Hei. You are right, being social doesn't mean having multiple alliances. Being social means creating such strong connections that when you are powerless, with no immunity, you can still know what's going on and that you're safe. Being social means actually trying to know the people you're playing with and not only ask what's the plan for the vote and then say nothing for the rest of the game. Being social means that people come to you to tell them what they should do. So, you are right about what not being social means, but I think my social skills meant more than just having multiple alliances. 

I know you didn't ask me any questions and I do think you are mad at me and you have all the reasons, because, to quote Ci'ere, I was a fake biatch or so my actions make me. I voted for you because at that moment I thought it would be risky for me to vote for Josh, because if you and Jr would have joined forces and if I would have voted for Josh and Josh would have voted for you, I would have been out and I couldnt take that chance. Call it paranoia, lying, betrayal, but it wasn't an easy decision, it was just me making sure I don't vote myself out.

I did tell you I would never vote for you and I broke that promise and I did that with many other people and if you feel you'll honor your promise by not voting for me now, then you gotta do what makes you feel you at the end of the day and there's nothing I can do to change that, except explaining why I voted for you, which I did.

No hard feelings, indeed.