Work Together To Defeat The EVIL/Confessionals

Day 8
"kakalos"

- https://youtu.be/vkHpYhuzBlA ""kakalos"

- Do you ever just go from stressed to overjoyed? I normally hate swaps but I was in trouble after Jack left (rip this poor man, he didn't deserve this and him going off on Ben was hilarious)

Hopefully Brian and I end up on a tribe together, and I don't get swapfucked! "				"dion"

- So the tribe swap happened and it hasn't given me many favors. One world has been difficult so far since there are so many people are once. Now I'm on a tribe with 0 other original mytikas members. But there are a surplus of people from the tribe who just went to rocks, so I'm hoping that shows a divide. I'm gonna lay low and just try and let these people go after each other. If I can survive through this tribe, then I can potentially build a bunch of connections for myself in the long run. I just need some of these people to give me a chance. I know I'm likeable enough to get some favor, its just a matter of people wanting me as a number. I don't care if I "control" the votes here. Its about connections and survival for me right now. 20 people left? No need to jump off the high dive yet. I'll stay in the kiddie pool for now. "dion"

- wow ok so usually I stan swaps but Dion was in a really good place so it’s sad to be split up but luckily we got a clean 3/3 split bc I’d like to potentially work with lexi/nicole/Ryan in the future WEW me ziggy and Sammy all seem to be on good terms especially me and Sammy so hopefully we can keep it together, I wanted to get swapped with Liam WOMP so he better survive so we can merge together ""mytikas"

- I'm so happy with how many people wanna work with me I bought a dragon dildo to celebrate

wait "				""dion"

- (Note for hosts this goes before my last 2 confessions)

This is me live reacting to the rock draw/wheel spin. It's an absolute roller coaster and I know its 10 min long but I swear its worth it

https://youtu.be/XjvNdHwh-Go "				"dion"

- https://youtu.be/JSxSWIICjNU ""dion"

- I survived the rock draw! I am now 3 3 when going to rocks.

Let's start with Brian. Brian is telling me that he still wants to work with me and that we should work together bc no one will expect it. Do I trust him? I do not know. His biggest ally jack just got rocked out and I am partially responsible for that, so I feel like he is just setting me up.I was hoping I would not swap with him, but guess what? I did, along with Liz and Karson. Shit fuck this is going to be a fucking mess.

I am really glad that jerry got swapped to my tribe. Jerry was in my first org ever on skype. We were an amazing duo, we called ourselves the Ben and Jerry Ice cream alliance and we controlled that game and we ended up getting the ""Best alliance"" reward. I feel like we can both help each other out here, but more on that later.

I like this tribe and I feel like if I play my cards right I can really set myself up in a good position "				""dion"

- THIS is how you get people the fuck back on your side: https://imgur.com/a/AsE5Tc7

I have been making Ben feel so goddamn bad about voting for me all damn day while letting him know I still respect the fact that he didnt change his vote and that I just didnt know he was close with Karsten blah blah blah ya SNITCH ASS BINCH (fr tho dw I still like you as a person I just think it was a bad game move you made it 10 times messier than needed KNOWING 3 of us were gonna vote strong)

Anyway its looking like a lot of people have sympathy for me for going through that tie and are mad that it was Jack who went home and ultimately I'm starting to think it may have actually been a POSITIVE thing that it was Jack simply because of who I got swapped with. The only common ground I'm going to have with a lot of these people is that we really liked Jack so Jack thank you so much for being so goddamn fucking popular and I'll see you at the end where I ride your legacy all the way to the million baby WOO "				""dion"

- Okay so I'm finally writing up a confessional. Wheew. I initially wanted to do a video confessional but the AC was so loud you couldn't be able to hear what I had to say rip.

I'm finally back after 30 seasons and I feel incredibly blessed to be given an opportunity to rewrite my history here in 703. Truth be told, I did not expect to be selected as one of the 24 castaways to play in this season but now that I am a part of the show, I'll be giving it my all. For the past 8 days, I have been laying very low trying to build the necessary relationships that I need for the long-term, and because I avoided all tribal councils to date, it really helped me to focus a lot socially despite finding it hard to keep the conversation flowing.

On my original tribe, Nicole and Sammy were definitely the two that I bonded close with. Although we didn't have a one-to-on talk of strategy, it was clear enough that I would have had their backs. As of others outside of my tribe, Cammy and Elizabeth are my top two as we have continually conversed from time to time. Right now, I'm trying to come off as a person that does not have a huge awareness of what is happening in game and be reeled into an alliance that others may have. One thing that everyone else has in this game apart from me, is the fact that they have hosted and played with one another in a completely different platform. To put this into perspectives, it's like moving into a new school where you're the new kid and everyone else has been friends for 10 years - but on the internet. By doing this, not only would I be getting some intel, it would help me to distinguish what sort of play they could be playing. I'm not saying I am the 'Survivor-sorting-hat' that just knows, sometimes it's just a bit too obvious. "				""dion"

- Okay so I have never been more scared during a rock draw than I was last night. In the past I've always been one of the first few people saved during random rock draws like that so I was honestly shaking by the time it came down to me and Jack. I'm really glad I managed to survive since Jack was our original target and he ended up leaving which was a good thing for us. Overall the whole round was a success because it brought together the K.E.B alliance of Brian, Karsten and myself and Karsten shared his knowledge of the maze with us in return for going to rocks for him.

Regarding the swap, I'm so glad K.E.B managed to stay together since they're the 2 people I currently trust the most in the game. I was hoping to get swapped with some of Charlie, Trey, Nicole, Malik and Konrad since they're the next 5 people I talk to quite a bit but gotta work with the hand your dealt. I'm having mixed feelings about ending up on the same tribe as Brian because he might try to target us based on the last round. If we were to lose, he would be the ideal next target as a ""get him out before he can get me out"" type thing so we shall see. Winning the next few challenges is still the best option though. "				""dion"

- Uhhh y'all this new tribe... iono bout det.................. I'm hella concerned by it lmao. Most of the people i've been building bonds with were swapped onto the other tribe, and really the only person here I've been trying to connect with consistently is Malik. but I also have Nicole and Lexi from Dion, although I think they are tighter with each other than with me rip. On the bright side, I think our tribe is hella strong so we should be good in immunities

So hm my new tribe is made up of 4 Mytikas, 3 Dions, 2 Stefanis, and the lone Kakalos Liam. Initially I'm worried by the 4 Mytikas since it's obvious that they would be tight with each other after a unanimous vote and they make up 40% of the tribe. I really enjoy Cammy and I'm hoping she'd be down to work with me. Charlie is also cool, and the two others Gevonte and Trey I really haven't talked with ever so I have to start from scratch oop. The 2 Stefanis are Malik and Emily; I've put in an effort with Malik to show I want to work with him and I think he would be loyal to me so I'm happy he's here. Emily is a queen but we haven't spoken a word to each other since the game started fjalksdfas mess. I'm really curious to find out what the dynamics of og Stefani is/was hmmmm. Then we have Liam who actually seems very open to wanting to work with me, so I'm def gonna try to keep him on my side. I foresee him being an important vote so hm.

Sammy really wants Lexi gone lmao. Liam mentioned to me how he heard that Sammy would have been the first to go on Dion if we lost and I played along with that even though it isn't true lol. I mentioned it to Sammy and he assumed Lexi told that to him, and he was telling me that Lexi is positioned really well here because she is friends with a lot of people on this tribe, specifically he mentioned ""malik gevonte lexi liam"" being together. Would make sense tbh; Liam/Gevonte both from El Salvador and I can tell from interactions in One World that those 4 are friends. I'm not sure yet if this will be a problem for me or if it will work in my advantage hm. At this point all I can do is keep my energy positive, keep being social with everyone, and keep my options as open as possible. "				""mytikas"

- So Jack left in a rock draw while I was out last night.. I'm not too terribly torn up since we weren't really close- but I did enjoy talking to him about musicals!

Wow a tribe swap... i mean most of us figured it was coming regardless, but still. It was a shock to see it after I got service again. I wasn't very happy to see it was random either- I was hoping for it to be like a schoolyard pick or captains or literally anything that WASN'T random.

Regardless though, I'm pretty happy with my tribe. I have Nicole who I was closest to on my original tribe, Charlie who I love, Gevonte Liam and Malik- who I like to call the Canadienne hosting group, Trey who I've played with multiple times, Cammy who I've just started really talking to and I like, then Emily and Ryan who I don't feel super close to!

So it's definitely not a bad tribe by any means, and it's definitely not one I feel screwed over by which is good! <3 (Also added note, making that spreadsheet about who I've talked to has helped a lot I feel so I can make sure I at least talk to everyone every 48 hours!) "				""mytikas"

- here are my thoughts for the people on my current tribe dion - lexi: she’s dope, for sure. but that’s the issue. i feel like everyone likes her, or feels like they need to work with her. i’m worried about being with her/gevonte/malik sticking together and i can’t decide if i want to join in or try to get them out. they’ll be a threat merge during the murge for sure.

dion - nicole: she is sosososos sweet and we talk a bit but i assume she also talks to everyone. i hope we can link up with emily, because they’re both so kind and i don’t see them betraying it.

kakalos - liam: almost 80% sure liam doesn’t like me but with him working with jack, and jack being my friend, i think he will be able to trust me. also i love brian and he also loves brian so. i’ll have to figure that out.

mytikas - trey: i’m pretty sure trey and lexi and emily don’t get along which is ok w/ me because they’ll probably go after each other. i’m really close with karsten, who is close with trey, which i think keeps me out of his radar a bit. all i know about trey is he normally targets girls and he’s not afraid to make a move.

mytikas - charlie: love charlie and i think he trusts me a lot. i know he wants to include me in all of his alliance plans, which is great for me.

dion - ryan: ik him from epicmafia and i would like to think he would want me to stay here but idk him like that so we’ll see.

stefani - malik: we’ve been talking a bit and i had a feeling he’d get far, so i’m trying to stay as close to him as i can.

stefani - emily: love her, played a previous game w/ her and idk how she feels about me after that game. i hope we can link up again. idk if she holds grudges

mytikas - gevonte: LOVE HIM and hope we can conquer tg. he keeps it real, although i feel like he’d be sneaky af. "				""dion"

- I feel like Brian really wants to work with me. He just seems so genuine in his responses. My emotions are telling me that he is not lying about working with me and that he is not setting me up and that he genuinly wants to work with mem My Brain is telling me that this is a trap and that he is going to vote me out the first chance he gets.

If I were to tell Liz and Karson about wanting to work with Brian both would say it is bullshit and they would tell me not to trust them. I think if we loose liz and karson would want to vote Brian and that would put me in a very awkward position, so I hope to god we win all these challenges "				"dion"

- The worse thing I can ever do is fuck them up some way and let them down and that is what happend this challenge. I did not think this was timed. I did not read the damn rules carefully enough and I fucked this tribe up badly. I feel terrible right now. It pisses me off. God, I'm so fucking mad at myself. I probably ruined my game doing this stupid shit and it's all because I couldn't read the fucking rules carefully enough. "dion"

- I am sorry, I just can't beleive I fucked the tribe like that. I feel so terrible. If only I read the rules more carefully if I just did that we would not be in this mess. This is all my fucking fault. "mytikas"

- the melatonin on my desk looks really satisfying rn should I just take it and sewer my team ""dion"

- I'm pretty sure we lost this challenge. It sucks too because we might have been able to avoid it if I did not fuck up in the beginning.

Right now the target seems to be Brian and right now I am okay with that. I think we have the numbers. Liz said that feliepe (sorry for the misspelled name) and konrad want to vote with us, which is good, but those 2 haven't really talked to me that much and for some reason that bothers me and I don't know why. Maybe it is because of the lack of communication between us. I'm not going to go into it now. I just think it's something I should look into later on. Right now I'll take their votes to save me. "				""mytikas"

- Tribe swap! I'm actually feeling very happy with my new tribe, although it's gonna be complex if we go to tribal. There is so much meta here and so many good players that it's gonna be chaoticcccccc.

I am hesitant of sticking just with mytikas, as there are 4 of us in a tribe of 10 and this could be problematic! To be honest there are lots of different options for where i wanna go here. Cammy and I have been talking about it already, and we both suggested that going with the friend trio of Gevonte-Lexi-Malik could be a great idea as there's solid connections there already... idk though no one wants to be the first to put themselves forward in such a big tribe.

Also, there are other options that I'm interested in! Someone like Liam would be great to ally with, as he is on his own over here and he's someone I could definitely see myself getting along and working well with! "				"mytikas"

- oh my goddd that tribe be messy. Going to rocks at f20 first tribal they’re @. These r some stubborn people and defs r not gonna be united like the dion baes. From what I understand it was Jack/Brian/Liam vs Karsten/Elizabeth/Ben. I honestly prefed jack Brian and Liam to win but in the end poor king jack got rocked out :( that’s like the worst way to go out especially this early </3 ugly episode ""mytikas"

- it’s time for Nicole’s swap thoughts!!!

Charlie: he’s really cool like he’s a great guy but like he’s been inactive and I feel like he isn’t as invested into this game as others. He is here just not as much as others I guess idk where I’m going lol. He didn’t contribute that much to trivia even tho he won it by a landslide last time ya know stuff like that.

Cammy: a queen... ❤ again I’m proud to say that she was my FIRST EVER survivor ally on epicmafia dot com. I mean it didn’t go that well but omg ❤ Queen we talk about all of the best things like cats and pizza and cheesy Netflix shows ❤

Gevonte: my lazy buddy ❤ we had a fight last night and highkey I WON it was a fight about who’s more lazy. I pulled out a story, when I was in like primary school I spent the whole 2 week holiday on my bed so when I came back and it was like daily fitness my legs refused to work so I fell over and got 2 bleeding knees. Oop anyway got distracted there he’s cool!! And I know he likes dr from the Sinai vl but I’m yet to bring it up

Trey: the robbed king of Krakatoa, I feel like he doesn’t really socialise w ppl outside of his tribe at the time. We did talk a few times about like matty being robbed and what not 😞 hoping I can talk to him more.

Lexi: another queen ❤ I’m hoping we can make merge together she and Linus r like the cutest thing ever and like she’s really cute and cool and pretty too omg going off track. I’d say is my closet og Dion ally!!

Ryan: we don’t actually talk THAT much in pms but we know we’re good w each other we tried the most on the challenges in our tribe and like ya we have that respect for each other I’m like one of my next goals is to get more convos in w him

Emily: a pretty queen~ we need to avenge jack omg. She didn’t really contribute to her tribes challenges preswap and they lost twice but queen pulled through~

Malik: 😮 I.. feel pressured to do the Krakatoa episodes bc of like his presence here but that’s okay LOL I was gonna do them anyways and I enjoy reading the confessionals and gaining like coding experience :3. I love him as a person but like he’s been kinda moody bc of the 2 early tribals which is understandable

Liam: again I voted him out of his own frickin org I... he was inactive but still. I think he’s forgiven me and we’ve had quite a few good convos and we bond over hatred for olives on pizza

Overall looking @ this lineup I defs got a good swap and hopefully I can keep my immunity streak going!! "				"mytikas"

- Ok sorry for not sending one sooner. My tribe is MUCH MUCH BETTER THAN MY ORIGINAL TRIBE. I got the baes Lexi and Gevonte, I got Queen Cammy, Liam, Ryan Trey and Charlie. Phew. Also got Nicole, that’s not bad but it’s good because I know Nicole and Liam don’t trust each other so maybe they’ll have a war if we happen to go to tribal. And then there’s miss Emily who says people don’t talk to her, but doesn’t bother messaging other people. We hadn’t talked since Matthew went home and honestly that’s fine by me. If she was first to go on our tribe? Even better honestly. But I don’t want to say I’m in a great position, but I definitely don’t see myself being the first boot of this tribe. 👌🏽👌🏽👌🏽

Day 9
"mytikas"

- Knowing that Louise and Brian will work together to defeat the EVIL that is old Kakalos gives me life "mytikas"

- Yes we won! Now I just gotta make sure Brian doesn't get slaughtered today. "mytikas"

- I woke up and we won!!! Phewwww thank fuck... I wasn't able to contribute cos of my stupid timezone and feeling sick but I hope no one holds it against me! Lexi was very sweet to me when I was worrying about this, so hopefully this won't be the case. Either way I'm so grateful to my tribe for dominating "dion"

- I'm in a weird spot on this tribe. I think I'm liked, no surprise :P nah but for real. I'm with 4 members of the tribe that went to rocks. And funny enough, 3 of them voted for Brian who is the fourth member of them hear. So since I'm the long original mytikas here, I'm gonna try to lay low and just see if they try and kill each other and I'll pick a side. I don't like showing my hand this early in the game but, I would rather work with people who I feel are more trustworthy. The Dion's are the most active as a whole, from my POV. So I hope they show up. I don't wanna be someone else's pawn in this game. I'm the king, and I need to find my knights and rooks. Its time to try and put someone in checkmate. ""mytikas"

- Things are gonna kick off on this tribe soon, I can feel it. I don't think Cammy is too happy with the others making the decision for maze without her.

Cammy has been talking to me about the ""lexi fan club"" actually, haha. She's telling me that we're in danger from them (lexi, malik, gevonte, liam, trey) and I have to say that I'm listening lol. They all have meta connections and would be a strong force in this tribe. Gonna talk to the others and see what we can do... "				"mytikas"

- PHEW. Nothing like taking a fabulous coma after a horribly exhausting challenge and waking up to fucking WINNING. I LOVE IT. Seriously that challenge took years off my life and time and time again a practically zonked the fuck out in the middle of it. But now I can relax and not try to vote some asshole off thousands of feet in the air lol. Which tank GOD cause I do not need that stress you guys for real. I wish I coulda gone to the maze, but fighting for something like that is not a smart move, so I guess i just gotta live with it for now. I hope Jerry gives me some details, that way I can put together a map and figure some shit out. "mytikas"

- hm Cammy is concerned.... apparently Malik told her straight up she woulda been voted out if we lost? i- this is news to me... also interesting to come online today to the "tribe" deciding on sending Lexi to the maze hmmm... at this point it is very clear that Lexi/Malik/Liam/Gevonte/Trey are working together which is 50% of the tribe and... that sucks. Lame swap is lame. Cammy is v worried and so am I but I'm trying to keep the worry to myself as to not make myself into a target. On the surface it seems like Cammy/Charlie/Emily are on the outs and I could probably add myself into there, but ideally my ties with Lexi thru Dion can help me out? And then there's Nicole in a similar position to me but I could very well see her being close with Lexi, and maybe even included in that alliance as 6th already so ugh. Idk, I would want to talk with her about the dynamics but truthfully idk how trustworthy she is, I wouldn't want her running to any of them... we'll see what happens "mytikas"

- So, Trey’s decided to leave and..honest I am sad because he is one of the very few people to reach out to me and get to know me months ago, and I didn’t expect this from him. I’m gonna miss him so much and I have no choice but to respect his decision. On the other hand, I’m not too sure I still want Dion going to tribal. Sure we won, but I don’t want Elizabeth or Brian leaving in this. Hopefully they will both be safe. I just really hope Felipe or Konrad will leave though. ""mytikas"

- Trey is gone :( Sad news as he's a great guy, but I respect his decision. He will be missed!!

However... I have to say that it's partly good news for my alliance, as this weakens the apparent majority alliance. Ryan told me that Liam messaged him almost immediately expressing interest in working with the both of us.

I am feeling happy, cos I was feeling kinda hopeless earlier! But now there appears to be options :) "				""mytikas"

- Ok, so since finding out about this majority alliance I've gone into a HYPE mode... I've been thinking furiously about how to pull us out of this deficit, and I think I have an idea. It would be a last resort as it's kinda elaborate and would be difficult to pull it off but I'll explain it anyway!

My plan is that if we go tribal, cammy announces she has an idol, and says that she's gonna play it on either herself or me. We can get ryan, nicole and emily to pretend to be with the majority alliance of Lexi-Malik-Gev-Liam-Trey and then, they'll split the votes on us two because of the fake idol

4-4-2 is what they think it will be. But then, if ryan nicole and emily all vote for who we're voting for, it would work out as 5-3-2. Would take a lot of luck but it's something that could be done I think! "				""dion"

- I'm not really surprised that we lost the challenge. It was my fault for starting the damn thing and it went downhill from there. Originally the target was Brian, but fortuantly for him Ziggy made a big target out of himself. This is what I think happend: Ziggy knew that liz karson and I were going to target Brian, and I do not think that he liked that, so he said that we should form a 7 person alliance that included himself, me,liz,karson,konrad,jerry and feli. He wanted to split the votes between Brian and another person. Now that right there should have raised a red flag. There is no way Brian could have an idol or any sort of advantage as he hasn't been to the maze thing. It turns out Ziggy was actually targeting Jerry and wanted us to split the votes so the dions plus Brian could vote jerry in a 4-3-3 vote.

I assume feli was told by one of the dions about this and feli decided to leak the plan to us.

I really don't know why, but there is something about feli that I do not trust. He doesn't really talk to me and yet he is out there saving our asses. Some would be grateful about this and I am, but I just don't understand why. Like I said he has barely talked game with me. I just don't fucking get it. I feel like he's just trying to get everyone on his good side so people would trust him with whatever info they may tell him. For now I'll just roll with it. It'd be incredibly stupid of me to turn on him.this early, but it is going to.happen eventually.

Earlier today I did something that was really stupid. I was talking with Brian earlier and he was like: ""Omg I am so glad we are honest with each other"" and at that point I knew he knew about our plan to vote him. He was trying way too hard, but even knowing this I told him we were probably going to vote one of the dions when he asked me who we were targeting. I should have given him a vauge answer, but I guess my brain was like no you should tell the truth. Stupid me. I'm just hoping telling him that doesn't affect me. "				"mytikas"

- Today was a mess lol... it went from Malik telling Cammy she was gonna get voted out, to me accepting the idea that Malik/Lexi/Liam/Gev/Trey were an alliance and that Nicole was a swing vote, to me & Charlie plotting, to me trying to make an alliance with Malik/Liam/Lexi, to Nicole asking me to create an alliance chat for me/her/Lexi kfjahjsdf, culminating with Trey deciding to quit the game out of nowhere LKFASHDF like literally what even. Sad that he left but honestly, it's a HUGE help to my game because he was a giant wild card in my eyes. The entire dynamic of our tribe fucking somersaulted in the blink of an eye and we didn't even have to go to tribal... Game on bitches anything can happen ""dion"

- I'm really sad Trey quit :( like I wholeheartedly respect his decision but he was someone I could work with going forward if given the chance. He was the one who recommended Karsten to me back on day 1 because he played with Karsten before and said he was a very loyal/trustworthy person and he was right about that.

Anyway, that endurance challenge was a fucking mess and I'm not surprised we ended up losing. Like I'm lowkey surprised no one has mentioned Ben's name to vote out since he started the challenge when we didn't even have 6 people on to post. On the other hand though I did start throwing Brian's name out before people had a chance to mention Ben so that may have helped. Being on a tribe of 10 with a 4-3-2-1 split based on OG tribal lines has a lot of possibilities for how tribal could go and ofc shit got messy today. Originally the plan was to try and get 6 or 7 people on board to vote Brian due to the whole rocks scenario last round. This wouldn't have been hard since Felipe/Konrad wanted to work with me/Brian/Karsten which gives us 5 and we were gonna get Jerry and Ziggy on board.

As soon as I mentioned it to Ziggy, he starts going off about a 7 person alliance and wanting to split the votes 4-3-3 so at first I'm just like okay whatever. As soon as that alliance is made, Felipe is up in my dm's saying we can't trust Ziggy and that the og Dion's want to vote out Jerry (presumably with Brian), which helped make sense why Ziggy wanted to split the votes 4-3-3. Now the vote is hopefully going to be 6-4 on Ziggy since Karsten told Jerry about him possibly getting votes and us realizing what Ziggy is doing. "				""mytikas"

- ""Starting out on the incredibly successful Orona tribe, Samuel started out in a good position on his season, and earned a reputation for a stellar social game which helped him make it all the way until Day 38 where he was finally voted out.""

If throwing me, who's on the other tribe, under the bus for a premade that does not exist on Day 9 is a good social game, then grats Sammy you win

Louise, Ryan and Lexi, your old tribemates all stand behind me at this point and so do Charlie, Lexi, Malik, Gevonte and Emily. Don't make enemies that you can't kill easily. "				"dion"

- This round has been shit. Ziggy is running around like a man with his pants on fire. Someone I really wanted to work with has been the messiest player I have probably played with. He starts by telling people that he was gonna flip on the Dion's and vote out Brian. No sweat off my back really. He then goes around and says that he wants to target me...No Bueno bro. AND THEN, THIS MORNING HE IS TRYING TO TAKE OUT FELIPE! What the fuck dude... I don't know what's even happening anymore. If the target got taken off my back, and I didn't even do a damn thing to change it. I'm gonna laugh. But this morning, I've had to keep my peeps in check so we can send this wild man home. If I survive this, I'm gonna laugh and smile. And take a shot of whiskey cause I could use it.... ""dion"

- It's been 2 years and 6 months, but the Ben and Jerry Ice Cream alliance is back! The stakes are higher than ever though.

My plan is to keep this duo I have with jerry a seceret. I don't really want either liz or karson to know about it.

So ziggy messeaged Liz, Karson and Jerry about admitting to the whole fraud alliance thing and that he was trying to take out feli bc supposedly there is a pre made on the other tribe and he would.join it and tbh I find that very unlikely. It doesn't even really make sense to me. I think the parinoia got the best of him.and now it's digging him in his grave. I don't think he knows he is going this tribal, so I think it will be another #blindside. 4 Blindsides in 5 tribals. That is impressive "				""mytikas"

- Survivor is a tricky one to figure out isn't it? I've got Lexi coming to me trying to dispel the notion of this ""majority alliance"" that has been floating around. She told me that she's confused by this rumour as she talks to Nicole and I the most.

My initial reaction was to scoff at her, but now I'm starting to wonder.. what if Cammy is playing me? I don't want to think that cos she's my closest ally, but you never know in this game. "				""dion"

- A lot has happened. Initially I thought I was in the worst position on the tribe considering that Dion was on a winning streak prior to the swap, but in fact it wasn't like that at all. After the challenge ended rather quickly, a lot of people were interested in working with me and although that sounds like a very good thing as it means I am in a good position, it means some blood will be spilled this tribal. I didn't plan on going to tribal council what-so-ever because I wanted to keep the Kakalos tribe rivalry alive for as long as I could since they wouldn't have anyone else on their radar except one another. Now that I'm at tribal, I had to find a way to keep the Kakalos tribe around in addition to finding a way to keep the Dion tribe members to stay for another round. This meant that either Felipe, Konrad or Jerry would be leaving the game. I personally liked Konrad and Louise liked Felipe, so by process of elimination Jerry was selected as my initial target for this tribal council. I knew the Dion members (Louise and Samuel) would go along with my plan so it was just a matter of searching for votes of those that do not mind sending Jerry out the game. I approached Brian with the idea of sending Jerry home knowing very well he's desperate to stay in the game and would vote out anyone; I then approached Konrad with the idea of getting rid of Jerry and although he was apprehensive with a move so sudden early in the game, he agreed to it only if we had the numbers; I then went on and did the bare minimum to convince Felipe to vote Jerry out. With that 6 votes against Jerry was done. Yep. That was i-- oh what no wait there is more.

Whilst I was trying to rally the votes for Jerry. Jerry messaged wanting to work with me and at this point I felt so shit that I had plans on ousting him out of the game but I needed him gone since at the time it benefited my game as well as my allies. Elizabeth and (either Ben or Karsten) then started to talk to me of wanting to work together as well and I then it clicked. I needed to make sure that these three would feel absolutely safe because if Karsten found an idol (which Elizabeth later claims that he doesn't), he could potentially fuck my plan up by playing the idol on Jerry if he knew I was playing both sides. So I decided that the best way for this to work is if I get close enough to find out whether they have an idol with the 3 Kakalos and create an 'alliance' of 7. Elizabeth mentioned that she loved talking to Konrad and Felipe so I gathered those two and Jerry to form the alliance. I convinced them that it would be a great plan to split the votes of 4-3 on Brian and either Samuel or Louise - which was later decided to be Lousie by random.org as no one in that alliance cared which of the two would leave as neither talked to the others. I made sure the division of the vote would have an equal 2-2 on both Brian and Louise just in case anything else might happen that I'm overlooking. As it stands the vote should go 2 vote Brian (Jerry and Karsten), 2 votes Louise (Ben and Elizabeth) and the other 6 voted going to Jerry. Okay now it's ove-- nope not yet!

Samuel then suddenly messaged me saying that there is a possible pre-made alliance in the game consisting of Lexi, Gev, Liam, Trey and Malik. He said that if Felipe sticks around any longer, he would work with the pre-made and essentially run the game. Obviously when hearing this, it was a lot to take in. But it then reminded me of a message Cammy had sent me saying that she would be the first to leave from her tribe because the pre-mades don't seem to like her. I had to confirm that this is true before flipping the vote again, so i decided to ask Nicole if she has any intel of this matter to which she assured that there is in fact a majority alliance. I knew very well at this point that it would be dangerous to keep Felipe around any longer and for that matter he had to leave. Honestly, at this point I got so annoyed and drained because I had to do everything all by myself whilst also helping my friend out since his car got broken into. Everyone on the tribe except for Karsten, Brian, Samuel and I had voted. I went to Karsten and convinced him that it wouldn't be ideal since the odds would be stacked against him and since Brian later told me he liked Jerry, he quickly jumped on board with the new plan to vote Felipe out.

Okay I'm going to write a separate confessional for my feelings because this is a long read and you're all probably mad at all the errors i've made. I'm sorry it's close to 3am here. Goodnight! "				""dion"

- Shit is going down this tribal. Ziggy has been acting all paranoid and making all types of plans for no reason. The plan is to blindside him with six votes, because he's making everyone's life complicated.

My trio of Ben and Liz are tight right now. I don't see that changing. But Trey going home really sucks. He was the first person I felt like I connected with on a real level in the ORG community, that I enjoyed talking to about life. We shared stories about personal loss in our lives, and other stuff. I wanted to reunite with him after our unfinished business on Tibet.

Cammy had also told me that she's in trouble on her tribe, being out of a majority alliance. She is someone else I've connected with, so the possibility of losing two close allies in the span of a couple days blows. "				"mytikas"

- Ziggy's out... shook! But my boy Jerry out here surviving! ""mytikas"

- Wow. Sammy is really going off here... I'm so happy he is because it's bringing the issue to light without Cammy or I having to do it! We feel bad for not supporting him, but we've got to consider our own games really!

Gevonte and Malik are of course denying it, but I do believe it is real. When I put forward the false offer of making an alliance with Lexi, she seemed kinda awkward about it. We've got to make sure we get Nicole on board with us!

Hopefully after this public call out she will be! "				"mytikas"

- okay so ziggy is telling me that hes the swing vote and that everyone is asking him what to do and that he doesn't want to lie to anyone 1. okay ur in a swing postition great 2. why NOT 3. pls dont mess this up. basically i gave him a lot of reason why he should lie then konrad ran over to me and wa slike oi who out of the dions can i trust. and i was like ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh so i ended up going like sammy - socially and physcially inactive louise - socially inactive physcially active ziggy - probably wouldn't lie to your face LOL. anyways it seems like quite a mess there ziggy wantede jerry out but the like og pinks and jerry want brian out for ya know the preswap stuff "mytikas"

- im sad to see trey go bc like i really like him as a person and hes lovely but i feel like he most defs made the right decision, his family should always take priority over orgs (says me lol). I fully support his decision and wish him luck ❤