Cocaine & Hookers/Confessionals

Day 36
"dabu dada"

- Holy fuck... if I'm safe from this vote, a miracle happened and someone blessed me. ... *swallows hard* Okay, then.

"dabu dada"

- I'm a player, and even when my back's against the wall, I will find a way out of shit.

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- So Brian just told me that he loves me but he doesn't think I can win against him...

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- Ty is legit fucking me over. I tell him something he shouldn't know, but I trust him with. Then he tries to tell Linus. WHY?!

Day 37
"dabu dada"

- So the past few rounds have been such a crazy twisty path. When Jess was voted out it seemed almost all hope was lost, but the fact that a new idol was introduced turned the game on it's head. I put in a lot of time and effort and managed to get more than the maximum possible number of points in the scavenger hunt and save myself and Dani, who is the one person I have trusted completely to have my back. Ty and Brian keep saying they have mine, but they have wanted Dani out who was aligned with them since she's a threat, and once she's gone I feel I would become the biggest threat so it's hard to believe them. Especially with Brian having threatened me multiple times and flip flopped his story on working with me/wanting me out. Yet again this round they are insistent that Dani should be the target, but I see zero reason for me to flip right now. She's someone who I believe will bring me to the end if I dont win immunity next round, and since those two are so tunnel-visioned on voting her out, I may not even get votes if I weren't to win. Dani likely won't win the FIC, so there will be a chance to take her out there if I feel like I have to. I know this jury will be bitter, and honestly my best odds are probably sitting next to Tyler/Brian, but I feel like my main priority should be getting there first since I don't think Im on too bad of terms with that jury. Well, no worse terms than anyone else at least. This round I feel like I could make a big move and try to target Josh if Ty and Brian are on board, although Id rather not betray him after he voted with us last round. My other option is probably to vote Ty out since Brian is one of the biggest goats in the history of survivor I feel. I worked my ass off on this immunity, and if I don't win I could be fucked. Please please please please please work!

"dabu dada"

- Linus wins immunity.... ENOUGH!

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- I'm in the middle between two alliance and both of them wants my vote at this stage in the game but when I hear someone wants to target me??? Oh boy, oh boy you threw out the wrong name in there pal

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- if I get voted out tonight, I will eat this rock...

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- I feel like Dani is in big trouble tonight. Plsplspls Josh don't flip

Day 38
"dabu dada"

- Well my 703 career has been interesting so far. First being called a challenge beast and now a villain. I've never been called those before playing here lmao

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- Linus is playing SOO poorly. He told me to vote for Josh. He told Josh to vote for Ty. It made NO sense to vote for Josh when he is, as he has said himself, a talking Lex. I'd really like to know why he felt the need to lie to me specifically 3 times in a row.

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- Well now that I've established there's no way I'm gonna be able to win the FIC to due to my horrible puzzle making skills, and my lack of a decent computer, so I'm gonna have to be really strategic about this. Im gonna have to play certain challenges just to make certain people lose. Like I'm thinking I'll play the endurance comp just to make sure Linus doesn't win. And then maybe find a way to let certain people get ahead of me in the flash game and certain people not.

"dabu dada"

- I love Linus but I'm not about to throw this to him and possibly make the stupidest move in 703 history...

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- I was waaay behind in the idol holding challenge, but I'm sloowwly catching up. Maybe a night awake is exactly what I needed.

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- I'm desperate

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- If Linus or Ty lied to me... oh, boy!

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- This little queen is really trying to come for me today! E-NOUGH!

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- Honestly, I gave it my all. I hope that this is what it takes.

Day 39
"dabu dada"

- How to win a FTC... DON'T BE THE FIRST ONE TO POST YOUR SPEECH!!

"dabu dada"

- Honestly... this sucks. I get that my jury management was sub-par at best, but the two people at the FTC with me do not deserve this. I'm a cocky, arrogant dick, true. But like I said in my speech, I'm a huge Survivor fan, and I never want to see someone win who did nothing in the game. People like Tony won the game while being overconfident as fuck because he ran the game. I'm not saying I ran the game, but I had a HUGE part in making moves work. Linus was simply a number, and he flopped at blindsiding me and Ty. He called us goats (Russell Hantz-esque). Goats? Maybe if he played the game and got some blood on his hands, people would like him less, but he really didn't get any blood on his hands other than Lex, and that was probably his best bet at winning, so... *eyes* All-in-all, it just sucks that I'm gonna be fucked over simply because I did things in this game. And because Ash's lackeys are the jury members.

"dabu dada"

- So I've already had a few people in game call me a villain. They said I played like an arrogant asshole. They said I played like a bully. They made all these claims, and I may be blind to it, but I really don't see their reasoning behind it backed up. In this game, I made moves that bettered my own game, but I was never an asshole about it. In fact, I told people straight-up what was in my head. When I was confrontational with Josephine, I stayed very respectful about it all and just told her stuff she said she already knew. And the only reason I got confrontational was to stick up for my friends who were with me and had my back on day 1. I lied very little in this game. I lied about my idol to just Jess. I lied to PJ about knowing he was going and said I would vote with him. I did vote with him, but I knew Dani wasn't. I lied to Dani about who I was voting, but she also lied right back. I played this game exactly how I wanted to play it, and although I was a bit brash on my execution, I played a strong, dominant game, and I'm proud of how I played. I'm sorry that some people don't see it the same way, but I will forever say that this is the best I've ever played in a game.

"dabu dada"

- Okay, so at this point, I kiiinddaaa lost all hope I'm gonna win.... but... I still do have a little hope. I hope to at least get Aro and Andy's votes as they're not voting for Ty oorr Linus. I also hope to get Lex's. And I miight MAYBE will get Linus'.
 * CJ's