|“||THIS HOH SUCKS I HATE THIS GAME SO MUCH IVE BEEN PLAYING FOR HOURS AND CANT EVEN BEAT 40K||”|
|“||Okayy so Jason quit, which was kind of a bummer because he was an easy nom. The game's gonna get interesting now :o My strategy yesterday had been to kiss Alex Vivor's ass because I thought for sure he was going to win the challenge. I thinkkk I'm good enough with Trent but I'll probably talk to him more today. I kinda miss the fast pace of Survivor lmao||”|
|“||LITERALLY PLEASE KILL ME BECAUSE I AM SUCH A MESS IN MY FIRST LIKE CONVERSATION WITH TRENT AS HE WON HOH, I HATE MYSELF FOR LITERALLY UNREASONABLY COMING OFF AS DEFENSIVE WHEN I'M NOT MEANT TO OH. MY. GOD. LMFAOASGJASIOT, I swear if I get myself nominated just by being a dumbass motherfucker I'm gonna be so frustrated with myself because that is so untypical of me?!
ANYWAYS... besides that fuck-up that I had to instantly talk about, it's time to talk a little game... SOOO, Erin actually made that alliance that I talked about before, but I did manage to include both Alietta and Jake by having reasonable conversations with Erin about how cool and awesome and active they are *woo* - So now my main alliance includes all the people I talk to the most (MINUS Domonique, which surprises me because one would think Dom would effortlessly be included in groups and alliances, but I guess that wasn't Erin's perspective?) and if only one of us goes up against someone else outside the alliance, we could easily escape from this, as it would only take to sway one vote to keep the person on the block safe (under the circumstance no one flips obviously, but in Week 2 that would be like the stupidest thing ever!!)
I am slightly SALTY that I didn't win HOH, because I wanted to get Grant the hell outta here, we still don't talk at all and I'm not gonna approach him because.. idk my ego is just too large in this situation, I'm not gonna be delusional about it. There's also a handful of people outside our group that I have VERY VERY slim conversations with and I fear that this is gonna be a problem down the road...
Right now my only issue is that I hope I didn't somehow rub Trent the wrong way by being unreasonably... messy? LOL I think I am playing too much into this, I trust him when he says that I am safe because Trent is not the person to lie about something as simple as a nomination in a BB Game, so I really just need to take a breather and calm THE FUCK down, I'm being too OTT now...
|“||So out of no where, the silent snipers come through scoring a top 2; Aromal and Trent. I feel a lot more safe with Trent as HOH as she messaged me yesterday claiming we have a "bond like no other". Emma also claims she thinks we are okay this week. She's most probably working with Trent and have an alliance with someone else. She's too quiet to have her loyalties to me and Hannah. This has made me realise how there's so many big players this season and we need to start getting rid of them end of pre-jury/early jury. Hopefully once we've got rid of a few quiet ones, me and Hannah can start making our alliances target certain people. I have no influence over nominations this week but my guess is Trent is going to nominate Ellie (easy option) alongside someone else? I honestly have no idea because Trent hasn't really spoke to me. However, if there's someone I want gone then I for sure will be campaigning to get the votes that way. If not, I can use this week to lay low and have little rivalries form.||”|
|“||OH MY GOODNESS DO PEOPLE ACTUALLY WANT TO KEEP AROMAL HERE? HE WAS SECOND IN HOH! ELLIE DOESNT EVEN COMPETE!!!!!!!!!! Hmm LETS KEEP SOMEONE WHO WILL BEAT ME IN COMPS OVER SOMEONE WHO DOESNT EVEN PLAY! SMART||”|
|“||Trent nominates Aromal and Ellie. To me, this is the PERFECT shot to get Aromal out. Ellie does not deserve her place here but I'm not thinking about that right now; I'm thinking about mine and Hannah's safety. Keeping Aromal, someone who is good a competitions and I have no influence over is not beneficial to me. Ellie is less likely to be able to build social connections compared to Aromal who we have no control over and has the ability to build connections and win competitions. Me and Hannah are set on making it happen. I bring it up to Erin and she's like "no my persona two targets are Ellie and Natalie". I mean...okay I get the justification for Ellie but...Natalie? Over the people here...? I have to some what agree with her but also weigh the options of keeping Ellie by bringing up the point that we need to do what's best for our alliance to succeed. I love Erin outside of the game but she's not logical. If an opportunity arises; take it. I am going to get Alex in on the influence to get rid of Aromal since he's going to need my help on getting Grant out and if he doesn't want to help me, I'll smile and plot to save Grant. I'm also going to mention it to Jake so the majority of the alliance can sway Erin's mind. Four minds swaying is better than one. When I bring it up to Jake, I didn't even need to mention anything because he's logical and said why get rid of one when we can get two birds with one stone. I'm here to play and whether someone deserves it or not is now not influencing my decision; that's personal. Let's put that aside and not taking out the dangerous players.||”|
|“||I know sometimes my points can come off aggressive and my personal agenda can come through. My logic, I thought anyway, would benefit me AND the alliance but I really need to pull myself together, tone it down for this week and let my so called alliance do whatever they want. I guess it's Week 2 and I shouldn't be taking charge and it sucks because I can't get into power to have any sort of opinion that will be considered. I need to apologise and move forward from this and let them know that I'm going to do whatever they want and then when the time comes to turn on this alliance, and it's going to happen, I will take charge. I'm immune anyway so maybe I should use this to my advantage and just lay low. I just struggle to sit back and not play as hard. Well, I guess I'm going to have to wait and let them do what they want and just re-build my relationships with the people I "challenged aggressively" in the alliance.||”|
|“||I've tried to lay low the past day or so because of my "aggressive" campaigning the other day. I keep trying to emphasize that all my intentions are for this alliance to be successful. I've realised I need to keep rivalries that are forming in the game (Erin/Natalie, Erin/Emma, Alex/Grant) so that they can go head-to-head during the jury stage of the game. My aim for pre-jury is to get rid of Aromal, possibly Bryce and Ellie. Obviously, things might change and I'm aware of that but these three players I find useless to helping me win the game and therefore I need to somehow get them out. Ellie will likely be leaving this week unless the veto gets used on her or she wins it so that leaves two weeks (I think) pre-jury to get Hannah out. I am encouraging Hannah to win the veto and gave her tips to set an alarm a few minutes before the time she needs to win. There's two reasons for this: 1) We need some control in the game and 2) In case her and I ever end up on the block together, I want to make her look like a bigger player so they vote her out over me. Also, since I can't win HOH and Hannah knows that, I am going to put a little pressure on her to try that extra bit harder so that we can get in power to do the moves we want to. If we are in power, we have that extra force to do what we want over what the alliance wants. These guys didn't want to help me get Aromal out, especially Alex who agreed to help me get him out and therefore I'd help get Grant out, so my loyalties aren't really too them. Sorry to break it to you Alex, but I will not be helping you get Grant out. If anything, I am going to try keep him in the game until jury so that you can be left shaking. I honestly cannot wait until jury starts because the slaughtering will begin and the player in me is going to blow up. I'm on the bottom of this gross alliance (besides Jake and Hannah).||”|
|“||This veto is killing me but gotta try to bring in that W for my alliance||”|
|“||Damn i messed up PoV! but hopefully I'll be safe, Ellie is completely non existent and is bound to strike out. I need to step my shit up socially if I survive||”|
|“||9-2 hmm 😐 well let’s go week 3||”|