Pop A Xanax/Confessionals

Day 1
"atafu"

- returning players need to get the hell out of this game, and hunter and felix, who have a relationship from the main org thats currently going on and are in the FINAL 4 together after working together, like they need to get off my tribe a final 2 pair needs to get off my tribe now I don't really know any of these people on my tribe so hopefully I can just lay low, perform in challenges form relationships by acting fake and get to a swap because I don't like any of these people

"toloa"

- I'm honestly so shocked at the amount of familiar faces I'm seeing, not just from the returnees but from Azerbaijan, I didn't talk much with Jake so that's a good thing we have some sort of connection but still not much has been said between us, I want to come off as friendly to all these people I've not met yet but I already feel like I'm being too over bearing, hopefully I'm not actually being how I think I am and I'm just overthinking, but I think this will be a fun season.

"lunata"

- Bae list in no specific order 1. Blaine 2. Scott 3. Tommy 4. Yannick. People idk and I'm ok with them getting the boot: Sora, and Nick. (sorry)

"atafu"

- I like this tribe so far I just hope there won't be fights on are tribe unsure emoticon

"atafu"

- soo I formed an alliance with Sean as he's the only one who approached me and wanted to talk and we just got talking and I asked him if he wanted to align and he was like "yea dude" and he said he had Johnny and wanted to target Felix so I was like absolutely my name ain't Felix. Then I just dropped to him "hey do u follow the main org" and hes like "yea and you won so you could be a target" and I'm just like this bitch. Either he's stupid or he let it slip that he thinks I'm someone he needs to get out, hopefully it's the first. We'll see with this bitch hopefully he is trustworthy but I've got my eyes on him

"atafu"

- I WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF TALKING TO SORA AND I SEE "DANIELLE PERO WAS ADDED TO THE CHAT" AND IM FUCKING SCREAMING. NOWWWWWWWWW IM GONNA BE TARGETTED WITH HER SO SCREWWWWW YOU PEOPLE LEMME TELL YOU SOMETHING. NOW I HAVE TO DEAL WITH HER AND TRENT BEING A POWER DUO, ME TRENT AND DANIELLE HAVING THE POWER TRIO ATTACHED TO US SORA IS EVEN TELLIN ME RN "IM SCREAMING U DANIELLE AND TRENT ON THIS SSN" SO CLEARLYYYYYYY IMMA BE A TARGET. I HATE ALL OF YOU PEOPLE IM LIVID/HAPPY/SCREAMING/WEAVE WAS SNATCHED IM JUST DONE

"atafu"

- im set i've got sean on my side and he has johnny, i've got danielle on my side and she's close to hunter and kim is a female so i cant have her go, so felix if we lose bye bye you're the only one not associated with me u need to go

"atafu"

- direct quote from sean: "but Chris if we get to the merge we will take out the returnees and I will make sure they will lose" girllllllllllll you trippin if you think you'll make the merge the way you're playing

"atafu"

- FELIX/HUNER JUST TRIED VOTING EACH OTHER OUT OF THE MAIN ORG, FELIX IS GONE SO HUNTER WILL HAVE NO PROBLEM VOTING HIM OUT AGAIN THIS TIME!

"atafu"

- I'm a star - Funny Vine

"atafu"

- Danielle pero is a homewrecker, she is a HOMEWRECKER, she's telling me she's married to hunter AND danny gluck she needs to get it together also the brilliant strategist sean everybody https://i.gyazo.com/7d08081a0d19d3e0f3a5e97986ed8c36.png https://i.gyazo.com/94b5a759217683eddcd8044e9dc159cd.png

"atafu"

- https://31.media.tumblr.com/7765dbea9a3d3c70f4a7a236cf7146ef/tumblr_inline_nrm20tlixZ1qeryku_500.gif

"atafu"

- felix you aint no kindergarten teacher if anything you're either lying or you're a helper but you DEFINITELY aint no teacher. Sit your ass down im not buying it

"toloa"

- So I've been talking to Jake, Trent, Isaac, And Mikey and they're all really awesome and nice people, I already have an alliance with Jake and Trent but we haven't combined Jake Trent and I together because Trent and I think we should meet everyone and think of what our best option to align with is, I honestly don't wanna vote out anyone of these guys because out of the ones I've met they're all so cool and nice, hopefully I'm able to keep a strong social game going, another thing that scares me is that Sora, a host of Azerbaijan is playing against 4 people he hosted, so he knows our games quite well, but I think I would wanna work with Sora but him have hosting me and knowing how I play would really worry me, I'm really excited to get into the challenges and see how well our tribe performs.

"lunata"

- .... And we're back! After that horrendous disaster of a game that was Canada, Sora Haynes returns! Last time I played the game, as much as I tell people I didn't do well because of people not wanting to work with me because of previous games and me just being fucked, I also wasn't aggressive enough when I should have been. I saw a majority alliance forming in front of me and did nothing about it until it was too late. Ever since then I've been dying for a second chance, I wanted to show people what I could do on a season, I wanna play this game and go big. This is my second chance, I may never get another one so I'm gonna play like its the last time I'm ever gonna play this game. I'm not gonna waste this opportunity.

"toloa"

- Oh hey, it's the 703 ORG. Can't believe it took me 14 seasons to apply, but hey, I'm here now. After looking at the cast, the idea of taking a break from ORGs has revealed its biggest con: I don't know anyone from my tribe, or from the other two (with the exception of Blaine). I recognised Julian and Trent from the main ORG, however, and after researching a bit I found that Edward was the runner up from Java. #themoreyouknow

"toloa"

- Today, I get to meet the cast of season 14. The biggest surprise perhaps I met an acquaintance, Kim Huong. I played with her for a second time I participated SVV org. I trusted her a lot but she betrayed me. she can not be trusted. I look forward to be able to play this game is play this game, ignore the first. however I will be wary of her. previously on svv org, I communicated too much and let everyone know that I used to be sole , I was a strong competitor , so everyone saw that i was the target. I do not want it happen again. I will be silent, play challenges. if our tribe loses, I will begin to act. i hope Kim Huong won't say with anyone that i was the sole before. It will destroy my game ! Fuc* that bitch if she do that upset emoticon

"lunata"

- Omg it's been a long time coming since I've played on 703 and it feels amazing to be back. I am so appreciative to be back and can't wait to get into the game hopefully I can stick it out like I did last time. I really want this time to be fun just like the last but hopefully this time I can win! 😛 Man oh man as soon as cast was announced everyone was talking away on our tribe except Yannick, he was M.I.A. but from what I see everyone is really excited to be back and will fight with every ounce in them to stay another 3 days. I can already tell this season is going to be a tough one. I also kinda feel like I don't belong in a sense, haha. I feel like I'm the Stephen, PG, or Lisa of the tribe, doesn't really belong but you kinda want on your side for numbers which I really hope I'm not in the minority of this time. This will be a fun, scary game.

"toloa"

- After getting home, my first point of action was to start socialising. I think my biggest weakness in the past has been expecting trust from people without any previous bonding or communication between us, so I'm making sure to talk to people and only make alliances when I feel a legitimate sense of comradeship has been made. Looking at my tribe members, I think we're definitely going to get along well. There's seven guys, and right now TSN and Julian seem to be the quiet ones. TSN especially seems like, as horrible as this is to say, a potential inactive. I don't know, there's just something about him that implies that. Anyways, I had a conversation with Austin and he immediately seems like a cool guy. We talked about music and weather and stuff, and at the end I decided to ask him if he wanted to be allies. He said yes and he also said he's gotten some good vibes off of Trent and Jake as well. I was surprised that he told me that so casually, but also glad. It's clear he trusts me right now, which right now is what I need. But again, it was so casual that something about it seems kinda flippant. I'm probably just being a paranoid idiot. Either way, I should probably start getting to know the others before I become the bottom of an alliance. The other conversation I had was with Edward. He also seems like a top guy; we're both gamers and we both started watching and studying the game at Caramoan, which we both think doesn't get enough credit. However, he hasn't been mentioned by Austin or the others, so I didn't ask him to be allies just in case. We'll talk tomorrow though. I'm just antsy for a challenge right now. I'm pumped as hell, I forgot what it felt like to play in ORGs and I'm fucking loving it. I just can't get too ahead of myself out here. I've got stuff to prove to all da haterz, but I also need to remember that I need to play to win, not to play for a legacy.

"atafu"

- I really need to talk to Felix since I need to make him feel comfortable if we lose we will all vote him but Felix

"lunata"

- I don't know why, I still feel nervous, just like in Australia.... I feel like it's going to get hard for people to trust me but definitely the way I see is maybe Sora and Yannick are together since they are both YouTube and all and Scott and Danny are together because of Tumblr with Blaine whose is just so like able he can float to majority, that leaves me and Nick so definitely I'm gonna try to ally with him and try to some how maybe pair with one of the other pairs and Blaine to get a majority of 5, that'd be my ideal plan. Also try to become integrated with everyone on the tribe and become no ones target so I don't go home.

"lunata"

- I am well aware that last time I played I didn't get to people quick enough and stuff which got me excluded from majority, and I plan on that not happening this time. This season I want to in the drivers seat and we're in the one way ride to hell. I'm already talking to these people a lot, Blaine and Tommy came to me immediately and I have an alliance with Blaine since I got a really good vibe from him. Scott and me are Canada brothers so we have that bond! Although we didn't actually talk, he's worked with Jamie and Heather in the past so he has an excellent choice in allies. Then of course we have Yannick, were tight but I hope the rest of the tribe doesn't realize that, AND I hope Yannick sees me as a sheep so he doesn't get trigger happy. But with Yannick, he brings in Danny as well, and with that theres a connection with everyone on the tribe besides Nick, who unless he steps up might be looking at the boot *eyes*. So I think as of right now, I'm checked off the list of possible first boots from this tribe which was goal one to start with. Now I have 2 more goals to accomplish right now. 1. Create/get into a majority alliance, I just have to see who likes who, maybe make two alliances, one with Blaine Scott and Tommy, and then another with Yannick and Danny. IDK, but the real goal is 2. GET THE IDOL. I've never found an idol in my history of orgs, THIS TIME ITS DIFFERENT. I want to find an idol so bad so I'm going all out for that one. I know how to play without one though but an idol would just give me so much more assurance that I need.

"lunata"

- Blaine and I are planning someone's boot, yet we haven't even lost a challenge. We're such savages

"atafu"

- it's clear this is the first org sean is playing in as he's playing really fucking hard really fucking fast, talking about how when there's reward we cant let felix get it, talking about how when we merge returning players need to go, like chill the fuck out, wait to see if we win immunity, build relationships with your tribe and calm the fuck down. I want to keep sean for as long as possible as he's going to put a massive target on him but if i dont think i'll be able to and will get too much of a target on myself by pushing for him to stay im not going to do it and he'll need to go. also i really like kim, both orgs i've played in i aligned with an unassuming player who no one would think I would be close to, and they always did what I said and voted how I wanted and I brought them to the end for me to beat, and I think kim could be that person this time. She's very nice and very sweet and im going to continue to build a relationship with her, we talked last night but tonight I think i'll ask her for an alliance. The only worry I have with her is unlike the last two people I aligned with in games, she seems to be more into the game then the others so we'll see

"lunata"

- Well I'm back. I think I learned my lesson last time... I played too hard. Gotta tone it... Who am I kidding that's not me I'm ready to start slitting some throats. I have a tight alliance with Tommy already. Considering his last name on there is Shallow I feel like he is a Parvati fan whom I am most definitely not a fan of lol. But I feel like I'll be able to control him. This whole one tribe of returnees is a very interesting idea and I can't wait to see how it goes. All I know is I'm not gonna go home anytime soon if I have anything to say about it

"toloa"

- Hello everyone:), first of all, i want to say that I am pretty exited for being, this is the first time i played an ORG after one year and i don't wanna mess it up!!. I met some of tribemates like : Mikey,Austin,Trent and TSN(only at the tribe chat) but I haven't talk to the other two... Isaac and Jake. I don´t wanna create big waves so early, so... i just will be nice and make some people feel comfortable with me for now grin emoticon . I don't want to be at the bottom , as long as I keep the target off my back and stay in the majority , will be good for me to survive by far .. hope so* crossed fingers*

"atafu"

- Felix needs to go because the guy is good player and we need him gone right now but you know what I want more then to take him out taking out the returnees they have played this game before and that is going to effected my game and everyone else's so if people don't target them...... what the hell is wrong with you?

"atafu"

- Tokelau baby! Time to hopefully not flop! It hasn't even been 24 hours since we started, but I think I already got a fair read on some of my fellow tribemates. I'm really happy to have Hunter on my tribe, since we've had a good relationship, when we played together. Hunter vouched for Danielle, and Johnny is someone who can easily be controlled, because he's fine with anything, as long as it's not him that's leaving. Immediately locked down the majority right there and Hunter called it Atafour. I'm not sure, if Danielle can be trusted to the fullest, so I feel like I would need to lock down a fifth number on the side, just to be safe. Sean, he's annoying enough, to make me not want to be seen in the same alliance as him, but paranoid enough to do what I tell him to do. Game on baby!

"atafu"

- So here I am, in Topeflaggapwag, or whatever the hell it’s called - and these people are freaking psychotic. Already, I’ve been invited to an alliance to get out the one person I wanted to be buddy-buddy with: Felix Felicius, Mr. Lucky (I haven’t read Harry Potter in a while, but I remembered enough of it for that insanely bad pun). Honestly, I’m known for being shady as fuck amongst the only game I’ve played so far, and I’m willing to go to the extreme to get the title and hatred amongst the entire ORG. Whether I start to manipulate some messages, pit people against each other in exciting gladiator matches, or pillaging the tribe camp, taking the chickens, and throwing them down from the trees at our sleeping castaways. Wait, am I that insane? I guess so. Let’s see… now for a gamebotty segment of viewing each of my tribe mates through my eyes.. Kinda boring. Felix. I think he and I could work on a similar wavelength, he seems to be very similar to myself; if not a little more socially adept. However, Sean and Chris have already targeted him for reasons unrevealed to me. I really wish to save him, but if it requires blowing up my own game, no can do. Sean. Extremely overexcited, Sean’s going to be a major character this season solely due to his “huge plans” to move forward in the game, which does worry me. I don’t exactly trust the kid, he seems like he’s here to make big moves and all that jazz. Quite frankly, I’m not that interested in moving forward with him when he’s already making deals and slitting throats at such a heightened pace. Chris. He’s known to be somewhat villainized, to say certain things that some would take as abuse or harsh insults. That provides a great cover for my own game, if someone who’s outspoken enough to do that can easily shield a player as not cunning as myself. Danielle. I’ve experienced her gameplay slightly via a miniature ORG series that’s taken place over the past few days, hosted by good old Kyle. However, I have very little read on her. She didn’t do much in the miniature games, so I can’t use that to my advantage yet. Hunter. An ultimate goat, Hunter will likely jump to the first to offer solace. My goal is to drag Hunter along as a peon for my own usage, until I decide he’s no longer necessary to my war effort. Kim. She is the embodiment of insanity and deliria, manifesting herself as a monstrosity to succeed. In the end, I don’t think she would mesh well with Johnny-boy so I’m quite willing to cut her off as soon as possible. And as soon as possible is the first Tribal I go to. Will I be trusted enough by my peers? I hope so. Will this game turn crazy? I hope so. Will I win Sole Survivor? Hell no.

Day 2
"toloa"

- Oh my god, a live challenge. If I lose these things again I'm gonna cry. Isaac is potentially gonna be late and Jake is MIA.... Ugh this is seriously so scary. Currently on my agenda is this hidden immunity idol. When I last played an ORG, we didn't have hidden immunity idols, so this is a huge thing for me. I have no idea where to start looking or how these things are hidden, or if they're even actually out there, but if they are, I need to be the one to find it.

"toloa"

- why did i just know isaac was gonna be a flop in these challenges

"toloa"

- "I hope we're the top 7!" .....girl you and your snuffed torch know that ain't happening i an so sick of TSN already like a) that is the DUMBEST thing ive heard in my org history and b) what the fuck is up with the name TSN? i doubt it is that big of an issue to call you by that other name you gave us day one but i dont even remember it now because you insist we call you TSN.... yeah no i can't. Thank god mikey wants you to be our first boot because i will gladly sit down on that bandwagon

"lunata"

- welp we lost... time to do some work. See some see losing as a disadvantage, but to me its an advantage because I actually get a say in who goes home

"lunata"

- Anyways, I'm happy to be back since I was the robbed goddess of Canada (not really but I like to think i am) and everyone else seems cool. Right away I know Danny and Tommy from a previous game, and Tommy voted me out pre merge in a side game so I dont like that, but i also didnt give a shit since i didn't take it seriously. And Danny's cool, I'd align with him. Sora is also someone I wanna align with so I'm hoping for us 4 to be something special. Nicks cool too I guess, Blaine is nice, and idk who Yannick is?? like where he at? And all the returnees are all like "we're gonna stick together" and ideally it sounds like a nice idea but lets be real it wont be realistic especially with the amount of inactive returnees we have so i think if i do make it to swap, i'll flip alliances since returnees are a sinking ship like we lost this challenge due to inactivity and half the tribe thinking posting on mobile was a good idea so now we gotta go to tribal and like actually play the game 1 day into it like no ones made allainces with me so im kinda like "oh shit im nervous" but at the same time Yannick hasnt said a word to me, Blaine Sora and Danny constantly disappear, and its just me Nick and Tommy and right away Nick wants me to throw out a name, and im saying to myself "omg dude chill we dont get the tribal post until friday" so I say Yannick since hes the only one who hasnt talked to me and 1 of the 2 people not around for the challenge and tommys afraid to throw a name out, so i dont wanna leave for being the only active person on an inactive tribe even though ideally it would be smart to vote me out cause im not all about this returnees together shit BUT if i keep acting like I am they'll keep me around and the only person i trust 100% is myself, so theres no way in hell thats getting leaked to anyone on my tribe and Tommys taking it in small steps, which is nice since he doesnt wanna be the one in charge and it bothers me when no one wants to which is why i guess i am???? i mean i dont wanna lead an alliance of people i plan on flipping on but hey, if it keeps me here i'll do that so as of now, im just hoping i can get an alliance going and not be the first boot

"toloa"

- We won Immunity Challenge but we only came second and we didnt have reward. Fuc * you, Isaac and Jake. You go first, but you're too slow and you make tribe lose. I am really angry. I want to have clue of immunity idol. so if Toloa lose in the next time, Isaac or Jake will go home 100 % >. < i hate them sooooooooooo much

Day 3
"lunata"

- We ate total ass today, sadly we lost immunity. I'm honestly just talking to everyone trying not to be targeted and it's so nervy. I'm a little less nervy knowing Blaine says if he hears my name he'll scalp that person and that Nick will probably vote whoever I want to vote for. Also Danny seems to think I deserve not to be first boot so he said he won't vote for me but this is survivor people are lying all the time. Then we have Scott who is always "ready" to do a plan but once he hears about the plan he takes a step back an becomes wary, it's a little frustrating. Yannick and me don't even talk, if I could target anyone it'd probably be him but I'm not ruining my game by pointing fingers. Finally Sora, I need to really talk to him more on his thoughts of tribal and who should go, because I really need a clear read of who the vote is leaning towards. This is what happens when everyone becomes inter tangled with alliances that are so complicated to dissect exactly whose with who. Whatever happens I'll promise you one thing, it'll be messy and someone's feelings is gonna be hurt, and it sucks.

"atafu"

- WELP WE LOST THX HOSTS RLLY A SPEED CHALLENGE FIRST VOTE? Anyway this reward has been shady shit like what/where is it? I'll worry about that later for now it's focusing on the vote. I know before the vote people were saying Tommy or Nick, who I both kinda have this ongoing trust building with them, so I spent all Nick like wrapping my brain around which I'd rather see go but this morning I woke up and kinda realized something. Why get rid of a person who you could potentially as opposed to someone you haven't spoken to at all, and the only person I've had that experience w is Danny. He's the only person who I haven't talked to and although he's with Yannick and not coming after me, I think I'd rather someone I'd be cool with working with rather then just relying on Yannick to get his vote. So I could potentially try and grab the tribe car by the driving wheel and try to make this vote beneficial to me, but I don't wanna come out the gate being too aggressive so let's see what I can work with.

"atafu"

- sean is on a fucking witch hunt against these returning players, which is great for me because im telling sora all of that shit so sora is close to me if we swap and he'll go after sean and not me. Sean is digging his own grave every time he opens his mouth to bitch about returnees and im loving it

"atafu"

- http://hollywoodrenaisssance.tumblr.com/post/134004657084/first-impressions-can-i-get-a-hell-yea

"toloa"

- So I've had a moment of realization, Trent is friends with Chris, and Mikey was runner up of Chris' season, those are some connections with Chris, even though I think Mikey isn't connected or even wants to work with Chris, if I stay with the focus 4, and Chris stays in, Trent will definitely wanna work with him cause they're friends outside the game, and from what I've seen of Chris he doesn't seem like someone I wanna work with, he seems pretty mean spirited from his facebook posts so that just makes me weary, I've been talking to Julian a lot since we started and today we talked of strategy so I asked if anyone had talked to Julian in the F4 alliance chat and Mikey said no, but when I asked Julian what he thought about our tribe he told me he hadn't talked to much people besides me, Trent, and Mikey, so, why did Mikey lie? I have no clue and I don't think there was any point in lying, so I'm honestly 95% ditching the F4 alliance, taking Isaac with me, and solidifying Julian and TSN, and of course I have Jake with me, he hasn't been on much but he and I are still aligned, it's crazy I'm thinking of doing something like this early in the game but I feel like Trent is a much bigger threat to my game later on than TSN or Julian is, I think I'm making the right decisions to further myself in this game and even if Trent is better at the challenges than TSN or Julian, I don't mind going to tribal and voting people off as long as it's not me. 😛

"atafu"

- im getting pretty sick of hunters shit he keeps talking to me about ciera, just small talk and im just thinking to myself "enough with the small talk back the fuck up it's obvious you're trying to build a rapport with me so you can use me as a vote or someone in your corner, just admit to it and i'll be fine, but he wont and it's annoying as hell

"lunata"

- Ask lil Wayne who the 5-star bitch is, ask lil Wayne, ask lil Wayne, ask lil Wayne who the 5-star bitch is, who the 5-star bitch is, who the 5-star bitch is.

"lunata"

- Okay so like Nick my boy toy, is kinda getting his name thrown out there, but thing is I don't want him to go home he's so loyal to me. I also really don't want Sora or Blaine to go because I just feel really comfy with them and I think I did a good job of making them trust me which is excellent. Yannick is so like the only person who I don't talk strategy with, and some how he's not on the voting block, like c'mon he's really not providing much compared to everyone else. Danny is fishy to me, he told me I'm safe and I believe that however long term I feel he might come for me and snatch my weave which I definitely do not want to happen. Scott again is so good at blending in, yet he's also fishy. Don't get me wrong I love everyone on our tribe as a person very much but from a game players perspective it's like geez guys lol. So anyways the plan me and Nick came up with is gonna try to point everyone to voting Danny. Which I mean Sora and I said we'd soon point the others the way we wanted to vote but I'm sure Sora would be fine tagging along voting for Danny. I'm gonna feel bad if Danny goes because he was sincere with me I'm pretty sure but I think he'd do the exact same thing in my position. In survivor it's do onto others before they do onto you, I'm just gonna feel like a major dirtbag and kinda villainous this vote. If this plan works that is. I hope this is the only vote I have to do this for but if not it's going to be a very long road to Final Tribal Council.

"atafu"

- SO I GET A MESSAGE, AND I CASUALLY LOOK AT FACEBOOK TO SEE WHO COULD IT BE. AND MR SEAN MESSAGES ME, AND HE ASKS ME "BTW CHRIS, DO YOU WANT TO MAKE A FINAL 2 OR FINAL 3 DEAL?" THIS BITCH. WE ARE AT THE FINAL 21, 2 DAYS INTO THIS GAME AND YOU WANT TO MAKE A FINAL 2 DEAL WITH ME? IM LIKE READY TO FUCKING SCREAM AT HIS ASS LIKE "SWEETHEART, YOU DO REALIZE WE JUST STARTED RIGHT?". I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH HIM ANYMORE HE'S TAKING ALL OF MY PATIENCE, AND HE'S LIKE "SO DUDE WHO DO U WANNA INCLUDE, DANIELLE IS LOYAL AS FUCK AND SO IS JOHNNY AND KIM" FIRST OF FUCKING ALL WE HAVENT HAD A CHANCE TO EVEN TEST LOYALTY YET. YOU NEED TO BACK THE FUCK UP, POP A XANAX AND CHILL OUT.

"toloa"

- is jake even playing i literally just almost called him jack soForeverTyC (talk) 00:06, January 26, 2016 (UTC)

"toloa"

- Well, here I am, completely immune for at least another three days. All I can say is thank fuck, because I was close to blowing it for the tribe. I think my biggest paranoia was that it would be an actual live challenge like 99 Bottles. Being at school, where posting on threads is blocked and VPN's aren't an option, that challenge would be impossible. Thankfully, it was Quest for Fire. We made an order and I was to be first to post. It was a pretty horrible time to learn about my tech difficulties. Trent ended up saving the tribe a bit, sorting the new order out and getting us to post, but it still took me about 8 times longer to post than the others. By the time our second person posted, Atafu had virtually won. Don't ask me how that happened, but they kicked ass. The returnees, on the other hand, completely 110% died. You'd think for a batch of people who apparently "had potential", they'd be determined to finish first or at least get immunity. But anyways, back to me. Not only was my laptop a failure, but my PHONE was having problems. By this point the returnees had started up and I officially started panicking. Trent pointed out that I should go into desktop mode rather than mobile, and it FINALLY posted. The returnees went back to being flops and our tribe (thank fuckfully) won. In other news, Austin and I are officially now each other's current #1 in this game. We both formed an alliance with Trent and Mikey called the Focus Four and I think we'll definitely do well. This leaves Julian, TSN and surprisingly Jake on the outside. It's weird, I thought for sure Jake would be brought in as a fifth but I guess not. And one more thing: the great part of not knowing who these people are is the fact that none of them know who I am either. As most of you guys probably know, I'm not exactly popular in the community, so with a cast who doesn't know my legacy I can actually play a game this time. Two days down, thirty seven to go.

"lunata"

- Oh wow where do I begin? I'm such a mess ;-; But first things first, I'm back!! Last season, I felt like I had it in the bag but an idol and double vote just wrecked me. FUCK U TOM. So yeah, this time I'm out for blood and hopefully things work out better than IDS. But OMG. This tribe is so bae. I know Danny after playing with him (and voting him out) in W*nd*rl*nd. #Blanny will happen this season. Mark my words. Then there's Sora. I just met him recently but it's good having a familiar face around. Everyone else was kinda unknown to me, but I really like Tommy after talking to him. We're v v similar and I think the world could always benefit from a little more of me. ;D If it were up to me, us four would be the majority alliance, but that isn't gonna happen CAUSE THEY DON'T FREAKIN' TALK TO EACH OTHER ASDFJKL.

"lunata"

- I got a goon squad with the man Danny Gluck and Sora the Pot Dealer, welcome to hell Tokelau

"toloa"

- So it's been about 12 hours and the alliance already is split. :S I woke up in the morning with a message from Austin today, who wanted to tell me something that apparently affected me. While it wasn't that grave, I was still worried. Pretty much, Austin is paranoid about Trent and Mikey related to their roots, with both being from Java. He's especially worried about Trent, as he has a friendship with Chris from Atafu, which is something Mikey could become a part of should that happen. Having only woken up 20 minutes prior, this was quite a lot to take in. Goddamn you, time zones! Either way, he's suggesting a new alliance with us plus TSN and Julian to blindside Trent, which now makes him and I effective swing votes. I suggested first that WE get good with Chris as well, but Austin is adamant that he doesn't want to work with him. This leaves the options of either blindsiding Trent now or during the merge, and honestly I can't see much harm being done until a tribe switch comes. As out of the blue this was, I don't think blindsiding Austin would be the right call here. He's my main ally right now and while I do have a bond with Mikey, I trust Austin more. But something's gotta give. Hopefully we just keep winning challenges. On a lighter note, I'm trying to socially interstate with some of the Atafu members before a tribe switch. I've dipped my toes in the water with Felix, Sean and Hunter, and sadly only Sean has replied. I'll start talking to people from the returnee tribe (need to look up name) tomorrow.

"lunata"

- So we lost the challenge because some people in our tribe have a life and can't stop whatever they're doing to do a stupid live challenge *points to self* I love you hosts, but making the first challenge of the season one which requires all members of the tribe to be online at the same time just doesn't fly with me. Whoever goes home doesn't deserve it tbh. But that's just how I feel about it and we have to go to Tribal Council regardless. When it was revealed that the challenge was gonna be a live one which required all members, I knew we were going to lose since I was supposed to be at work at the time it started. I really wanted to have an alliance of 4 set up, but that just didn't happen. I want Nick gone, not for any particular reason other than because he's talked to me the least out of everyone on my tribe. Well tbh that may actually be Scott, but Nick has been Blanny's target for a while and it's kinda too late to change it. However, I heard that Danny's name has been thrown out there and it caused me to panic tbh. My number 1 ally was not gonna be the first person voted out of this season. I've talked to Sora and Yannick about voting for Nick and they seem to be on board, so hopefully they pull through. I'd really like for Tommy to be included in the plan, but it seems like he's on Nick side on this on. Idk what I'm gonna do about that tbh

"lunata"

- So apparently Danny wants me out for mentioning his name. He's playing with fire and is gonna go down

"lunata"

- Okay so during the thanksgiving holiday I come to find that other people are being targeted besides Yannick and I'm like.... Okay wtf So Sora comes to me and is like "I heard Nick and Danny" So I'm like "oh alright I mean I'm cool with whatever, but I'm shocked cause I never heard that" So then Danny comes to me and is like "yo man we need to vote out Nick cause he's after me" And I'm literally so confused cause wasn't he the one who forced me to give a name to potentially go after??? Like don't make me put names out there if your not gonna target them and have your own agenda So you know what nick, you can be the first boot, that's what you get for having a messy ass game But this also worries me for down the road cause i think Danny also trusts Blaine/Yannick and those two I don't feel comfortable with but I'll get there I wanna keep Sora around cause of Canada, like we need to represent our season well So maybe next vote it can be them But for now, nicks going, it's what you get for digging your own grave

"lunata"

- I like Nick so so much, he's like amazing guy and so nice and loyal, however I don't think he got in good with everyone initially. I really don't want him to go but the majority is leaning towards voting that way. There's not much else I can do, my hands are practically tied at this point. So now here's the dilemma do I vote in the minority 5-2 and vote for Danny, or make it unanimous 6-1. I don't know. I really like Nick but is it worth voting with him if he's already halfway out the door, at least if I vote with him I'll feel better about myself that I'm playing smart but not soulless. However I think people may catch onto the fact I voted with Nick and I might be the next target, and I really don't want to be, this is my second chance and I can't screw it up even if it starts out rocky.

"atafu"

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"lunata"

- Okay I literally feel like Abi right now because I'm loosing my mind. So acting upon my last confessional I planted the seed of Danny, and had it spread and soon enough it was like universally known it's Nick or Danny. Scott Blaine and Tommy all said they'll do whatever I wanna do, so right now I do have the power to send Danny home. HOWEVER I'm looking at this now and maybe sending Danny home isn't the best idea, it causes conflict with Yannick who is one of my closest allies. I also talked to Danny and he seems pretty loyal whereas Nicks all over the place so it could sway either way right now. I'm the swing vote and this shouldn't happen cause I'm insane. You should never leave the vote in the hands of a crazy person.

"atafu"

- Sean needs to back the fuck up. he tells me "tbh if i was on there tribe i would vote out tommy since he's the only runner up". excuse me? first of all, it's their*. Second of all why would you tell me this, if you'd vote off a runner-up purely because he's a runner-up, well hello im a winner hi! He's so fucking stupid he's so far down in the ground from this hole he's digging there's absolutely no way he's going to get back up, and im going to pour cement into the hole and hope he gets stuck because i need his ass out of this game SEAN IS GOING FIRST. IM SICK OF HIM, IM TELLING HIM "WE SHOULD JUDGE PEOPLE BASED ON THEIR ACTIONS IN THIS GAME XD" ACTING ALL FAKE AND HE AND HE'S JUST LIKE, "AND PAST ORGS TOO, I CARE ABOUT PAST ORGS" HE'S GOING THE FUCK HOME IM SICK OF HIM. i've got kim LOCKED, just did it now, danielle has hunter LOCKED, so we will control this tribe and if sean or felix goes home. I feel like I have more potential to do better with felix but im not going to go talk to him, he can come talk to me if he wants to work with me, and if he does i'll probably feel better about voting sean out

"atafu"

- okay basicallllly what i've learned from my convo with felix is 1) he's a slow typer, extremely slow which makes me get uneasy vibes from him 2) he has a good understanding of the game which makes him threatening 3) he seems to be shocked by sean and his scrambling days in to get him out 4) he seems on board for an alliance and with voting out sean 5) APPARENTLY, johnny told him a few mins ago that "sean is gunning for you for no reason" so i guess johnny/sean may not be that tight as i thought, and sean is just delusional and thinks he has johnny like he probably thinks he has me 6) sean needs to go for my sanity and the tribes sanity and felix is very very smart and calculated with what he says to me, i told him that sean was going after people who did well in previous orgs and he told me "yea and you would probably be next if i go" so clearly he wants me to believe that it's best for me to vote out sean in terms of the game, but in all honesty i want sean gone because i cant stand him anymore, not because he's a threat but because he's an annoyance.