He's A Firecracker/Confessionals

Day 22
"aurora"

- Well, that was a waste of an advantage. All I did at tribal was make a scene and NOTHING else. This sucks. At least that move shows that I'm playing the game. However, as much as I like and trust Josh, I can't let him sit with me at the final anymore because I need to make that move only mine. I don't want to look like I'm just a puppet for the masters. We'll see what happens when the time comes.

My main strategy so far in this game was keep targets in front of me. I have Josh on one side and Mihai on the other. These two are huuuuuuge physical threats and I don't think people will see me hiding behind them anytime soon. Anyway, challenge time!!!

FINALLY!!! I've been waiting for this challenge for a long time because flag making is the only one that I have shot at winning. My flag is pretty much a mountain and a bunch snowmen. I really tried to draw an aurora but I flopped so hard I decided scrapped it. Here you go!

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- It was time to lock down another ally. I talked to Ci'ere about the outcome and leaked almost every little scheme Ivan committed. This really riled him up ?? but after realizing how much Marc trusted Ivan over me, something needed to done. Ivan and Ci'ere kept approaching with doubts about each other and honestly, its so much to watch xD

We do have a big decision to make. We don't need a revolting repeat of last tribal so we strategized early. One of two things is bound to happen: Mihai and I organize a group to take out Mrs. Franzel, because other than being Ivan's little puppy girl, wtf has  she done all game? I get it, you're busy with other orgs and that's cool, but it doesn't hurt to drop by every now and then to chat -.-

The other option is to take out Josh once and for all. The Ferrar trio needs to be split real soon and that vote canceler is still lurking around. But if AIM High flips back to Krill to pull this off, Ivan and I would have a very angry Uli to deal with. That might not sound like a big deal, but Uli leaves the impression that he'll blow up if necessary, especially when he knows he's screwed. I don't want to know what it'd be like to watch Uli throw a temper trantrum, but if he exposed me and Ivan and Krill found out I'm working with the biggest "snake" in the game, I'd be losing some serious trust. Not even Mihai knows about this and I don't know when it'd be right to tell him.

Voting in the minority twice just does something to you... perhaps its a sign that I need to play more aggressively and if options A and B aren't gonna happen, I'll expose Uli myself and arrange a vote against him instead ??

"aurora"

- I haven't done a confessional so here we go Ci'ere is lying his ass off I am pretty sure, but i am just trying to keep on the down low about that, so I am acting like i agree with him, he claimed ivan flipped on us and vote shiloh when they didn't tell him josh was the target I know i should have but I was told he ratted me out and I wasn't sure what was true so right now i am on the fence.

"aurora"

- OH YEAH! I'd like to humbly say screw you hosts for making the merge flag design challenge the 2ND immunity challenge rather than the first like seriously... not only is it past the merge celebration and feels out of order, but we missed a gold opportunity to witness Shiloh create the best and cutest flag EVER!! *sigh* oh well... hopefully the winner makes a flag just as good ??

Day 23
"aurora"

- Of course. Of course, I lost again. However, GODDAMMIT! I LOST TO THAT FLAG?! No offense, Ci'ere, but that flag doesn't look real at all. Creative, yes, but not real. I mean, I can barely see the tribe name and it has a VERY unreal gif of snow falling. It's very distracting and when did Survivor have screens as a flag???? When??? I can see what he tried to do but that's not realistic. If anything, mine and Jamie's should have higher realness score because that's how merge flags actually look like! It is what it is, I guess. I can accept the results but for me, that flag shouldn't have won.

"aurora"

- What the fuck. I just played the double vote and now suddenly, some rat is after me. You know much I hate rats! I love exterminating them. John, Shiloh and now, Ivan. Why would you want me out? Sooo, I finally talked game to the other side and they want my vote. After that, Josh told me that my current side is after Ci'ere. Hmmmmmm. Right now, four people formed an alliance with me regarding blinsiding Ivan. Am I the swing vote? I'm very torn right now since Mihai and Josh, the two people I'm closest to are apparently on the opposite sides. However, if the rumours are true that I'm getting votes tonight, then bye bye Ivan.

Anyway, I've been patiently waiting for TWENTY-THREE DAYS for a fight!! Can you believe it? That long! Ciere pulled through and just went off. Wrong timing though. No one is screaming back at him and Ivan just did damage control privately. BORING! It's start though. If I survive this vote, I hope Ciere also survives because he's a firecracker and he is willing to explode any time right now.

"aurora"

- Second place again ?? And this tribal will be a mess! Ciere and andrew still trust me after I betrayed them twice? If they really wont go after me, then I'm doing a really good job in lying because they want ivan out for playing both sides, but I am doing the same thing. Also, I want the clue from joshua, he said he'll give it to me. But man, I wanna win for once ??

"aurora"

- Yup. I'm pretty sure that I'm not Ivan's actual target. I think that Ciere's people just told me I'm Ivan's target to get me to flip to them. In reality, Ivan and co's target is Ciere. It makes no sense for Ivan's game to target me. He's just going lose a member and Ciere will stay. Unless, Ivan feels threatened by my move last tribal then I'm toast

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- oh my God for the longest time I didn't know there was a Marc in this game AND NOW THERE HE IS GOES IN THE TRIBE CHAT GOING AWF AND SO IS CIERE. Like, fight all you want idc the target on my back is getting smaller and smaller after every message y'all sent and I'm just here sitting in the sidelines like ??

DISCLAIMER: I do not support Marc disrespecting moms

"aurora"

- I think it's so funny how marc is mad at ciere right now, when I was the one who threw him under the bus for creating the chat with me and ivan, so that andrew sees I had no choice when marc voted shiloh lol. And I'm just sitting pretty, let them kill each other and leave me alone

"aurora"

- Things have been very crazy these past few hours. First, there was HUGE fight of Marc against Ciere. Harsh words are being thrown by both sides and I couldn't be anymore happier. As long as they're both here, they are going to come after each other and I can benefit from that. Like I said before, finally!! This season had a fight! I was sooooo close to renaming our tribe AuBOREa. But they pulled through! For that, thank you.

In terms of the vote, Uli is now pushing for taking Marc out. And I was like, WHAT?? Stick to the plan! What the hell Uli? You're just letting Ciere worm his way in the alliance! And you know what his reason was? It's because he doesn't like unpredictable players! I think he failed to notice that he himself is just as unpredictable. So right now, I'm basically put in swing position with Mihai. We decided earlier that we're gonna stick with the alliance but given the events, I'm not sure anymore.

If I'm not getting blindsided, one of Marc, Ivan, and Ciere should be leaving tonight.

"aurora"

- I just got off call with Mihai and he told me so much. Just a side note, it’s so convenient to talk game on call because we touch on things very fast than in text, but it’s also so bad for me because i have terrible memory and sometimes i have to reread the chat log so i remember the plan. There’s so many things happening behind the scenes that I’m not a part off and I don’t like it one bit. Ciere, Chrissa and Andrew sure are a crafty little bunch. They made a group chat with JR and Mihai and they want to vote out Ivan. This is surprising in both a good way, and a bad way. They DO NOT expect me and Mihai to be a tight duo which is good. The bad side is, JR is considering voting out Ivan. While Mihai assured me that this isn’t a move against me, this is a BAD move on JR’s part. He would lose me, Jamie, and Uli AND he would be at the bottom of that Krill alliance. So I hope JR sees the logic that it is not a good idea to go with them and vote out Ivan.

Also, now that things are finally heating up in the tribe chat Marc and Ciere got into a fight but turns out the fight was #fake. I hate….ALSO SOS!!! ANDREW APPARENTLY HAS AN IDOL!! There’s so many variables in this game that is so hard to ignore i’m just so happy that i won immunity (by default omg what a miss universe 2016 moment) sigh at least i can sleep well tonight. I just need to wake up extra early to send in a vote ldkhkjahfk your fave has immunity and could self vote because he overslept!!!! THAT COULD TOTALLY HAPPEN RIP

As of right now i can’t see myself being in the FTC with the cards i’m dealt with. Jamie’s MIA, Uli is…Uli, the minority being unpredictable af…on the outside and the VL’s perspective we’re probably boring af but this game’s crazy man, probably on my top 5 of messiest game i’ve played.

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- My brain is fried right now. The target seems to be changing every minute. Ivan. Ci'ere. Ivan. Ci'ere. Ivan. Marc. Ci'ere. Ivan. Ci'ere. Ivan. Ci'ere. I honestly have to give props to the actual survivor players because they have to put up with this craziness while starving.

"aurora"

- oh man this is the worst vote yet. I'm being pulled in multiple directions, I hate.