I understand your frustration with me not trying to win, I also agree I could have done better with my speech, but that's just how I'm feeling with this entire situation. I'm honestly not a big fan of talking about my own accomplishments (as weird as that may sound), so I just wrote what I felt. In my mind the jurors already have their minds made up as to who they're voting for.
Gameplay: Yep! That's right. I think I was too caught up in just having the security of an alliance that I didn't think too much about the endgame, because I didn't expect to get this far, even at F3 I was expecting to leave. As you know this is my first game, so I was honestly just figuring survivor out. I realize now I leaned into the alliance too hard. (Side note, I enjoy the video format so thanks)
In response to the question: It did cross my mind to vote out Nadine, but I still just leaned into the alliance too hard. In addition, I really don't like going behind people's backs, it just makes me personally feel horrible and gives me anxiety up the wazoo. It's something to work on in whatever game I participate in next. Thank you for your time making this video, I hope to talk to you soon!