Big Brother 10/Week 3

"yaknad"

- Wheww I hope I picked enough wrong answers to not win this HoH but also look like I tried 😳😳 loll I donut want to win or my cards will be shown and it's still a little early. It SUCKS because I'm a competitive person and o want to win every comp, but I know I have to be patient and play the long game.

Also Szy's beautiful ass should have been included in the question about the bikini not me 🤣

I'm really happy to finally have the 4some alliance I wanted with Bryce szy me and Yoni and again I didn't even have to bring it up lol yoni came to me about wanting to talk to me about a "potential alliance" and I had to play it like I was surprised lmao I'm still trying to keep Yoni mistrustful of the boys, Trey and Morgan, so they can gtfoh

I hope Szy wins HoH

"yaknad"

- Sarah left the house last week and I'm a little sad. Her and I did bond, but there really wasn't much else I could do. I wouldn't say that I am bummed since I didn't care who left but I still wanted some closure.

There really isn't much to talk about. This game has been going pretty slow and it's been hard talking game with a lot of these people so I'm hoping that things heat up within the next couple of rounds. The inactives in the game are dwindling, and I do think that some people I'm working with are ready to make a move.

Since my last confessional, I'm now in a four person alliance with Bryce/Natalia/Szymon called the Nuns and I'm loving it right now! I think we have a lot of trust in each other and I do think that we could do really well, it's just a matter of who wins HOH from here on out.

"yaknad"

- Honestly, I have no idea who the MVP was this week, but I am determined to find out. Whoever that bitch is had the nerve to put me up, and there was no solid reason why. If they too afraid to target me they have to do it in hiding, then they have NO idea what they just signed up for by coming after me. I’m glad I was able to win the veto and save myself. I’m going to prove that I’m NOT the bitch to mess with. And I’ll do what it takes to figure out the identity of the MVP. They don’t even know what’s coming 😈

"yaknad"

- HAHA I'm sure I did well enough that nobody thinks I threw now lol hopefully Sam doesn't nominate me though bc awkward.. I'm mad Abi didn't win HoH, she was so close smh.

Also my tiebreaker guess was close af so any haters who think I don't do math, think AGAIN 😤😤 jk I still suck at math lmao.

"yaknad"

- Szymon spilled all the alliances that has is going around in this house and honestly how could they not include me??? at least for now ive got to find my own for the assurance thus i made the all-female alliances and spewed about the male being dominant in this game and also the fact that 2 female left already is literally sucks...

over the past few days, i knew that melanie & bradley also not included in any alliance so we've talked bunch.. bradley and i agreed to work together but i do not want to put them in the same alliance while rather just work on them personally. I luhv them though..

as for this week hoh.. honestly no thoughts on him but we've talked plenty and im just being nice and friendly.. i don't want to talk games with many people this early on.

"yaknad"

- so I been added to a "all-girls" alliance and our goal is to prevent girls from getting eliminated. i am down with that but i'm so cool with some of the guys...let's see how things turn out.

"yaknad"

- So I’m bummed I didn’t get hoh because I really wanted to have a bit more control to make a point and get some game changes going. The girls have an alliance, but I’m also tight with Sam and Szymon, so let’s see what happens.

"yaknad"

- so i won.... fucking yippee. i honestly didnt think i was gonna win, and almost wish i didnt. cuz it's still so early in this game, and right now the best thing for hoh's to do to get the least amount of blood on their hands is to nominate the "inactives" or just people that dont talk to you personally. it just sucks tho cuz if yall know me, you know if i get any sort of power, i want to make a fucking move. and thats what i want to do this week SOOOOO BAD, i want to make a move against people CLEARLY playing the middle in this house (morgan and trey) but i want morgan gone bad. mainly cuz trey is in this boys alliance with the 2 people i think im closest with besides brad. but i cant make that move now, which sucks, but im in this VERY temporary alliance with morgan, and in 2 alliances with trey, and i know them 2 are closer than anybody thinks but, it's too early in the game to cause some chaos. i love chaos, and i want to with every boner in my being, but all that would do is piss off too much of the house and make me target number 1 for the following weeks, and id be seen as untrustworthy by people i genuinely want to work with, and now just isnt the time. fuck me bro i wish i won hoh later on cuz i could do so much with it, but now it's just too damn early, and it would only hurt my game more than benefit it.

"yaknad"

- also i just need to get this off my chest. MEGAN.IS.THE.FAKEST.CHICK.IVE.EVER.MET. like ive got nothing against her personally at all, but she is SO fake and you can just read straight thru all her bullshit. like she comes outta NOWHERE to form an alliance, excluding me of course, tryna make a f2 with quintin, then yours truly wins hoh and she immediately comes flying to the pms tryna claim "omg do whats best for you but you're so sweet and ive got your back and support anything you do!!!!" like get outta here, if i didnt win hoh you wouldnt be in my pms right now so BYE BYE. anyways, shes my main target this week BUUUUUT, idk how many ppl are truly loyal to this alliance of hers, thank god trey is in there cuz i (think?) i can trust him that he isnt loyal to her at ALL and will let me know the tea that takes place in that chat after nom ceremony. if not then he becomes my main target next to morgan :D. like i said, i know more about whats going down in this house than people probably suspect, and i have crazy power now, however, im trying to lay low and not be seen as a big player early on cuz all thatll do is turn me into the biggest target in the game till i eventually get evicted and im tryna avoid that. i need ppl to THINK they can trust me for now until the game starts picking up by going after the ppl with the least allegiance in the game to me and most ppl, or the ones ppl can see thru their bullshit. and thatll keep me in the good graces of most people (hopefully) until it's time to really make a move, just now all that'll do like i said is make me seem like a big player and untrustworthy, FUCK ME I WANT TO SO BAAAAAD but it just aint smart to now

"yaknad"

- also can we take a second to talk about how cringy this cast is? like the main thing people are bitching about now is "FEMINSIM!!! DOWN WITH FEMINISM!!!!1111111" like chill tf out dude this has nothing to do with feminism. and im about to nom two more woman and i GUARANTEE thatll put a target on my back simply because i nommed more woman instead of males and thats literally the dumbest reason ever?? like it's not my fault half the woman suck ass at socializing and thats why they keep getting put up, like jesus christ dude these people are weird as fuuuuck

"yaknad"

- and the worst part is most people named brad as a nom for me just so "a guy gets put up." excuse me, first of all this is my hoh so you can chill with telling me who to put up :)))) and 2nd, brad is my BOY alright, and quite honestly he's probably the dude i trust the most here. i know he hasnt been active with most of the cast and thats why he's being named, but im not nomming him, no one knows how close we are and maybe thatll show if i dont nom him but i think ive done a good job at giving good reasons for the noms im selecting. and i want to work with brad the most outta everyone so im gonna do my best to make damn sure he stays alive so he can get his shit together, we can start playing together, having fun and causing mad chaos :D. plus lets be real, im 100% expecting the mvp, who will most likely be a popular gay or a woman knowing this community, is gonna put up brad anyways. so im gonna name my noms, wait for brad to probably be put up, and see what goes down at pov, but im not gonna let him die ESPECIALLY if the reason is "a man has gotta go" LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLLLL!!!!!

"yaknad"

- welp ive named my noms :) cant wait for this to get me targeted but whatever, im over it honestly it is what it is, im just gonna keep talking with the people ive connected with the most and see where it takes me, hopefully far but if not then i aint gonna lose sleep over it

"yaknad"

- also sorry for these confessionals, this is without a doubt the most petty ive been with these things, but this season with these people have been irking me in a way that no other season has. im still trying my best to make sure i can go deep in this game and if im still around for a bit, and the game REALLY starts picking up, ill be at my best again till my time ultimately comes, here's to the best, but expecting the worst!

"yaknad"

- This week things are finally gonna heat up. Sam told me who he's nominating (Megan & Maya), 2 girls so no surprise there. And the mvp, szy, asked me who he should nominate & we decided on a good one 😍 it looks like we could have the votes to turn this house upside down 🙃 Some people are gonna be hella pissed 🤣🤣 But oh well. Too bad for them. I'm thinking if this plan works I'm gonna wanna go for the next HoH depending on how pissed people are and other dynamics.. lol

Welcome to big brother !

Oh and now Quintin told me I'm getting added into yet another alliance group. This time a 4 group of Bryce Morgan Quintin and myself .. can people stop adding me into all these alliances like this is why I get called fake after when I have to make moves smh. I don't even start alliances.

"yaknad"

- I am finally in a place where I want to win a challenge and I get Majority Rules. Which yes takes skill, but also a little bit of luck...and I am an unlucky fish. But my boy Sam pulled through! I think he's probably my closest ally at this point and we are pretty much on the same page so we'll go after inactives, including Megan, and hopefully send her out as payback for scheming hard and leaving us out.

"yaknad"

- I HATE THIS MVP TWIST! They keep coming after people that have my back! Idk why Trey keeps ending up OTB. But it's really messing things up. Sam and I are convinced Bryce is the MVP and he's just messing with everyone. Week 1 when Trey and Morgan went up Bryce played it off like he couldn't believe it but I'm not sold. Am I just paranoid because Bryce wins every season i play with him because he's secretly a mastermind who is always underestimated? Very possible. But for now I'm going to try and pin it on him and hope that he goes out the door in the next few rounds before he gets too deep.

"yaknad"

- AM I SO TIRED OF NOT GETTING PICKED FOR POV COMPETITIONS! I JUST WANT TO PLAY!!!!! Whatever it's helping me stay UTR but like damn guess I'll just take a nap…

"yaknad"

- welp whats done is done, i still wish i didnt win hoh cuz i feel it was too early to do anything wit it, i didnt even try to win i wanted to win later but me too sm4rt

"yaknad"

- also sharky and i both talked about how we're weary of trey, and EXTREMELY weary of morgan, and Q agrees, so thank god for that i see us 3 being a strong trio just gotta string trey along till he does something silly. also sharky and i are on the same page thinking either bryce or szymon were the mvp for the first week and this week. thats what happens when ur playing with popular gays. i rly want to get that trio to include brad as a real 4some cuz brad has no one and ima say it now, i want to go f2 with brad LOL. it's HELLA early for it but thats what i want and if i can make that happen ima make it happen, i probs wont but it'd be dope if we could, but im still expecting to go early but im sure brad will thrive. also szymon and i havent talked game at all and probs will be on opposite sides of the house but i love him so much?? like we get along rly well hes so much fun i love him.. :c

"yaknad"

- alright fellas so i decided to say fuck it and start taking initiative in this game. so like i said ive got this trio with me Q and sharky, and this 4some with those 2 and trey right? well we are weary of trey but we're tryna do our best to coddle him so he picks us over tryna do something to dismantle us. and im trying my absolute best to get something with brad involved so people dont target him and we can start playing together. so now we've agreed as a 4 to get another alliance going with brad and natalia included, and i know plenty of alliances have been made and this could VERY easily be seen as overplaying, but i want some cushion room cuz only 4 (really 3) isnt enough with soon to be 13 people, so we want some more numbers to back us up, and i feel brad and nat could be loyal to us, esp since brad has nobody else and i wanted to pick him up before anyone else does since i strongly suspect whoever picks him up he'll be loyal to now that he's ready to actually start playing. the game is really starting to pick up, and i want to make sure im in the best spot moving forward. ill probably be seen as the biggest player yet again soon enough, but ill deal with that when it comes and just build my social bonds as best as possible until then, but right now i want early control and i think this is my best bet at getting just that.

"yaknad"

- so trey seems to be weary of natalia being included, he suspects she's the MVP this week, which is good honestly that means he doesnt think it's me, and thatll only secure him with us 4. however, if he really doesnt want to align with nat, then things could get awkward with brad and i really wanna avoid that. cmon trey, do whats best for the group!

"yaknad"

- HAHAHAHA I WON VETO TOO, HOH AND VETO BACK TO BACK IM GONNA HAVE SUCH A BIG TARGET ON MY BACK NOW LMFAOOOOOOO WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF FUUUUUUCK

"yaknad"

- im honestly such a shit player, i get too into these things and im always thinking about every fucking scenario and what could happen and what i want to happen and making big moves and this and that and i never stop to think what would be the smartest thing to say, i just put it all out there. and now after winning pov (which is already gonna put a massive target on my back) i have to get trey down or else he'd lose trust in me but thats gonna paint us guys as a group which is true and ill be the first person targeted 100% and all that shit i said in our alliance chat can EASILY come back to bite me in the ass and fuuuuuuck i gotta learn to sit back and chill instead of just playing LMAO im literally get first juror at BEST

"yaknad"

- plus im worried that if i take trey down my boy brad will go up and idk if id be able to save him at that point, i just want to use this power to make a move against morgan SOOOO bad just cuz i want him OUT, i dont trust him and he's always mad sketchy and now my crew knows that so good job again sam for speaking your mind all at once ffs. i just think this will be my only chance in this game to be able to make a big move but because it's so early in the game it just seems too risky. whatever bro ima just have to check the playing field, see how this games continues to move forward and see how i can best integrate myself into it. all i know is after this week i 10000000% guarantee ima be the biggest target in the house SO YET AGAIN GOOD JOB SAM!

"yaknad"

- sigh now ima be the biggest name in the house and i wont be able to shake off the rep, WHY CANT I EVER JUST BE UTR FOR ONCEEEEEEE AHHHHHHH. whatever all i can do is just try and make people trust me and hopefully ill be kept around for longer than i expect

"yaknad"

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"yaknad"

- OK, so on a scale of 0-10 (0 has no trust, 10 has full trust) here is my ranking:

Sam - 7 (I definitely confide in him the most, but I also know he's involved with a lot of people so I can't give him too much trust. Additionally, he always says "Q told me xyz" in alliance chats which shows the alliance that we talk 1:1 so I need to be more careful with what I share with him. I think he thinks I'm naive to the org community so I'm just going to play that up.) Trey - 3 (I used to trust him more, but he is involved with so many alliances, has a reputation since the MVP nominated him so people know him, and also I didn't immediately tell Sam that Trey should be pulled off the block so I don't think Trey trusts me.) Sharky - 7 (Love Sharky, haven't talked to him as much since Toy Story Org started. I don't think I'm his rider or die, it's probably Trey, but I def trust him a good amount.) Natalie - 7 (I know her from a different game, and she knows that she's the only person that I know so I think that makes her trust me more. I also am pretty frank with her so I think that builds trust.) Morgan - 0 (IDK why he started an alliance with me. I know he's in Yoni's alliance and he told me he wasn't in any... LOL) Bryce - 2 (He only got a 2 because I think he's funny.) Megan - 8 (Where do I begin with Megan? Why did she pick me for a 1:1 alliance, I'll never know. I do really trust her though because she told me about the all girls alliance and the one she formed, while I still have yet to tell her about my alliances... I don't get her, but I'll trust the info she gives me.) Abi - 0 (We are not in the same alliances.) Melanie - 0 (We are not in the same alliances.) Bradley - 4 (He seems like a sweetie. He is friends with Sharky and Sam so I think I feel safe with him, but we don't have any alliance together... yet.) Maya - 2 (Shes a sweetie too.) Yoni - 0 (She said we bonded and then formed an alliance without me!!) Szymon - 3 (I think Szymon would feel bad voting me out of a game. lol)

Alliances that I'm aware of:

(My go to alliance) Me + Trey + Sam + Sharky (Soon adding Natalia & Bradley to a bigger one)

(My information) Me + Megan

(IDK really what or why this is) Me + Morgan + Bryce + Natalie

(Yoni's alliance) Yoni + Trey + Sam + Morgan + Natalia

(Megan's alliance) Megan + Bryce + Syzmon + Morgan + Trey

(Maya's alliance) Maya + Megan + Natalia + Yoni + Melanie + Abi

Thanks for running this game. K, bye

"yaknad"

- Ok so Quintin just told me Megan leaked the girls alliance to him and szy told me Abi refuses to vote out Trey & I'm honestly just so.. annoyed?? At the "gameplay"???? Like Abi was closer to being voted out last round than I think she realizes.. I heard her name from multiple people and they were all boys but good luck with Trey ig.

And Megan?? What is this her second time getting put up? Clearly ain't no boy protecting you either sis. She's the Bella of the season. Thinking if she leaks the girls alliance, she'll get the boys on her side 😍 because she's so special 😍 and she's the only girl the boys will protect and take to the end 😍 and then when they turn on her she's gonna be big shocked 😮.

Sam might take down Trey with the veto and then szy is probably gonna put up Bradley. I don't think I can save him this time, I'd rather he get voted out bc he's a number probably for Trey, he told me he's good with Sam, so I'm sure he's with Trey too. Or actually even Megan can go so she can think about why playing Bella's game is not a good idea. Lol. Jk gamewise it's better she doesn't leave yet.

"yaknad"

- This week in the 703 Big Brother 10 house has been... rather boring to say the least. Where did all the excitement go from Week 1? I feel like that was the week everyone was the most interested and I do think that last week saw a dip in the activity. I just feel bad from the hosting standpoint because I myself want to be active and engaged in the game but it's so hard to when it seems like the same old boring shit happens day in, day out. It makes the game not fun to play if you ask me.

Sam is the HOH and POV holder, and I feel great about it! Him and I have been close since very early on, and plus I kept him safe Week 1, so I really don't think he would ever consider nominating me any time soon. I have been brought into this girls alliance with all of the girls left in the house. I'm not sure who started it, but I know that Maya came to me about the idea. I've always been pro-women my whole life; I wouldn't say that I'm a feminist just because that term has become so skewed from what it used to mean, but I do support women. The thing is... I don't support this alliance.

It's one thing if the alliance formed naturally, but it hasn't AT ALL. It just seems like they want to be together simply because we all have vaginas, which is great and all, but it's a little silly. While I agree that the women seem to be targeted and the men are getting through unscathed, I do think that's because some of the women HAVEN'T been active so what are others suppose to do? It's just a whole mess right now...

My biggest fear is choosing a side Week 3. I could easily see the votes shaping up to be 4 votes for Trey (Abi/Melanie/Szymon/Bryce) since he's a male and like 4 votes for Megan (Morgan/Quintin/Bradley/Sharky) with Natalia and I in the middle. We would then have to decide if we stick with the girls thing or go against our more powerful alliance where the guys hold the power + the ability to win comps. I think the decision is obvious, but I'm going to hold out in case something changes

"yaknad"

- Ok so like I’m so glad Sam saved Trey. Because I feel like I super wanna work with them both. I love the girls but Melanie and Yoni are just like. I dunno. I’m not getting workable vibes man.

"yaknad"

- Lololololololll All the boys want Megan gone, what a shocking surprise.. not. Yet she still sold out the girls alliance to them, clownery. I hope Szy was able to show her the mistake she's making trusting the boys. I'm not getting involved cuz I don't need the drama.

Sharky and I just had a very real and straightforward chat about the vote and how the girls think the boys are working together and the boys think the girls are working together. He also told me all the boys basically know about the girls alliance that Megan leaked to them, lmfao. Anyway, I wanted to feel Sharky out in relation to Morgan and Trey specifically as well and not just about the vote this round. I'm glad that he said he's been feeling a little sketched out with Trey and Morgan too. I would like to put Morgan up on the block if I win HoH and I appreciate that I could have Sharky's support to get Morgan out. As much as I want to work with the girls + Bryce and Szy, I also do have relationships with the boys. In particular I would say I like Sharky and Sam the most.

Bradley messaged me about not voting him out :( and I just wanna cry :( because he is so pure and precious :( im so sad. Like voting Bradley is so heartbreaking for me, I don't want to give him false hope, I haven't made my decision yet fully but I think deep down I know for the GAME only I have to vote Bradley out but I don't want to :( I wish he had shown up to really play since day 1 and not whatever day it is today. :(.

"yaknad"

- everyone is SO annoying i swear. morgan trey quintin literally cracked for no reason i dont care i just want to vote dry bradley out like im not asking too much. yes i hate megan yes i want her out does it have to be this week? no maam. maybe next. i just want a MAN to leave i just wanna do what syzmon wants. yoni is so annoying too ugh. morgan and quintin dont know how to answer a question. sam keeps calling me man. sharky.. idk he is just so off too like am i going crazy why are they all msging me so weirdly. i stan natalia and szymon ONLY

"yaknad"

- Do you ever so successfully stir the pot that you live your full Mary Kate and Ashley Double Double Toil and Trouble fantasy? Because that where I'm at right now. Since Sam successfully got Trey off the block I have no real strong tie to any of the nominees but boy oh boy do I want Megan gone for leaving me out of her alliance. I had to be a lowkey brat and dig my heels in but after spreading shit about Megan alliance, an all girls alliance, some boy alliance rumor that I blamed on Megan, blah blah blah I got them all on board. Now I'm blowing up everybody's spot to Abi and Natalia and basically being like "No you can't trust those boys but Bradley isn't a part of it so don't let him suffer" and overall really campaigning my ass off to save Bradley (who I really don't even need) just so I can get my way and send Megan out the door. I've also talked a big game about wanting Bryce gone but he really spilled all the tea the moment I asked him about it so maybe he can stay for a few more rounds. Who knows?! Right now I feel like if this plan works I can do anything I want. Which of course when you get cocky is when you get played. But it's hard not to be cocky when you are lowkey on good terms with everyone and have not been clocked yet as the shit stirrer. Quintin, Morgan, Trey, Natalia, Maya, Bryce, Szymon and Megan have all been clocked. But not meeeeeee.

"yaknad"

- Also in response to my last confessional...even if my plan doesn't work and Bradley goes home...I'm still on good terms with everybody except Megan. So I'm set for now.

"yaknad"

- THIS WEEK HAS BEEN SO STRESSFUL im literally putting everything into trying to save brad this vote, and it's gonna be so fucking close that it has me so nervous. the worst part is im probably gonna be one of the first "guys" targeted if one of them people not in my guys crew or abi win hoh, im so sad im hoh now (even tho theres the potential of a tie happening so maybe not) mainly cuz this next hoh comp is gonna be HUGE, like after this vote there are CLEARLY going to be lines drawn and 2 very different sides of the house and im just hoping my side comes out on top in this chall cuz if not im 100% expecting to be one of the bigger guys names targeted and be put up

"yaknad"

- ive also done the absolute best i could to cradle abi to get her to flip with us guys, trey and i both have, and from what shes been telling me it's working, and an alliance should be forming there so thats exciting. it just sucks tho with this dumbass twist that the "popular" people in this community arent on my side and will probs get the mvp so thats :DDDDDDDDD. all i can do is try my best at sucking their noses to make sure a diff guy is targeted instead of me but les be real it probs wont happen but a dude's gotta try. who knows maybe ill just win everything (haha ofc not i suck at challenges) :(

"yaknad"

- this cast is just so weird in the sense that gays ALWAYS naturally gravitate toward woman, and with 8 woman here (well 6 now but w/e) and 4 straight guys, naturally we're gonna band together cuz they make it so fucking obvious where their loyalties lie, esp when they're the "popular" ones in the vl and i guarantee are the mvps putting up all these straight guys LMAO whatever dude. lines are drawn and theres 2 very different sides to this house and i pray to fucking god my crew pulls thru in this next challenge or else ALL this campaigning to save my boy brad could be for nothing

"yaknad"

- also me trey and abi should be really tight after this, alongside sharky BUT i am skeptical tho like dont think i dont see that this sudden closeness between yall didnt come from being in storyteller together! but ive always been cool with abi however def something to keep an eye on