Board Thread:Survivor: Antarctica (Season 17)/@comment-5001881-20160609002324/@comment-7654138-20160609083900

Hei, Shiloh.

There's a fragment from a book I hold close to my heart that relates to this experience and it goes like that:''It is said that before being born, the heart is not located in the chest, but in the head, next to the brain and afterwards goes to its place and separates from the brain for ever. How amazing would have been if the heart and the brain would have stayed together, so that the heart never does what the brain does not want, and the brain doesnt do what breaks the heart apart.'' I try to live my life with no regrets and put this philosophy in the games as well, but this game was so different for me because I feel I took this to a personal level with certain people, because I wanted to know the person and not only the player, and so this put me in a position where I let some people down and maybe I should have played a not so personal game. Not only so people wont be mad at me how they are now, but because it made me look like something I'm not. I regret not being able to handle the desires of my heart and the logic of my brain.