Big Brother 5/Week 4

"manco capac"

- So I made a MESS out of my HoH week. When I went to tell Hannah that she is my replacement nominee, she told me that she had heard that my replacement was going to be my target. That could have ONLY come from Alex, Trent, or Erin. I don't think it was Alex so it just leaves Trent and Erin. Trent was honest and told me he did tell Nathan but he told me that is was AFTER the veto ceremony. That means it HAD to have been Erin, who I had just told ten minutes before I even went to Hannah. That being said, I now have enemies out there. Erin is mad that I confronted her and thought it was her which honestly, screw that. I'm not going to play games like that, if you're mad at me for trying to figure out the source then screw you too. I also have Hannah mad and probably Jake because I mentioned his name to Erin as well.

To fix all of this, I'm pulling out Retr Bryce and being bold and saying what I want to say to fix my game. I have no alliances so I have no one to hold me back from what I want to say and do. I went to Jake and I straight up told him everything that went on to try and catch him say he had already heard it, but he acted surprised. Rather that is genuine or not, I don't know. It does leave me with the big question of who spilled the beans - Trent or Erin (pretty sure/hoping it was Erin). I'm now going to do what I need to stay safe next week because I know I have a lot of enemies out there now. The ever so cocky Hannah and Erin are my next targets if I happen to get power in this game again.

"manco capac"

- Aromal is sadly evicted 6-1, with someone throwing a hinky vote against Hannah. I don't care who did it, but I am planting it on Nathan. Nathan needs to go very soon and when the time comes, I need to make sure I have the numbers to attack. Hannah was up all night, bless her, doing the HOH competition and I talked to her throughout and she got 13 HOURS. If someone tops that, I'd be shocked. The best scenario for me this week would of been Hannah or Grant winning so that we can eliminate Bryce. And if jury starts at F11, I have gone pre-jury without being nominated. YASSSSSSS. Thank god jury is almost here because I am ready for the turn-up. I am here to play and I'm here to dominate.

"manco capac"

- Waking up to Aromal getting evicted was pretty neat, not that I didn't like him, it's just that Hannah staying was quite important to my game and Aro wasn't really pulling his weight socially, which is what ultimately cost him, bless his heart.

This competition being another endurance challenge on a MONDAY, which is my busiest day is totally not ideal case for me, but Hannah said that she had pressed that motherfucking button for 13 fucking hours lmao, are you kidding me? That's insane, but I'm honestly okay with her getting this one, I'm totally good with her, she has bigger fish to fry and I feel like I am one of the closer people to her.

I know that with Hannah winning HOH, Bryce is probably totally fucked, his HOH Week kinda blew up in his face, first HOH to really fail and it was the first one that didn't have an easy boot and IN ADDITION TO THAT it was a fucking crapshoot... I guess you can say that it wasn't too bad, that none of my allies won, because this past week expozied some things, Bryce/Trent made themselves enemies of Hannah's, Nathan has been behind-the-scenes exposed for being a snake and a double agent and Grant has turned out to be someone quite decent to talk to, so I don't see any negatives for me from Week 3?

Initially I had concernes about Dom/Erin/Hannah possibly working together, but I've seen Dom make a bunch of bitchy VLs towards Erin in that Survivor game they are in, so I can assume from that, they're probably not THAT close asdjglsdg - I am however worried about the lack of socializing with Emma & Dom, I haven't really spoken to them all that much recently, so I don't know if I could actually expect them to keep me safe if they were to win HOH and that's obviously concerning.

I think this week however, Hannah is probably taking that one and Bryce or Trent will be booted, after that I can start thinking, if I want to go for an HOH and get that blood on my hands or proceed to stay low. It all depends on how dramatic this week is gonna be, I guess?

"manco capac"

- Bryce you are literally so fake and infuriating. Why go off on someone who “told Hannah she’s the target” WHEN YOU ARE THE ONE WHO TOLD ME!!!! Like wTF!!! It’s INFURIATING. YOU WERENT EVEN A TARGET UNTIL YOU WERE SHADY AND SAID I DIDNT TALK TO YOU AND BLAH BLAH BLAH “LOL” like seriously grow up and don’t go off on other people for things you did.

"manco capac"

- Oh how fucking wrong you can be, I am SO frustrated and I shouldn't even be, but Jake is making shit complicated as fuck..

So Hannah won HOH, as expected, I was excited, but then there also is this announcement that Jake got a Co-HOH temptation and ACCEPTED with Hannah as HOH... I'm like okay, cool, no big deal, Jake is also a great person to be HOH but THEN HE PULLS THAT SHIT TO START A FUCKING SAFETY CHAIN AND PICKS B-R-Y-C-E AS HIS FIRST CHOICE... WHAT THE FUCK

And he is SERIOUSLY going to follow through and put up whoever is left in the chain - The funniest thing: Right now there are 6 people left to choose and FOUR of them are in our alliance, because, as I kinda suspected for a while now, the people not in the Garbage alliance have their own fucking connections and have picked each other like no tomorrow. What the fuck was Jake thinking...

I swear to god, if I end up nominated because of this idiotic ass chain, I am going to flip shit and I'm going to get revenge hella quick on some bitches next week, because this does NOT fly well with me.

"manco capac"

- Fuck all these bitches, seriously. I can't believe that out of everyone I was the last person to technically receive a key and that bothers the fuck out of me, and then you have Nathan with his fake ass excuse, why he didn't pick any of us in the Garbage Alliance, just to go back to being quiet instantly, fuck outta here.

At least he mentioned TRENT specifically in his little excuse, which has now given me a reason to instant target him and even try to get rid of him T H I S week, that would however require Erin to get vetoed off the block and Jake to nominate him as the replacement nominee. I'm really happy that Jake did this key ceremony thing now, but also super annoyed, because it's kind of a slap in the face, to be the odd one out, especially when I thought I had a better record with some people but.. whatever?

There's no excuses for me anymore, no more throwing, I have to go ham in the next HOH competition, if nothing crazy happens and I end up getting nominated, because if I don't get to act soon, I'm just gonna go home in 2-3 weeks and that's literally not the place I want to be in, I haven't even lied to people or been shady, so it's just... ugh it's just super frustrating, but I guess in the game of BB you can't get nice things all the time.

Some of these bitches better watch out now, because they triggered the side of me, that you don't want to mess with in games. #WatchOutSisters

"manco capac"

- I think yesterday was definitely a huge turning point in this game for most players. Through Jake's HOH idea, it showed people's true colours and especially showed me people don't have my back. It's come to the point in the game now where we can't be using pawns to send someone home; we need to have two people on the block who where we would be happy with either going home so that we accomplish something on our HOH's. I'm trying to stay out the drama but when I'm low on sugar I'm very snappy/pissy but I am hoping in any case, Alex and Hannah are viewed as bigger threats than me but I know people consider me a threat as it is. I am hoping jury starts next week because I can't sit around no longer. This is the perfect chance for me to finally win a competition and make some big moves (I am looking at u big dangerous guys). I am trying to keep personal out of the game because Bryce is not someone I know well and I don't want to judge him on things that happen in a game. However, he has to leave. Erin needs to come down because it's going to be very tough to keep her if she remains on the block so I hold out hope that I get picked, Alex gets picked, or her/Hannah/Jake wins. I think Jake used his HOH to entertain the VL. I don't think it was a move to benefit him but a move to get fan favourite or something like that. It also was a way to get no blood on his hands but I'll make sure it does the opposite. Right now, I just need to secretly keep building my bonds. I am going to try keep game out of conversations with Domonique, Natalie, Jake and Grant because in the event I get put on the block at anytime, I need to gurantee people want to keep me over whoever I am sat next too. I have no doubt Domonqiue has over allies and I don't trust her that much, and Natalie follows where ever she does so Dom is definitely someone that needs to be clipped after the guys. In this game, I honestly don't care about Emma and Trent anymore which is a shame because I really like them outside of the game but I can't keep people safe who can't even be bothered to message me. Their social games suck ass. Even if you don't want to work with someone, you aren't suppose to completely ignore people in the end. I need this next HOH desperately so jury better start so I can use it to make deals or use it as a way to talk to people.

"manco capac"

- BB5_Week_4_IDontFuckingKnow

"manco capac"

- I've been quiet the last few days just focusing on real-life things. Bryce wins the veto, and this was the exact thing I didn't want happening. Having Erin up on the block is difficult because she's a messy player. Hannah tells me that she wants to target Nathan and at first I'm like fuck no bitch that snake is mine BUT now, I think it's better. I'm not getting the blood but I've been campaigning for weeks for this to happen. I still had a part in this. Apparently they have Trent on their side and haven't really been including me in these plans and I can definitely tell Alex and Hannah are getting closer. I'm going to need to address that soon. I've now told Grant about this alliance that was "created by Nathan". Telling Natalie and Dom earlier was also a smart move just in case Nathan has leaked it or will leak it. If Hannah is nominating Nathan, she needs to expose the alliance because he could twist this around and make it look like his alliance has turned on him. Next week I'm going for HOH and I'm going to need to target Bryce/Trent.

"manco capac"

- BB5_Week_4_(still_don%27t_know_which_lol_but_a_late_one)

"manco capac"

- Hannah can take the full credit for this move; that's whilst she's playing the game. The move against Nathan is something I've been executing for a while. I started by turning Alex/Hannah against him, and planting seeds with Dom/Natalie after. I talked to Grant and Natalie to ensure they vote out Nathan, and I think they will follow through because they have their loyalties with me. Hannah can take center stage and bath in the blood but I'll keep sipping it from the side.

"manco capac"

- Nathan gets nominated and he remains really calm. I was worried he'd have a temptation because of how calm he acted. Before the vote, I'd campaigned for him to go a lot and as soon as eviction was posted I decided to tell all my allies that I'd voted straight away so that they would do so as well. This would not allow the chance for Nathan to campaign and be able to sway people's minds. Alex tells me if he wins HOH he is targeting Trent, which is fine, but he told me he is not nominating Bryce because he doesn't want to ruin their relationship. This was basically admitting to me that he is playing for himself so I got a bit stroppy because I wasn't told the information of Trent exposing garbage to Bryce. If I win, I will be nominating Bryce/Trent together. Alex also told me if Trent won veto on his HOH he'd be targeting Dom. That is something I can't have happen so I was then tossing with the idea of warning Dom she needs to win HOH. I eventually went against it, because I believe I would be able to keep her either way. I then had to use something to regain my relationship with Alex to let him know that I trust him, either though I don't fully do right now. I decided to tell him about my temptation and acted like he was the only one that knows. He seems surprised and clued onto why I wasn't winning competitions. This lead to a discussion on who has the missing temptation; I have Week 1 (immunity until jury), Aromal had Week 3 as he told me (remove the eviction votes) and Jake had Week 4 (CO-HOH). This leaves only the Week 2 temptation unaccounted for. My personal opinion was that either Dom, Trent or Emma had it whereas Alex thought Dom did. Even though I don't know who did, I decided to try push the target away from Dom by saying that me, Aromal and Jake winning are totally out of the blue so anyone could have it. This lead me to directly ask Dom if she had a temptation. She had been talking about Hannah being a similar player to Nathan (something I'm going to keep to myself). And then I threw Alex/Hannah under the bus to her because I can use Dom/Natalie to take a shot at Alex without doing it myself. Dom revealed she had the temptation and I revealed I had mine. I can now trust Dom a lot more as she shared this information with me. She kept getting picked for veto but had to throw them because she won the DPOV. What a HUGE power to have in the game and the fact she shared this with me shows me that this is a power I can have on my side. You know, I thought my loyalties were with Hannah and Alex but I see them two getting closer and if they stop sharing information with me like I discovered, then I can easily flip. I have Grant, Domonique and Natalie as my main allies alongside Jake and Erin in the garbage alliance. Once I get rid of Bryce and Trent I will feel a lot more comfortable in this game. Nathan is going this week, and they are going next.

"manco capac"

- Trent is attempting to flip the vote but I am confident that's not going to happen. If Nathan stays, then I am going to be extremely blindsided. Grant told me about this supposedly plan and I wanted Trent to be blindsided with the vote but of course Hannah pops off on Trent. Girl, you are too messy. You need to learn how to keep information in and not make yourself a target because now, if Trent wins, you are probably in the fire line because you are becoming a bigger target by the day.

"manco capac"

- Trent has GOT to be the SHADIEST motherfucker of this whole entire game, he is doing and saying so many things that he ends up straight up denying, when he is confronted about them and I just do not appreciate that at all. He has been thrown under the bus by other people several times, he seems to think that people don't talk strategy with each other and I am sick of it .-. He is literally going home if I win HOH unless he has a temptation or gets picked for veto and wins :) (Do you think im gonna put him up pre-veto? lol nah son)

One of the most ironic things of this game is that Grant is now someone I talk to a lot more in comparison to others and I can officially say I feel bad about the shit I said from Week 1 to half of Week 3 about him LMAO, he really isn't as bad as I made him out to be, but I was just an unreasonably salty mess..

ALSO, ALIETTA TOLD ME THAT SHE GOT THE WEEK 1 TEMPTATION AND IT WAS FUCKING IMMUNITY TILL JURY AND I HAVE NO IDEA HOW I DIDNT SEE THAT LMAOOOOOOOOO, SHE KEPT SAYING SHIT LIKE "ONCE JURY STARTS IM GONNA BLAST BITCHES" AND I TOTALLY LET IT FLY OVER MY HEAD, FUCKING SHADY WHORE! But yeah, she told me which I appreciate, since I am apparently the only person she said it to, so this secret is well hidden from me :)

Talking about temptations ugh, I KNOW I'M NOT POPULAR ENOUGH TO HAVE A GOOD CHANCE AT GETTING ONE but I am praying to my lucky stars, that if there is one next week, that I can get it. There's just so much shit going on and I am #overit and any temptation at this point can throw a huge wrench in my longterm plans, like if Trent/Dom have a DPOV or some shit ksdagjsdg goodbye

Nathan has GOT to go home, there seems to be 4 votes on him (Although I do not fucking know how Alietta managed to get Natalie to vote him) and although Trent is campaigning for him to stay (Color me FUCKING shocked) I hope and think that the votes are gonna be there for Erin to stay. Regardless of yes or no, you betta believe I am gonna go GUNS BLAZING on that next fucking HOH, I'm not gonna back down, it's time for bitches to have fire lit under their asses