Board Thread:Survivor: Skye Islands (Season 12)/@comment-17738489-20151016104400/@comment-24207263-20151016195502

I want you to OWN your own mistakes/flaws your game had and since a lot of jury members asked you to rate their games, i just want you to rate your own game strategically, socially and psychically rating them from 1-10 and describe why.

Hey, Szymon ^_^ Thanks for the speech!

Now, like I said in Joe's speech, my game was messy at times. I was a paranoid wreck. That might have to do with how things have been going on around me in life, but that aside, it did affect this game.

I feel like I made tons of mistakes, mistakes that could be seen by you as just a bit of a mishaps, but I'll say them as if I were trying to judge the perfect game.

1) I trusted Bjorn with info. Had I not told Bjorn that, I probably would have had Joe's trust at the merge, and that one single thing could have saved me without the need of idols or any items. Just like that, one small thing mattered a lot.

2) On the new swapped tribe, I might have led on the impression we weren't going to stick with the Brains, even though we did talk to only them by that time. However, since they were the ones that felt like we were going to flip, it is nothing but my fault on not making them feeling as trustworthy as possible.

3) The Zane vote. Had I just stuck to the split vote plan that Perry talked about, I wouldn't have been as left aside in game, so my decision to try and pull a blindside that tribal using only few allies wasn't a well thought plan, which I take as a mistake.

4) Not talking to Evan when we merged. At that point, I thought it would be very overwhelming to talk to everyone in the tribe, especially Evan, considering I was on an alliance chat to vote him out. I didn't want to give him false hope or promise anything, or even risk leaking the plan to him, and that kind of extended along the game.

5) Now, this thing saved me in game, despite there are a lot of "what if's", even if they are just possibilities. But had I taken the key from Alex and not used it, I could have gotten myself in a spot with the majority alliance and worked harder in those tribals. Something that people have been talking about in the jury is that I was too safe because of items (even though I got nothing on the auction rip), and I think that if I participated both of those tribals and survived, I could have a more positive reaction, right now.

A 6th would be the fact I needed to get myself together this game. I talked this to Wesley once, and one of my biggest issues in the game is that I let myself too into the game. I care for people in the game when they go home, I end up stressing too much about the game and it sucks for me, since I have to balance a life around the game. I think that I may have been a trainwreck, but from what I did; I got back on track.

For that, ranking my own game.

Physically: 8/10. I feel like I tried my hardest in challenges, all of the time. It's just my nature being competitive, I always scored 2nd or 3rd in the immunity challenges of the merge (even if the scores for the F6 or F5 immunity didn't come out).

Socially: 7/10. Being honest, I could talked to Evan and worked out some other alliances better, making allies that would last longer in game for me. I chose to keep true to old allies, even if that put me in the minority.

Strategically: I have to give myself a 5.5 out of 10 here. I had an idea of what I wanted to do, I had things that could have gone through had I executed them properly, but most of those were just ideas in my head that didn't come through, but they still show that I had an idea surrounding the game. Heck, I even had a plan to give Sarah the immunity necklace at F4 if Tyler didn't flip to square off against Evan in a tiebreaker. Sarah can confirm to that. That's balsy, and it only didn't happen because I managed to get Tyler to vote Evan out.

Thanks again, Szymon, it was really fun to play with you too :D