Is This Real Life?/Confessionals

Day 16
"indingai"

- I'm so tired of not getting anything. I'm like the ugly sister in Cinderella's story. Haven't won any freaking reward challenge so I havent get any clue to the idol and my scores never give me the tokens. By this point I'm pretty sure the 4 idols have been found.

"indingai"

- I'm surrounded by idiots. Two People on the other tribe didn't submit and still we lose!!! Ugh. Off with their heads

"kilimbit"

- wtf is wrong with this tribe? i didn't even tried my hardest to go on the next level and yet i got the highest score. i was also on the top scorers in the last few challenges that i took me less than 2 hours to play btw. and despite all that, i can't get my hands on that extra idol clue. (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻

"indingai"

- Lmao, things are not well at all. So, like, everyone has ignored me.... Which is interesting, considering I am at the bottom. I really do think that my days are numbered honestly. I've tried to make any communication with the others, but was ignored by just about everyone besides Julez.. It's evident, in my opinion, that Bas is calling all of the shots. He is so ignorant that he just completely ignores everything I have to say, as if I am some sort of inanimate object waiting to be disposed of. Erin is something else, and definitely not someone I can talk to. Gyn really is playing a horrid game, but I guess if that is what floats his boat. Other then that, my challenge performance does not help my case at all, but I am not very good with challenges to begin with. Games aren't exactly my forte, but I am pretty proficient with forum based challenges and posting things. If things don't change for the better, I expect the final seven to all be old Indingai tribe members

Day 17
"indingai"

- I am putting in work. If I go home, it won't be without giving my all. So, basically, it feels as if I am the one going home. However, I started a chat with Julez and Bas, telling them my side of the story, and how Gyn can not be trusted at all. Bas came to me and told me taht Gyn wants me to vote Erin, so what do I do? I went directly to Erin, telling her that Gyn can not be trusted, so I can gain at least one ally. I will keep you updated, but just know I am going to fight.

"indingai"

- So, I think I may have got Erin in my good graces. I told her everything that had hapened. I made it seem as if Julez and Bas are exclusive, and that Bas is the figurehead and leader of this tribe. His word is gold basically. I then told her that Bas and Julez would probably take Gyn over her, since Gyn is a perfect goat. She said that if I trust her, she wants to get Gyn out for his sneakiness... Now, I just need to convince Julez and or Bas.

"indingai"

- Bas and I are in such a good position rn. Both Gyn and Loren think we are with them and ultimately we make the call. Loren seems more trustworthy than G tbh. I STILL want my revenge on Erin for trying to vote me out on the first "epissode" lol but I guess now it's not a good timing. Also I'm tired of these bunch of losers. Really Erin 17 as your final score? REALLY? I was the highest score out of everyone. so If anyone deserves that freaking token it's me. lol

"indingai"

- I think that I may have just saved my ass lol. tongue emoticon Crossing my fingers and hoping I make the merge. So ready to get rid of the snake Gyn

"indingai"

- Is this real life? I found an idol, Gynyoh considers Julez and I his tighest allies, so does Erin, and so does Loren. Either they're lying or I'm in an excellent position. Gynyoh wants Loren out but he wants Lorens vote on Erin just in case, Erin wants a vote on Gynyoh, Loren wants Gynyoh out, this Chambri token makes this game crazy. I'm not sure who to go with yet.

Day 18
"indingai"

- I think I may have saved myself until the merge, but then what? I will be going in with only two other old tribemates, which makes us very very easy vote offs. However, I want to play up the divisions in old Indingai. But the difficult part is that there are no divisions at all. Indingai had a very great start, they haven't had to do nearly as much conniving as Kilimbit did. They had a common enemy their first tribal, whereas all the people on my tribe were big strategy game players who were all at each other's throats. So that makes things a lot more difficult and interesting. If there was a season that had a pagonging, this would be it.

"indingai"

- Omg, I can't believe I did it. After last tribal, it was pretty much assumed I was leaving this game. However, I worked my social game, forming bonds, throwing Gyn under the bus, and solidifying a stronger relationship with Erin. I know I am not the most flashy player at all, but my social game is what kept me here in the end.

"indingai"

- I told Loren about Gynyoh's plan to manipulate Loren's vote. Loren told Erin (I'll have to make sure I don't tell stuff like this to him in the future) and she flipped out about Gynyoh throwing her name out there. My main reason to vote Loren was that if I went against Erin or Gynyoh the other would feel betrayed, but now, Erin was completely with voting Gyn, so this worked out great, at least, I hope so. Our plan is to split the vote 3-2 with Gynyoh getting 3 votes and Loren getting 2, in case Gynyoh manages to get the token again, he won't feel completely betrayed.