I Am Going To Go Off/Confessionals

Day 24
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- no t no shade but I've worked for hours working on my flag too trying to blend multiple pictures so it looks like 1 AND I WOULD HAVE LOST IF CIERE SUBMITTED EARLY AND YALL WOULDVE BEEN PLANNING ON VOTING ME OUT TOO

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- okay i am going to fucking go off now, first of all Ci'ere lied to me and now he is acting like this wouldn't happen I am not voting him out because of Ivan I am voting him because he fucking lied to me and isn't trustworthy

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- Well that was a messy tribal. Although I'm glad I'm still on the right side of the vote and in the majority. I don't know if this majority alliance will last but right now, I'm glad I have something. The problem here is that the minority alliance only has Uli as a threat and the other four in my alliance are all huge threats. Anyway, challenge time!!!! And just when a new majority alliance is formed, touchy subjects is played. PERFECT TIMING! I can't believe it. All I hope right now is that my name doesn't show up in any of the questions good or bad.

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- Well, the biggest threat is out and ciere just offered a final 2 deal to me. I told him yes but I want him gone soon, although his big mouth will send himinto a deep hole with the juries and that might be good. Also, I was talking yesterday with joshua and told him I expect this next challenge to be touchy subject and I hate it, so bye bye immunity, maybe we'll meet sometimes. I have to be really careful this round with uli and make sure andrew and ciere will stick to me and jr.

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- so update confessional other than my bunny dying which i have to remind myself that that is real it happened, but Ivan was playing me when he was here clearly I mean it make sense that he made up that lie that ci'ere was lying so i would get him out and now I am mad about that all i can do is work with the only person who wants to work with me in this game and doesn't regret meeting me and that is ci'ere cause at this point we are both at the bottom

Day 25
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- I was soooo close to winning that challenge. Damn it! It's one the few challenges I could win and now all hope is lost. Why did I have to chop first???? Why? I could have let Andrew or Mihai take each other out and then I'll take out whoever is left. But I didn't. Ugh. Anyway, when I saw the answers, I couldn't help but feel amazed that I wasn't in any answers but one. And the question is about who is the most honest!! Wow. How can I be honest? I basically lied to majority of this tribe about the last vote! Right now, I think no one sees that my game is built upon well placed lies. That must be the reason why people voted for me a one of the most honest.

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- If people are actually telling the truth, then I think I am controlling the votes this coming tribal. I used the same tactic as I did the previous ones which is planting the idea to other people's head and made it seem that the idea was theirs. So I talked to Ci'ere and asked him about the upcoming tribal. He's not giving me any names so instead, I asked him who we can trust. As the list goes on, I slowly steered the conversation to towards Uli being untrustworthy. Then, I went in for the kill. I asked him this: if we can't trust Uli, then do you think we should vote him out?" He agreed about this and I kept talking to him making it seem that he controls me and the vote and there you go! I still have doubts about this vote but hopefully, it's in my favour.

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- so, uli went after my dear joshua just because josh voted for ivan without telling uli. That means he could go after me next and I cant let that happen. I tried so hard to convince ciere and andrew to vote for uli, telling them how uli will target them as well if they dont vote his way and we shouldnt let someone dictate our game. I also tried to emphasize on the uli-jamie relation and how uli could take marc and chrissa and then andrew and ciere lose the numbers we have now. I also talked to marc who was soooo mad for chopping him(like wtf) but I told him I told did it because uli wanted him out and so I wanted to make uli think I am with him and against marc so that we can blindside uli now. He said he understand and that he'll vote uli, especially after telling marc how uli is throwing his name around and that in case josh plays an idol, he's out. I really tried to convince these people and if uli goes, I will be in a good spot. I usually like alpha males, but not in the games, so I hope uli goes!!

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- me when i found out that people are gunning for me AGAIN. http://66.media.tumblr.com/38d39f0ae14413f398e13f929c608e7a/tumblr_nx0gjjxjHs1tu4rq6o4_250.gif

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- OH MY GOD I CAN'T...CHALLENGE BEAST????? BEST SOCIAL PLAYER???? ME??? I LITERALLY HAVE NOT TALKED TO JAMIE, MARC, ANDREW AND CHRIS FOR WEEKS THIS IS WHY I HATE TOUCHY SUBJECTS :((((((((((( NOT MISS ME GETTING VOTED OFF AFTER TOUCHY SUBJECTS ?? http://66.media.tumblr.com/145819352239b149dc67b264a94d5ddb/tumblr_nx0kfxl5fP1tu4rq6o1_400.png

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- I have a plan. It's very very risky because it could put me, Mihai and Josh in a terrible position next tribal. But, if it works, it's basically smooth sailing to the final 3. It's simple really. All I have to do is convince people to vote Ci'ere or Andrew out. Preferably Andrew. The risk here is that whoever is left in that duo could reel in the three floaters and vote us one by one. That's why Andrew needs to go out first. Ci'ere burnt his connections to Jamie, Chrissa, and Marc at the Ivan vote so he will have a terrible chance of the getting the floaters to flip. Mihai, Josh and I have an advantage though. No one knows how tight we are. They think we are just solo players and that's it.

Wait. Based on the challenge, I have 0.0000000000000001% chance winning against Mihai and Josh. I can't be in the final 2 or 3 with them! As much as I hate to do this, I'm going to have to betray them later on. I'm still going to do my plan but I might have to flip next tribal  ??

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- So now I've got the most of my exams out of the way I'm finally waking up in this game. Last TC, I exposed the plans to vote out Josh to him, but I'm pretty sure he was already safe before I did lol... And yeah, Uli went. This TC, I'm just working on weakening Mihai. He's fucking annoying and I want him GONE.

Apparently he's in a trio with JR and Josh according to Ci'ere, and I wanna SPLIT THAT UP. I mean I could be getting voted off after I had that GODAWFUL thing used on me but :)) who knows! ANYWAY, my MISSION from here on out is to get Mihai out ??.

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- I just had my first conversation ever with Marc last night. Talking to Marc, and seeing this challenge results, it made me question if I really do want Mihai in the end with me. The advantage of getting rid of Ivan and Uli at the last previous round made Jamie and Marc sort of a free agent and they BOTH came to me asking for an alliance. I will keep them in my back pocket so that when its time for me to make my move for a possible Mihai blindside, I can pull it off and I would have the numbers. Of course I would need to get rid of Ciere first so I hope Mihai finally decides to vote out Ciere because I'm getting so impatient fkfkdjslrkskd

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- Ci'ere. Wow. I thought you're going to stay with me for at least one more round but you don't seem to pay your debts fully. Honestly, it's my fault. I got too confident in these few votes that I did not see a counter alliance looming. Josh just told me the Ciere formed an alliance with everyone else but me, Josh and Mihai. Uh oh. That's not good. That's not good at all! Wait, one of these people is Chrissa. Girl, do you have stockholm syndrome or something? Ci'ere openly berated and put you down in front of everyone else and now you still want to work with him??? Same goes to you, Marc. And to some extent, Jamie.

The person that told Josh this is Andrew. Andrew, of all people, is now my alliance's lifeline. Josh and I tried to look for the idol but it's better if we get people to flip so here we are. Since we need to flip Andrew, we need to do what he wants. So, since Andrew suggested Marc, we're going to vote for Marc. I'm just sooo stressed out right now because of this!!

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- http://prnt.sc/b4ypjw honestly when will your fave....get ready to add 3 or 4 more to that vote count!!!! (skull) (victory)

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- Apparently, everyone knows about our trio. I'm sooo blind! Here I am, rambling about no one having any idea about my alliance and in reality, everyone is already plotting against us!! So, Mihai, Josh and I planned our move. We're going to try to flip Marc on our side and use Mihai's vote canceller. The problem here is that Marc won't have any intentions in staying with us once Ci'ere is gone. I just don't want to go home. I love playing this game sooooo much!

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- #WheresJamie2k16 and why isn't she letting me sleep ?? She's not around when I'm awake even if it's like, afternoon from where she lives and she always talks to me when I'm asleep. These timezones man.... It will be the death™ of me

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- Big change before tribal. I have managed to talk to both Marc and Jamie today and both have expressed thoughts about wanting to take Ciere out. Yes. Of course! OMG EXACTLY!!! I basically agreed to what they are saying and right now, I have a glimmer of hope that this tribal will be on my favour. With Marc, I asked him if he is willing to vote for Ciere and his reasoning. He told me his thoughts and although I'm a little wary, it's still good that maybe he's with us. Jamie, on the other hand, is most likely with us. First, we had a nice little chit chat and had some catching up. After that, I asked her about this tribal. We talked for a while and to be honest, it was a nice chat. She made some deals though. She wants to take out Mihai and Josh at 4 and 5 due to their threat status and I couldn't agree more. In the end, I think convinced her in taking Ci'ere out plus I now have a solid f2 and f3 deals!!!JR

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- I take offense being called a minion. Who would wanna be associated by those yellow abominations????

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- Apparently, everyone knows about our trio. I'm sooo blind! Here I am, rambling about no one having any idea about my alliance and in reality, everyone is already plotting against us!! So, Mihai, Josh and I planned our move. We're going to try to flip Marc on our side and use Mihai's vote canceller. The problem here is that Marc won't have any intentions in staying with us once Ci'ere is gone. I just don't want to go home. I love playing this game sooooo much!

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- Things have changed and my idea for now is to open up new horizons since I don't want myself to be carried away by anyone. I know that Andrew will go after me and I will not hesitate to do whatever it takes to remove him from my path. I am in a new, and perhaps temporary alliance, with Mihai, Josh and JR, it might take me further. It might be my only chance to move forward and I will take advantage of it, no doubt.

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- So Ci'ere is voting Josh and apparently everyone else is too, but I don't want Ferrar to just die off... I'm thinking that I might shake shit up, potentially cause a 4-4 tie. Who knows! Hopefully if I do that, JR and Josh will cut Mihai, or I could even flip back next TC and vote Mihai off lol… And Josh might have that vote negater thing?? 4-3?? Iconic!

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- So, this tribal it seems marc and ciere are the targets, although I feel they might go for josh or jr without telling me. I want ci'ere out because I'm tired of him making alliances and not include me in those chats. He still hasnt realised that andrews tells me everything that's going on. I really trust jr and joshua and if ciere goes than we will be so close to reach f3. That if I decide to go with them and not someone I could use as a goat like marc. Also, andrew and his idol could be problematic, but somehow, he's never the target and he's still useful to me with the info he gives, so he has to stay a bit longer. Jamie is the key this vote, but I wont talk to her because I'm afraid of how angry she could be.