She’s a Catastrophe/Confessionals

Day 7
"rawaki"

- After last nights united vote on Kiefer, I’m feeling pretty great with being on Rawaki. I think we’re stronger, we’re smarter and more committed as a whole, no offence to Kief. But myself, Andrea, Elizabeth and Kassy have a final 4 alliance. For us, it’s going to come down to who performs worst in the nexts few days between Rhone, Victor and Jeanette. And if you were to ask me, my moneys on Jeanette going if we lost immunity tomorrow.

"rawaki"

- What the hell? What tribe am I on? I outshined everyone today and I’m not even an ORGer technically. Rawaki sucked today. Rhone not helping let us down majorly and Jeanette was terrible, she needs to go. I’m only happy with Victor right now. But even then he didn’t do that great. This tribe needs to get stronger af. Losing a challenge like this doesn’t boost morale and it shows that the other tribe is just so much more committed. The challenge was not that hard. I’m struggling to stay positive about everyone. But with my excellent performance and the loyalty of the core alliance here, I’m feeling great about my position. It should be easy to make the merge from here on out.

Day 8
"rawaki"

- For this immunity challenge, all of our faith goes into one person. And to be honest, the only person I trust to win this challenge (other than myself) is Andrea. Jeanette, no freaking way. While I think all the others are capable. I belive Andrea is probably the best but I could be wrong. Actually, I wanna do it. I’m confident enough that if I did it and lost, I’d still stay. But I think I could do the best considering my challenge performance thus far. My skills mentally are good and I wouldn’t stuff up. So hopefully the tribe selects me to go and I can pull out the win for this one, quite honestly. Matthew

"rawaki"

- So that was super scary during the challenge yesterday where my head was throbbing and I almost got evacuated. Glad that's over! :P I'm feeling okay right now. I'm kind of over my beef with Kassy. Like part of me wanted to call her out after tribal just for fun/to give the VL some good TV but I just didn't have the energy. I'm going to let bygones be bygones as my mom would probably say. But I'm still wary of her especially because I get the vibe she feels very comfortable -- maybe she has friends on the other tribe? Idk. Matthew is a great tribemate. He's very vocal like me and I feel like I can be upfront with him about stuff and have it not be weird. He might be a threat at the merge but right now I feel like we need each other. My favorite people on the tribe though are definitely Victor, Andrea, and Elizabeth, and I want to work with them through the rest of the game honestly but we haven't solidified anything yet. I think people are afraid to because we've only gone to tribal once and had an obvious target in Kiefer. I've been working on building more personal relationships this season and ask people lots of questions about their lives because I think that will endear them to me. I sound like Spencer Bledsoe lmfao but IT'S HARD MAN! Being social with people you barely know online is fucking hard. I'm just trying to be the opposite of Jeanette, messaging everyone "Who are you thinking" like immediately after immunity results lmfao...still not over that. Like I'm trying to be the lovable guncle (gay uncle) of the tribe and get some strong one-on-one, trustworthy bonds going to hopefully prevent myself from getting blindsided like I have in other games. And I just want to have fun! ORGs feel like such a chore sometimes. So that's why I hope I get to do the challenge tonight. I want to prove to my tribe that I really want to be here and I think I can do that with a strong score in Mastermind. I'm a smart guy, I need my tribe to see that so I'm not seen as expendable.

"rawaki"

- I think I did well on the challenge! Look at me being a "hero" and shit. Jeanette is an assclown.

"orona"

- Literally none of us believed in Tal and he... did... THAT. What a legend...

Day 9
"rawaki"

- Lmao me and Matthew don't know how to act...we're gonna try to trick Jeanette into giving up her spot by him throwing out my name to her and seeing if she comes to me or not. She's a catastrophe. It's beautiful.

"rawaki"

- With Rhone losing the challenge yesterday, it’s going to make our tribe pit at a disadvantage against Orona. But I swear to god if people don’t get rid of Jeanette they’re literally stupid. She is seriously annoying. Not only that, but she brings nothing to the table except for a participation trophy. I don’t play for participation trophies. I play to win. I expect a united 6 to 1 vote against Jeanette with hers going to Kassy because she’s tossing her name around. And what’s even funnier, is that she thinks she’s got everyone locked on voting her. Her delusion is hilarious and hopefully by eliminating her, we can bounce back and win the next round of challenges so I can grab the idol and level with Orona 6 to 6.