Taste God/Confessionals

Day 11
"lunata"

- IT'S DAY 50 FOR ME! It feels awesome, and no tribe switch which I like because I wouldn't want 2 tribes of 8, that's too big of a group I feel. So I think there'll probably be a switch after this next tribal at Final 15. Hopefully us returnees can kick butt again so none of us go home. This challenge will mean a lot if we can win it.

"toloa"

- Well, Jake and I orchestrated this blindside beautifully, Trent was an amazing competitor and that is the only reason I blindsided him is because I was afraid of him getting far, I feel awful about blindsiding him because he was 100% honest with me, Mikey is extremely worried and upset with me and im worried of the idol so if we lose again we're going to split the votes between Isaac and Mikey with Mikey being the target, I want to be happy that Jake and I organized such a great blindside but all the drama is making me feel extremely terrible, but it's the game, we're gonna have to suck it up, accept it for the good move it was, and do better at this next challenge.

"toloa"

- I don't understand what Mikey is talking about 88% of the time.

"lunata"

- So due to all that excitement from that /fabulous/ challenge, I wasn't able too explain my emotions after I was savagely blindsided at that last tribal ;-; Danny went and I lost my closest ally in this game. #Blanny was just tossed to the sharks and died before it even got a chance to soar rip So someone from that alliance of me, Danny, Yannick, and Sora flipped and is too much of a fucking pussy to come out and admitted. But I know it was Sora. All the clues point to it being him. 1. He told me he possibly had something going with Scott 2. Danny didn't bother to talk to him till like after the first TC 3. Sora hasn't bothered to talk to me since TC results were posted 4. Yannick is never online long enough for him to even consider flipping So it's Sora, and it honestly gets me so pissed off. If I had a say in anything, Sora would be the next boot due to his treachery and overall fakeness. I don't need that in my life tbh However I don't have the power I thought I once had so idk anymore. Now that these live challenges are /hopefully/ over for the mean time, we can start winning challenges.

"lunata"

- I know I can sometimes complain about some of the other contestants and stuff, but I would like to say I do enjoy everyone of them. They are all nice, friendly, and kind and I get to enjoy getting to know all if not most of them. They are truly amazing people.

"toloa"

- *** last tribal, it's amazing blind side. i love it heart emoticon Trent is stupid when he suggest my name to vote out. it's the most stupid move in history. Trent equals Erik svv 16 LoL :))) and finally he went home heart emoticon and this chall, i will throw it . 2 reasons : 1, i dont want everybody to think that i'm the beast of challenge . 2 , i and my alliance want to send Mikey go home . Mikey is so fake and a fucking , stupid liar . i cant trust him anymore . We will split vote : 2 Isaac , 2 Mikey . If idol appear , the other will be out . if idol doesn't appear , we will revote and 100% Mikey go home heart emoticon Amazing plan heart emoticon ***OMG i cant believe that Atafu gave me wrong clue -_- fuck Atafu . i think idol of Atafu is Hayden Moss but it's wrong . they gave me wrong clue so i'm fucking tired right now . i know why i cant find the idol . and now i think i will be find it soon heart emoticon

"lunata"

- So I contemplate throwing the challenge last round 'save' Jake since apparently he was trouble or to throw the challenge so Chris could get another idol clue. I was telling both sides I would throw it and for awhile I was gonna but I was like wait that's stupid so I didn't lol Chris has been 'helping' me and I've been helping him with the idol, him and Trent made some kind of theory that the idol is someone who has been on a red blue and yellow tribe and I'm like 'girl I think it's just rando's' but he didn't listen so o/w I can't just be like "bitch I have the idol" so I have to kinda keep up the charade that I don't have the idol. it's also highkey funny messing w Chris bc if it's one thing I know what to do in games I play it's keep up this good perception that I'm nooby and stupid so hopefully Chris is buying my "GURL IM SORA AND EASY TO MANIPULATE L0L!!!1!" if not then w.e! Trent going home is kinda sad bc out of all the javas I think I would've worked best with him so that's sad. I wish he could've lasted longer but he's a def for resurgence 2.0 imo!! But yeah, not 100% with Blaine so if we lose idc rlly but now I'm gonna see if Jake will thow it bc he has a clear majority and they wanna get rid of Mikey which I don't have much of a connection w so he can go hun

Day 12
"lunata"

- We won immunity!!!!!! Also we came in first again! Sadly we'll probably switch next, but as long as one of us returnees didn't go. Also it's good that Toloa went to tribal since they only went to tribal one time prier and Afatu went to tribal twice already, just like us. It should be very interesting to see how this all works out. I'm happy I made Final 15!

"atafu"

- TASTE GOD TASTE, GOD HAS HAD REDEMPTION FOR TRENTS BOOT, AND I'M ECSTATIC THAT TOLOA IS GOING TO TRIBAL. No, but really I'm happy it's toloa going because i don't think any of those six would be on my side so to know one more of them is being voted out, and potentially their tribe will be divided, that just makes me giddy as a little school girl i'm so happy

"toloa"

- I remember hearing from TSN that someone on Atafu found the Idol, I mean.. He also said the enough clues to find it .. which is undeniable that he is working with someone from there,to be exactly, Kim Huong wich is great to be honest grin emoticon The girl seems likeable smile emoticon and maybe, I can get close to her now..that I am kinda close to TSN and If I end up with her on the same tribe,awesome.Hopefully we'll see After Our 2nd Tribal that " The Outsiders" threw with the main reason of voting Mikey out of this.

"atafu"

- Kim and I's relationship has been taken to the next level, she just confessed her love to me and said "love ya". This is all happening too quick and I said I love you back. I don't know what's going to happen from here. Possibly marriage, children. We'll see! Anything is possible under the stars of tokelau! I am planning my wedding, because after the "i love you's" are out of the way marriage is the next step. I'm recruiting danielle pero and sora haynes as my bridesmaids and hope that all of production will handle the food, drinks, music, decorations, all of that stuff, so if you guys can get on that, it would be great

"toloa"

- So I sat out this challenge and the other outsiders threw the challenge, so we're gonna split the vote on Isaac and Mikey and go into a revote to take out Mikey, I feel absolutely terrible for doing this to Mikey and leaving Isaac out to dry when I really like Isaac but he told trent that one time I was gunning for him and I still want to have him as an alliance option but this will be the second time I lead him into a vote lying about who I'm voting for, Mikey is a nice guy and it hurts to vote him out, but I have to keep telling myself that this is just a game, it's nothing personal, it's just a game.

"atafu"

- a real life video I recorded of me training my tribemates Hip Hop Spin Class with KTX

"toloa"

- We are spliting the votes between Isaac and Mikey in the case that one of them has the Idol which has sense. I like Mikey, nothing to do with the game clearly but lying on his face acting like I'm voting someone else is ridiculous KNOWING the last tribal performance frown emoticon. I am voting Isaac with TSN and Jake and Austin are voting Mikey. Those on the bottom "will vote TSN" and "we are making them believe that that's gonna happen" I don't think they'll buy it but the end will be the same either way. I thought that I could tell Mikey that I'm voting Isaac and increase the possibolities of using the Idol(If they have it), I mean.. the vote would still the same, but the idol would be gone too.. I'd rather that than still thinking that the one that stays has it... .-. or maybe I'm overthinking things (DON'T PAY ME ATENTION Lol) smile emoticon