Dove In For The Kill/Confessionals

Day 12
"ferrar"

- Confession 3

"Oh man, I'm scared. I've never really been a fan of the whole captains taking turns choosing people thing. Oh well, I'll be okay."

"ferrar"

- Confessional: This is literally the worst tribe swap of my life. Not only I'm with john who wants me out, but I will be in minority while the others krill will have majority. Me, ivan and andrew had this great plan of voting john next and now this happens... Also, I will probably end up with someone like chrissa and then I'll be dead. I am hoping I can have andrew here, but I think there's no chance of that happening. I hate it!!!

"ferrar"

- Confession 4

"Yes! Me, John and Andrew are on the same tribe. We've been planning to team up ??"

"ferrar"

- Confessional

OH MY GOD WE SWAPPED!!! Big surprise right there... *sarcasm Anyway, I wasn't talking for a long time so I had to play up the clueless card. It's simple really. I tried to ask whoever is on about me missing the swap but in reality, I read the whole swap part. Guess what??? I was the fucking last pick for my tribe! Even worse, I wasn't even picked! Ugh. Damn it! This goes to show that no one on the other tribe sees me as someone they can rely on. (It's not like I tried talking to them) Right now, I'm silently kicking myself because I should have seen this. I planned on talking to the other tribe but life gets in the way you know?

Anyway, if ever I wasn't picked last, I wanted to take Chrissa with me because looking at the challenge scores, it seems that she is the weakest in Krill. But, that's all in the past now... And even though I was picked last, I stayed in Ferrar! Even better, I am with THREE other Ferrar members and they are my closest tribemates! Much better that that, two of the three are part of my alliance!

"ferrar"

- Confessional

These past few days, people from the other side finally talked to me. Granted, they are now in the same side. I guess I'll start with Andrew. We talked very briefly and nothing but the new episode of Survivor. To be honest, I think he just want to introduce himself nothing more. Seriously, I tried keeping the conversation going but he never tried so whatever. Mihai seems very formal when he responded to my message. We haven't talk at all but seems nice. Lastly, is John. First impression, I think I'm going to like this guy. Of the three new tribemates, John is probably the one I like the most.

But wait, there's more!!! Ci'ere (spelling ?) also talked to me! Now that's shocking. Although, I think he message because he thought I was his new tribemate. Well, I'm not! Thanks though, it was nice chat.

"ferrar"

- Confessional: the tribe swap ended up being ok ish with andrew getting here and not chrissa. Also I talked with jr and he's suuuuuch a cool guy,omg. John remains the most annoying player ever and I will jump to their ship before the ship is even there because I like uli,jr and joshua more. I talked with all of them and I will work on my social game to create bonds with one of them at least so he can protect me if my name comes up. I really want john gone

"ferrar"

- Confessional

Once we got the ball rolling, I think I'm going to really like Mihai. He's really personable and he says the right words. "I'm just like you!", "I think you're a cool guy!" Right now, I'm keeping my guard up. I don't trust him one bit and he could just talking to me to get me to flip. I don't want him to not trust me so I might have slipped in a few personal details to keep me on his good side.

Having said all that, I think I like the people in Krill better that some of the people in my tribe. At least they try to keep the conversation going!

So anyway, I talked to Josh today and lo behold, he spilled all the beans to me! He said that John offered an alliance with Ivan or Andrew and one other Ferrar member when Josh picked him. I'm not sure if Josh gave me the full details but it just shows that he trusts me!

I haven't said anything yet, but it seems that I have an unspoken final 2 deal with Josh. I will try to actually make that deal once the opportunity shows up.

"ferrar"

- Confessional

I have managed to talk to all my old Ferrar tribe mates in this tribe and the only one that I haven't talked game yet is Shiloh. However, Josh and Uli wants to stick with the original tribe. I hope they're telling the truth because that's my absolute plan right now. I have no intentions of flipping. If ever the old Krill gives me a deal, I would definitely consider it but chances are slim.

"ferrar"

- Confessional: So, john already made an alliance with uli, joshua and andrew and the plan is to get JR or me out. if we lose this challenge, a storm is coming because I won't go down without a fight and it's time for someone to confront john and his mastermind lies. I'm so done with that boy!!And he told me that he hopes we win because he would hate to see me go and he hopes that the people who voted for me are on krill now. I was so close of telling him to go fuck himself, but in these games you always have to bite your lip and smile.

Day 13
"ferrar"

- Confessional So, out of nowhere, we were hit with a tribe swap! Whoaaaa! Totally didn't expect that, what a curveball. Lol, yeah it was kinda expected, but I didn't expect it to be a schoolyard pick! That's pretty cool. It's better than random.org, since I always get screwed over by that. Of course, the most optimal situation would be Ci'ere, myself, Andrew, and Ivan on the same tribe so that we would have a 4-3 majority on Krill 2.0 and just destroy. Ci'ere and I had a plan to get on the same tribe, by him choosing Toby and Toby choosing me, buuuut Josh ended up picking me first out of nowhere, so I ended up on Ferrar.

Unfortunately, that would put me in the minority. Yay, swapfucked. Buuuut, after talking to Josh a bit about why he picked me and just getting to know each other, I proposed to Josh an alliance, and he accepted, pointing out that if I picked Uli, he could convince him to pick someone that I wanted from Krill 1.0 (Ivan or Andrew, really). So I thought that was good, and picked Uli. I kinda felt bad for not picking Shiloh, given our history as #Johnloh, but if Andrew gets picked then I can ask him to pick Shiloh for a Ural Mountains alliance or something, which would be cool! ??

Anyway, as per the plan, Uli was supposed to talk to Josh then pick Andrew, but he just totally doesn't do that and picks Mihai out of the blue. Like, wtf? Did you not get Josh's message? And why'd he pick Mihai of all people? Maybe they're in an alliance or something, I dunno. It's also totally possible that Josh told Uli to do that, and that Josh was playing me, so I'm a bit wary of him and Uli now...

But, things turned out kinda good! Mihai conveniently picks Shiloh, and Shiloh picked Andrew! Awesome. I have a few good alliances set up for me: - Ural alliance: me, Andrew, Shiloh - Krill alliance: me, Mihai, Andrew - Cross-tribal alliance: me, Andrew, Uli, Josh So I think I'm gonna do pretty well! ??

Our fifth immunity challenge was the classic game 2048. Haven't played that in a while, lol. I only had time on challenge night to play through it once, and so I only got to the 1024 tile with around 15k points iirc. Anyway, to cut to the chase, we won! It's awesome, I don't have to worry about getting voted out this week, I have some time to solidify alliances, and it's three straight immunity wins for Ferrar as a tribe. I'd love to see Ferrar constantly win from here on out so that Krill just loses everything. That'd be pretty funny. What's pretty notable about the results is that Josh yet again scored incredibly high, almost matching Krill's combined score. I think he's going to be a huge challenge threat, and I really want to try to get him out before the merge. I don't think our next tribal is the time to do it though, maybe two or three tribals from now. We'll see!

"ferrar"

- Confessional

We won! Again! I am so ecstatic right now. However, with immunity comes reward. This clue narrows the field great actually. I think these players are the only ones possible?

Phillip, Brandon, Cochran, Colton, and Malcolm

"ferrar"

- Confessional

I finally have enough time to look for this damned half idol. To start, I looked all over the place for a confessional transcripts of these players' respective original season. I just spammed ctrl-f to find their names and nothing!! If I did this right, this idol is not in the confessionals. Which means, I have to either watch RI, SP, and OW or just wait for another clue. My decision was obviously wait for another clue because there is no way in hell I would watch those boring ass seasons again. I might rewatch Philippines since it's one of my favourite seasons though

"ferrar"

- CONFESSIONAL: Fuck, information overload. I feel like I'm scrambling for no apparent reason but I got TONS of useful information lately that could be useful for the safety of OG Ferrar on NuKrill but I think it might be too late

"ferrar"

- CONFESSIONAL: The hard part of gathering SO MUCH information without having a well established #1 is that I have no one to share it too. I'm working on a three person alliance between me, Mihai and JR with Uli being a potential fourth person and let him be the "leader" because I feel like Uli's the type of person that thrives by being the Alpha Male so I'm gonna let him do just that and it would divert attention away from me because apparently I'm a """"challenge""""" threat right now. Like, I promise I'm not good at challenges? Like, I'm considered below average in terms of challenges on Tumblr Survivor, I'm not used to being called just that. i HATE...MIHAI SO MUCH BECAUSE HE'S SO...COOL????? LIKE, I CANT EVEN EXPRESS INTO WORDS HOW MUCH I LOVE MIHAI. I think I just found a friend in Mihai that's gonna last.

"ferrar"

- Confessional: when the tribe is depending on me to carry them (which I might tbh my current high score in winterbells is 30m fkdlrjlslfkelrll) but then Uli messaged me instantly to throw the challenge. HOW DO I THROW A CHALLENGE WHEN I LITERALLY POSTED ON THE TRIBE CHAT THAT I LOVE WINTERBELLS. I #fuckt up

Day 14
"ferrar"

- So, joshua has a double vote that no one knows about and now I know about his secret item and andrew's. Of course I havent told them anything about mine. I threw john under the bus to joshua saying he was the leader of krill and now I'll run him over until he's powerles. Just like andrew, josh said he likes me and trustes me the most, which is so stupid because I'm not the person to be trusted. Anyway, I'm feeling much better now about my chances of taking john out.

"krill"

- CONFESSIONAL; I'm pretty sure I'm going, but I pushed to get Toby off due to that idol threat that I've wanted out. I HOPE Ivan follows through since he said he wanted to work with me but I honestly doubt it since I've pretty much been ignored even though I've been trying to socialise with him. RIP me probably.

"ferrar"

- CONFESSIONAL: me: *messages Uli to just talk about non game related things* Uli: *throws me questions about game related stuff*

Boy, I can't get a break from the game huh?? [skype morningafter emoji]