I Almost Died/Confessionals

Day 14
"mytikas"

- I'm really sorry Ryan, but I'm only trusting you right now cause I kinda have no choice. But for you to make an alliance and then pull that shit, even admitting that they persuaded you to vote out Lexi. That really hurts dude. ""dion"

- I am so flipping glad that I do not have to participate in today's challenge. I hate flash games and i hate mental challenges so I scored a big win today!

Todays events: So Jerry told Charlie that he was aligned with me liz and karsten which resulted in Charlie wanting to work with me, so now I have a new ally! Whoop! Sam.is lowkey starting to annoy me. His stupid gifs and emojis he put out during that small argument with geo really irritated me.

Right now all is fine. I just hope we win this immunity challenge "				"mytikas"

- Day after the vote. I dunno, I feel weird. Malik was really upset with me, and Nicole was so gutted too. Liam ignored me. One could say that of course they're gonna react this way cos they were left out of the vote. But tbh I feel as though they are genuinely upset, and I'm now starting to question whether this alliance ever existed at all. Am I being played here? "mytikas"

- I ALMOST DIED HOLY FUCK "mytikas"

- Nah but seriously FUCK Sammy, and if what Maik told me is true, FUCK Ryan along with him. If we lose again, I HAVE to kick it into high gear cause I dont wanna go home. And I'm not sure whats gonna happen if we go to tribal again. I trust my Mytikas, and I trust Malik, but everyone else is practically a free agent at this point. I just, don't know what I did to deserve this, but now it's time to fight for my life yet again. :/

Day 15
"dion"

- I feel like I am in a weird spot on this tribe. At this point in the game, people are just treating me like a number! And I think its funny. Just leaving me in the game is a dumb move. I've been working ahead a bit, but not losing sight of the now. I'm trying to keep my connection with my old original Mytikas tribe members to combine some forces if we swap or merge to have a majority. Its a slow and building play but I'm not need it. The only people I trust 100% are Ben and Charlie. Both seem to have similar interests to mine. This round, I'm gonna try to lay low and just see if we can pick off one of these inactive Dion's. Probably Sammy cause this kid didn't even try in immunity...like come on man. First you stupidly, make an ass of yourself about this dumb pre game shit for a 2nd time. And then you don't even try....Being busy is one thing but come on. If you think you're gonna be able to talk a dog off a meat truck then you have another thing coming. ""dion"

- Welp, we lost the challenge. I was hoping we would start going on a winning streak after last challenge but nope! I guess that challenge win was just a fluke :(

Anyways, the easy out is Sam and honestly I would not mind voting him, in fact I WANT to vote him, but damn he makes a great shield. He has pissed off like a good amount of people in this game and that is good for me. However, since he abstained from the challenge and did not warn anyone about it, keeping him might be too big of a risk. The dude is asking to be voted out at this point.

However, I lowkey want Brian out. I do not trust Brian at all. I feel like when he has the chance he will screw me over. The thing is, I don't have any valuable proof that he has any intent on screwing me over. I asked Jerry if he has been approached by Brian and he said he hasn't, so I don't know. Right now I am leaning towards voting Sam, but things can change. "				"mytikas"

- I made it to at least 15th place which is what I got in San Marcos so yay for that :') I was really expecting my tribe to lose immunity after seeing the challenge and who was doing what, so whew us winning was fantastic. I chatted with Sammy and he was telling me he's probably gonna get voted out and that he's trying to get votes onto Karsten/Ben/Elizabeth so like.... .-. not ideal for me rip. Just gonna keep my head up and try to keep building some relationships and hope for the best "mytikas"

- YES BITCH WE WON. And I FINALLY get to go to the freaking maze I'm so excited!!! It's funny, I spent all that time worried I'd fuck up and cost us the challenge, but Sammy didnt even PLAY LMFAO. So now I just gotta crack open my charts and see if I can figure out the secret of this maze and actually get something out of it.I have all of Cammy's routs, but if I can get Malik's maybe I can make a chart of some kind and see if I can work around that. Wish me luck kiddoes~ ""mytikas"

- If this cough doesn't kill me then I hope I live to see Final 14.

Also what kind of bullshit is it that Louise or Brian is going home apparently even though SAMMY ABSTAINED?

Seriously, bursting my balls here guys. "				"mytikas"

- also let it be known that I will remain relevant to the plot all premerge until my untimely death thank u ""dion"

- Okay okay so Jerry told me about this other side that consists of Brian sam and louise and they want to vote Liz and I am just freaking out now. I have no idea what to do. Jerry told.me not to tell.liz and karsten but I really fucking want to. Dkfndnf "				"dion"

- Well now I know Brian was full of shit. Fucking knew it too. I'm just worried about an idol being played. I really want to switch the vote over to Brian rn But I can't do that bc that involves telling liz and karsten. Fuck! I am trying to get Jerry to let me.tell them. "dion"

- I am so pissed that I did not tell liz about how she was getting votes. I really want to blame Jerry, but ultimately it's my fault. I'm so pissed. I had a great relationship with Liz and I fucked it up. I feel terrible. "mytikas"

- so i've been kinda... dipping my fingers in the other tribe's tribal council lmfao. once I found out it was boiling down to Sammy or potentially Elizabeth, I started chatting with Elizabeth & eventually Karsten and let them know that Elizabeth was receiving votes... lowkey I assumed they would know that already for some reason falkhsdfk but anyway, turns out Ben already knew and didn't give Elizabeth a heads up, so that just made me look really fuckin good in her eyes WHEW my mind. ""dion"

- Why am I hearing from Ryan (someone on the OTHER tribe) that I'm getting votes tonight??? over Ben and Karsten who I've been close to since day 1??? Like this hurts since they're the 2 people I trust the most in this game and have been alligned with from the start. Like I ended up asking Ben about it and he admitted he knew I was getting votes but didn't want to say anything like ??? I mean I'm glad I found out from someone at least instead of by a tribal post saying I'm in another 4-4 tie. Also, the fact that in Kiribati me and Sammy ended up in a 4-4 tie that is possibly gonna happen between me and Brian (or whoever we vote for) tonight is fantastic :)))))))) like I already felt bad for Matthew dealing with the same thing happening as Kiribati so orhjgrgurigreg. I guess this wasn't our season.

Anyway, I'm hoping to get at least 5 votes on Brian to avoid a tie (me, Ben, Karsten, Konrad, and 1 of Sammy or Jerry) or if a tie happens to get people to flip in a revote to save me. This is gonna be the longest wait for results ever. "				"dion"

- So the Sammy vote went smoothly. I really had to get my allies to backtrack a bit and not make the dumb play and send home Brian. I get they have beef but Brian is gonna be beneficial to my game going forward. Regardless of if we swap next, I'm in a swing position which I adore. Brian doesn't know it yet but I pretty much saved him this round. Liz wanted to get paranoid and jump the gun with Ben, so I talked them off the ledge to make the tribe strong. Because that was beneficial for me to keep myself safe no matter what. I'm trying to adjust my strategy a bit this season to where social is gonna be my bread and butter. I have set myself up with my old Mytikas allies on the other side, with the 3 person block of Ben, Liz, and Karsten, and even Brian on this tribe. I should be able to have plenty of options for myself going into the merge when it comes. Which has been my plan from the start. The issue going forward is when to cut some people later on, it will eventually be time to whip out the fangs and go to work. "dion"

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