Why Am I SUCH A Villian/Confessionals

Day 28
"trebizond"

- I am extremely blessed to be here right now :) I've made it through the last two votes going with my gut and allowing my social relationships to speak for themselves. I did get 3 votes this tribal, and one of them was from a supposed alliance member, so I'm definitely not in the clear. I could potentially survive another vote without immunity but I'm gonna fight for this one because the security means everything at this point in the game.

Day 29
"trebizond"

- So the immunity challenge was hella stressful because I saw Benj take a lead over me and totally thought I was done for. I assume everyone thinks that I left some names off on purpose to take the lead again in a situation like this, but I totally forgot that I didn't use Natalie White until later on and that is what allowed me to push this over the edge. Being safe going into the final 6 gives me a really big advantage to find the idol and allows me to push my strategic agenda without the consequences of elimination. The plan I'm pushing tonight is for Benj to go home because it leaves me in a position where I have Toby's idol and hopefully my own idol in the final 6 to make the moves I want to. Jenna is a bit upset with me and honestly I wouldn't doubt one bit if she goes off and tries to get the numbers on her own. If she does it is not the worst but I'll be upset if Toby leaves tonight.

"trebizond"

- Last confessional! For real this time. I really tried to avenge Nadine and Nicole but there’s only so much you can do when a pre-game friend group is controlling everything. One last attempt, me Jenna Matt and Sam will vote Toby but I doubt Sam will stick with it so looks like I’m going. Ill be inactive for a few hours before the deadline so I might leave a cryptic message in the tribe chat and hope they get scared of me having Nadine’s Kesha idol that never existed, but it will probably fail 😊 Really should have saved Carthage idol for now no one would have seen that coming but oh well I’ve learnt. I’m sorry for letting Carthage down, Matt you better win this!

"trebizond"

- Me: I'm going to have to vote off a close friend also Me: o wow a new target? yes please! me again: oh another close friend but getting rid of them sets me up quite well? OK THEN god i hate myself why am i SUCH a villian