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Day 21
"saranoa"

- This is frustrating. It is like no one in this game wants to play at all! They fucking act like once Indingai reaches the final seven then they win.... The game does not stop there..... The sooner they realize that Michelle and Shellie are controlling things, the sooner they are better off.

But in other news... Linh and Loren are back! Not yet, but she is in the game.. tongue emoticon Hopefully we can actually do some damage this time around heart emoticon

"saranoa"

- So I found a second idol! Like wtf! I was surprised when finding the first one but a second one just wow! With one idol there is a pressure to perform but two just wow the pressure is on I'm no James Clement for sure.The merge is one thing and with these numbers I can't control everyone so if I let these more dominant players take control then maybe I won't have to use these beautiful idols for a long period of time! But you never know!

"saranoa"

- I feel like Ciera in this game... I am telling people over and over again that they need to make a big move. I can't stress enough that the game does not end when all of Indingai reaches the final seven. However, I have been trying to resolidify my friendships with both Julez and Bas. Michelle and I have both attended Hogwarts, so we have common ground there. I haven't spoken to Shellie, JT, or Anh yet since the merge. But I think I will now

"saranoa"

- So I have really been talking to people, and I found out that Shellie and Erin are really close. They both told me that they want to work with me... And guess who their target is? Not Linh, not me, and not Fabi.... It's Anh! I am not sure how I want to use this information yet, but I will have to see.... I could always go back to Anh, and basically throw the women under the bus to get in one other person's good graces... Or I could roll with it, seeing if that would be the best option for me going deep. I am not dumb, though I try to act as newbish, quirky, and naive that I can. I'm very talented in how I spin my words, and I think that it may be my saving grace haha. xD

"saranoa"

- I am like up to here with these people. Literally. Linh is the only person I trust at this point, as it has always been. Fabi is MIA, as always. What are the chances of Kilimbit having someone in the finals? About .5 percent to be quite honest. Hopefully all of the shade and lying will stop, because I really do like some of these people. It is obvious that either Shellie, Erin, or Michelle found the idol.. Shellie lied to my face about the clue, and I made sure to shade her about it... Back to the drawing board ladies.

"saranoa"

- well, we made merge with 3 from OG Kilimbit and 7 from the other side. But i and Fabi have immune in this TC, so the only thing i need to do now is make surely Loren- my closest ally is also safe #LToTheL. I and Fabi would be give the Token to Loren if we lucky get it. Besides, we need to talking with others that Shellie is how dangerous. Hopefully 3 of us could go as far as well

"saranoa"

- So unless Vu is a mastermind who needed no help whatsoever either Bas or Michelle must have it. Michelle is my biggest competition, I need her to go.

Day 22
"saranoa"

- Julez and I got into a big argument and I am literally so fucking happy. Even if I did fuck myself over, I am living right now. I love the chaos, and it was very entertaining. This cast has been so fucking dull, so I thought I'd spice things up instead of listening to stupid gamebots that act as if I should worship the ground that they walk on.

"saranoa"

- In other news I can't stand Loren and his need of acceptance. Every single thing I say to him he has to go somewhere else and say it. I confronted him and said Dude, stop talking too much or you will get in serious problems. 5 minutes later he told me that Michelle started asking him questions about how he found out about the idol being found already. I'm like WTF dude!? I just told you to shut up. So then I went all crazy with my mantra of you should shut up and be pretty or you will shooy yourself in the foot. I went to take a quick nap. And when I woke up Erin asked me why I was mad at Loren for saying to Michelle that idol was found. OOOOH NO I was like bitch grab my wig ( rupauls refference). What did I just say!!!? DO NOT SHARE EVERYTHING WE SAY. Loren baby you're making my job of dragging you as a goat so so so so difficult for me. At least he might win this challenge so he'll be speared but after Fabian is gone he will be the immediate target. And my time to make a move >:D

"saranoa"

- Yay merge! I've already passed how far I got in Svalbard, although I could be the merge boot again. So far, everything's still a little hazy, I feel like things are going down that I'm not a part of. Loren wants me and Julez in an alliance with Fabi, Linh and himself against 'power threesome' Michelle, Erin and Shellie. Thanks, but like, I have no idea who Fabi's supposed to be and I'm not aligning with someone like that. I've already talked with Linh more and we've been in the game together for less than a round. We've reconnected our old five-way Indingai alliance, and inside that alliance we've got a sub-alliance with Julez and Anh called the Hot Tuna alliance. And yet somehow I feel like I'm out of the loop, like there's something going on between people. Maybe I'm just paranoid though.

"saranoa"

- it has come to my attention that the merge hangman has been found. like it's not even 24hrs (or was it?). whatever. they're lucky to have played with someone dumb in puzzles and logic like me because they can have all the idols they want but like they need to find their chill for a bit. with that said, i might as well work on my awesome-charming-super-cool prowess. i'm trying to figure out who in the 7 purple seem to feel on the bottom. that could possibly flip over the green. i got the 5 majority with anh jt julez and bas. on the other hand, i'm also with erin and shellie. it seem to be erin and shellie and i lowkey feel that an alliance chat should be made so that we can secure them. but then, a wild loren appears trying to make friends and stuff. i see loren as a socio-strategic threat. making it seem he's friends with what he thought i was allies with, like shellie and erin. because he apparently told everyone that us 3 are running the game. i assured the 5 purple it's nonsense (but who knows, i kinda thought i might bring shellie with me oop). anyway, i figured loren and linh are working with anh and julez and bas has a mini pair going on because that's where i found out the idol was gone. either i plan to flush the idol or work with whoever i think has it.

"saranoa"

- this would be a great episode of survivor. Of course the first tribal after merge is a messy one but this is GOLD, the original plan was to vote out Loren. Simple and easy since he is the only original kilimbit not immune. But of course, idols tokens paranoia and stupidity had to show up, Erin found out by JT that Michelle wanted to split the votes between them. Erin as the Abi Maria she is went crazy and now thinks Michelle is a snake which is peeeeeeerfect for me, linh got mad at Shellie for lying to her since I told Loren that the clues Shellie was giving them were not true. And since we found out JT was the rat Michelle bas and Vu wants him out. So basically now is JT Shellie and Erin voting Michelle, Michelle Vu and bas voting JT. And linh Loren and Fabian are voting Shellie. Honestly any outcome out of this is good for me. Michelle is my biggest threat. JT is a snake and he almost got me eliminated in the first round and Shellie also voted for me before. I guess I'll decide which way to go, but I hope everyone play idols and gets paranoid this round, if I can't have an idol no one should. I don't think I'll vote Shellie since she is just blah, not a threat. She is just there. So my plan of getting rid of Michelle or JT and protect Loren might actually work out! I'm just between the snake and the rat. But whatever happens after this they are doomed for failure.

"saranoa"

- I am not in a good position at all. I gave it my all, but people are too scared to play this game. They see me as a threat, which I understand completely. But a few of them are going to get 7th, 6th, and 5th place. Those people are going to regret it later... I gave my final speech in the tribal thread, but I doubt it will have an impact. With all respect, hosts, this was a fun game, and I wouldn't change anything that happened at all. I am not going to plead or beg, or connive anymore. If it is me gone, then so be it. However, I will still keep making connections and speaking with people. If they don't like me as I am, then there is nothing I can do. As it stands, Linh and I aren't in a good position. We haven't been since the first tribal swap, and I felt that we could have rocked this game. As a duo, we are strong and loyal to each other, but there isn't much we can do. I definitely love her as an ally, and if I go, I hope she slays the competition honestly. I feel like she has the potential to be a good underdog, but idk. xD This gif literally explains my everything in this game. Urging people constantly to take risk, act for their own, and make moves that benefit themselves, not their keeper. People need to play this game, not float by it as if they applied to hand it to someone else in the first place.

Day 23
"saranoa"

- Our plan as of right now going into tribal is to try and get me the token... It could work. Since Linh got a really high score while Fabi and I got the two lowest scores. If that works, we will be targeting Michelle, who is going to be a power player down the line. So, finally, Linh and I solidified a name for our duo. After much careful deliberation, we decided on one of the best fitting names. We debated on this for a while honestly.... xD Probably the most intense conversation I've had in this game thus far. We went back and forth, arguing our individual points and wondering if we were slowly going insane by how stupid the conversation was getting. However, we decided to go with #LToTheL Yes people, that is a legit name now. Remember this day, because the most epic duo finally got a name

"saranoa"

- Also I'm so ready for Fabian to get voted out. He has the social skills of a squid. He came to me and said we are splitting the votes we have 6 and you could be our 7th." And I was like bitch please I ain't no number 7 in your surreal and utopic alliance. I'm the one who made it happen. But well whatever I guess it's a good thing they all think I'm stupid, they won't see it coming when I slaughter all those pigs for dinner.

"saranoa"

- DOWN WITH THE SCREENSHOTS TBH. seriously, where is the authenticity of the survivor gameplay if these people are working with screenshots. jt screwed us over. no one is gonna screw me but me lmao. but it's turning out probably the way i see it. hopefully the green guys are gonna do 3 on shellie (i have to let go of you because your friend erin is freaking out again #shame). if i don't make it further at least i had fun with this lol. that and i'm gonna be working on my life for real.

"saranoa"

- When I woke up this morning, I was bombarded with messages. The general consesus was that JT is sneaky and JT needed to go. Michelle, being the overlord, wanted to split the votes between Shellie and JT. With the three of my Kilimbit 3 doing Shellie and her four doing JT. Linh and Fabi were down for that, but weren't really thinking long term at all... What happens at seven? We all get picked off..... With Erin, Shellie, and Jt, we can at least stand off 3 to 3. It took a while, but i was able to convince them. Fabi and I will be voting Michelle, while Linh will vote for Shellie in case of an idol and or token. If an idol is played on Michelle, JT leaves and we can still work with Erin and Shellie with a five majority. If Michelle leaves we have an interesting 3 v 3 v3 scenario in which we are the swing votes