Board Thread:Big Brother 5/@comment-33269427-20171217213757/@comment-24642146-20171218000116

Hello Hannah,

I can honestly say i was nothing but honest with you. Though i never bluntly said, hey im trying to foster a relationship with Bryce, every feeling, emotion, and talk we had was nothing less then legitimate. I think i was explosive in the beginning because i felt powerless. People did not want to let me in on information, which is fine and at times I felt like a pawn, which suuuuuucks. And i would say that I agree with you that i did play a very naïve game. If someone told me something i would trust it wholeheartedly until they gave me a reason not to. So, when things didn't go as planned, or i was betrayed i let that emotion out. The frustration, the lies and crazy twists and caused my explosive episodes. What i can say about my explosions were that there was a level of authenticity and passion for this game that Emma never displayed. She was calm and put together at all times, which works for her, but in my opinion is an easy and bland way to play.

Jury management is never a concern for me because i don't believe it exists. I think trying to influence the opinions of others is as useless as me trying to beg the VL for a temptation, nothing good comes from it. So, rather then trying to suck a bunch of dicks for votes, or playing a really bland boring game I went crazy and had a ton of fun while i managed to get by week after week. This season i never thought about jury votes. Its hard to think about “How am i going to win?” when you’ve never made it to the end. So i played my most authentic game, and through luck, skill and will fell ass first into a seat at the final 2. And a long the way my outbursts i would say put just how passionate i am about this game on display.