Snatch Me Up/Confessionals

Day 10
"zama"

- Voting out Jason was the logical choice, I couldn't let Gilad go and Jason clearly showed a willful disregard for working with me by not bringing me his plan to get Gilad. Not that I'd have agreed to it, obviously, but he played his hand and got the boot for it. Sucks to be him, I guess. At least now I don't have to deal with a 14 year old. Like, Christ, how am I supposed to bond with someone almost 2/3 my age?

"tharros"

- I’m a bit anxious for the swap or merge because the Zama tribe seems to know who to vote off, because Benj and Jason would have worked with me in those scenarios.

Will has been giving me advice on the incoming swap and my threat level, he and I are the only ones who know about the extra twists of Observer twist.

So I might as well downplay my challenge strength from here, and see how it goes plus I’m willing to work with who’s ever left in Zama tribe, if they would extend their hands toward working with me. I’m feeling a little complacent now but I feel like it would become intense in the game as soon as we near to the merge.

Day 11
"tharros"

- We won the idol clue which is great because it narrows it down to around 70 possible locations. Nadine and I have been guessing together so if we’re here long enough we should be able to get it at some point. I’m planning on no helping at all for this Immunity challenge. If we win, great. Rob stays and I’m his only friend here. If we lose, great. Carson or Danielle comes over as an observer and gives me the next idol clue.

"tharros"

- So it's day 11. Anyone who has been talking to me (will and Andy) have basically stopped. My tribe has been winning no thanks to me so I'm sure that if we lose, I'm the vote. There won't be much I can do to stop that from happening which sucks ass. I hope a swap or merge comes soon. The first chance I get in flipping on this tribe. I don't dislike them or anything, it's just in clearly on the outs and at this rate, I could be the number that the other tribe needs. And you know the great Dan foley says "flippers never win" well, idk about that ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Day 12
"tharros"

- Fun times, we lost the challenge, I honestly wanted to continue dragging the team till merge for numbers, but I'm okay with voting off a certain person out of our tribe today. RobDawg hasn't been communicating with us a lot, mostly due the school, and we had to keep dragging him to win. So I think it's time for him to cut loose out of this tribe.

"zama"

- FINALLY WE WIN ANOTHER IMMUNITY. Oh my god did we need that, now not only are we safe but the numbers are evened back up. Oh, and I got 2 of the points single-handedly for the challenge. I think I'm looking pretty good right now tbh. If we swap, I think I'll be ok too.

"zama"

- ok at first they all gunned for fariha, obviously I didn't liked that but I went with them just so they would not think im trouble anyway I just felt it's wrong so I came up with a plan I told fariha to tell Jack Jason is gunning for me, so jack would get angry and try to get him out instead that was a risky move but I did it from 3 reasons 1. I trust fariha and she's like the person who will always get voted off before me and that's a keeper 2. I don't trust Jason, he's giving me bad vibes and he could become a headache later in the game 3. if they wouldn't vote Jason when I ask, what will stop them from voting me before him? coming from that logic I figured I don't really have anything to lose which is a scenario that still could happen btw I can totally see them just voting me instead but in that case I don't see a difference between being voted out this time or in the next tribal so I hope they do jason, that'll make me more comfortable

"tharros"

- Hopefully it's an easy vote with Rob DAWG going home but i basically slacked my ass off on socializing and nearly forgot (or did I forget idfk) to log on yesterday since I was so busy rip so at this point I'm not sure if I'm next on the pecking order since 11th place (or 12th idk I'm half braindead at this point) doesn't look that good, doesn't it...

But a swap's 99.9999 point 99 happening next round (inb4 I come off looking like a dumbass when there's no swaps) so I need to hope I'm with a few people I actually trust. Tharros (HOPEFULLY AND MAH WERD I MEAN HOPEFULLY) stays strong together as a tribe and and has at least an ounce of unity so there's no flip flap flopping in a merge or swap.

"tharros"

- So we lose. Meh! I was Robdawg’s only real friend but he would have been dead weight. There’s no point carrying around inactives like that, because everyone can tell that you’re trying to goat them and it just makes you a bigger target. And truthfully the season is better off without him.

Jerry brings his fine ass down to the Tharros as our observer. I was worried bc I didn’t give him the idol clue or tell him about it, but sure enough he gives it to me first thing. I guess he’s counting on me saving his ass if we swapfuck him. Thank you for the bribe Jer-bear!

Now I’m down to about 30 possible idol locations. Only problemo is...we’re probably swapping in about 24 hours. I need just a little bit more time to find the idol, so I’m waiting till the very last moment to cast my vote. I’m gonna stall this game as long as I can before I potentially leave the tribe. I know for a fact that nobody else is anywhere near as close to the idol as me and Nadine are, that idol is mine and it’s going to be what secures our spot in the final 4.

"tharros"

- I'm actually okay with us going to tribal because it was boring to keep winning challenges, and it makes the season more interesting as long as one tribe isn't dominating in challenges. It makes it look even, in my opinion! Plus, we already have 3 idol clues so this tribal isn't a loss for me. Just numbers would be a concern people vote along tribal lines!

Will has been sharing with me the idol clues, especially since he got one from Jerry. He has a good head on his shoulders and knows exactly what to do. He's a well damn good player, especially for a man who calls me his queen. That actually makes me wary of him later on into the game. According to him, Carson talked fondly of me so that's pretty good for my game. I've come to terms with Benj's elimination, and have bonded with Jerry a lot today, especially regarding our mothers. Hopefully this should be enough to protect me from swap scenarios!

This will be a quick and obvious tribal.

"tharros"

- I'm bracing for a potential swap, hopefully my observer knowledge and my social connections would be enough to pave the way to the merge! I forgot to mention this, but I had found out this was Ben's first survivor org a week ago and he told me he guessed Zakriah's name twice for the idol. I feel that Ben is a competitive challenge beast, but is also someone I could keep close to me because of our social bonding lately. Jack is pretty smart and dangerous, but also reliable to have around. Keaton is Keaton, and Will is Will!

"tharros"

- Well we lost the challenge and I didn't even try oops. Nadine told me I'll be getting votes. Yeah it's gonna be unanimous. I'm gonna do some last minute stuff to do something but I think today is my last day. If it is, oh well it was fun. Hopefully I can stay a bit longer. 🤷🏻‍♂️

"tharros"

- Back again. Ya boy is being told Andy so I guess I'll do that. I hope I don't get snaked on this one but I don't expect much

"tharros"

- Sooo... Will just confirmed my suspicions because I have this gut feeling that if we were to lose the next challenge I'd be the next one to go. There's been no alliance talks whatsoever concerning me and since I've been told that Keaton's supposedly told my name to Rob as a backup vote it somewhat worries me. Then again, Will knows my paranoid nature from hosting in the Himalayas so there's also the possibility that he's trying to enhance that. The latter would be the better option but I'm honestly down for a swap at this point. The merge is probably soon so I just need to hold out for then

If I go home this vote that's be so sad and funny at the same time lmfao

"tharros"

- Mixed emotions but Nadine found the idol! I’m a little jealous because I wanted it and I was the one that made fat lists for us to go through and got the idol clue, but I really trust her and I’m honestly happy for her. She’s a great ally and such a genuine person, so I’ll have to be okay with letting her have the glory. Congrats Nadine!

"tharros"

- bitch