My Stripper Days/Confessionals

Day 1
"izolare"

- Okay, so it’s a day in and it’s time for my first confessional. My first thoughts are wow this is a small tribe, and wow I know what it’s like to be European. Half this tribe is never on to talk to me and I can’t work my social game on just one person (Although Dakota is really cool), Craig seems to be someone I can work with in the future. Maya and I had a conversation last night but it’s going to be tough for me to talk to her although she seems lovely! Samantha is someone that I hope brings some more to the table soon cause she’s said “hi” to me and that’s it, my guess is she’s only going to come on for 10 minutes a day and call it a day, easy first boot fodder but I obviously hate it when people take the spots of other players that really want to play. Meanwhile, I start thinking about how in a 3 tribe format, it’s never good to be the tribe that has the most numbers at merge or swap cause then that’s just another reason for people to gang up on you, and I don’t want that to happen to me, no sir. So basically I’m thinking of trying to make sure we don’t have the most numbers on our tribe at any given moment by at least throwing one or two challenges to gain a competitive advantage. Now this could all backfire and I could be first boot, which is why I’m not sure what I want to do yet. But it will also portray me as less of a comp threat if I’m not performing as well in challenges which could do wonders for me in terms of making the endgame which is something I’ve struggled with in recent games. But yeah, it’s something obviously to consider, and I think Samantha would be an easy first boot. But in the end I think it would be smart to at least get rid of her before the swap (if there is one) at least to get us down to 5 members. But yeah I’m looking forward to the first immunity challenge, hopefully more people show up though.

"razbunare"

- I'm just slowly working on building a strong relationship with who I think are the active players and are most likely survive the first few tribals. I honestly think Ivan is gonna be first boot due to him being less active than the others and not having a computer. That's gonna drag us down. He's a good guy, but its a game and we need to keep stronger people in. I haven't talked to anybody about the votes, I think premerge, you usually avoid talking about votes days in advance. I'm also really tight with Julia and Kaitlyn. I think this is my first org where female players are my closest allies. Most of the times they are usually males. I'm already enjoying my time here, my tribe seems really nice.

I'm known for one of the biggest challenge beast, but in survivor I tend to throw pretty much everything. Premerge I have to do good enough that it look good for my tribe, but not insanely good that people are gonna want to get rid of me. Instead of playing for like 6-18 hours on a flash game like I would normally do in Big Brother, I'm prob just gonna play for an hour and try to figure out what's a decent score before submitting it. It's still prob better than average because I'm positive people who think theyre terrible at flash games only played like 5-10 minutes. I mean thats prob why you never won anything lol.

TLDR: I'm in game mode, and I'm ready to play!

"tradare"

- Okay WOW It’s been a crazy 24 hours.

So step one, join the tribe. Right away I get quiet, wholesome vibes from everyone. No super loud jokesters or obnoxious people which isn’t great for me because thats gonna make me stick out like a sore thumb. BUT ITS OK I’ll live, hopefully.

So I spend the evening/today working on getting in with people since I know NOBODy.

- Ellie - talkative in PMs, seems v nice - Izzy - mentioned they know people on the other tribes which makes me wanna get on their good side so that if they’re not voted out, at least they can vouch for me come swap/merge (I still need to find out who they are so that I can name drop Izzy in a swap if they don’t end up on my tribe) - Jason -We have barely spoken, I’m gonna probably have to start all our convos, decent chance he’ll be targeted if we lose immunity since he’s so quiet - Nick - nice dude! We haven’t talked any game yet but I think he’s the kind of guy you need to like you before he’s really willing to talk game stuff.

Okay so on to the reward challenge post. I’m sitting at my friends house playing with her bunnies when its posted so I get the chance to look at it right away and GOOD THING TOO because I sent the screenshot in first and GOT A LEGACY ADVANTAGE which is so very exciting because I never end up being the person to find idols/advantages/etc. So this is great. Already I have a touch of power in the game, which I will likely keep to myself indefinitely.

You may have noticed I left Connor out of my cast eval, that’s because up until 5 minutes ago I didn’t think much of him UNTIL WE REALIZED WE PLAYED IN BB GAMES TOGETHER A HUNdRED YEARS AGO seriously we played in BBTC back when that was a thing, played some janked up BB game hosted by an alcoholic and then parted way, but we were a secret pair beware and now thank god we both have someone to cling to and are already ready to talk some damn game.

“That’s all” that has happened so far and now I’m gonna go talk some game/get some targets out of Connor and then kill myself playing this ridiculous bubble game that Sam has obviously included because she wants to see me suffer all possible levels thanks mom

<3 bb Brian

"izolare"

- omg so it's day 1 out here and the first thing i noticed was that this anthony dude looked familiar and it turns out he used to be one of my customers back in my stripper days!! it's like destiny we have to be allies now.

"tradare"

- In general, when meeting a group of strangers, it's important to make one on one connections and find commonality to get people to like you. Luckily, I seem to have been put on such a positive and lovely tribe. On Tradare I've already found something in common with every other member of the tribe and am learning so much about them. Ellie hates being dragged to do stuff with family if she's not feeling social, Connor loves Amanda Zuckerman and pop and r&b music, Bryan is a big game player and has not played a FB ORG before, Izzy is a musical theatre major and loves several broadway shows like Hamilton/Evita/Jesus Christ Superstar, and Jason is a fan of the legendary Caryn Groedel. I feel a genuine bond with all of them and would ideally like to go on an immunity run so we stick together. The game of Survivor never goes exactly how you want it to go though so in the case that we go to tribal I've already ensured I have my alliances in place. I have a final 2 with both Ellie and Connor and can hopefully make final 3 with both of them and then additionally Brian and I agreed to work together. Nothing else formal has arisen yet but I'm feeling like I'm in a safe spot and have already given myself a lot of room to navigate this game!

"izolare"

- I guess people are still warming up to each other for the first few days, we are all kind of hoping that we will not go to the first tribal and be the first person voted out.

I talked bit much with each person on my tribe and been feeling the good vibes from Anthony, well he is the only one who has been really active in giving me replies and I really appreciate that.

No alliance in talk yet and I don't want to be the caller as well, it's too risky and early in the game. Right now, we just need to focus on winning the next immunity challenge and be safe.

Day 2
"izolare"

- Ooo cast

"izolare"

- 703 Romania VC 1

"tradare"

- So I came up today with a grand idea of doing 39 confessionals this season. 1 for each day I’m in the game and hopefully I can make it all the way to Final Tribal Council. Anyways, I am on the hunt for this idol! I have a chart that keeps track of all the idol locations I know have been guessed and have been gathering intel from multiple people. I’m feeling like i’m in a secure spot as I had the overall highest score in the reward challenge and I have a good relationship with everyone on my tribe! I’ve worked so hard to play a great social game in these first couple of days and I’m just hoping the connections I feel are mutual.

"izolare"

- I knew anthony was more useful than what he was packing!! i'll keep him close to me *winks*

Day 3
"razbunare"

- I feel I am going home, literally, reading those statements from tribal council and being an outcast for this first 3 days, I feel they will vote me off, there isn't much to do due to being inactive for majority of this game and for being unable to take 0 as result and achieving strike this early on, it really puts me in danger, but I feel tribe will recognize that it wasn't all my fault.

"tradare"

- We won! Yes we did it! Wooooo! It feels great knowing I'm not first boot and that I get to live in a boujee, yet a bit creepy, shelter until a potential tribe swap or merge. Today I'll just be relaxing and deepening my connections with my new found friends. I've just been having the best of times so far so lets keep the good times rolling.

"razbunare"

- hiya... so this is my first conf... and we going to tribal tonight which like isnt the worst thing in the world. i am carrying this tribe on my BACK.. everyone's so useless and doesnt do anything so if i stay on this tribe i dont think ill be voted out any time soon. i really like rob and then im in an alliance with kailyn, morgan, and austin soooo voting out ivan tonight is literally perfect for me even though i lied to him... oh well

so ill do a lil cast assessment for the small amount of people i do know.. idk most of the cast so its good to meet some new people and have a fresh start anthony- i love him.. we're pretty good friends and we played embb8 together and he was my showmance until we were nominated together and he left... but ANYWAY i hope i get swapped onto a tribe with him bc i will deff be working with him austin- hes alright.. i kinda want him to go next if we lose even though im in an alliance with him.. hes boring brian- i played a game with him like over a year ago and it was rigged for him.. love him tho connor- LOVE HIM! we r bffs and we played a game like.. almost two years ago together and thats where i met him and he kinda fucked me up so.. hopefully now that we're friends he'll be loyal to me. i play bbtcs with him a lot and we always go to f2 together so i have hope.. ivan- he should be gone this round so izzy- i hosted her once and she was mean to me :( kailyn- a queen tbh... we barely talk but we share idol guesses so thats good morgan- i like him.. but he hates connor and my friend nicholas so i kinda just need to make sure that he doesnt find out im friends with them.. he also lives like 10 minutes away from me and i dont need to have him killing me rob- i love him!! we are playing tar together rn and im rly good friends with his partner so hopefully thatll help me. hes not in my alliance so im hoping we can win this immunity bc im like aligned with everyone

thats all for now i think.. and i have to do this reward because my tribe is so STUPID but hopefully i can win..