Board Thread:Survivor 21: Kerala/@comment-27031795-20161208232642/@comment-1928659-20161209013524

I wasn' t planning to sugar coat anything.

I liked you early on after the merge and I thought you were a fierce competitor and a huge threat. I considered you the most threatening player of all. However, I am glad we developed an early trust and I think it helped us both. We gave each other an incentive of what was happening outside of our closer circle and me targetting Nicolai was crucial to you not getting eliminated by Tucker. So when we did the me you and Jake thing I was legitimately planning to do a complete flip and stick with you to at least get Tucker out. But then that round was crazy and it was the only round I felt unsafe and your plan to flush the idol almost worked because for a moment I was convinced I needed to play it. I stuck with it and because of some drama people did end up voting for Jake and I was thankful for me sticking with you and I wasn' t idoled out.

I wanted to go for Tucker right after but we got really unlucky and he won immunity. So if I stuck with you and Jake I would have to vote either Asa or Julia. But I realised that if the possibility of Julia working with you and Jake was not open, after she had expressed to me that she wanted to go against who she implied was Tucker, I knew she would have to stick with me and she was a much smaller threat than you who were sweet and adorable and at the same time a fierce competitor. And I had just rallied votes for Jake one round before that so I was not entirely sure you guys were working with me. It did seem like a bad move that you and Jake would not vote for me. I did not get why you didn' t do it, Anyway, I used my double vote and I found myself at F5 at the exact spot I had thought I would be. I should have managed your feelings better and replied to you in those last messages. I tip my hat off to you, had you not been eliminated then we were all doomed to see you rule the game. I hope you can appreciate the move.

Here is the picture of you I made. You are the sweetest girl, I had a great time discussing about you working with kids and me wanting to be a pediatrician. But game-wise I think you are hiding a villain in there. You are a very fiery person and you have a great energy.