Szymon's Little Bitch/Confessionals

Day 25
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- when somebody already found the fucking idol jesus christ.

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- im so dumb messaging jennifer when im about to sleep but i do need to talk to her to see if she has the idol. If she lies well i can make a deal that if she gives me her idol i will not tell anyone that the idol has been found/she has it and in return i will make sure she will stay for a few votes. She seems like a lone wolf at this point or i could be wrong. To bad i wanted that idol to make something happen but like Resurgence if i fixate on it... It will fuck me up and i could miss my chance easily.

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- This game can be so annoying too the past 25 days i ask myself do i even deserve to be here and since merge i ask am i even playing a good game???

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- I am an idiot.

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- I can only be pissed at myself. I had a trusting alliance that I turned on. I went against my principles and I am such a terrible Hero. I have no reason for me to be on that tribe. I said I'd stick to my principles and I didn't. I was fooled into thinking I was needed. Damn it.

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- Staying in this game is looking slim in this game. Until I found a HIDDEN IMMUNITY IDOL!!!!!! The fake one anyway. RIP MEEEEE. Well, at least now I can try to threaten anyone's game with a possibility of me having an idol. This also confirms that someone has the merge idol. It is also possible that a Villain has it mainly because the 'message' given to me was a Villain idol finder. So I'm not sure I have the possibility of changing the game, even if I go home using it..

Day 26
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- Heading into this immunity challenge, I want to make sure that I am not even close to being a threat. The last thing I need is to add a larger target on my back. I think that it would be best to throw challenges in this stage of the game. I want to stay in this game as long as possible.

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- So Dusk is Szymon's little bitch so he decided to go tell him that I said I was mad at him for not wanting to get Sora out or something idek but Dusk, he's done pissing me off, he was the one calling Szymon a big threat and calling Emma Szymon's sheep (both true) so the FACT that he decides to turn around and make ME look bad, oh honey no, I can do the same and I'll do it better.

So basically Szymon wants me out bc of that and this challenge is just really not the best for me bc it's the cookie giving one so I know Alissa, Sora and Szymon will break the rules and talk about giving all of their cookies to me and Bryce like they have broken the rules about sending screenshots all season long so I'm gonna lose immunity and go home, great. " "terra"

- when szymon is stupid af and makes it obvious he's in a 5 person alliance with alissa, dusk, sora and emma in one of his fb posts. I just wish eddie wouldve realized a round earlier. Or maybe it was my fault for thinking he was too close to sora and alissa to think about flipping.

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- my ass hurts and today is immunity results i hope jennifer doesnt win god dammit.

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- Well jenn won immunity AGAIN!!!! me the fake bitch i am: YASSSS KWEEN WIN THAT IMMUNITY HUNTY me how i am really feeling rn: FUCK U, YOU GOTTA GO!!!!

Day 27
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- I was very surprised with the results. I did not expect to get six cookies. I thought I would get a butt ton to be a target. But I do think that I am no longer a threat to most of my tribe members. I just need to ensure that I am the weakest and least threatening person that is here. Win. Win.

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- Jennifer and I entered the merge with some bad blood because of Malakal, and she voted for me at the second tribal, but right now as I'm most likely about to get voted out, she and I have slowly become closer and closer to the point where I feel like she's the only person I can rely on in this game <3 If I have to go, I just hope she somehow makes it to the end as I'm very proud of her making it all the way here despite being an old schooler and not knowing a lot of people in the villains tribe. Luckily she has a free immunity to keep her safe but she better find some footing soon too. I love her

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- Miggy has now become the prime target. This upsets me mainly becasue he has helped me a lot in this game. I don't think that I would be here without him. However, this is the game of Survivor and you need to grow some balls and do what you need to do to win. If that means for me to turn on my number one ally then I will do it.

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- Heading into Tribal Council, I realize that my game is very crucial at this point. If I vote in the minority and get caught, then I am gone next NO DOUBT. So if voting Miggy is what I have to do to ensure my long term game. So be it. I love Miguel and he is my boy. But sometimes, you have to do what is best for you to stay in the game. It kills me inside but it has to be done.

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- dusk's social game is just awful, not only was he rude to my beautiful friend jen in the tribe chat implying she only communicates through flex emojis, but he was also very agressive towards me in the suicide squad chat, who tf does he think he is? he is the most irrelevant player in the season ok i only speak facts and i might leave tonight but he better LOSE soon

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- so I'm the target from the majority right now rip I'm trying to keep them from voting for me and to vote for Bryce instead but idk idt it's gonna happen rip this could be my last confessional here bye guys ily all