round and I wasn't gonna have it. I hope with her being immune that the easy vote is Nuno. Underdog plus social game equals GIANT endgame threat. So now my plan is to get rid of Nuno, and I'd like to think there wouldn't be too many issues with that. However, next round is Final 6, and I believe that's Domonique's last opportunity to play her idol. I want there to be fireworks that vote, and hopefully I can get out of it with a majority and a clear path to the endgame after. BUT I CAN'T THINK TOO FAR AHEAD. NUNO. HAS. TO. GO.

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- Ok so I won immunity and now I'm going to try to get the votes to get Evan out. It will piss Joe off but he'll get over it. I know the target is going to be Nuno, so now I'm gonna try to save him and get Evan out now.

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- It's been waay too quiet today, I'm convinced I'm going home tonight. Tbh I think it's a dumb move because I don't have a good game reputation like some of the others, it's like shooting a bird that's already injured just to kill it faster. Evan, Nuno, and Domonique are the frontrunners in this game, and if I go one of them will win this season. I wanted to approach Szy about maybe doing some big move but he sounds like he's wanting to stick with our group and so I don't want to push it out there. Dom is just messaging me now though, I think she's wanting to make the same move that I do and take out a big player. Evan. For now I'm going to chat with her as if she's just popped the idea into my head when really I've just been figuring out how to pull this off without pissing everyone off. I'm sad if we do take out Evan because he's honestly such a great ally and this would be the third time i've voted him out of a game and it sucks bc I don't want him to hate me afterwards. I also just realized though that the fact that Dom is approaching me about this means she likely is setting herself up for the easy win. She's the challenge beast extraordinaire and Evan and Nuno are her biggest competition threats. What a coincidence she wants them out in the next 2 rounds.... hmmmmmmmmmmm I really need to think this through So I think the plan Szy and I have been talking about now is to just vote Nuno out this round bc Nuno making it far would probably make the jury pee themselves like that one person did at the marooning. My hope is that next round it'll be Evan vs Domonique and that's when it'll be acceptable to make a move without causing too much damage

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- Tribal's up. Aaand, you may have heard this before from me, BUT I'M GETTING VOTES WOOOOO. Nuno and Sarah are gunning for me. Thanks guys. I really appreciate it. But I've already got individual reassurances from Domonique, Joe, Tyler, and Szymon that they're ready to get rid of Nuno. Present planning is nice and all, but I also made some contingency plans for the next vote. See, after touchy subjects, it's to the shock of no one that if Domonique doesn't win immunity, there's gonna be noise in the system to boot her out. I let her know that, though it was kinda obvious. The ideal F6 vote is that Domonique wins immunity again and Sarah goes. Adios. But if someone else wins immunity, I'm pretty sure the boys are gonna want to gun for Dom, and that idol's gonna have to be played and there's gonna be fireworks in the air. Ideally, Domonique and I have to get a third member with us heading into the F6. I can't let her go because once she goes, I know I'm next. That's an unavoidable fact. So there's two options. Joe, who is the biggest goat and who I think I can most likely swing over. However, he's been pretty vocal about getting rid of Dom eventually. Then there's Sarah. Should Nuno go this round, she'll be alone and isolated. Those all by themselves are the easiest votes to pick up, and I'd like to believe she's the next biggest goat after Joe. There's still a lot to go down before the F6 vote, but it's nice to have some preconceived plans. BUT FOR NOW, I hope Nuno goes. I think this'll be 5-2. Gun for me all you want kid.

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- I can't wait until all of these people go home. Everyone swears Nuno is gonna slip by BUT WHAT ABOUT EVAN & SZYMON?!?! They are flying under the radar and you won't make a move against them. I'm over it #DONE

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- I am literally holding on to a prayer right now. I either convince three people to vote with me or I'm a goner, rip.

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- Joe is such a punk I swear "I think it's just a risk" everything in this fucking game is a risk Grow some balls and make a move! Why am I the only person willing to make moves to win?

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- *Sigh* If you asked me yesterday who I wanted out, I'd say Nuno with a smile on my face. And while I still want Nuno out, it sucks because the guy is fantastic so Nuno, when you see this, know I think you're a wonderful person and really hate the things I said about you in confessionals

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- so I'm deciding to mix this game up and make things interesting. I'm not scared of any of these people left honestly. It's final 7 and it's time for things to get unpredictable So here's my plan I'm playing my idol on Nuno. Nuno votes Evan, Sarah votes Joe and I vote Tyler. 1-1-1 tie and that alliance implodes. I'm tired of playing safe. I came to play and that's what I'm gonna fucking do

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- ME WHEN DOM IS LITERALLY MY PATRON AND THE CHURCH OF HEATHER IS GETTING MORE FOLLOWERS EVERY DAY

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- L M F A O BYE ME PROBABLY So I just chatted with Sarah and she says she doesn't hate me but she'll probably vote me out lol as much as I hate it I'm gonna start kissing some serious ass to get myself to final 6. Domonique just pulled a game-winning move as far as i'm concerned. She did use up her idol though... If I stay I'm gonna fight harder for immunity than I have all season. I'm gonna need some leverage if I want to stand a chance at the end.

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- PLAYING WITH DOM IS LIKE A ROLLER COASTER AND I WANNA GET OFF! Honestly, Dom is great at this game and if she gets to the end, she wins so if I stay, she's my primary target. She needs to go. I talked to Nuno and Sarah and they might vote for me to stay. I just hope Evan stays but I don't know, he doesn't talk to Nuno or Sarah so it may be him. His own fault

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- Breaking all logic and sending in a confessional during revote WHOOP WHOOP. Soooo there's mixed emotions really. Mostly negative though. One I'm kinda frustrated at myself. The hindsight ALWAYS kicks in and it seems generic when I say "I should've seen this coming". I'm just really dissapointed too that this could be the end of my Skye Islands run. Anyways, Joe and Tyler instantly went up to me after the revote with all their crazed reactions and all that bullshit and I let them hear what they wanted to hear but fuck them cause I gotta campaign for myself. So this is what I think happened. Domonique knew she'd be a target if Nuno and Sarah would go. She needed them as a spark and numbers gain for her game, because, well, the loyalest numbers are those that need it the most. So Szymon's kinda irrelevant this revote, no need to talk to him. Dom/Sarah/Nuno are gonna control this revote. I went up to Domonique first. I basically left everything out on the table. I've looked out for her this entire game and have always wanted to go with her to the end - and I wanted to let her know that won't change. I'm thinking she wants a F4 with Nuno and Sarah in order to keep me and I'd have no choice but to do that. I'm not gonna risk my game to rocks. The issue I needed to point out is that I think Domonique was wary that I was too close to the other guys like Szy, Joe, and Tyler, and that I would be loyal to them before her, so I clarified that up as well. I'm ride or die with this girl to the end but if I'm the next target there's nothing I can really do. If I'm voted out I'd be really stunned but that's the game of Survivor and that's why we all love and hate it at the same time. Soooooo if this is my last message, it's been a ride. Time for the moment of truth.

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- I'm iconic as fuck I'm stanning for myself right now

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- what the damn did i wake up into kdmdrnfhfjrjd