I Told You that Like Two Tribals Ago/Confessionals

Day 32
"yukon"

- ok so whew Szymon just got blindsided I think omg & Jamie got mad because she ACTUALLY wanted us to vote her out and I was like "I thought y'all were trying to blindside me" and she was like "rip" like ugh I could've saved my idol but I would rather be safe than sorry honestly. Jamie asked us to take her out next so I guess we should do that but this paranoia right now is like ughhhhh!!! Jesus take the wheel honestly because ugh I just hope immunity is something I'm good at otherwise idk what will happen lol

"yukon"

- and then Bjorn tells me "we can only trust each other" BJORN I TOLD YOU THAT LIKE 2 TRIBALS AGO!!! I TOLD YOU THESE HOES AINT LOYAL OMG BJORN P L E A S E >_> he's a little bit too trusting especially at F5. I'm nervous af RN. And I feel bad for blindsiding Szymon because Jamie actually wanted to go home plus I didn't get that feeling I usually get when I'm going home just ugh. I just feel like ugh RN

"yukon"

- Yay Szymon is gone! But Lukas made it seem like Tyler needed to play his idol, because Jamie was also in on the plan to blindside Tyler. Which means that Lukas is also playing us a little bit. We have to be carefull with him, he is a smart player. The only person I really can trust in this game is Tyler. We have to survive one more vote together and then the worst thing that can happen is a tie. I hope Jamie just quits this round like she wanted to do last round, and if she doesnt, I hope Tyler or I can win immunity, because I still have an idol we will be both safe.

"yukon"

- Im also doing damage control with Scott right now, I need to keep all my options open. If Scott wins immunity at final 4 I need to make sure he doesnt target me. Im telling him that I think we can still work together later and help eachother. I hope that keeps me kinda safe from him because if he wants to make a move he needs me for that. I also wanna work on Lukas, saying that I want to go to the end with him. Im gonna let him believe that we both cant beat Tyler. I wanna create a senario where everybody in the final 4 takes me to the end. I cant rely on winning immunity to get me to the end. Im not good in challanges, so I have to make sure they all wanna take me to the end with them. I have to put a target on everybody basically. Its really important that Jamie quits this round though, If she doesnt, I have to make sure she goes home this tribal. Why? Because everybody wants to take her to the end because she is the biggest goat right now. The Final Immunity Challange is always a combination of a lot of difficult challanges. Im gonna lose that. Im sure. They have to take me to the end because Im not getting there if they dont. So im really gonna work on that with Scott and Lukas. Tyler is probably already taking me to the end, but I will also work on him.

"yukon"

- I instigated the last vote! Hahahahahaha.. I joined up with Tyler and Bjorn to vote Szymon out. I couldn't keep Szymon in the game for any longer, he WAS going to win the game. But... do I want to be in the Final 3 with Okak members? Not really... So I want to flip back. Another great thing about the last vote was that Tyler's idol is flushed, and now I'm in the clear to get rid of him with Scott and Jamie. Gosh I forgot how fun ORGs were.

"yukon"

- so like I said earlier, Szymon is gone and Jamie asked to leave, which in theory should get me to final 4. However, I don't trust Lukas (if he won F4 challenge) to not pull something or if he won the F3 challenge to take me over Bjorn. So I came to Scott and agreed to take it to a tiebreaker at F4, against either Bjorn or Lukas and then we ended up making a final 2 deal. I also have a final 2 deal with Bjorn as well. I would like to make F3 with both of my F2s there with me. The problem is we are at F5 so I need to focus on one round at a time. So for right now, my goal is to get past F5 and then on to F4. Oh btw, Scott confessed that he & Szymon were the ones who voted for me because Szymon told him that everyone was voting for me. That explains why Szymon wasn't mad because he had plans on doing the same thing. I just beat him to the punch lol

Day 33
"yukon"

- Canada Confessional Day 33

"yukon"

- if there was any doubts in my mind that Bjorn has to go before FTC, they've been erased. If he goes to the end, he may have a clear shot at winning & I didn't make it this far to lose honestly

"yukon"

- It looks like the plan is to vote out Jamie this tribal, but Im trying to convince Tyler to blindside Lukas this tribal. If we do that, there is no chance that Tyler or I get voted out at final 4, because Jamie still wants to quit. If we vote Jamie this tribal, there is a chance that Lukas and Scott get together and make it a 2-2 tie. Thats what they should do to be honest, so thats why I wanna vote Lukas this tribal. Tyler likes the idea, but he also wants to do Jamie a favour because she wants to be voted out. Its stupid of her to assume we will just vote her out if she asks us. We are still playing a game here and I want to do whats best for my game.

Day 34
"yukon"

- Im freaking out!! Why did Jamie win immunity, we cant help you get out of this game if you win immunity!! Im so confused right now, I think the 3 nains are together again. Its really freaking me out, tt sucks tits to be honest. I dont really know what to do right now. I only trust Tyler. I wanna let everybody think I just play the idol for myself, but actually play it on Tyler. But Scott makes me feel like he also has an idol, because he asked me if I could tell him when I know that he is going home. So that would mean that we would have to vote Lukas, that we have to play the idol on the right person and that we have to survive a tie at final 4. This sucks. I hope we can play the idol right so this will be an exiting tribal council.

"yukon"

- Okay so I'm flipping back! I cannot go to the end with Bjorn and Tyler - it would be a suicidal decision. Okak as well as angry Nain jury members would be on their side... so it can't happen. Also, I heard that Bjorn and Tyler are targeting me..? Both Scott and Jamie have told me the same story. It's strange how this game can change, one minute their begging for my vote the next minute they want me out the door. But I'm confident Jamie or Scott will not vote for me because they wouldn't tell me that if they planned on doing so. But Jamie and Scott aren't fools - they still are aware that I voted for Szymon at the last Tribal Council, so I'm not sure where I would stand with them after this vote, if I survive - that is.