Board Thread:Survivor 24: Caracol/@comment-7317707-20170607002011/@comment-27018217-20170607035020

1. So I understand that moment was quite sloppy. My intention wasn't to accuse you or make you feel strong armed, and the fact that you felt that way means I failed. My intention with dragging us three into a chat was to have us clear the air, try and start fresh, and hopefully forget all the lying we had done (because I knew you lied, and I knew I lied). During that conversation I even admitted I had lied and that I wanted to move past it. It was a horrible attempt at me trying to fix relationships with you, and going into merge I realized how bad that approach may have been. I had a sense I had failed, as when I told people about our relationship, I said I was still a bit weary you were after me (which you probably knew).

2. Funny story about that. That's not what I wanted at all Forrest. I actually was gunning to get you out that round. You see, after the split vote, Roodman got really aggressive about voting out Lori, which I found strange. See, I wanted it to be easier for us to get to the Final 5. Taking you out over Lori, because you had shown more comp strength than her, seemed more logical to me. Also, you had some pretty good reasoning skills with why I should vote Lori, so that had me worried that you could have convinced Roodman or Anna to flip on me. Also, Roodman claimed he was worried about Anna siding with Lori and Luis, but my reasoning was that if we got rid of someone with comp strength, it would be more likely him or I could win immunity, and since I had an idol, it would basically force Anna to vote Luis or Lori. We'd have a bigger chance at surviving that vote if you left. But Roodman was so set on voting against Lori, and I realized that in continuing to push back I could end up pushing him away, so I relented. Not saying Lori going WASN'T good for me, because it still put our alliance in the majority, and by extension me in a better spot, but I would have prefered you went because it would have increased our chances much more than Lori going out.

Now to the Both Questions

1. 8.5 She gave us all the information about you guys, and what your plans were and we worked together to create our vote plans off of that. She doesn't get the 10 though because I still think I played a huge part of keeping the Outcasts together and that was another big factor in me being here.

2. Actually it doesn't take that much pride to swallow because I think you are pretty cool! I mean, you were able to get to Final 5, which with how this game went, was pretty tough. You have a really entertaining game character, and when we actually talked at the beggining it was really great! You don't take shit from anyone and that's awesome, and you stood by your love for Sierra Dawn Thomas when people were bashing her. Great sense of humor, quite a character and someone who I'd love to get to know MORE outside of this game and hopefully doesn't hate me <3

3. Your definition of cold is 50 Degree F, you don't follow BB ORGs, you went to College for Psychology, you Stranger Things and thought it was really good, you mostly watch reality TV, Jay, Michelle and Jessica were your faves from MvsGenX, during school you said you'd get about 5-7 hours of sleep, if you had a test it would be 3-4 and on weekends it was 8-9, and you go to the University of Texas. I know you said five but this was a bit of stuff I wanted to dig up. I'll also use this paragraph to explain why I eventually stopped talking to you. See, after the incident at the start of the swap I felt awkward trying to talk to you because I wasn't sure how you felt about me. Then when we met up during the merge, that whole bullshit with Kirsten and Roodman happened, I was scared of you twisting shit I said to other people. After Zach left, I just didn't see the point in trying to talk game with you, and I didn't really know if you wanted to talk to me. See with Luis he and I sort of connected before shit went down between us, so we did keep coming back to each other. You and I had a connection at the start, and then since we were after each other right away it just kind of fizzled out. Talking game with you wasn't going to get me anywhere, but I do admit I could have talked more personally with you and I'm sorry. But I just had a feeling you were mad at me and always out for me (especially since I heard from Forrest and Anna how you talked about coming after me), so I didn't know how to talk to you.