No Holds Barred/Confessionals

Day 37
"shan yu"

- Being the last Saihan, and the last European here, is a huge honour for me. two more immunities, and i'll be done as much as i can...

"shan yu"

- if i win F5 immunity, i may became a swing vote this night.... as much as i am saying "no goats allowed here" and suggesting Danny and Jace a F3, i think i wouldn't have a cjhance against them. well, on the other hand.... do i really need 1-st place? going to the end with them, would mean a lot of fun in the last days, and that's why i am playing this game well, at first i need to win few immunities and start thinking about FTC just then... now is way too early.

"shan yu"

- .... Final 4! And guess what? Seconds after winning immunity - Kaeden wrote he was silent since 21-st of January (8 days), and even yesterday I wrote to him, asking why don't he talks with me... His answer was - "ok". I am going to sleep now, and will think about next move tomorrow, but if I decide to stick with"no goats allowed" plan, I'll vote Kaeden. Guess who's back to power position?!

Day 38
"shan yu"

- Well, I am ashamed how clueless I am in the last 8 days of tribal councils... But now, all i need to win the game, is to somehow vote Jace out. I wanted to do it from day 1, so now it's the time... I'll probably need that Bryce submits the challenge somehow

"shan yu"

- just realised that i missed my university groups party to do the Hand on the idol challenge, and now i messed up in that challenge well, at least i got better than Jace here....

"shan yu"

- lol, looks like Natalie doesn't like my kind of humour, ok, i'll TRY to be more serious.

"shan yu"

- Wow. Just wow. Just won FIC? My hands are still shaking! And reached some kind of a record? How is it even possible? I don't know what to say... Now I need that Kaeden joins me and vote Jace out. I know I know, I talked a lot about "no goats allowed FTC", but that changed after Danny's vote. Final 3! Final tribal council!

"shan yu"

- wow, being in a FTC with Bryce is great. we were pretty close after a tribe swap and in early merge. after the Mikey's vote he hates me and didn't talked with me since that. i liked our early conversations, and i am happy he is at the end (also, because there is no chances that he get's any votes in FTC if he get's one - i don't want to live in this planet anymore

"shan yu"

- it's different with Kaeden, we also made a deal after tribe swap, but that's basically all our relationship. we talked in every few days about the votes and that's all. and he also was in a dominanting position pretty much all the time (except Ziggy's vote) but also was in a shadow of Jace all this time. it's going to be hard to win against him, but i'll try.

"shan yu"

- sh*t, why is so easy to write a confessional, but so hard to write a "vote for Martynas" speech? i know a lot of things i want to say in that speech, but can't start to write yet

Day 39
"shan yu"

- wow, just wow... answering FTC questions is so amazing. i understand that i am not doing the best by "licking" their asses", but i am answering honnest answers. i hope they will aprecciate it.

"shan yu"

- they started trashtalking about Ahad, i tried to defend him, and Bryce started talking how i am trying to get Jury's votes even in a chat with no jury members....

"shan yu"

- waiting for the Jury questions is killing me. writing the answers are killing me more. i wrote a lot about strategy in my confessionals, and somehow i can't write the same answering the questions... (probably, because most of my plans didn't worked :D)