Big Brother 8/Week 3

"gibby"

- Okay ik i’ve submitted alot of confessionals this week but it’s been an eMOtIoNAl ROlLerCoASteR fOR mE. I just survived by a 9-2 vote and i’m glad i got to send ci’ere packing. He was an icon until he got messy nearing to the end, then he fucked up what could’ve been a cute run. And after surviving the block i’ve been given the option to pick a magicians trick, & i picked the Saw, & judging by its power to let me replace a veto player with one of my choosing is going to cause me STRESS 😭

"gibby"

- I KEEP FORGETTING TO ACTUALLY MESSAGE PEOPLE BUT THEY ARE ALL SO BORING!!! KILL ME OFF. Happy that guy got evicted tho and the annoying bitch quit x

"gibby"

- so we backdoored Ci'ere! There were 2 people who voted 2 save him and I'm not sure who they were but its all gd, the fire-earth alliance is still in tact so its all gd :D im rly worried abt this hoh tho cos it seems p luck based :( hope some1 from earth or fire pulls through :) x

"gibby"

- LMAOOOOOOOOOOOO HOH KEEPS GOING MY WAY BABY I am SO excited Jayme's HOH, my bromance keeps me safe this week 100% and it continues the earth/fire dominance which is critical to my game in the early stages. If I can continue being safe without revealing myself to potentially being a challenge threat (which at this point in my org career is entirely hit or miss) I'll definitely be set up long term. God I missed playing Big Brother

"gibby"

- "I JUST WON HOH SDLDSKSDLKDLSKDLS. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

Okay. now that my freaking out is complete. Paranoia time. I’ve set myself up pretty nicely with...literally everyone on a personal level, and on a game-level, all but three. Naturally, that means I want those three up: Tyler, Lachlan, and Chari. HOWEVER! This is where the BULLSHIT kicks in. The fire and earth teams have a pretty decent thing going where we have this unspoken agreement not to target one another, so that kicks Tyler out. Roisin and Tymeka won’t want Chari to touch the block again, so that takes her out. I just KNOW that Roisin and Alissa are going to want Shay, Liz, and potentially Augusto up and I’m NOT interested in that. At all. Drew and I have an alliance with Liz and Augusto, so that’d leave Shay, and...Shay is an ANGEL!! I want her SAFE!! GRR. I want non-competitive floaters like Chari and Lachlan who will serve no purpose to my game up but nnn it’ll be hard to convince Roisin of that, who I doubt I’m her #1, but I consider her mine rn :(( ughughuufhghuhg. i feel like i’ve been loyal 2 the people i’ve been loyal 2 and i want to stay that way so ughhh we’ll see what happens..."

"gibby"

- Miss Fish is out of the water, I'm immune thanks to Jayme... WOW! Whew! I'm so relieved. I was ready to be backdoored after what happened with my HoH, that I can FINALLY relax and just talk with some of my houseguests. I know that like last week was all high strung energy and just tiptoeing around eggshells, but this week... I DON'T GOTTA WORRY ABOUT THAT! That's all Jayme. I'll give him advice and stuff, but no MADAM! I am not gonna add to my grey hair count this week! McHallelujah!

"gibby"

- "OK so everything here is just gonna be a summary of week 2 shit, I was gonna write this earlier but I was literally so busy fighting Ci'ere in the main chat to get to it in time ;____; so nothing below is gonna include week 3 shit not that there's much of that so far lol

SOOOOO I thought this would be an uneventful week. Drew, who I've worked closely with in multiple ORGs, wins HOH, I should be good! But of course that's not how BB works, at all. Of course things just go downhill from there. I learn halfway through the veto comp from Tyler that I'm a fucking target! That Drew has been considering me as a target for all this time and I need to talk to him. So I do and that half an hour conversation is going to define my game for at least a few weeks, I can guarantee that. I was always really iffy about being part of the air alliance; i was after all stuck with these people from our results on a quiz; with the exception of Ci'ere I get along with Earth and Fire people a lot better. But even Ci'ere I really can't deal with, because he fucking went to Drew and told him the airs (INCLUDING ME) would come after him if he voted to evict Louise, a girl who was fine with going home her damn self. He never went to the air chat let alone DMs to talk about drew being a target, or anyone else being a target, but here he is being a mess and getting us in heaps of trouble with people who should be our allies. I know I voted to keep Louise but I can't stand when people speak on my behalf and don't tell me what's going on, being his ally was so much more damaging than any enemy I could have made in this goddamn house. I talked earlier about reining in the bull? Well the answer is no. You can do that once but they'll just go loose again, you really really can't have that in the game where you're accountable for his decisions. So I threw him under the bus to Drew and helped get him out. This is about the dirtiest I've felt on a personal level for a move I've made but I had to do it, he left me with absolutely no choice on the matter. If he had not done that BS and Drew targeted Ci'ere anyways, I would have stuck to him, I know I would have. But you can't be a mess like this and target other people I really really care about, taking my allegiance for granted just because I'm air. I think my move was entirely fair and if nothing else it really strengthened my position; I went from a strong player in the ever-targeted air group to being a right hand man of Drew, a position where I know I'll be in a solid position for a while and which gives me plenty of space to maneuver. Because I know Drew's gonna get out in front of shit; he has to, and if not him then Tyler F or someone else. I'm not officially in any alliances but I'm working closely with a group of people who will have my back and I'm hopefully in a spot where I won't be targeted.

But see that line above, where I said it was the dirtiest i've felt personally? That was before this showdown in person with Ci'ere over Shay. Now, I get you want to stay in the game. I do. I get that Shay and I got far closer in the last few days than we've been in a while. But to make sockpuppetry allegations, and no less to accuse a man days away from his 21st birthday of knowingly dating a 15 year old girl...I just don't think that's right. I think that's deeply unnecessary and far lower than I would go to stay in the game. It actually did hurt on a personal level, my love for Shea is one of the most important things I have and I was heated at the audacity that took. But from that point on, I knew I made the correct decision. I really hope Ci'ere and I can reconcile things, I really like the guy, but I can't play a high-stress game with someone with those antics where I have to answer to those all the damn time without even knowing what he's done half the time. It's just not something I have the time, mental prowess or social prowess to do. So this has been a fun week and i'm really really hoping that under Jayme's leadership, someone who I really adore, I can still play hard---I've been playing pretty aggressively this last week and probably will continue to do so---but in a far more lighthearted fashion."

"gibby"

- So I was talking to Jayme and he floated an alliance of us Alissa and Roisin...... 2 from Earth 2 from Fire..... all ppl I fucking ADORE???? Dude. It's like people are just asking me to succeed in this game. I'd probably be in the best position of that 4 too because I'm super tight with Jayme and Roisin. Admittedly I've been slacking a smidge with Alissa but we're on the same team so that also brings us closer too, so if that's a tight 4 through and through I think I'm in an amazing position considering I'd also have connections to Tyler, Drew, and George. That's over half the cast at this point, and then I'm still talking to a couple other ppl so it's not like I'd be their first choice? Yeah I think I'm in an amazing spot so far

"gibby"

- Sooo MY BITCH JAYME WON HOH AND IM HAPPY BECAUSE HE’S THE PERSON I TRUST MOST IN THE HOUSE AND HE’S SNAPPING RN. I also told him about my saw power because it was a good way to finally seal that kind of ride or die with him & hopefully he feels the same way. I don’t currently plan on telling anyone else for now so hopefully that also lets him know that he’s my no.1 🤩

"gibby"

- "SHAY TOLD ME SHE HAD THE MAGICIANS BOX WOO! She got a power called SAW that allows her to control one of the veto players and I’m hoping that means she’ll count on me to help her if she ever needs it!! I’m here for my SIS. I’m worried that Liz -- who now for sure I know has the other one -- might expose Shay and put a target on her. I am NOT here for it!! Drew made this alliance w me, Augusto, and Liz which the latter two are clearly not invested in at all, but that puts me in a shitty spot bc these two would be who I would name as renoms DSKLDLS. I don’t wanna touch them and get #exposed you feel? But Liz having a power is something I wanna be wary of. I don’t trust ha!! She either doesn’t trust me either, or she’s genuinely just...afk lmao.

Speaking of AFK...this is one of the weirdest casts ever. Lachlan & Chari seem not to talk to anyone but Drew & Roisin, respectively, and idt Tymeka does either (she’s on my team though….a true queen). Augusto & Liz are just kinda floating along, and I love my bro Jack and my girl Alissa but it almost seems like they’re doing the same thing rn. I can’t tell if they’re disinterested or playing a lowkey game. Thank GOD for Roisin, Drew, and Shay, though. Like, actual people I can converse and strategize with...I love them. George would be with that list but I don’t like how CLOSE HE IS TO TYLER!!!! HATE IT!! It feels like 85% of the cast is floating to jury.

On a brighter note, Roisin and I FINALLY made a legitimate F2 deal! And even though I adore Shay and Drew...I’m sticking w Roisin (at least for now)!!! We just clicked and I’m glad to be working with her!! We also discussed where we wanna go, and I think she’s of the mindset to align w the Earth team until final 7, which...I mean it ain’t for me. I like playing a middle game, and that limits my fluidity. She did pitch an alliance with me, Jack, and Alissa which I’m kinda here for ngl. Pray it is solidified and we can do work...

"gibby"

- UMMM I FUCKING WON BITCH!!! my mind UGH it amazes me. I get nominated a LOT and that’s defo the worst veto I’ve ever done, I thought I was doing good but like ya never know. But anyway yeah I did that so these bitches can stop complaining about me being inactive xx want HOH pls

"gibby"

- Well. Playing defeated card. Doubt it will do much good. But I am known as blockstar so

"gibby"

- "Lachie was messaging me the entire time the veto was going on about how he was gonna lose. And I'm like.. Bitch, despite our history together, you are literally the definition of a comp king. Sure you haven't had the chance to prove it yet... but you finally have a comp win under your belt. So shut the fuck up and take yourself off the fucking block.

I love Lachie. But its so hard to like talk to him because he's a sarcastic fuck like 99.9% of the time. But seriously dude, you really need to pick up your social game because it is starting to become annoying to have people message me about how you never message them. I know you hate one-on-one conversations, but like... I know how to navigate the world of Lachlan. Others don't. Pick it up!"

"gibby"

- Why is it that every damn week, even when my allies win HOH, I have to be worried about my damn life in the BB house? See at least with Drew there was a way out. Some way I could talk him into someone else. He's a strategic guy, willing to act in his own interest. I don't know what the fuck Jayme thinks they're doing but it's not OK, you have a series of people you're good with and you're just gonna let them sit in danger like this? Unfuckingbelievable. I'm keeping up the good face but I'm so beyond this and if this is how they're gonna be then fine but don't expect my allegiance. Only I don't use random.org.

"gibby"

- I have crackt. Final pre-juror looks nice on me...

"gibby"

- "I really like Jayme and I’m glad we got to reconcile in this game. But if I was Jayme, I would be worried.

If Earth & Fire are suppose to be working together, he needs to not nominate one of us. Because right now he’s saying he wants everyone to give him a name and then drawl a name out of a hat like a rafflez Then that person will go up as a replacement. Even if it’s his other alliance members because he says he wants to shake up the game.

Listen, Jayme can do whatever he wants on his HOH. But this could come back to bite him whether or not an earth member goes up, because right now he’s willing to let one of the earth members go up even though we’re aligned with him. And if I somehow end up as the replacement nominee, I’m calling bullshit on this strategy."

"gibby"

- So Lachlan won POV and decided to be active, cute. Shay decided to be active bc she probably thought she could be a renom, cute. But that’s all a tad irrelevant because Jayme was actually serious with his whole renom roulette Dan gheesling shit. And get this: someone mentioned my name. I was afraid of that. I’m gonna ask jayme who and hopefully he’ll tell me since we’ve been tight so far, but I’m not as UTR as I want to be and that means I gotta start protecting myself in case a strike comes

"gibby"

- Okay so that randomised renom thing really had me shitting bricks since it was down to me & tyler. But fortunatley for me, tyler was picked and i remain safe. However this vote is pretty easy, chari never talks to me and i suspect he was one of the people to vote me out so i’m gonna save tyler, plus i’m almost certain tyler saved me last week so i’d be an asshole if i didnt return the favour 🤣

"gibby"

- so im tbh mad with jayme 4 what he did. we have a f2 but I cant rly be with some1 who does that... it's a no from me. he KNOWS that I am close with chari and Tyler - I have shown that I am close with them both nd they're the ones on the block and I don't think thats coincidence at all. I think he knows that if I go to the end I have a gd chance of winning this game against him, but I am closer with both chari and Tyler than him so he wanted 2 get them out to weaken me. I see how it is.... nd just when I thought I cld trust some1 :( x