It Just Feels Dirty/Confessionals

Day 9
"murokata"

- Well, Vince left. I'm disappointed that he wasn't able to be around much, he seemed like a cool guy. But at this point we NEED active tribe members. We're down to three people left, and if we lose again, it's gonna be a shit show. I may need to start thinking about who I'd want to work with between Trace and Grace, which is something I didn't want to have to do for a looooonnng time. On top of that I need to try and figure out which one would want to work with me over the other. Because if we lose and it ends in a 1-1-1 tie? Hoooo boy, that'll be insane.

"manco capac"

- Team is slacking a bit, but I promise I'm going to keep us together. The exhaustion is really kicking in but hey F*** B****es get money

"qala"

- Sweet deal man, I'm gonna end up making it to June 21st! grin emoticon

Poor Murokata, though. They're the weakest tribe at the moment and the swap is most likely not going to occur until Day 13, meaning that they have to win the next one as well if they want to have a chance of any of those guys winning the game. Unless they're like the Matsing tribe, with Denise and Malcolm, and end up socially and strategically making their way to the end. But I doubt that's gonna happen anytime soon.

Anyways, honestly really glad that we're still staying strong as a tribe of 5. I think it'll truly help us a lot once the swap/dissolve comes around, considering that we haven't lost a single member yet. Our biggest competitor, obviously, is going to be Manco Capac if they win the next immunity challenge as well. So I'm really hoping Manco Capac lose next just so Qala has the biggest advantage, person-wise, in this game.

Day 10
"murokata"

- Well, if it wasn't obvious that we're desperate to win it is now. Zane approached Trace about working together to keep Murokata and Cobo from going back to Tribal. I personally am against the idea. Just from a sort of moral-sportsmanship type thing. It just feels dirty. But there aren't any rules about it so I guess if there was ever a challenge to exploit that, it would be this one. Still, can't say I agree with the decision to do so, but I don't want to go against my tribe. Because if I did, and we lost this challenge? I guarantee you that I'd be going home.

"manco capac"

- Omg I havent said a word for days now and I dont want to get a Purple Kelly edit. Lol So from where I left off - Adrian and I had an early connection. However, the others dont like him. Uh oh. Koror is the second one to approach me for an alliance and I said yes. Thomas, who is very active and energetic also approached me on Day Two. However I got caught off guard by him. He didnt even want to talk about life! He jumped in and talked about th game and went on and on and on. You don't lecture me about the game, mister. And finally, on Day Four I got the chamce to bond with Casey. Basically I have formed bonds with everyone. Thomas and Koror want Adrian gone. I told this information to Casey, so she would be in the same page if ever we need to vote someone out... ...And whooops... The time is now. We have to send the sheep to the slaughterhouse now. I will still keep my options open. I dont want to mess this up and take the fall if I become too aggressive. As I've said, Adrian has been pretty much in my same timezone and we've formed an early bond already. But he is not that social with the others. ....X.x....

Day 11
"manco capac"

- Wow...this is awkward. We lost one. Seems like Adrian is the one leaving. He just doesn't talk to anyone, so awkward to be around. But damn man. We gotta get our asses going and win a reward challenge.

"cobo"

- So I ended up taking a leadership position in this challenge and I really hope that doesn't come back to bite me. Combo has teamed up with Murokata to try and send either Qala or Manco to Tribal Council, so I hope my strategy of mix and match works out. This challenge really is luck of the draw so it's anyone's guess which doors the other tribes will pick. I will be pissed if these damn doors kill my game. "qala"

- God damn this challenge takes some strategy and luck. Gonna be interesting to see how this one ends. Hopefully my strategy of 2 per door works out well, and that we chose random enough numbers to the point where we can just win both reward and immunity. Cause I really want that idol! Anyways regarding the upcoming swap, I'm honestly excited for it. It'll literally be the most exciting thing for me and the rest of Qala since Days 1-3 (unless we go to tribal which I hope we don't!) Hopefully it doesn't screw me over though. That'd just suck a lot. "cobo"

- Oh my god YESSSS

"qala"

- Just won immunity, and it feels excellent man. Qala managed to stay in the Top 3, even if just barely at times, all the way up until what we presume is going to be the tribe swap now. Who knows, you guys could be extending it that much longer if you REALLY wanted to torture us, but I'm pretty sure t hat swap is happening now. And I'm SO glad that I could get up to the this point! So, now is the interesting part that's going to come from this swap. Qala has 5 members, and we're being split into 2 tribes of 8 I'm presuming. Meaning that we could either end up having 3 on one side, 2 on the other, or 4 on one side and one on the other. If I'm with any Qala, I wanna try to stay with them (unless its just Andrei or just Jake, then I might backstab them) and hopefully drag a few other people over to our side so we can have the majority and just knock out the rest of them as we see fit. Presumably merge is 12, so hopefully I'll be able to survive four eliminations with this whole swap and be able to make it to that next phase of the game. Honestly I don't know a whole lot about how this is gonna end up going for Qala or myself, 'cause the swap hasn't happened yet. But at least I know that I made it to this point in the game. My strategy is probably going to morph a lot as the swap comes into play, but at least I got something heading into it. "manco capac"

- Just getting home after our first tribal, honestly, Adrian didn't see it coming. He took it kind of hard. And I' *Feels face* Wait...is that a beard...WOW MOM IM GROWING A BEARD. IT TOOK ME THIS LONG BUT WOW....