Gut Me Like a Fish/Confessionals

Day 20
"kilbride"

- I really like talking to Alex. He's cool as fuck tbh but I really realized he was cool as hell when I ranted to him about my math teacher and he felt my pain ♥ also I'm cool with people on both sides which is crazy lol I'm not really doing the cross tribal thing, I'm just really chill right now. I don't wanna create too many waves or be messy if I don't have to do be. I just wanna get through each round with me and my idol intact. Hopefully if it's a merge idol I can find that too

"torrin"

- Nuno's Ally Count: 0. I literally just asked Joe what happened for Thomas to have went, because Joe was technically my only ally and well, the first thing he says is "Are you fishing for information?" JESUS CHRIST. The only person I actually was putting my trust on doesn't trust me, fuck my life? I really have nowhere to go, but that is also a good thing, I mean, if I don't have allies, who am I gonna backstab?

"kilbride"

- I'm panicking. I tried to do my best to envision every scenario in the road ahead, except that I COMPLETELY FORGOT the possibility of a double tribal right after this. If I fucking knew Will would've been gone and Tom goes next, done deal. In the ideal world, Will loses this, and Kilbride has yet another unanimous tribal and he goes. But by Murphy's law, I have this horrible gut feeling that he's gonna win this immunity. Should that happen, tribal will be pure and unadulterated CHAOS. Who would have to go in that scenario? Alex already said Joe. That could happen, but Will and Szy are good with Joe and the votes might not be there. Should Alex go? He has the idol we need to chop down Torrin. Should Dom go? No, I want her here because she'll be valuable for us at the merge. Szy? He's been nothing but good to me. The thing is, maybe a crazy tribal is what's best for us? Say that Kilbride votes out another poor soul unanimously and makes it to merge. We'd need 2 people to flip to gain majority. I already know the majority at Torrin's argument is gonna be: "Look how unified Kilbride is. You'd be at the bottom over there!!". The thing is, asking for a split tribal would be borderline insanity at this moment. Idk what to do. I really don't. I'm just gonna try to get Will not to win this immunity. Alex has already submitted 70k. I've seen winners of this challenge in orgs get 74k (resurgence) and 71k (AL). So I'm gonna have to shoot for that mark and just PRAY Will doesn't win that immunity.

"torrin"

- Now, what am I going to do? I think I know, but I'm not sure. If you think about it, Perry/Luke/Tyler are tight and they are probably getting Zane and Sarah to get rid of me. Meanwhile, they do have an alliance with Sam and Wes, but both Wes and Sam have shown emotions that go against Perry, and it seems like they want to get Perry out (more Wes, I don't know about Sam for sure). Bad thing is: they could always tell Perry I want him out so that they could get me out. Considering how "paranoid" Perry, he wouldn't think twice. Which means..... I have to get close to Perry. As crazy as it sounds, my main goal now is to convince Perry that his sheep are not gonna be loyal. I need to convince him that people are going to pull the same move they did in Resurgence, but this time it will work. They will manage to get Perry out earlier than he expects. Is that a lie? HELL NO, if you're an All-Star and you know how Perry plays, you're not that dumb to actually let him win the same way again, are you? Current plans: - Get Perry's trust - Make Joe regain his trust in me - Win this immunity challenge I can't afford to go home now, this is the most crucial moment so far for me. It's time to go big or go home. I am just, like, really PISSED at how my tribe has no actual respect for my opinion. They wanted to kidnap Dom and I was like "I'm ok with it" because I didn't feel like I should have been in charge of making the decision. However, when they suggested many names, I just said "Why don't we actually say WHY we are kidnapping such and such?" and they all just went out at me like "Oh can you guys shut up this is easy" "we all had agreed ealier :')" "I don't know why you changed your mind". Like, if you wanted me to stay on your side, you'd be doing a bad job. And since we know you're the Brains tribe.... still kinda of a dumb move to act that way. I mean, you never know wink emoticon I am still highly pissed, so I gotta make confessional. I really just noticed that this season is composed of three type of players: the players that have a game plan, the players that are sheep and the players that scramble. Really, if you look at it, it's as good as it can be. From what I heard on the other tribe, Will is a scrambler, and here, so is Sam probably. Meanwhile, we have Perry/Evan/Joe who actually are trying to get to the end with a plan and shit. Then we have the rest. People who are not really playing their games. People who are simply thinking they can just vote out whoever they stick loyal to deep game. These people clearly have not heard of 703 history if they think that way.

"kilbride"

- I'm such a little dick, I am selling to Will that he has to get like 60k and he will be good at the challenge, but he needs at least 71k to beat me, lololol HAR HAR HAR, I am such an evil bitch but yeah, that's just me when you are not in an alliance with me :- ) When I bullshit Will

"kilbride"

- Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. So Alex and Szymon are thinking of going after Domonique, and I really don't know what to do. Alex told me that Dom is tight with Perry, and I know this is true. I wanted to drop that seed on Alex and say, "okay, yeah, she may be good with Perry, but that means we could get good info from her so we can use your idol to gain back the majority". I don't think he bit on it but hopefully that thought lasts on him. Ideally, Dom needs needs NEEDS this immunity. If anything, Will just can't win it. I know Alex has a score of 70k. As much as I'd want immunity, I have to throw this challenge and gun for something below Alex's range. That way, Dom gets a shot because Alex has already lied to Will about his score, Alex said he got 55k to Will so LOL. But I'm torn. Dom, please win that immunity so we can send Will packing. Also Tom pm'ed me saying "That betrayal hurt" just to give me a stone cold reminder that I sometimes hate playing this game. I want to tell him why he went, but I'll have to save that for after the season. I'm having war flashbacks of Chile. Is Tom my new Xavier? The wild but loyal newbie I had on my side only to cut him before merge? FUCK. HOPE I DON'T GET 10-2'ED AT MERGE.

"kilbride"

- Nuno came to me saying 'I'm pretty sure I'm the next to go' and 'I trust you the most.' MOTHERFUCKER YOU AND YOUR GOD AWFUL GAMEPLAY KILLED ANY CHANCE WE COULD BE ALLIES! Lose immunity to Perry and get blasted pre jury, make my day.

"kilbride"

- my stomach started to get a sinking feeling, so something is wrong. Alex is the only one who's been talking to me but he's probably just trying to butter me up for information. Being close with Perry seems to be a recurring thing and it sucks because without him here, I'm sort of screwed. UGHH I really just want immunity because I know I'm not getting this feeling for no reason. I asked Evan because I feel like he would tell me the truth & I think I will ask Joe later but I'm not trying to leave this game premerge.

"torrin"

- Nuno and I are now bonding over Marina and the Diamonds

"kilbride"

- Fuck it, I gotta try to win this immunity.If not me, I told Dom to try and win it. Why would I intentionally try to score lower than Alex? Would one individual win of mine really put that big of a target on my back -- the answer, no. It's not so much more of me wanting to beat Alex as it is me wanting to beat Will in this challenge. Will, I hope Alex bended your mind enough and that you don't win this. Wait fuck I'm the last one to submit

"kilbride"

- me when Szymon and Alex are throwing me under the bus to Evan but they both have allies on the other side and Szymon always flips to be with his friends aka Sam? But everyone is worried about me?! GIRL B Y E! Now I don't trust Alex or Szymon but I'm not gonna flip to the bottom of an alliance like why would I have to flip anyways? They will have a 7-5 majority anyways so if they wanted to pick us off, they could. So what would flipping do? Like have several seats

"kilbride"

- So right now, Perry has to be weakened. He has a ton of power with Dom, Luke, and Tyler with him so Szy and I are the bottom two brains. So if Will wins immunity this Tribal, Dom may have to go (SORRY TYLER). Perry is already suspicious of Szymon so I can just tell Perry 'Look, Szy flipped. I couldn't change a thing.' Perry needs to be shot out of a cannon soon or else we'll just be the sheep on the jury writing his name down to win just like Resurgence.

"kilbride"

- Everyone: *posts scores* Dom: "I got 73k" (highest score) Alex in pm's: "IM SO DONE UGH" Me: "YEAH I KNOW FUCK FLASH GAMES" REALITY? LOL. I couldn't be happier with these results [:

"kilbride"

- That moment you say your score like a boss and the guys get quiet. LMFAO BOW DOWN TO THE QUEEN BITCH <3

"kilbride"

- So I'm 99% sure Dom has won immunity, thank god. There's a couple things I need to get accomplished. Number one, of course, Will has to go this round. Shouldn't be too hard. Two, I have to be the glue between Alex and Dom moving forward. Alex thinks I'm his #1 and that I'm ready to cut Dom at any time. Dom thinks likewise. The reality? I need both of these two for my game to move forward, and honestly, what better alliance could I have in this game that includes two former winners? Come on. Yall know your shit. There's great players on the other side that we need to ANNIHILATE. Alex can't know that I told Dom she was the plan to go this tribal. I need Dom to make sure the target is on Will this tribal. Basically, these two need to stick together and I'll try to hold this in tact. BUT ALAS, it seems like the 5 survivors from Kilbride will be me, Alex, Szy, Joe, and Dom. BRAWN STRONG? NAH. RIP IN PISS.

"kilbride"

- I'm thinking about idoling Alex or Szymon out but I'm leaning more toward Alex

Day 21
"torrin"

- WHEN MISS HEATHER AND GOD TYLER BLESS YOU <3 <3 <3

"kilbride"

- Nuno won immunity. What kind of ball busting shit is this?

"torrin"

- Joe is such a mess, he wants me to go home + lies to me + voted Thomas out because he heard FROM ONE OF THE BIGGEST SCRAMBLERS aka Will THAT THOMAS WAS GONNA VOTE JOE, EVEN THOUGH THOMAS WAS NOT GONNA DO THAT, AND JUST DID IT SO THAT WILL DID NOT PLAY AN IDOL. Whew what a mess.

"torrin"

- Nuno won immunity, hopefully i bonded well with him. Now it's a matter of whether i go home or not. If i go it'd be a dumb move because like Merge is around the corner and i SUCK at these challenges so like why take me out over idk actual comp beasts and threats?? Personally I think this'd be an opportune time to take Perry out if i'm completely honest. He's got a lot of power and a lot of influence in this game, and his ties to old torrin and possibly other players combined with his challenge skills is gonna make him a tough cookie to beat down the line. The issue would be that he most likely received a bunch of the idol clues and therefore has a god chance of already having the idol. If we were to take him out, it'd have to be a blindside. I'll talk to Wes and see how he feels about things, maybe we can come up with something

"torrin"

- lol What the fuck is this? People trying so goddamn hard to start unneeded drama at this vote? "i just wantd to be iconic Bl". People, it's an online game. Don't get super snappy and defensive over this little ass shit. Oh what's that? Someone disagrees with your plan? Better start a whiny fuss in their PM! There's nothing worse in this world than someone having a different idea than you! omg nooo. Ya know what tribe, just do whatever the fuck you want this Tribal. I'm going offline and doing some fun life stuff today. Tell me whoever you want to vote when I get back online. I'm done with your whiny childish complaints.

"kilbride"

- Szymon's confessional for Skye islands

"kilbride"

- That moment when your target wins immunity and your name still isn't written down by anyone :- )

"kilbride"

- Everyone wants Will gone minus Will. This vote should be hilariously easy. I'm already casting mine against Will. I'm gonna personally miss him, he's a good guy and I'll miss our talks about football and the video games we have in common. He's just too big of a threat to let slip into the merge, I'm already bringing in a couple with Alex and Dom so sadly this had to be the end of the line. Joe: Evan I'm worried Will may have the idol Me: Joe relax if Will had it he wouldn't have been campaigning this hard Joe: Evan we have to make Will feel comfortable Me: Chill the fuck out Joe Will is going Joe: Evan did you talk to Will Me: No he's goind god damnit Joe: Evan evan evan I'm shitting my pants because I'm gonna get a singular vote from Will JOE, WILL DOESN'T HAVE THE IDOL. ALEX DOES. BUT I'M NOT TELLING YOU JUST THAT. CHILLLLLLLLLLL YOU'RE SAFE

"kilbride"

- Poor ol' Will thinking that EVERYONE is voting for Joe..... when it's only him frown emoticon I feel slightly bad but then again it's tha gameeeee

"kilbride"

- I just wanna get in a rant about how bad a gameplayer Nuno is because holy fuck he is one of the worst. All he does is scramble and scramble and scramble even when people are trying to help him and it annoys everyone to the point where they talk about getting rid of him. No one wants him in the game so if we merge or swap with him, in my mind he's gone first because I can't trust him. He doesn't know when to shut his fucking mouth and it pisses me off. I really wish he lost immunity so he could have been voted out but sadly the Survivor Gods aren't on my side

"torrin"

- this tribe is so overcomplicated jesus

"torrin"

- So I'm getting votes. I think I have 5 votes, maybe 6, but we'll see what happens. If I go home, Taylor Swift stills slays my life so... Also I was legit about making friends this game, Sam, Sarah, Luke, Tyler, etc. they're nice kiki emoticon hopefully they keep talking to me So Nuno's playing dumb. Who does he think he's fooling?? Like we talk to each other...

"torrin"

- WHEN SARAH IS THE FUCKING ICON OF SKYE ISLANDS

"torrin"

- LMFAO SARAH ACCIDENTALLY CALLING SHIT OUT IN THE TRIBE CHAT SARAH IS AMAZING

"torrin"

- honestly wtf is this game rn...This would be funny as shit if I wasn't on the block

"torrin"

- GUT ME LIKE A FISH SOMEBODY PLS JUST END MY MISERY LIKE JUST DROPKICK ME THE FUCK TO JUPITER I HATE TRIBAL

"torrin"

- Petition to name the season: "WHERE THE F IS TYLER P??!?"

"torrin"

- Survivor Skye Islands - Confessional Sept. 20th

"torrin"

- L M A O I A M I N D E E P S H I T I've got a lot of work to do.I need to convince Nuno that working with me will be more beneficial to his game in the long run than if he were to take me out next. Luckily these guys can't get me out this vote so I have some time to sort through my next steps

"torrin"

- My face at Tyler Nickiwink.gif

"kilbride"

- Jesus is the Bread